Bloodyvamp23

Female
from Portland, OR

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    • Anime RP server

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      Bloodyvamp23

      Hey everyone, a group of us are opening a Discord server call Midnight Town, and we are looking for fun and active RPers whom can have any sort of characters. We only ask that you have a detailed character and that we have no unnecessary drama. If you are interested you may post here or contact me personally. 


      Thank you. 

      BloodyVamp23

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    • Life

      7 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      Life has been hard since I was last on RvB, but it is slowly getting better. I've met someone who is helping me with my depression. He makes me very happy, but we are only friends right now. I hope that once we get to know one another better that we might to take the leap to a higher relationship. Right now I am just glad he is in my life, even if he is just a friend.

      Love always,
      Yokubou

    • Im BACK

      7 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      Im back all. I just remember my password so Im back on.. Yall well be seeing me online more often. Hope you all are doing good, Ive missed you all. And well im not dead so thats all good.

      Love you all,
      Bloodyvamp23

    • Confused

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      My hearts confused to what to do
      My mind is trying to stop my life
      My soul hates who I've become

      About to give up
      Wanting the pain
      To go away

      Wanting his arms
      To keep me from
      Myself, my mind, my thoughts

      Needing to hear his voice
      Missing the way he said
      "I love you My Everything"
      Hoping to hear it again

      Loving him still
      Yet suck in pain
      For hurting him
      And hurting the other

      Pain consumes me
      Death wanders my mind
      Nightmares trying to kill me
      As I sleep

      Dream catcher not working
      Life seeming to fall apart
      Before my eyes
      Ripping me apart

      Why did I do this to myself
      Why did I stab my heart
      And watch it bleed
      Without a single tear?

      How could I destroy
      A great life, a happy life
      Just for others to be happy?

      I'm sorry to toughs who've I hurt. I want to take my own life to make you all feel better, Yet I'm afraid that it may cause others to take theirs... So I think I disappear and let you all have a better life without me.. I think I go to Washington were no one will find me, then I think I go to Canada and just keep moving around not making friends and losing the ones that I love, hoping there lives get better without me... I rather have others happy then myself... Goodbye.

      Love always,
      The once Angelic Yokubou

    • The Angels and Demons Of My Soul.

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      Dreaming of a night
      A night of love
      Without no demons
      The demons in my head
      Telling me He's no good

      Dreaming of a night
      A night with my Angels
      My Angels of my heart
      The one I love

      The Demons kill me
      The Angels love me

      Yet they both yearn for me
      In my dark soul
      The soul that cannot
      Make up its mind

      They both make me
      Who I really am

      But which one really
      Knows Me?

      The Angel who's light
      Showed me the way
      A way from the Demons
      Into the light of love
      And happines

      Or

      The Demon who kills me
      By showing me pain by
      Ripping me apart
      Not caring if its
      Destroying who I am

      What should I do
      When I'm caught
      In the middle of a Battle
      That I don't want to be in?

      Who should I love if they both
      Have my soul?

      I want a night
      A night of love
      And dreams
      A night of peace
      With no Battle
      Over who I get
      But with the right one!

    • What if?

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      WHAT IF:
      1. I died:
      2. I kissed you:
      3. I lived next door to you:
      4. You found out I was married:
      5. I stole something:
      6. I was hospitalized:
      7. I refused to leave my home:
      8. I got into a fight while you were there:

      WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
      9. Personality:
      10. Eyes:
      11. Hair:
      12. Family:

      WOULD YOU:
      13. Help me hide a body?
      14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
      15. Hold my hand?
      16. Take a bullet for me?
      18. Try to solve my problems?
      19. Love me?
      20. Date me?

      HAVE YOU EVER:
      21. Lied to make me feel better?
      22. Wanted to kiss me?
      23. Wanted to kill me?
      24. Broke my heart?
      25. Kept something important from me?
      26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

      AND MORE:
      27. Who are you?
      28. Are we friends?
      30. Describe me in three words?
      31. What was your first impression of me?
      32. Do you still think that way about me now?
      33. What reminds you of me?
      34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
      35. How well do you know me?
      36. When's the last time you saw me?
      37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
      38. Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

    • I am a 90's Kid... Are you?

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.
      Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.
      It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.

      You're a 90's kid if:
      You remember tazos.
      You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]
      You remember watching Doug and Ren & Stimpy
      AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
      You had a favourite member from FIVE.
      You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
      on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
      You remember reading "Goosebumps"
      You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
      You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . no
      when everyhting as settled by rock paper scissors
      when we played hide and go seek until our legs grew numb.
      when we used to obey our parents
      You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.
      video hits was actually good.
      "Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.
      Captain Planet. He's a Hero.
      You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.
      You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
      You always wanted to send in a tape to Australiass Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
      You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
      you had a fringe at some point. none of this side fringe crap, a real fringe
      You remember those Where's Wally books.
      You remember eating Warheads.
      You remember watching the Aladin, and Ninja Turtles,.
      You remember Ring Pops.
      If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"
      You remember walkmans.
      Writing M.A.S.H. notes.
      You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell".
      You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.
      . . . Furbies.
      You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
      And Windows 98 was the best.
      You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.
      When Goth (NOT EMO) was crazy cool! Smashing Pumpkins, Sonic Youth, the good bands.
      You remember Bewitched, Jump 5, S-Club 7, and that whole period with the boy bands and pop divas.
      You remember exactly where you were and what you were doing the first time you saw a Britney Spears or N'SYNC video.
      Michael Jordan was a king.
      no one had brand pencilcases
      You collected those Beanie Babies.
      Carebears
      Lambchop
      sesame st was actually good.
      You collected all the Troll dolls
      You owned a portable tape player.
      You know the Macarena and the nutbush by heart.
      "Talk to the hand" . . . enough said
      You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"
      You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.
      Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
      Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
      Before iPods . . .
      Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .
      Before Spongebob . . .
      when you got one sheet of homework for the whole week.
      When light up sneakers were cool.
      When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
      when Caller ID was a new thing.
      When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
      When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkmans.
      When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
      Way back.
      When it was all about N64.
      WHEN YOU TRADED POKEMON CARDS FOR A LIVING.
      Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.
      Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!
      Post this in your blog if you remember these days . . . .

    • SNOW HAHAHAHAHAH To ALL...

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      HAHAHA we have snow... lol in your face birdman... hehe... any who we have snow here and its freakin' beautiful lookin' so HA ^_____^ anyways just wanted to let you all know!!!!

      Love always,
      Mrs and Mr. Yokubou <3

    • Boredom.... TT-TT

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      At school... No friends, No boyfriend, Class Is a BORE and im lonely (TT__TT) Save me from the Depression state that I am going though!!! Please!!!



      Bored and Lonely <3


      Save me..... ((TT___TT))

    • My Heart and Soul is Yours!

      10 years ago

      Bloodyvamp23

      "All the love that History knows is said to be in every rose. Yet all the love that could be found in two, is less than what I feel for you!" -Unknown
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      This quote is how I feel about you... I feel nothing less for you, for my love to you is truer then I have ever felt before, I know that I could have told you this when I saw you but I was feeling a little poetic today.

      Here is a poem just for you... From my heart and soul...

      We came from worlds somewhat alike
      We had someone that filled our hearts
      Yet we never thought it would be someone
      We never knew,

      We met about eight or nine months ago
      But we never thought the other was the one
      Until that day you asked if I was with another
      After that we spoke more, we spoke in away
      That others never heard us speak

      We spoke with passion, love and care
      They never knew that we would be
      Not until that day,

      We spoke about what we wanted in a person
      And what we thought about each other
      That day we could tell, there was something there
      That we both wanted, Love.

      So we tried it, and everyone at that moment thought
      We would never get far, for they knew that we were
      Just strangers, with a little crush, but we knew better
      We knew that is was meant to be, and if it was not
      We knew it would be a fun trip.

      But here we are seven months together happy and strong
      Yet the road was hard and we both hurt, yet some how
      We are still happy with the other, and here you are know

      Down on one knee, holding my hand and in the other you hold a ring
      Asking me to be the one, you want to spend the rest of your life with

      And I'm here looking down at you with tears in my eyes and a
      Smile on my face, telling you that I Do....

      **Baby, I will gladly be yours for the rest of my life**

  • About Me

  • Comments (1630)

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      7 years ago

      That would be good, and would be interesting going to Colorado for it (that is where you said it is right?)
      I apologize for my lack or remembering, things have been crazy lately. As seems to always be the case around here. hehe, and I thought I was bad.
      Things still going well for you other than not hearing back?

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      7 years ago

      Did you get the one that you were at the interview for the other day?

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      7 years ago

      Yeah, with school and work sometimes I'm surprised I manage to remember to breathe. Hehe ^-^, I'm on my last term though, will be done 17 November 2011! I'm soooo excited, can't you tell <_<...>_>.....sorry, strange mood again. hehe, wait....shouldn't be apologizing cuz I'm sure that's just one of the things you love about me....yay!. heh, wow yeah....it's been a day. hehe ^_^
      Hope we can manage to get together again sometime, I miss hanging with you.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      7 years ago

      Hehe *Catches and huggles you*
      I've missed you too my little Yokubou. I've never left here, I just wasn't here every single day anymore.
      Then again no one else seemed to be. ^-^, anyways hows it going?

    • Decendedcryp

      9 years ago

      just sigh kris :(

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      Hey

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      i miss talking to you Kris. you were nice to talk to. you make me smile when i am up set. i miss talking to you. i wonder when you are going to come back on. ttyl.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Kris,
      I'd really like to be able to talk to you again.
      I have my own place now, I live in Mcminville now....I like it out there.
      It's awesome.
      You should call me sometime cuz I don't have internet out there yet. But yeah, you should contact me sometime.

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      hugs

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Love you too sis. ^-^

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      So, are we going to make plans.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      It's fine.....I'm not mad about it..

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Hey girl,
      I know you aren't online all the time or very often at all but I'm having a graduation party on Sunday, I was hoping you might be able to be there....
      You know my number, give me a call plz...In case you forgot it I'll PM it to you now.
      Love ya'

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      i have tried talking to u on msn but you never reply?

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      Hey... *sniffs around profile* nice profile

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      You know,
      It's sad to think that I mean nothing to you now when we used to spend almost every second together....

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      i won't laeve any of you

    • Spawn_Kreed

      10 years ago

      Hi

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      good morning

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      {tackles u playfully}

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Woohoo!
      I got lovies!!
      ^-^

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Alrighty then. ^-^ Well you know how to contact me.
      I hope you have a good day.
      Love ya' girl.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Yeah, I suppose you would.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Well the thing with that is if you would be staying at my house for one, I know mom and dad wouldn't want your boyfriend staying with us, and Jeremiah will be staying with me till Sunday evening sometime....

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      When you are comming, how long you are thinking of being around and what we would be doing you know?

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Erm.......I guess that depends really..

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Sweetness because I don't even know where I will be at...lol

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Well just call me sometime this weekend so that I will know what is going on.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      You should contact me sometime this weekend if you plan on showing up that way I can let you know where I will be because at the moment I don't even know where I will be...lol.
      Love ya' Girl!

    • IdiotSlayer

      10 years ago

      Hello wassup I fell of my car when I was trying to hold onto a rope OHH NOES I HAS LET GOES

    • iamrock

      10 years ago

      ...oh shit...I just noticed that....XD

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      first cold then rainy other than that it has been fine. yours

    • Wolf_Soul

      10 years ago

      Nope...
      =^-^=

    • Wolf_Soul

      10 years ago

      You love laughing, huh?
      smiley6.gif

    • Wolf_Soul

      10 years ago

      I'm at school too...
      smiley8.gif

    • Wolf_Soul

      10 years ago

      Howz arez youz?
      smiley6.gif

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      same here

    • Wolf_Soul

      10 years ago

      Hewwoz...

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      same here

      {paws back lightly}

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      i am good

      {sits down}

    • snchider

      10 years ago

      {paws} how r u doing yokubou

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      how are you doing?

      it's been a while. do you want my new phone number?

    • Birdman879

      10 years ago

      um we talk almost everyday how could you miss me? gol

    • YasaLang09

      10 years ago

      I luv vampires

    • Birdman879

      10 years ago

      man first time im on in like a month and i get glomped. gol

      so hows it goin ^_^

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      No thanks, I'm good.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Oh...heh so wow..yeah I forgot I will be out by 1:15 today just so you know. ^-^
      I hate to say it but that is why I didn't want you to move again. You had a job that worked with your schooling, I know either way it would have been tough but I think it would have been easier that way.
      l hope that things start working out for you though, I don't want you on the streets. I realize you could probably go back to your dad's but still. I really hope things work out.
      As far as that goes you should be able to see me. I can't believe I am going to be 18 though! It doesn't seem that long ago that I turned 17. I guess once you are happy, even if you are stressed the time just flies.
      I really hope I can see you sometime soon though, I miss having you around.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Awww...I am so sorry that it is happening again. You can call me anytime after 2:47 and I should be able to talk.
      You know I can always make time for you girl, whatever it is you know I am here.
      Right now I don't know what I am doing for my birthday. "Grandma" is going to get Jeremiah from Job Corp. so he can be with me for my birthday, other than that I didcn't/ don't much know what is going on. I need to figure something out.
      You should call me sometime soon and you and I can catch up.
      I have missed you too Kris!

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      I Miss You!

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      if you ever want to call me you can phone me at 1-306-651-3572. thats my house number.

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