Beat4drums

Female
from Houston, Texas

  • Activity

    • Goodbye Once and For All RvB

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      Everything up until now was normal and great.
      Friends proved to be loyal and love...well...can't say much about this now
      Time will heal wounds and hearts
      I love you all
      I will never forgot the great times and the bad times the most.
      I will still call some of you guys if I have your numbers.
      I will be able to use John's profile to talk to you guys but it will be hard to know when I'm on.

      Well I'm finally going to keep my promise of not going out with anyone until graduation or if I'll ever find my prince.
      I'm so lost and paranoid now haha
      but I have finals and projects and presentations the last 8 days of school and I know shit now =[
      bye you all......

      smiley12.gifsmiley11.gifsmiley10.gifsmiley9.gifsmiley8.gifsmiley6.gif

    • A Journal for The Meantime

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      Well just for heads up, the next journal will probably decide whether I ____________.
      Fill in the blank.

      Any ways, people hardly know me well and I decided to let you guys ask me a question.

      "1 question.
      1 chance.
      1 answer.
      Thats all you get.

      You get to ask me 1 question.

      any one question,
      no matter how crazy it is.
      ANY 1 question!!

      I promise to answer it truthfully.

      The catch is,
      you have to repost this
      and see what people ask you.
      So go for it."

    • Bad News

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      Well right now I have been miserable finding out that my sister fucked up my computer even more to the point where it got a virus and it's dead =[ .

      School wasn't pleasant and neither have been my parents when they are worrying about me not eating right. Any ways, the trip ended up being okay.

      For the next few days - weeks I won't be online and it kills me. I guess I get my strength to be happy from you guys. I wish I could call some of you but it isnt likely to happen.

      I miss you Derek and it makes me sad that we cant talk.
      Please don't worry you guys, I'll be okay I guess.

      I love you all and hopefully I can buy a computer soon =]]
      So right now I'm rushing to type this so I dont get caught.

      <3 Ann

      Edit:

      Well my parents bought me a new laptop sadly it's not a mac though. Any ways, I'll use this one until I find a mac that I like haha.
      I'm miserable and utterloy sore. I can't use AIM, MSN, or YIM on here so yeah kinda sad and sucks!!! I'm waiting now for my bf to come online soon hopefully =D! Thanks guys for commenting, I'll comment back soon.

    • It's Almost Time =]

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      For some of you that have talked to me lately, I'm leaving for my spring trip tomorrow to visit colleges and have fun at night...no no no I wont be flirting!!! Ed!!! lol

      Bad thing is that

      -I won't get to talk to you all until thursday I think
      -I'm surrounded by girls pretty much all the time =/ a little group of my best buds are going though =]
      I wont be back til Sunday

      Good thing is that
      -I got my phone so text message me or we can talk if I can!!!! [ask for my number later]
      -the guys might bring the 360 so we can play =D
      -I dont have to be at school like the rest of the ppl left behind
      -I'm filming mostly all of the tours!!!! <3 =]]

      I'm also going to a special event as you can already tell - Displace Me in Austin on April 28th
      It's inspired by the organization called Invisible Children

      Always, I promise I'll find a way to get online thursday so I can catch up with you guys

      I love you Derek!!! smiley12.gif
      I'm going to miss of you =[

    • Blessthefall and new upcoming bands

      in Forums > Blessthefall and new upcoming bands | Follow this topic

      Beat4drums

      Hey just thought you guys would enjoy blessthefall's music on purevoulme and on other sites. The released their new CD called His Last Walk. They are rock/screamo/hardcore.

      Check them out through the following links:
      blessthefall on purevolume.com
      blessthefall on myspace

      So far my fav song is Rise Up!!!! smiley8.gif
      what's yours?

      xAndrea

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    • FUCK YEAH!!!

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      Florida wins it again!!! smiley0.gif
      first basketball team to win back to back since 1992

      I so have to collect my money!!! smiley8.gif
      Too bad my ghey computer won't let me post up some pictures that my teacher took at the game =/ LAME!!!!

      Rarely do I do this but +1 for every comment on this journal smiley1.gif

      love you all
      especially Derek smiley12.gif

    • ^^ Guess who's back!!!

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      I did fail a class but thankfully my grades average for the semesters. I have to get all A''s this final quarter so yeah.

      I've missed you all.

      I will need time to go through my alerts and my watchlist, damn you all haha

      -Andrea
      [[insomniac bitch]]

    • My Tittle "Goodbye4Now"

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      Warning: I won't be online for awhile but if you have AIM, MSN, or YIM add me...I'll try to stay in touch somehow
      AIM - eyeliner4soul@aim.com
      MSN - halofan_101@hotmail.com
      YIM- alternative_rock_princess@yahoo.com

      I am so pissed off that I might have failed a class. On top of that, I have to keep to my new schedule and go to piano practice now. I still have to read the PSAT book I have and the Final Cut Pro book =/

      I'll miss you all!!! smiley2.gifsmiley12.gif Thanks

      Please spread the word with the people on my friend list please???

    • 'ello

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      Hi everyone! =P

      This past week was awesome besides the fact that I had exams, any ways, my teacher let the guys and me play on his 360 system mostly on Friday after school for hours haha. I so need to get Call Of Duty 3 now!!!

      Oh that reminds me, I've been meaning to talk to people who I haven't talked in awhile. My good friend Sandy left RvB! =( and I didn't get his IM sn. It's fun to talk to everyone so yeah. I've at least left some comments on people's profiles.

      I've been wanting to permanently straigthen my hair and get the tips dyed blond!! Though my friends will make fun of me for having blond hair haha but yeah, can't do it yet since my hair is blackish-auburn.

      I'm so happy - I've made up my mind already about something for the next 3 years!! =) and I'm proud of myself. If you care to know just message or comment me =D though it will be hard for me to follow through.

      SPRING BREAK!!! =) I have hw to do and I'll be going to volunteer at a daycare/school like I usually do during my breaks to take care of little kids.

      PS - my hair is so soft now haha random fact

      Love you all smiley12.gif

    • Hmm...Odd....OUCH!!!

      12 years ago

      Beat4drums

      I actualy thought I had posted a journal but I guess now I will check that it gets posted or something haha.

      I promise to get to everyone who comments or people who I need to talk to haha
      Thanks for some of you guys for keeping in touch with me so yeah

      I think it would be a great idea to add me to your YIM, MSN, or AIM so yeah
      just ask for them

      I want to wish a Happy Early Birthday to Alex!!!! My bestest buddy here on RvB so yeah!!! w00t!!! smiley0.gifsmiley1.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley9.gif

      I had P.E with the guys playing soccer. I was already sore and it was fun though I was the only girl playing soccer the whole 40 minutes left of class so yeah. the first time I wanted to be goalie and all but my coach took my spot. any ways, Julien my friend kicked the call up and it hit my upper chest and it bounced off and knocked my jaw and now I can't really eat or talk or yell as much haha I'm fine though. I also collided with the guys when I tried to get the ball from them and I succeeded haha!!! Though I was hurt 3 times in the same spot it was fun!!! I got a new nickname too TJ ] for being a tomgirl haha. More explanation later so yeah of my days

      I so need to hear from you guys so yeah ....!!!
      I got to talk to Sonny early on this week ...I missed him so much...I love you!!! <3 =)

      I love you all!!! smiley12.gifsmiley8.gif

      -TJ haha I love this nickname =P

  • About Me

  • Comments (1798)

    • 3daysgrace

      12 years ago

      please...talk to me!

    • aceninja

      12 years ago

      don't u dare leave!

    • yetso

      12 years ago

      you will know how much this mess hurts after someone helps you through like a year of sadness and they leave your life, then you will know

    • yetso

      12 years ago

      please keep in touch, i dont want to lose you completely......... please

    • DRUM57IX

      12 years ago

      Wow...that last comment saddens me...

      I enjoyed our conversations. You are such a great friend and its going to be different here without you. No need to apologize to me for anything. You've been nothing else but a blessing in my life, and I will always keep you in my prayers. If you would like to stay in touch when you leave RvB, message me with your e-mail address, and I'll send you a little note from my e-mail account.

      I will always love you like a sister
      DRUM57IX

    • Say_Anything

      12 years ago

      Before you continue to leave a comment, I would like for you to read this following message from Andrea
      To Whom It May Concern:

      I'm tired of things making it harder on me. I know I should have done a journal but it wouldn't have gotten attention. This is more bold and out there. I do feel worthless and no one will say otherwise. To Anna, Ben, Ed, Alex and especially Derek and everyone else I've interacted with, I am sorry for the troubles I caused. I guess this won't be my goodbye letter. All I ask is for you all to forgive me and to move on as if I'll be back, which isn't going across my thoughts sadly. I promise that I will take care and not to do anything idiotic like I have been known for. Please take care of yourself and don't ever be sad about me. I made this choice on my own. In a couple of weeks, I will contact one of you guys and let you take over my account. Never forget I love you guys and you are indeed great people. Best of luck to all! =]

      <3 Andrea R.K.

    • aceninja

      12 years ago

      i'm good!

    • DRUM57IX

      12 years ago

      I don't think you're worthless
      your friendship means something to me
      If you would like to talk about whats making you feel so down and out, message me...I'll be there for you

    • DRUM57IX

      12 years ago

      Well, I'm only right because Pirates are better than ninjas!!! XD

      lol

    • DRUM57IX

      12 years ago

      now why would pirates want to catch dead people?
      Ninjas fail...

    • DRUM57IX

      12 years ago

      true...but we don't need speed since we have our guns...

    • DRUM57IX

      12 years ago

      booo...GO PIRATES!!! ARRGGG!!!

    • Risen

      12 years ago

      your welcome

    • J3sus058

      12 years ago

      allright

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      FrOm 7 To 5?!?!? THAT'S CRAZY!

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      Dang. Maybe you should eat something, or get some rest.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      It was fixed, over the weekend. Now if I could just get Pages working, and I'd be able to type up my project.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      I ran two miles in the hot sun today. Thankfully, it was in the morning, so it was only about 80-ish. Of course, there was the riding my bike home in the afternoon...

      And of course, the only clean shirts I have are my black ones. *sigh*

      I'm fine, thanks.

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      hey ^_^

    • Soveliss

      12 years ago

      Not rly, after finishing one big project, we start another. Luckily, I have to do a report on russian communism, and I know more than I should about that. I creep the guy out sitting next to me by telling him all the crazy russian commie facts I know. As a matter of fact hes watching me type this right now......he says hi.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      *Hugs harder*

      Good night, and good luck.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      What happened today?

    • Alex_vanPutten

      12 years ago

      Patience is a virtue I've never been able to grasp.

      Hope you're doing well, I can't stand it when you're even a little upset. Cheer up, for everyone's sake.

    • AaronWhisman

      12 years ago

      Hey! Whatcha doing?

    • yetso

      12 years ago

      ok fine, dont reply to me then. ttyl ann

    • Soveliss

      12 years ago

      go and kick some ass that'll make you feel better.

    • Soveliss

      12 years ago

      Stupid drama, why is it hard to move around? Crowded or something?

    • Soveliss

      12 years ago

      Hey, whats up? Absolutely nothing for me, just sitting in marketing class right now finishing up some stupid brochure for New Hampshire.

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      awwww i;m sry and sry about missin your calls =[
      o just fixed the coumputer got X-box live
      u

    • CAMAU1311

      12 years ago

      why did you block me = ( and deleted me ?

    • CAMAU1311

      12 years ago

      are you still blocking me ?

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      lol not true

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      hotty bo-ya

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      your 16?

    • grayfox117

      12 years ago

      i cant open your message, you'll have to send it again smiley1.gif

    • hrshy

      12 years ago

      yeah

    • hrshy

      12 years ago

      um...on bowwow32's profile

    • hrshy

      12 years ago

      ur welcome and yes I am

    • cutiebaby13

      12 years ago

      yeah we do why

    • xR093Rx

      12 years ago

      I used to but my life has yeah grown a bit so I dont have a whole lot of time haha you know with a job and working on getting my ged and such hahaha

    • J3sus058

      12 years ago

      do you love me or do you hate me?
      if you hate me, just dump me and get it over with!

    • 7H3N05K3Y

      12 years ago

      Haha, yeah, well, I don't think I'm gonna move out now, lol. He's a cool guy, and my friend, but I don't think I'd be able to handle it all, lol.

    • Say_Anything

      12 years ago

      now 7 days til Displace Me!!! =)

    • ViolentRose

      12 years ago

      cause im a disaster.

    • goosekiller

      12 years ago

      Yeah, ima get off now and im on AIM alot so you can catch me there if you want. My SN is Teh Real Roman so Ill talk to ya later take care smiley1.gifsmiley1.gif

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      nooooo ^_^

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      noooo

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      hey lol ^_~

    • bowwow32

      12 years ago

      hey

    • Smartalec246

      12 years ago

      oh
      i remember you now
      yeah
      it's ok

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