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    • Nothing to discuss.

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Even though there really is nothing to discuss I hope to make this on of my longer journals, which would be shortly hypocritical towards my first point, However as human I was already born being hypocriticall in a hypocritical world. Ironic, no? Anyways Im getting real tired of people and alot of other things. For instince Im really tired of the phrase "Just friends" let me tell you something if you like someone as a friend don't go out with them, and don't flirt with them, and don't lead them on and for the love of God dont go out with them!
      And another thing. It's great that people love God, I love God. I'm a christian. but Just because you love God doesn't mean you cant let people help you too!
      Some other things too. I am tried of some people and thier crap. Like my friend Chesni, She yelled at me because she was insecure about her thoughts over a guy she likes but would never admit she liked him. Yet in the end I was the one apologizing. Why? Because I let people walk all over me because I care. Yes I will tell people I don't, but in the end I care. I pray for people I really really don't like. Why? Because I wish them the best. I hope that something good will happen in their life that wont make them such a bad person.
      As much as i'd like to tell people. "SHUT UP FIGURE IT OUT BY YOURSELF DO SOMETHING. YOU HAVE A BRAIN, QUIT YELLING AT ME!" but I grit my teeth. Smile and help.
      Dont get me wrong. I enjoy helping people. But a thank you or a whoa that was great. would be appriciated. Instead of yelling at me when something goes wrong.

      Im tired. Im sore. and I really don't know why everyone lately seems to be angry with me.
      but I solved most of the problems.

      "Just because you don't feel the "Spark" with your boyfriend/girlfriend Doesn't mean you don't like them. It could mean your comfortable with them. THIS IS A GOOD THING"

      -Dylan

    • Song I wrote, called "Why can't you see"

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Open your eyes,
      Why can't you see
      Why can't it be

      I love you; you know it's true
      So why is it so hard for you?
      I want to be the one to hold your hand
      I want to be the one with that shoulder you can cry on

      Open your eyes
      Why cant you see
      Why cant it be

      You're the one I desire
      This love in me burns like a fire
      To bad for me, you can't see
      The love that I hold inside

      If you only knew how much I needed you
      How much I wanted you
      How much I love you, need you, want you,
      I need to be with you

      To late,
      To long,
      Sitting here writing this sad, sad song

      Enough, I wont have it
      It's time to kick this habit
      I've waited for you, but you couldn't see
      You couldn't see this man in me

      So long
      Farewell,
      Take care,
      Goodbye, I've had enough of this ride

      Open your eyes
      Why cant you see
      Why cant we be.

    • My Battlecry account.

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      www.battlecry.com/mybattleplan.php

      If you wish to add me, type in Mantis, under your trenchmate thingy.

    • Last night

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Man last night was nutts I went to go to sleep and Mike came over. He's a Marine and now he's going to be a cop. He wants to work in S.W.A.T. anywho he came over and fixed our door, then he and I took off because Pixie and Uncle Bill wern't home. (Pixie is a tiny little dog about 3-4 months old.) Mike hauled butt looking for Uncle Bill so he could find Pixie, because Pixie wasn't home. His car kept dieing and he was pretty funny the whole way through. Then we got back, Uncle Bill was home and Grams was at Uncle Bills. Turns out they thought Pixie got bit by fireants and Uncle Bill went to go take her to the vet, but he couldn't find one.
      Grams, Mike, and I got into Grams's car and took off for the Emergancy Vet Hospital. Turns out Pixie was biten by a snake. Good thing we brought her in, She'll be fine, but by the time I got home it was past midnight.

      -Dylan

    • Christians.

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Check out this website, look at some of the videos, and make a choice if you want to create a profile, with your own BattleCry.
      Its pretty cool, I'm new on it, but the videos on there are true.
      Even if you're not a Christian you should look at it and take a look at the videos. Might change who you are.

      www.battlecry.com/

      -Dylan

    • Awesomeness.

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I found out something, and I honestly think it was through prayer that the miracle happened.
      I waaaay more than likely DONT have Rheumatoid Arthritis.
      However I did go to the eye doctor today..my vision is 20/25 I have eye stigmatisms, but it's all good. I get a awesome pair of glasses that I will have next Saturday..I'll take pics.
      I went to Pirates of the Caribbean. I won't have any spoilers for you. I hate it when people spoil the movie for me. I give it an 8/10

      -Dylan

    • Feel like crap..

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Man...This isn't what I signed up for.
      All my closest friends arent even talking to me anymore, except for like 1 and that's Daniel my best friend.
      Rachel will talk to me, but barely...no like it once was which really hurts and sucks, seeing on how I could talk to her about things I couldn't tell Daniel, just because Daniel wouldn't understand.
      I feel pretty empty...I'm tearing up right now.
      At least I have God
      I constantly feel tired too. I don't know why either...I just feel like there is nothing worth living for. Like I've already completed what I am supposed to do - Get saved.
      Now I suppose I'm supposed to save other people and let them hear my testimony...Who wants to hear about something so depressing? I certainly don't, but maybe it will open their eyes to God, like it did mine.
      I really need to talk to Rachel, but I don't want to waste her time...She doesn't want to talk to me anyways. I'd talk to Daniel, but I don't thin\k he would understand.
      So Maybe I should talk to God.
      Maybe this is a sign on, "Don't rely on your friends, Rely on me" by God.

      I sure hope so, but I don't want God to take my friends away from me to prove a point...I actually do care about them and their opinions and I don't want to loose them their to valuable to me, and ....


      EDIT I was talking to a friend that kind of helped..a lot... anyways then I got to reading the Bible.
      But I didn't know where to start...seeing on how I really never read it...I know it's not good but it's true.
      Anyways..then I heard in the back of my head "Ephesians." So....I read it.
      I found a verse that really helped... it reads :

      Ephesians 1:7-18 In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace; Wherein he hath abounded toward us in all wisdom and prudence; Having made known unto us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure which he hath purposed in himself; That in the dispensation of the fulness of times he might gather together in one of all things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are on earth; even in him: In whome also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestined according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will: That we should be to the praise of his glory, who first trusted in Christ. In whom we also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spir' it of promise, Which is the earnest of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, unto the praise of his glory. Wherefore I also, after I heard of your faith in the Lord Je'sus, and love unto all the saints, Cease not to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers; That the God of our Lord Je'sus Christ the Father of glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him: The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints.

      It makes sense to me...and it helps. Thank God that he gave me a reference and way to understand him.

    • Wow. The wanders of God.

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Wow, today I went to wal-mart with grams. I wasn't in a very good mood, I was woken up, I didn't have caffeine, I was scolded by my cousin (That I look up to). I didn't get my shower. I didn't have my dew, and today of all days I was going to walmart.....I was pretty p.o.ed.
      Anyways I got to walmart and I was complaining the whole way. Then I got to the electronics section and looked at christian CDS. there was a really great man there that helped me Find Kutless.
      We got to talking and he ended up giving me his Kutless sea of faces CD. Granted it had a lot of scratches on it and doesn't work to well, it was the thought that counted, He was a real great guy and you could tell he was Christian. We talked about our music and really hit off a pretty good friendship. Now, I don't know where he lives or anything I just know where he goes to church...maybe some Sunday I will drop by and say hi. He was really cool, and before he left he said "God Bless". Which is something I seem to say a lot. It took me off guard and I was just really happy after that to see that God is indeed helping me. I asked him for a sign, he gave it to me.

      -Churchfriend

    • HAHA

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Yes..I feel so proud right now..I'm finally becoming a real good christian.
      I mean..wow
      Things I've Given Up:
      Pornography..Starting today ^.^
      Masturbation...starting today
      tons of secular music
      way i perceive things
      the way I'm treating people and friends..started lately
      and a whole lot more


      Im real happy and proud to announce this overcoming of Satan upon me.

      -Churchfriend

      P.S. the first two are the hardest for me. But I know I can rise above and over come with Gods help.

    • Questions, :P

      13 years ago

      Churchfriend

      1. What does your Sponsor title (sponsors only) mean?: Means read my previous journal and you can see I want your forgiveness

      2. Elaborate on your primary photo: It's a photo for my clan.

      3. What's your middle name: Wayne

      4. What is your current relationship status: Single

      5. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?: Black dress pants, white (Military standerd) Boxer briefs, a brown shirt, and my dog tags.

      6. What is your current problem: I want to be forgived, and I want Rachel to know that I know I was a jerk, and for her to forgive me as well.

      7. What do you love most: God.

      8. What makes you most happy: God, My Family, My Friends.

      9. Are you musically inclined: ..Piano?

      10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be: I would have worked on being a better Christian, and work on my work ethic

      11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day: ...A bear...I'd maul things to death.

      12. Ever have a near death experience: Plenty of times. Used to be afraid of it too, not so much anymore.

      13. Name an obvious quality you have: People think I'm funny for the wrong reasons. Christian.

      14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now: You ain't much fun sence I quit drinkin - Toby Keith

      15. Who did you cut and paste this from: Um..V_Chick_

      16. Name someone with the same b-day as you: Crap I don't know...SUMMER, (My b-day is the first actuall day of summer)

      17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property: Probably.

      18. Have you ever been in a fight? Tons of times.

      19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience? Um...Don't think so, do I want to? Totally.

      20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex? Thier Personality

      21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? Never been to one.

      22. Do you have a crush on anybody from your friends list? Did at one time in my life, but now? No.

      23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico? Nope. Never plan to.

      25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows: All the time.

      26. Did you have braces: Nope...

      27. Are you comfortable with your height: Uh...it has its ups and downs.

      28. What is the most romantic thing someone has ever done for you: They told me they loved me, and ment it.

      29. Do u speak another language? ...que?

      30. What's your favorite smell: Gasoline...Don't know why...but I love it.

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  • Comments (928)

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      quinun_vos is a lance coprall and hes in the FK

    • Spartan_436

      13 years ago

      oops, probably should've tacked on the honorific, sir.
      sometimes i forget i'm a knight again =P
      oh, and the ID will be done in a little bit, i have to go to baseball practice right now, sir

    • Spartan_436

      13 years ago

      uhmm sure i can make you an ID just give me a picture and if you want anything special on it

    • Churchfriend

      13 years ago

      Dylan your a sexy beast. And everyone knows it, and if they dont its cuz there mexicans...or barbra straisand.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      13 years ago

      so i found this on the sight figred some people would like it. like you....you have a 360 right smiley10.gifsmiley10.gif

      poormans360controllercopy6tv.jpg smiley11.gifsmiley11.gif Dying for one of these...

      Note: don't know if they really exist

    • kaylasw91

      13 years ago

      so bored, and very cold, it suckz, so wats up?

    • microbg

      13 years ago

      hey i fixed it so hear it is
      ChurchFrind.gif

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      not u its weeeeeee but he got banned

    • microbg

      13 years ago

      it finished hear it is hope you like it
      ChurchFrind.gif

    • spartin400

      13 years ago

      look at my jurnal

    • Poolgeek

      13 years ago

      okay i still dont know why you need songs..........

    • Spartan_436

      13 years ago

      hilarious

    • nightwolf092

      13 years ago

      hey darkwolf117 sent me and i was wondering if i could join the forsaken nights

    • Poolgeek

      13 years ago

      why wont you talk to me??

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      the forsaken knights have like 45 members. only 8 reported in

      wtf is wrong with these guys smiley0.gif

    • Poolgeek

      13 years ago

      hi stealer of cupcakey goodness :)

    • Poolgeek

      13 years ago

      why do you need songs??

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      i am in a contest. please have all knights vote for me here

      thank you

    • microbg

      13 years ago

      i see you liked my animations lol

    • kaylasw91

      13 years ago

      HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
      hope you have a good one
      and hope everything is well.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      13 years ago

      check out my journal

    • Tuni

      13 years ago

      Already got it. I'm an animation student, so, having that movie is pretty much mandatory.

    • TalDragon423

      13 years ago

      if you put just your gamertag name rather than what is also for it will show your tag on your member page

    • Tucker103

      13 years ago

      hey man, just wondering, but do i get mod points for commenting a bunch of times? cus im getting random mod points and i dont know why

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      nah, just having a bad week

    • microbg

      13 years ago

      dude your good at drawing

    • Tucker103

      13 years ago

      whoa, you like country? cool, i no 3 people now who do; whos your fav.?

    • ItsReimu

      13 years ago

      i still cant find ur motto

    • iWatch

      13 years ago

      The tool bar is from armageddon99, and the rvb info bar (bottm) is from Charliez.

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      im going to school ill get back to you

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      why wont you respond to me? you belive me now that you have seen my screenshots dont you?

    • Spartan_436

      13 years ago

      i'm posting this as a letter of resignation from the Forsaken Knights.
      i'm out.
      it's in my journal if you want to read why.

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      juggernaut12 is his name he wants to join forsaken knights so do i become a sargent or somthing?some award?mods?

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      i have a new person 4 the forsaken knights sir his name.....i forgot his name message me and ill tell you his name is in my conversation!!!

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

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    • deception19

      13 years ago

      im getting my ass kicked in my contest. will you help me by putting a refrence of me in your journal?

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      i am rectuited

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      check out this bitch

      dont even waste your mods on him. he's not worth it

    • General_Fuck

      13 years ago

      sir, i need a pic

    • darkred3

      13 years ago

      i want to join forsaken knights deception19 recuited me

    • eradication

      13 years ago

      vote for me in round 2. go to my homepage and journal and click on the link

    • General_Fuck

      13 years ago

      sir, i need a pic to show i am part of the legendary team the forsaken knight.

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      hey i was wondering if you could mention that eradication is in a contest and that we should all go vote for him at the contest link smiley10.gif

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      one of our members is in a contest. he is new here and he needs the mods. eradication is trying to win a contest at this link
      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=759323

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      check out my profile pic smiley0.gif

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      YES i got my 33 and you got your 35 within one minute. it's the Forsaken Knights lucky day

    • General_Fuck

      13 years ago

      i was told to cum here by deception19 for recruitment, sir

    • deception19

      13 years ago

      hey, your new journal said that throw7knives has a new assignment. he hasnt posted in his journal since before you posted your most updated journal. what should we do smiley10.gif

    • eradication

      13 years ago

      hey churchfriend I want to be in the army. deception19 is my friend and he recruited me.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      13 years ago

      watchin the game sir?

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