• Activity

    • MEPS

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I go to MEPS tomorrow, well I'm at the Quaility Inn Hotel in Lansing MI.
      I've got to pass my D-LAB to get my job. Hopefully I'll pass it. I'm pretty sure I well.
      I'll be 35W...woot.
      Gotta go.

    • Too Damn Excited.

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      It's my Birthday.
      I'm 17 joining in just two more days... Come on!
      I don't know, maybe it's just me. But I'm totally ready to hack some shit. lol.
      If I do good enough maybe one day I'll work in the Pentagon.
      A booya!
      So yeah I don't know, if someone want's to make an image for my birthday that'd be awesome, something to do with the Army, I'm going to go Rangers after a while, but first I want to serve at least 2 or 4 years doing what I'm going to be trained in. Can't hurt.
      I honestly can't believe I'm going in as an E-3, but I'm stoked.
      -PFC Roberts.

    • Army it is!

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Full active Army baby.
      40,000 signing bonus. Eat it.
      Ft. Jackson is my boot camp.
      I go July 29th end October 5th.
      6-8 year contract.
      I'm basically going to be a hacker :D
      The Army needs me, that's why bonus is so huge.
      Eat it.

      -PFC Roberts.

    • TJ

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Call me fucker.

    • Where have I been?

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I've got my own place now....
      I'm drunk. So what? I've got my prioritys straight and it's saturday....bitch
      D-lo out.

    • God forgive me for what I've done.

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Well...It's 2:45 lol
      I'm getting emancipated. I can finally run my own life.
      I'm depressed but happy.
      I've never felt so low, but at such a high point.
      I'm joining the Army Reserves, thanks to people losing my high school credits I got my GED, and I'm joining. But I'll be going to college, and then I'll go into the Marines afterwards. Or maybe I won't. I don't know.
      I found a placed to stay 400 dollars a month, which isn't bad at all seeing on how everything else is included.
      God I miss Georgia.

    • Alright, poem...or some shit.

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I've been through hell,
      But now I'm doing well,
      well, well enough.
      Tired of motherfuckers acting tough.
      Dumbass we're all here together.
      Job Corps is our mother
      So stop fighting your brother.
      Blue-red, who gives a shit?
      What's the big deal?
      A color is worth the kill?
      For real?
      Enough of the bullshit
      Enough talk
      Enough strutting walk
      you fucked up so did I
      I know you cry
      I know your waiting to die
      and wave bye to this dumbass world
      But now you're here, make a difference.
      Come out on top.
      Suprise those who doubted you
      and pull through

    • Ok, So Job Corps.

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Ok here's the thing about Gerald R. Ford Job Corps.....

      1. White people = Minoraity
      2. Smoking in bathroom = No big deal
      3. Michigan = Cold
      4. Showers = Sometimes people poop in them
      5. Bathrooms = Buy your own TP
      6. Staff = Not really perfessional.
      7. Building = Depressing
      8. Roomates = Annoying
      9. D&D = Fun Timekiller
      10. Job Corps = Possibly good program

      So I've been in Job Corps at a total of 6 weeks now. I'll start my 7th monday.
      Not a bad program, but there is a lot of bullshit.
      However, I'll have my IC3 certification, and my High School Diploma in May.
      Kill it son.

    • Never ending cigarette

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I have a dream of the most perfect cig. One that never ends.
      One with the perfect taste.
      One that I can puff all day.
      One so when the shit hits the fan, I can be like
      "Hold on, I'm going to smoke a cig"
      And then just walk away from reality;
      Into a new consious of perfectness
      A eutopia of sensual cig calmness.
      Where the touch and stench of reality
      can't touch my awesome fucking mood.
      Because there is no mood. No Gosh damn mood at all.
      A ciggerette that says "Fuck the world. Here's a new one"
      I dream of the perfect ciggerette
      -Dylan W. Roberts

      (P.S.) Look at prev. Journal.

    • Current state of life.

      11 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I'm in the current state of mind of nothing. Nothing but memories seem to curse me every night. I can't sleep. I look like hell, and really I don't give a damn. I'm in the ultimate depression. Rock bottom doesn't have shit on me.

      I keep trying to stay close to my friends, but I know in reality everyone is slipping away. Michigan is cold and I hate it. I have no friends here, I've got family, but It's only so much. I sit at home and do nothing but watch re-runs of re-runs. Like my life is a complete re-run. "Boy starts off on bottom, boy works his way up to top, boy hits back on bottom"

      What the hell is wrong with me? Is there no cure for the current sickness that potrays my every thought? To seriously contimplate suicide is ludicris, but to seriously contimplate where I go from here just seems obsurd. Right now I'm listing to music, and the clock of my life tick away.

      What does it all mean? What am I supposed to do? I can't hold on to anything anymore. All I have is my hopes and my dreams. At least they seem obtainable.

      I haven't even talked face to face to a woman in 6 months. What happened to me? I used to be so damn optimistic, nothing could touch me. Now...I don't even want to see people. Every day I wake up and I seem to ask myself the same question every morning. "Why?"

      Why does it continue? The continue cycle of nothingness.

      I suppose I've done it to myself. I have ultimatly fucked myself over. There is no return to Georgia. There is no return to safty. I'm out on my own. I walked before I could crawl, and now I've landed right on my face.

      Soon I'll go to Job Corps. Maybe life will look up from there. Until then I'll just continue this constent state of nothingness.

      I love you all. Every one of you.

      Love me, hate me, who cares anymore? I just miss you all.

      -Dylan W. Roberts

  • About Me

  • Comments (928)

    • PVTMcGriddle

      12 years ago

      im on drill team and saber team so i get to do the sabers for the sweet heart court
      muhahaha make fun of rotc will they lets see them preps run when they see us with large metal sabers!

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Thats cool.
      Ya, I say we need to do something about this competitiion, cause if you get a new ribbon everytime you do a color guard or parade then I could do three times as much as you and still lose. lol.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Cool, which ones?

      Ya, just cause u guys give um out all the time and we only get awards four or five times a year. The military ball is friday. I dont think I'm getting anything, but I'm pretty sure I'll be getting my sabre guard tab for doing my second sabre team / arch this year. smiley0.gif

      I smiley12.gif you too buddy

    • GrifRocks209

      12 years ago

      This guy has too much time on his hands.

    • GameWizard13

      12 years ago

      pass it to other people, you get funny answers,seriously lol if this bothers sorry, but i don't care >.<;

      BASICS:
      Name:
      Age:
      Location:
      Height:
      Hair (color and style):
      Eyes:
      Piercings/tattoos:

      OTHER:
      1. Where would we go on dates?
      2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?
      3. Do you drink/smoke??
      4. Do you like the rain?
      5. If so...would you play in it with me?
      6. Do you like movies?
      7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
      9. Would you kiss my forehead?
      10. Do you play an instrument?
      11. If so...what?
      12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright?
      13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
      14. Favorite body part on a girl?
      15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
      16. Do you have any reps (ie: player, cheater, liar, etc.)?
      17. Would you give me kisses just because?


      What Would You do if...
      I cried:
      I said I liked you:
      I kissed you:
      I was hospitalized:
      I ran away from home:
      We got in a fight:
      I got dumped:
      I pissed you off:

      What Do You Think Of My...
      Personality:
      Eyes:
      Face:
      Hair:
      Clothes:
      Voice:
      Humor:
      Choice of music:
      Manners:
      Friends:
      Decisions:



      Would You...
      Be my friend:
      Tell me the truth no matter what:
      Buy me a birthday gift:
      Lie to make me feel better:
      Spread rumors about me:
      Go out at 4am to get me chocolate:
      Keep a secret if I told you one:
      Loan me some cash:
      Hold my hand:
      Keep in touch:
      Make me a snack:
      Try and solve my problems:
      Love me:
      Hold me in times of need:
      Ditch me:
      ask me out:
      Date me:
      Kiss with me whenever you had the chance:
      Hold me and make my problems go away

    • Pillsbury

      12 years ago

      not much dude. how's it goin'?

    • maxhalo

      12 years ago

      Hi, how are you?

    • GameWizard13

      12 years ago

      well it already happened and i was me, acting cool, i guess...and it worked o.O;
      i've got my own way with the ladies

    • deception19

      12 years ago

      Love you dylan. You need to get on msn sometimes.

    • GameWizard13

      12 years ago

      ok thanks ^.^;

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Okay

      So

      color guard. How do you have two...

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Ha, you suck
      So I've heard
      Shweet. How?
      Thats 1 way to put it
      I count 8. Unless your counting mutiples as being more then one. You guys just use branz silver and gold lamps right? We dont get most of thos until the end of the year and or semester. Attendance is semester, color guard is one of the two, and LET Service is end of the year. How do you have two color guards? Two parades okay, but two colorguards? wtf...

    • Throw7Knives

      12 years ago

      permission granted.

    • RazersEdge

      12 years ago

      I'll post the one of her and I later

    • Poolgeek

      12 years ago

      :D your welcome!

    • Poolgeek

      12 years ago

      yes. yes i did. emo :P lol jk jk

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Meh. I go by brand and model number. its more specific, and im no good with memorizeing calibers

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Still illegal

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Good question. Chips are legal though so I think I still win.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Actually......no. But I did finish off a bag of chips.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      3 AM. I win. smiley0.gif

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      late night?

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Hahah hell no. lol.

      Boreing story: My madre is a school teacher and my padre works in a cubical.

      Jazzed up version: My father was a firefighter for a number of years and then he got out of that after meeting my mom and opened a few of his own businesses. For varius reasons he has sold those and for the past 7-8 years he has worked for the State of Colorado as a Life / Fire Safety Code Inspector. He works on the second floor of a secured building in Denver. My madre went to college and got a degree in criminal justice. She worked as a security guard in a bank in Maryland for awhile. She was a registered sharpshooter with a .22. She was offered a job at the secret service back when government agencies were scrambling to add women to their workforces but she didnt want to live that life and instead she left law enforcement and became an account. After she met myu father she became a stay at home mom and eventually when we started going to school she went back to school to become a teacher. She has now been teaching for like 10 years, and is about to recieve her Doctoral degree in special education with an emphases in gifted education.

      I like the jazzed up version better. lol.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Ya, we got it like two days ago. Our local cable has been going up constantly over the last couple of years. It finally became cheaper to get digital cable with 900 channels than it was to keep the 100 channel local cabel. So we have 9x as many channels and it's cheaper. We were gonna go with a cheaper plan of digital cabel but the only plan with the military channel was the largest plan smiley4.gif but the parents saw the agony in my eyes when they suggested the smaller plan and they got it fo me smiley0.gif . lol. It's pretty nice from what I have seen so far. Which isn't much, but still...

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      I'm just chillin. I was watching the military channel but then shom boreing show came on. So then I was talking to a friend o mine, just got back from a trip. But that kinda fell off the edge and now I'm sitting here bored again.

      Uhh O. Madre feels naseaous. I'm gonna go sanitize myself, ill brb. lol.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Just droppin in to say hi, cause im bored, and cool like that. lol. Peace out bro.

    • trefu

      12 years ago

      Getting drunk does end in odd ways usually. That picture is not the weirdest thing that has happened to me. It's just the weirdest thing that has happened to me drunk and is in a picture.

    • trefu

      12 years ago

      Nice to meet you too.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Sweet. What kind? Patrol, corrections, etc. And what "brach"? City/Park, County (Sheriff), or State Patrol.

    • apprentice

      12 years ago

      Merry Christmas.

    • modders_suck

      12 years ago

      leeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrroyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy jjjjjjjjjjeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnssssssss

    • mazzaman

      12 years ago

      christmasrevenge.jpg

      haha... hope u see the funny side of it as well as the true message
      merry christmas dude

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      The yellow one is the original, that started it all. It says "livestrong". It's the one lance started. They cost 1 dollar and every dollar goes to cancer research. But ya, yellow is the oroginal rubber bracelet...

    • dontcryalone

      12 years ago

      20.jpg

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Actually, the school system builds in 5 extra days per year in case of snowdays. So our school year is 5 days longer then it should be evry year because our super intendent is an a$$.

    • GeneralHavoc

      12 years ago

      Okay, so I unwisely decided to join a popularity contest.... yaknow, one of those things where I'll be picked last? Well, if you all could help me and go HEREand cast ye vote for ye favorite mutant general of the undead, it would be appreciated.

    • daveddude

      12 years ago

      dude do you want to enter my contest read the rules on my latest journal

    • daveddude

      12 years ago

      dude are you there?

    • daveddude

      12 years ago

      dude do you wanna join my contest?

    • daveddude

      12 years ago

      hey you wanna join my contest?

    • RazersEdge

      12 years ago

      Hey man I haven't forgotten you just things are nuts close to Christmas

    • deception19

      12 years ago

      you copied my title

    • deception19

      12 years ago

      you ordered the shirts?

      haha, we'll have someone with skill make them

    • ZethX

      12 years ago

      Just school stuff. My friend is being harrashed by a Jr. and were freshman and he almost got in a fight with him. If the do get in a fight I will back up my friend but my parents would be pissed if I just jumped into a fight without someone else throwing the first punch at me.

      Post edited 12/06/06 7:39PM

    • ZethX

      12 years ago

      Ya I wrote that my self. I just thought it up and I thought the caption would be good for the pic

    • ZethX

      12 years ago

      Ok find out what class he wants to be. Then tell him to comment in knights journal and tell him what class he wants to be and tell knight that he is you whatever rank you want him to be in Dog. (I just cannot remember the rank. To much on my mind)

    • ZethX

      12 years ago

      type4sniperlk4.jpg

      o3.gif
      u gotta find someone to put your rank and name on ther. I think Delta does that kind of stuff

    • ZethX

      12 years ago

      U are our new Captain.

    • ZethX

      12 years ago

      You are now the leader of Dog Company. I no u can do it. and its alright about the FK thing. I still think u are a good leader for Dog. And Delta chooses his Ghosts

    • Knight375

      12 years ago

      Choose a class Sniper, Grenadier, Rifleman, or Automatic Riflemen

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