BigRed82

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from Richmond, Tx

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    • Grindhouse

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      Never would have seen this movie on my own... but insanely cute friend of mine is in town and wants to go so I was more than happy to. First movie... so silly and just over the top with everything that ya couldn't help but laugh... dude's get away bike... LMAO....

      The second film though was so much better. Well the first movie had lovely friend holding my hand and such which was fantastic... where was I?... oh well. Anyway... I now absolutely LOVE the stunt girl from Death Proof, Zoe. 300 was amazing but this was so much more fun. Granted I'm going to have a biased opinion from the company I was with... but oh well.

      I'm still waiting for my moms death to hit me... I'm expecting a day when I want to disappear into a cave... /shrug

    • R.I.P. Mom

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      Today at about 5:15am my mom passed away.... Last spring break we found out that she had cancer of her liver, kidney and colon and today she lost that fight. I have no idea what to put here.... or if anyone gives a shit... just typing to be doing something really....

      God please take care of my mom. And I thank you forever for making her my mom.

    • Demetri Martin

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      This guy is amazing... remember an earlier deal of his but this is just.... wow
      Demetri Martin

    • 300.... /drool

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      300 is easily my favorite movie that I have ever seen in theaters. Used to be the original Matrix but nah.... not even close. The history nerd within me had to shut up as I was thinking too many things felt odd. But to hell with that it was such an impressive film. That inner nerd had to shut the hell up hehe. Go see it.

    • break ups and suprises and suits

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      Single now for 2 months and my break up still brings joy to my mind. God that felt good. Telling someone what a cold bitch they've been is instant therapy. Having the accused bitch see you two days later on Christmas to tell you how right you are is a feeling you usually get from controlled substances. *Just for clerification and to not look like an ass.... but not seeing the person you "love" when their mom is in the hospital with a tumor in her liver that has caused her to be yellow.... yeah thats makes you rather heartless*

      A friend that I've known for quite a while.... always with someone like myself as long as I've known her.... has recently become single as well. I couldn't imagine a person I would want to date more. Truly one that has been in dreams even when ex from paragraph one was in the picture. And she almost had to beat me over the head with hints, but has finally shown me that no doubt about it, she had always felt the same way..... /yay

      Something terrible about having to buy a suit thinking of two events to come. My mom told me it wouldn't be a bad idea to get one being as my ex's grandma isn't doing too well. Despite what it may appear to be in paragraph one I'm still friends with her and I know her grandfather would appreciate the sign of respect me being there would be. My mom also said that the suit could be for her funeral too. Even now writing this I keep holding back the tears that I know this thought is building inside...../cry

      For now sleep.... I hope it greets me with that friend I can't stop thinking about....

    • Happy Birthday to me

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      So yeah... bit older... no wiser...

      My mom got out of the hospital yesterday after another round of chemo. They think it may have spread again to the kidney that they didn't take out before. All that means that... yeah I really can't see anything to really smile about for today. Just feels like today will be a very empty day.

      Later

    • Waiting for the let down....

      12 years ago

      BigRed82

      Okay so I've had a bit more time and one day I really wanted to make this post. My Mom's cancer is in remission. From spring break hearing my mom tearfully say she has six months to two years to live to... well I'm getting ahead of myself. But I went with her to her last treatment and the doc saying "it's going as good as we could have hoped for" is awesome.

      My girlfriend and I ended the summer apart. Basically her parents were going through a rough patch and she didn't want to talk to her best friend for the last 8 years because i'm a man. We got back together just after the semester started and I went up to see her one night at midnight. She said she needed a friend and at 9:30 I drove up to see her. Got there at midnight to prove that... yeah... she is all that I've ever wanted. I asked her the other day if she could ever doubt that I love her. She said no way in hell.

      So right now... this has been one amazing semester. Maybe too good. But for anyone that prayed for my mom thanks... and I just had to let you all know that for right now... it seems like I'm going to have her for a while longer. smiley0.gif

    • What did I not miss....

      13 years ago

      BigRed82

      Okay so I havn't been on in forever.... sorry about missing that contest voting Soloist.... My Astros can't decide how to play. WoW... well I hardly get to play now. Whats going on?... Family stuff...

      It's whats most important after all right. My mom is doing much better now. Her surgery to remove her completely cancer ridden kidney went perfectly. The chemo was so rough the first few times but she is getting a lot better and it is working. From thinking my mom had 6 months or 2 years I'm feeling like she will kick this things ass.

      Also I've gotten to become my Grandpa's never favorite fishing partner. Today we caught a total of 9 fish including a 30 + inch King Fish *his* and a 24 inch Pompanoe *mine and i have no clue how to spell haha*.

      If anyone out there is going through the same thing with a parent or has before feel free to drop a line. Going to try really hard to actually be on more. Miss this place... i really do....

      the Viking

    • Some hope... but none for Walmart

      13 years ago

      BigRed82

      I've been on... hardly any at all. Good news is that it was not kidney cancer. Which means that instead of 6 months she will have more like 2 years. She has surgery to remove the kidney that was completely gone and party of her colon. She went under this past Wednesday and I got to welcome her home on Sunday. Despite the fact that she is amazingly tired she looks really good. Seeing my mom as weak as she was in the hospital to now is very encouraging though.

      Now Walmart... that is a cooperation that can suck my left testicle. I'm all for the idea of hiring people of different yada yada yada. But when I asked for MLB 2K6 for XBOX 360 at 8:30 after my class I was told "well maybe it comes out later today". He even asked "Well do you have a 360? Because my XBOX can't play those games." HOLY FUCK YES I HAVE A 360. And how the fuck did you get this job holding the keys for the electronics department. Walmart is officially dead to me. I guess it will be coming out later today for me being as I have to wait until 10 or 11 until the local Hastings or GameStop opens.

      Walmart... you are on my shit list

    • Spring break... it sucks... and sucks...

      13 years ago

      BigRed82

      So far my spring break has meant two things. Hard labor and heart ache. The first I couldn't care less about. Mowing my grandfathers lawn is something he doesn't need to be doing so I'd be happy to take care of that for him...

      The second is far more disturbing. My girlfriend and I are still together so it's not that kind of thing. My mom is sick. She went to the doctor and found out today that she has a 90% chance of having cancer of her a kidney and her liver. Should know for certain Wednesday if it is cancer. I'm glad I don't have to worry about classes and this. After finding out something like this... what the fuck matters anymore....



      *Edit*
      So it's Wednesday... early early wednesday. My mom does have cancer. They now have to find out what kind. Either just one type that spread or she might actually have two different types, which they say is very rare. My mom was never a smoker or drinker. If you or your family is ever offered a colonoscopy get it done.

      I'm sure it is unpleasant but can be completely worth it. My mom has been told that she either has 6 months or 2 years left to live. If found earlier who knows. Thanks to everyone that has said they would pray for my family...

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