Batgirl00

Female
from Gotham City

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    • Trufax

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      So the other day, I had long, hard, steamy hot sex with a bunch of inmantes. Because I'm the official prison whore.



      Not true. This journal is soley to appease Joe. Apologies to all who are offended. I'm offended, and I'm the one that wrote this thing.

    • yeah, I have issues

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      I always do this.

      So, awhile ago I met this guy at a club. Normally I blow off any guy I see (lately, haven't been able to figure out why I go anymore) but this guy seemed nice, so we talked for awhile. But, that was it. Didn't give him my number or anything, we just talked and went our seperate ways. Well, he talked to one of my friends and asked him to set us up again. It would have been really, really easy for me to say no.

      But, I didn't.

      So I went out with him on Saturday. Another great evening. Wonderful conversation and such. You've all seen chick flicks, so I probably don't have to explain much about it. I operate under the assumption that all guys in clubs are fake, and I had that assumption during the night, but he helped me forget about it. He was very, very genuine, and sweet, and gentlemanly.

      He still doesn't have my number.

      And by the end, I told him to leave me alone.

      I'm not even sure why. He seemed like a nice guy, and it's not that he made me uncomfortable or anything, either. He didn't even kiss me (I'm not complaining, I prefer it that way.) He was pretty much perfect, great conversationalist, gorgeous smile, sense of humor....

      What's wrong with me?

      I don't know, I just cannot trust anyone who hangs out in places like that. The crazy thing is Seth's probably a lot bigger slimeball than he is, but I knew Seth going into the relationship. We had a previous history together, we'd been friends for a few years, I knew things about him, etc. With this guy, I feel like no matter how great he seems, he might just be that amazing of an actor.

      Why can't I trust people? *bangs head on desk* I probably just lost my soulmate. Not that I'll ever know....

      [/self-pity]

      I ate really good this weekend, every meal was a treat. So it was a good weekend anyways. smiley1.gif *sigh* Not sure if I'm ready for another week of school, though. I can't handle all this work, I really can't. I'm about to crack.

    • Something for Everyone

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      For you dating/in love folk

      For the single folk

      ....Yeah, I really do like the first song. Up yours.

      I do need to say this, though: I have never had a boyfriend on Valentine's Day. In fact, this is the first Valentine's Day where I've ever been able to even say "I have an ex." And spending 20 of them without thinking of anyone, and this first one thinking of what I've lost, I gotta say the whole "I'm single on Valentine's Day and woe is me" thing is pretty sad.

      If a person is single, they're single. Why does it even matter what day you're single on? If you were fine with it in January, you should be fine with it in February. And if it bothered you in January, it should bother you in February. But Valentine's Day is not the reason you're depressed. You are the reason you're depressed.

      At least, that's what I figure.

      And for the people who have a significant other, congratulations. I hope you have a wonderfully special day with them today, or whenever you plan on celebrating.

      Finally, I have some potentially exciting news that I'll share after the weekend. Still probably won't be signing on much or commenting much, but I just had to get on and share my love piece.

    • Short little update

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      Well guys, it's been a couple days..... I'm doing well. Busy, but well. Sorry I can't read journals right now, but life has been crazy. Good, but crazy.

      Just wanted to pop in and let you know I'm doing fine. A lot of stuff has been going on, but I'm really happy right now. I've been making "life changes" and just trying to change what I don't like, hold on to what I do. I feel like a different person now, a better person. A busier person.

      But I still love all you guys, and I hope all is well.

      smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Game Day

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      Football games are always more fun when you're polarized. The kind of thing where, if your team wins, you'll die of sheer ecstasy and if they lose, you'll die of sadness and disappointment. But honestly, I'm not that way this year.

      Favoring Colts because I just like the Colts, and that's how it is. But the thing with the Bears is.... I should be a Bears fan. And I know I should be, so I feel like I owe them something. So really, whatever the outcome, my team won.

      But just between me and the internet, go Colts!

      EDIT: I win.

    • guns/fighting

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      So last night we went walking around with no particular destination. Now, I'm not a big fan of guns. They make me nervous. It's not that I don't trust the guy who has it, because most of the time I do. Most of the time it's a close friend, I know it's for protection, I know he's a good shot and that he's going to take care of me. Still, the idea that things could escalate to a gun-carrying level just.... doesn't make me happy.

      But one of the girls told the guys she'd feel better if someone was packing. Thanks.

      Funny talking to my friends in Japan, they think the idea of school shootings is crazy. And while it's not like they're common here in America, they're not unheard of. Guns in Japan are completely illegal, I think. Either that or they're just really hard to get and thus, pretty uncommon. But they're amazed at our crimerate.

      Anyways, they do help a little. Knowing that if we ran into trouble, we'd have an extra edge was nice. But, yeah, I don't know.... I just don't like it.

      And I hate it when guys fight about stupid things. Self-defense or whatever, yeah, kick his ass. But sometimes it's just about pride, and I just want to yell at the idiots to get over themselves. If a guy insults you, ignore him. Seriously, who cares? Not everyone is going to like you, not everyone is going to think you're the manliest thing they've ever seen. And maybe you could beat them in a fight, but does it really matter?

      Two guys I know just got in a fight because the one insulted the girl that the other guy likes. They're not even dating, he's just always had a thing for her. One starts making fun, other gets defensive, it escalates, there's yelling, before you know it they're acting like they're fighting over something that's actually worth it. They think they're in "Braveheart" and someone raped someone's wife or something. Little do they know how stupid both of them are being.

      I had a funny talk with one of my guy friends, Jason, about fighting. He's not a real fighter, I mean... he doesn't go looking for fights. He's selective, and he won't start throwing punches over nothing. But he's not afraid to fight, and the ones he's been in he hasn't lost, and I have my suspicions that he's not half bad. Jason told me if I ever need/want him to, he'll beat up any guy in my life that I want him to, except for one. There is one guy in my life he said he's afraid of, and if that guy ever does anything to me, I'm on my own.

      Which is okay, because that guy just so happens to be a really good friend of mine, and he wouldn't do anything to me ever. If he did, he would be sorry.

      But Jason said there is one dead givaway a guy's a bad fighter, and that's when he says he's a good fighter.

      "Are you a good fighter?"
      "Hell yeah, man!"

      You aren't afraid of that guy. The guy you're afraid of is:

      "Are you a good fighter?"
      "Meh, I'm alright."

      Because I told him the guy he should be afraid of is one of my friends who says he's pretty badass. He just laughed.

      I didn't witness the following story, but it happened to 3 of my friends and I heard 3 different stories of it when they got back. Basically they (2 guys, 1 girl) were walking and a stranger came out of nowhere and grabbed the girl and started yelling about how she's all his and he's going to rape her and kill her and whatever. Just yelling. What did the 2 guys do?

      1 just stood there. 1 called 911 on his cell.

      I was amazed at how big of pussies the two of them were for that. Even I would have been tempted to attack the guy if he was dragging one of my friends off. And they never even seemed like real wimps to me. I'd never seen them in that kind of situation, but I always figured they'd have some balls. Guess not.

      Great. You pick fights over things that don't matter, and the minute something does matter, all you do is stare.

    • blah

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      I think it's weird how a song with no words can feel so perfect sometimes. Maybe I'm weird, I don't know if other people do this, but.... during any given season in my life, I have songs. They always change, I've never had the same song twice. But it's a song I listen to repeatedly, not totally because I like it more than the others, but because it explains my emotions better than I could.

      Right now, it's the first ever instrumental song. "Tasking." I think this song embodies everything I'm going through.

      Guys, right now I'm kinda busy, so I might not be commenting with such frequency. But I will be commenting.

      And I had a story, but it was too mean-spirited to post. I'm trying to trash my mean-spiritedness.

      Let's see..... today I changed my major (silly me) and recieved confirmation that I'm okay. If anyone remembers this journal, it was pretty much the confirmation that I shouldn't have been worried about whatever I was worried about. Silly me.

      It was his fault, though. He freaked me out. I told him everything was okay and I was mad at him for not only scaring me, but scaring me into wasting time and money. But he was very apologetic, and I know he was only trying to help. I just tease.

      Also, I'm kinda revamping my life. It went with the major change. I've decided to be more regular in things I should be regular about, and cut out things that make me weak (emotionally, spiritually, physically....) It'll be good.

    • random stuff

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      Well, I've been miserable the past few days. Losing sleep, feeling crappy, apathetic, the works. Mostly because of the last journal, I've been in suspense and can't really handle it, honestly. Had to know. It's just too big of a thing for me to be unsure of.

      But last night my fears were calmed. Good thing Joe's back, or I wouldn't have slept so well last night. (Take that however you see fit.) Point being, I feel much better now. Tuesday or Wednesday I will find out what I (hopefully) already know.

      Yesterday we went shopping, I bought too much. Though I'm a cheap person, so I only got the things that were really good deals. And I'd be surprised if I spent over $15 in the whole trip. It was good.

      Then we watched Anchorman. Wow.

      Hmm, not much else to say. I think I'm going to Chile this summer, but plans aren't definite yet. That'll be my summer trip, just that, nothing else. I think I've gone to Japan for the past 3 summers, but I wanna try something new. And, I wanna be able to understand the language. But Chile isn't just a vacation, I'll be studying abroad at a university and pick up some credits. It'll be fun.

    • *sigh* businessmen

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      Seriously, to all the watchers: do not read this if you don't want to. Some may find it interesting, others will find it boring. Yeah, I like comments, but I don't want to put you through torture.

      My friend Chris thinks he's a businessman. In reality he's a cashier at a gas station, he works the graveyard shift. Crazy thing is, he's incredibly smart. I'd say he's one of the most intelligent people I know. He just really likes his job, for some odd reason, and doesn't wanna go to college. So, there ya go.

      We had a conversation about relationships in general, and he introduced me to his very own, original, Investment Theory.

      Very simple. Amount of emotion you entrust others with is an investment. You get a return on the investment, usually. This return is their time, their advice, their support, even their love..... it's entertainment of doing things with them, and pretty much whatever else. Investment and return. That's the theory on a simple level.

      Investment in Betrayers
      The first thing he told me is that people already do this, he just put words to it. If you were betrayed by a friend, you are hesitant to trust them again. That's because the return rate is low. If they somehow redeem themselves, return rate raises, and then you are friends with them again. Though you still might not trust them as much as you did before; they may never win all of your trust back. No matter how much you invest in them, it won't be as much as you once did.

      Investment in Love
      I pointed out that it seems selfish, because you expect everything to be self-serving. You only invest when you expect a return. If you don't expect a return, you won't invest. So love is ultimately self-serving, and is not really the kind of selfless love people like to think of. And that seemed depressing.

      But, that's not how it is with the Investment Theory. There is true, selfless love in the investment theory. Love is defined as an unwise investment. It's when you go all-in on one person without expecting or wanting anything out of it. Being willing to bottom out. And when we actually do get a return, it's a plesant surprise.

      Investment in Online Relationships
      Now, Chris is the kind of "boycott the internet" kind of guy. Keep his bias in mind. However, I do agree with a good chunk of what he said.

      Bad return rate with online friendships. I do have a few online "friends," though I don't know who I would slap the label "friend" on. I wonder how close someone has to be in order to be called a friend, and how close one can ever be without meeting me. So really, I just don't know about this yet. He said guys are better with this because they get less attached to text, but since girls are really emotional, we will invest more in these kinds of friendships, getting nothing back except something to do when we're bored. Which costs $7-$8 at a local movie theater and does not require an emotional investment of any sort. Better to throw away money than emotions. Therefore, going out to see a movie is a much better investment than talking to strangers online.

      Don't know what I think about that one, take it for what it's worth.

      Investment in Other Religions
      He asked me, what is the most important thing in my life? I said my religion. That said, there is probably a fairly poor return rate with people who either A) have different convictions or B) are unwilling to discuss in a respectful way. It's possible to have a rewarding friendship with people of another faith, or no faith, but B is the real kicker. If a person is unable to discuss the most important thing in their lives with another person, the return rate is much lower. You will not get as much out of that friendship as you would with someone who is at least willing to listen. They don't have to agree, but if they are willing to touch on things that are important to you, it's a huge plus.

      ***As a completely random note, 1 of my friends is pregnant. smiley0.gif She and her husband are way excited.

    • Colts

      12 years ago

      Batgirl00

      I am not a Colts fan by birth. But, through some series of events, I magically became a Colts fan 2 years ago. Stems from having friends from Indiana, but also a lot of things that just fell into place. I consider it destiny. Also, God telling me that the Colts really are the coolest evar.

      I missed the game today. smiley2.gif I watched the first quarter and part of the second, stopped at 21-3. It was painful. Went out with friends, had some fun, got back..... was pretty sure they lost, didn't bother even to check. Then my roommate starts talking to her boyfriend and he said "your roommate's a Colts fan, isn't she? Tell her they won."

      smiley0.gif

      When they win, I win.

  • About Me

  • Comments (880)

    • VocalDrummer

      12 years ago

      You left Batgirl! I never even knew your real name. I wish you would have said goodbye.

      Thanks for being my friend for a short time here. I know your life has been crazy lately, but I only want to wish you the best of luck wherever you go.

      God bless.
      smiley12.gif

    • ThePieBoy

      12 years ago

      smiley0.gif that letter made me chuckle

    • ThePieBoy

      12 years ago

      Thanks, im sure the job thing will work itself out smiley1.gif

    • Monolith_Gui

      12 years ago

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    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      well yes, it did leave me alone and cold... but i smiley12.gif it anyways

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      noooo, i smiley12.gif the snow

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley2.gif i cant eat the snow now.. its all gone *cries*

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      i burn with the passion of a thousand bushes smiley8.gif

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      it woulda counted if you had... ya know.. PM'D answers to me... smiley4.gif

    • ThePieBoy

      12 years ago

      Not much to spill, just much better than every other year smiley0.gif

    • ThePieBoy

      12 years ago

      One of the best ones ever smiley0.gif

    • ThePieBoy

      12 years ago

      Nice!

      Have a good valentines day?

    • ThePieBoy

      12 years ago

      Thank you, I had a great day. I hung out with my friends and went and played some laserquest smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif we beat a group of 6 year olds!! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

      How are you?

    • BigGator5

      12 years ago

      Please vote for me here: http://rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1510043

      Thanks and Happy Valentines Day! smiley0.gif

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley0.gif thanks

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley0.gif thanks
      and yes you did, and its still not a problem

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      yay! means i get to spend my money, i thought it was january 26th so i didnt spend it, now i get to

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      so when does your sponsorship need re-doing?

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      answer in PMs smiley4.gif

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley1.gif thanks

    • protagonist

      12 years ago

      AIM?

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley0.gif me to (i just had to look that up)

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      ive always had my suspicions but in my last journal i had

      *grope* <<<<< to a certain person she knows who she

      to which joe replied with awww, you groped me

    • KingOfLemurs

      12 years ago

      hey b girl
      schwhats up?

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      I just want you for your smileys smiley12.gif

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      I'm sorry it says you must be PRESENT to win... hider smiley8.gif

    • Chergirl949

      12 years ago

      Well thanks! I hope to talk to you soon too.

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      bah... i don't want new friends... i want to be closer to the ones i already have

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      Thats called fasting smiley8.gif

    • VocalDrummer

      12 years ago

      Of course I was going to read your journals silly! (Did I just say silly? Ugh!)!! You don't think I'd just clear the alert of one of my favorite people from this site, do you? smiley8.gifsmiley0.gif

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      a spacca is another word for a physically deformed person

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      it wasnt joe who made me listen to them, it was some guy i used to know then i demanded joe send me more songs

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      i dont listen to many bands either, i tend to be made to listen to something then if i like it, go get more by that band, but i heard the beast and the harlet, then got joe to send me some, and now i have all 3 albums

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley0.gif that just makes me more inclined to play you

    • protagonist

      12 years ago

      me > you

    • protagonist

      12 years ago

      Colts = lose.

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      i wanna play you at halo 2 sometime

    • Halfling64

      12 years ago

      *bows*
      thank you.
      i'm glad you enjoyed it.

    • daver160

      12 years ago

      is that so?

      in that case, i won't be dissing it, at least in front of you :D

      i dunno, i've been a long time fan of ER, so i got stuck on the medical shows: Grey's, ER, Scrubs... except, I don't think any of the guys are hot.

      well, there is McDreamy ;)

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      and get on AIM

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      WHats not awesome about that!?!?!?

      ...

      I could want like porn or something... instead... i chose a simple childhood memory. smiley3.gif

    • Esbat

      12 years ago

      He's a Transformer that turns inot the best dinosaur ever... PLUS he talks like the Hulk.

    • Arachnus

      12 years ago

      It is an interesting read. I have been working on it on and off for about a month now as I get time to.

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      yeah i know, im quite amazed at how much i got done today as well

    • muddslide109

      12 years ago

      Yeah, I'm just cool like that.

    • Jenza

      12 years ago

      It's just ridiculous. I finally find someone I'm happy with, and about 4 or 5 guys get upset about it. And I just sit here thinking, "Where the fuck were all of you when I was sad and lonely?" And I don't think it's about them liking me... it's that they've lost another person to the other side. They want me to be as miserable as they are. And that's just mean.

      People are so stupid. Grr

      Anyway, thank you for the response... smiley12.gif

    • protagonist

      12 years ago

      Ok, how about an old favorite?

      Radio! The penis is in the vagina, the penis is in the vagina! Cum in!

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      smiley1.gif its ok

    • protagonist

      12 years ago

      AIM or bust.

    • SolaRex

      12 years ago

      haha, its ok, i really dont need mods to sponsor people smiley1.gif

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