BellaMaria

Female
from Ozark, MO

  • Activity

    • wow

      10 years ago

      BellaMaria

      Its been a long time.... it really has...


      Loads of shits been happening... bad shit. and no, not Emo shit...

      I f you arent in the know.... too bad ! bwhahahahha

      I've been playing alot of wow lolz! me?? wow?? yeah...

      I have an alliance and a horde, and the horde is a priest, and the alliance is a shaman. (if you play wow you get it.)

      anyway.. i shall be going!

      tootles!

    • WAHHHH

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      GOOGADE!

      boodage?


      GOOGLENISHEL!


      Hinze!

    • LAME

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      so, life is LAME right now. The internetz is boring as fuck, and I feel alone.

      (EMO JOURNAL HERE WE COME)

      yeah you know the spheal, I dont have anyone, blah blah blah, no one loves be, blah blah blah.

      I think this happends when I dont have anything to do, I get bored because I dont have school taking over my life, so I just sit and watch other people with their boyfriends and girlfrends and want someone as well.

      How does one solve that? O.o I think i need to take up needle point or whatnot.

      (ENDZ THE EMO JOURNAL)

      so yeah.... what shall we talk about now?

      eh, theres nothing else really going on...

      eh...

    • Update time... just like pants time...

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      So... yeah, update. Theres alot to update on. *cough*

      School

      So, I got into the program!! woot! I didnt get dual *sad* and I didnt get Graphic Design! *shock* I ended up with Illustration. I was FREAKING OUT at first, I mean I was really really fucked up FUCKED UP! I was pissed off at myself, and kept beating myself up... It was a bad time. Then my mom clamed me down and asked me what Illustration was, and I turned to her and said, ".... I dont know" So I started asking people, My teacher Eli, and my SiD big cheese Adam, they both e-mailed me back and told me that the major difference between illustration and graphic design is Typography.... that I SUCK at! so I feel better about the whole thing, looking back at my portfolio, I can see why they put me in Illustration... I'm a kick ass artist! I can do things in photoshop that people just wish they could do! *flex* so if I end up a Digital Illustrator, that would be fine by me. OH! and Eli said that when he went through the program, his best friend went for both too, and came out in Illustration too, he was PISSED too, but it turned out great because he is now a head designer in IN at a firm. So it seems that doors havent closed, just different ones opened.

      Job

      Yes, I have a new job, I work at Lowes... woo. (Its ok, cause alot of cute guys go there)

      Dallas
      DALLAS HERE I COME! So, I got meh MONEH! so I will be in Dallas April 3-6th at a design con! WOoT!

      Red V Blue
      I am no longer a sponsor... sad... I know.

      well... Looks like all you guys are up to date...
      Tootles

    • almost... fucking... done...

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      yes... I'm almost there...

      Tomorrow I go to 3 of my 4 classes, then camp out at the Morris center where I will print out labels and slap them on the butt of my newly mounted and coverd babies....

      thats right.. my babies.

      I made them, printed them, made sure they took a bath.


      my brain is mush, working on 25 things and making sure they are perfect makes you wanna pull your hair out. I've even begun to dream about getting it done.

      anyway, I find out if i make it into the program on WED the 19th at 9:30 PM.....
      at 9:29 I think I'm going to have a heart attack. smiley4.gif

    • As the Bella turns....

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      So... I'm in deep do-do.


      I'm in class right now, I know, bad bad Maria. My Typography class sucks so much that I have to do something like this. I dont really get it... I suck at type... Its just the way it is. But I try, that is what matters, right?

      MY REVIEW IS NEXT WEEK!! O..M..G!!!!

      so yeah, MAJOR stress factor there. I have to remount things, reprint things, cover EVERYTHING a super nifty way.. yeah.. alot of shit to do.

      I had another interview at Lowes today, I guess thats a good thing lol
      They said that I should know in about a week, so it will be sweet, i'll find out if i made in into my major and see if I get a job... Next week is a biggie...

      OH yeah, and another thing about my review (for those of you that dont know.) My review is where the profs in my department get together and see if all of the students are good enough to be accepted into the major. There are 70 kids going up for it....42 spaces... yeah... So Thats why I'm peeing myself every time someone talks about it.
      ALSO, i'm up for duel, what does that mean you ask? well i'll tell you
      In the Art and Design department, there are 2 majors, Graphic Design and Illustration, theres like 15 seats for illustration and 30 for Graphic Design, and if you are a duel, you take up 2 seats.
      so yeah.. i'm up for duel... but if I make it just for Graphic Design, I'd be SOOOOOO happy!

      God I hope I make it.......
      WISH ME LUCK! smiley8.gif

    • Being lonely sucks.

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      So, things have been going ok at school, I know in about a month alot of crap is going to hit me, I'm just waiting for it. Review is comming up, for my major, so I have to start getting ready for that. One of the classes i'm taking is called a second block class, meaning that we dont do anything untill the month before school is out, so all the tests are rapid fire.... thats going to be fun, cant wait.

      so, other then that its really boring, i'm a boring person. I dont really have any friends (sad, i know) but i've always been the type to keep to myself, never really talk to anyone if i didnt have to. Its not like i'm a loner, just sitting in the corner. I have buddys in my classes, ones that i sit and chat with, but it never goes past that. sometimes i feel that my youth is being wasted, like its going to be gone and i'll wake up one day and want it back. I dont do anything, just school.
      I know that i'm only 21 and that i'm still young and blah blah blah. It just feels that I'm wasting it. I'm too young to just be going to school and thats it. People my age are going out, having fun, going out on dates. I'm just sad that I dont have that. i want to be able to get all dressed up and meet someone at the movies or go out and just have fun...
      I miss fun... all it is, is school... homework... home.. sleep... school... homework... home...sleep.
      Like i said, i'm just lonely, it will pass... it always does...

    • I'll SHANK YOU! AHHHH!

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      so, today started out great, PE wasnt that bad, we did weight lifting and it felt good to do it.
      I went around looked in book stores for the images I need.
      I got to DES 301, and a block fell on me.
      I just couldnt think of anything! when I get an assignment I have 100 ideas pop in my head, but for this one... NOTHING
      so I'm in a bad mood form that, I come home my brother asks me do call limos for him, I sit down and give him a hard time about it, just teasing and he gets all pissy and goes in his room. (he is worse then a girl on the rag)
      my dad comes over and yells at me for yelling at him, yells at me cause i cuss.
      YELLS AT ME BECAUSE I FUCKING BURP!
      everything I do he complains about...

      I just wanna punch something!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhfkl jfdsil i[
      giriogiofsdfhsdfn njksdje j jkdj k hjjkh d lhsfd smiley4.gif

    • I dont know why....

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      This isnt one of those emo journals I sometimes write, But I dont fucking care if you think it is.

      This semester really isnt heading out to be a good one. I have no gusto. What gust you might ask? Its the "go get em" feeling you get when you first start something. In the begining of the semester I usally am right on top of things, all my homework done, Ideas for designs, but I dont. It really sucks.

      I think to solve this, I need something to look foward to. I dont really have anything. nothing that makes me excited, nothing that really makes me happy. I've even lost my gusto for halo.

      I guess you could call it depression, but i'm not sad per say, I dont cry or anything like that. Its just more the absence of happiness. I cant quite put my finger on it.

      I'm sure i'll pull out of this slump. smiley12.gif

    • 1 week down...15 more to go.

      11 years ago

      BellaMaria

      So, the first week of school went well.... meh.

      I have 5 classes, I really didnt want to take 5 classes because I wanted to work, and having more then 12 or 13 credits doesnt really leave time to do alot of work.
      I have:
      Art 271: Art History -- Not too bad of a class... yet. I have a 3 page paper due on the 5th, but its not too bad, I only have to describe an artwork. The teacher is english, and seems like lovely woman... chap.

      Des 301: Production -- AWESOME teacher, the first day a wore a dropkick murphys shirt to class,I think I'm in love... I mean come on... could it get any better then that? In this class we learn how to send things to the printers, what the dpi should be, and how things should look on the screen in order to be printed on paper. We get to make a shirt too, one persons design gets picked for the whole class, so I hope I'll get picked!

      Des 303: Basic Typography -- My teachers name is Maria too, so its kinda funny. This class seems like one I'm really going to like. Last time we learnd NOT to do this -- but since I dont have a meta dash on here, I guess I'll have to do that. heh.

      Ped 100: Fittness for Living -- Oh yeah, just want I want to do in college, go through High school PE again... This is the class that fucked up my schedule. This class is only worth 2 credits, so if i drop one of my other classes i'll only have 11 credits and I need 12 to be full time. EVEN THOUGH this fucking class meets 3 hours a week.... like any other 3 credit class... noo its only worth 2 credits.... fuck.

      LLT 121: Classical Mythology -- This class isnt bad, its a telecourse, so all of the classes are on CD. All I have to do is watch 3 a week, go in and take a test 4 times this semester. not too bad at all.

      so yeah... Thats what my week looked like.
      I also went to the eye doctor, I HAVE CONTACTS ON RIGHT NOW! I'm sooooo happy!
      I went to the orthodontists, to get these fucking braces of.... fuckers, can't wait till the 8th.
      I got a webcam too, woot for me, but the main reason why I got it was to make YouTube videos... but I cant... suckage..

      so yeah, there is a long and lovely update about me, not that you people really needed one O.o

      Hasta Pasta smiley12.gif

  • About Me

  • Comments (793)

    • Capt_V

      5 years ago

      Get back on here!

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      10 years ago

      Belllllaaaaaa, I miss youz.

      My tra la la... =(

    • Dark_Vincent

      10 years ago

      MARIA!!!!!!!!!!!

    • Dark_Vincent

      10 years ago

      OMG!!!!!!!! MSN!!!!! NOW!!!!!!

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      MMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

      =D

    • SinnX

      11 years ago

      It is possible that I may play with you even though it has been forever since I have played.

    • ARM

      11 years ago

      Ah yeah, I remember that! Heh..been a while.

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      YES!! Go be ninjas at Walmart or something of the sort...

      Idk, I'm crazy once you get to meet me and hangout.

      =]

    • idolgaming

      11 years ago

      I know! lol.
      I might use it though. smiley0.gif

    • idolgaming

      11 years ago

      hahah! they are sneeky little sons of birches,


      LoL ! Sons of birches, that's one I haven't heard before.

    • idolgaming

      11 years ago

      O,o
      *watches out for birthday to bite*
      I'd have forgotten mine if my parents hadn't reminded me of the old bat I'm about to become. smiley7.gifsmiley7.gifsmiley6.gif

      *even more catious of Birthday bites*

    • idolgaming

      11 years ago

      lol c'mon 15th of august is ages away.

    • Bodom

      11 years ago

      i was about to hop on, wanna play now?

    • Dark_Vincent

      11 years ago

      We'll see about that

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      Thank you Maria. smiley12.gif

      I'm pretty sure you're right. I'm so ready to move on.

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      Why thank you dear Maria!

      =D

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      ROFL!!! XD

      Haha... you don't know how much that made me laugh..

      =]]

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      Haha, indeed...

      =]

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      D:

      *pounces*

      I want tha tra la la...

    • boesthius

      11 years ago

      Ohhhhhhhh myyyyy goooodnesss.

      :)

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      Hahaha, indeed it does

      and Im proud of it!!

      ^___^

    • Monolith_Gui

      11 years ago

      Thank you!

      But tell me tell me, how are you?

      Still have msn?

      I miss chatting with you!

    • Monolith_Gui

      11 years ago

      Thanks, i love the new tattoo =)
      My favorite so far

      Why didn't you comment?
      Am i going to have to pout til you comment?
      Trust me, you don't want me to pout =P

      So tell me, how are you today?

    • Monolith_Gui

      11 years ago

      Yeah, how could you? =P

      How have you been?
      Let's talk and catch up

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      Yepp yepppp ^___^

      Hehe... Im happppeh

      =D

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      I GOT LIVE AGAIN!! =D

      Teehee...

      T ram 696

    • Monolith_Gui

      11 years ago

      Omg it's been such a long time!

      Do you remember me? You don't remember me, do you?

      I miss you!

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      COME BACK!! D:

      lol

      =P

    • Capt_V

      11 years ago

      Happy New Year.

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      WOOT! YOU TOO!!

      I <3 You Maria!!

      xD

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      Thank you Maria, I love you

      I just hate others

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      xPPP

      =DDD

      ^_^^^

    • BellaNoella

      11 years ago

      HI MARIA!!!!!!!! i luffles you! lol

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      11 years ago

      lol and I miss you Maria!!

      *hugglez*

      =P

    • Gadgetman

      11 years ago

      I didn't think I'd like call of duty 4 better than halo 3 but, it just feels so much smoother... startin to need new maps though.. I should get those maps for halo 3 and try them out

    • Gadgetman

      11 years ago

      Bioshock was fun.. a bit creepy.. I got part of the way through and then distracted with halo 3 and portal and now call of duty 4...

    • Grizzdrop

      11 years ago

      most think I'm a little boy.. I have a high pitched voice and most people arn't expecting girls on some of the games I play

    • Gadgetman

      11 years ago

      unless you want to play through half life 2 and its sequels or team fortress 2.... I suggest renting it for portal.. you can get through it in less than a day unless you want to do all the challenges.. and its hilarious to hear the things the computer says going through the game..

    • Grizzdrop

      11 years ago

      thanks ^_^

    • Gadgetman

      11 years ago

      pleased to meet you.. its my Weighted Companion Cube... comes from the game Portal in the game The Orange Box... its rather fun to play and you'll grow very attached to your Weighted Companion Cube to if you ever play it ^_^

    • Dark_Vincent

      11 years ago

      add me crimsonblood820@yahoo.com

    • Dark_Vincent

      11 years ago

      do you still have msn?

    • Dark_Vincent

      11 years ago

      Oo Oo Oo

    • Dark_Vincent

      11 years ago

      <(^.^<)

      ^(^.^)^

      (>^.^)>

    • Dark_Vincent

      11 years ago

      A little to the left... Oh you mean.... Oh boy... Um yeah I'm good lol and you?

    • Sister96

      11 years ago

      agreed!!!
      ^_^

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Yup!

    • Bodom

      11 years ago

      could i possible pay you mods for a spartan drawing?

    • BlueJam89

      11 years ago

      thanks for the add

    • BlueJam89

      11 years ago

      hey! thank you very much!!...can we be friends?

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