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    • Home-ish.

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Well I'm home. I'm chilling with my boy Daniel.
      Anyways, Arkansas has been one hell of a trip.
      Dad and I have bonded like no other. I actually cried when I left.
      Which, if anyone knows me, doesn't happen a whole lot.
      Anyways, I don't know how long I'm staying here. Probably the entire year, but if my Grandmother is going to continue to act as she has been, well then I don't know. I've found my home someplace else, and I really love it there. Besides, they have guitar hero.
      So...Live is pretty monotonic right now, but I'm sure things will pick up eventually.
      Love ya'll
      -Dylan

    • Comming back

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Friday.
      ...Everyone that matters no knows!


      Err....yep. Will write more Saturday when I have time.

    • I'm going to puke.

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I'm so nervous.
      I haven't really slept in like...3 days.

    • Ending of a Chapter, turning of a page.

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Well I'm moving.
      I've already got my Cadet Record. I'm set to go.
      Moving to Arkansas. They've got an Air Force JROTC there -.-.
      Oh well, small sacrifices to live with my own father.
      Don't know how to describe how I feel.
      Tranquil at least. I'm leaving a lot behind, and I'm going to miss a lot of people, but I'm also going to finally be gone of Georgia.
      I love everyone here so much, but I've got to move on in my life.
      Yes, part of the reason is Joey.
      No sense in lying about it. There was a lot there and there's a lot of hurt and I can't honestly say I want to live with being around her and her asshole boyfriend. I don't mind that she dates. I just don't like Eddie. Some out of boot cocky mother fucker Soldier.
      But hey she can "advance" in life with him I guess.
      Because no matter how much you love someone I guess they're just not worth waiting 3 years for huh?
      Well I'm gone and out.
      -C/E-7 Roberts

    • You're Stupid. Don't talk to me.

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I sent this to Joey's dad. The dude in my default pic. He's deployed.

      Hey,
      How are things going?
      Just turned 16 Thursday. Birthday wasn't that great though, but hey now I've got a Ka-Bar too. Maybe I'll get it engraved...I don't know.
      Life's been pretty down in the dumps lately, but hey you know...gotta keep up the positive and to heck with the rest. Nothing I can do about it. Joey and I've been fighting a lot lately. Kind of sucks. Been trying to be nothing but a friend to her, but she tends to think that I'm trying to get back with her. It drives me crazy lol.
      Oh well.
      I go to my Dad's the 26th or the 27th. Don't know if I'm coming back. I kind of like the idea of staying in Arkansas. I'm not to thrilled with Georgia and I'm kind of looking for a change in scene. Tired of the same old drama. It's annoying. Not running away or anything like that though. I've just never really got to hang out with my Dad...and maybe he's changed. I don't know we'll see how it works out. I'm getting a car. Probably a V8 5.0 1986 Ford Mustang. Insurance is going to be a pain...but man it'll be worth it.
      My mom's driving me insane, keeps calling me about Grams dieing and what I'm going to do if she does. (She wants me to come and move up there and live with her. Insane women.) I don't know. I'll just kick it here I guess. It'd be my house. My car, and my life insurance money. I get pretty much everything. Sounds bad, but true none-the-less.
      But yeah...not a whole lot going on. I went to JROTC camp. I came in a Staff Sergeant. Now I'm a First Sergeant. So....yay me. And I have 17 ribbons now. lol. But I can only wear 16 of them because of my medal(s). Oh well.
      Well write me back and let me know how you're holding up.
      Always
      -Knucklehead (Yeah, I seen your phone)

    • Birthday tomorrow

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      The one and only thing I want is an XBOX 360
      I know people may not want to support the cause, but hey It's worth a shot and I would absolutely love you all. I'm going to be 16, the big 16 ya know, and all I want is a 360. Seeing on how I'm not getting a car.
      If anyone wants my address to send me some money that would be greatly appreciated. I mean you don't have to send much, hell you don't have to send anything at all. But you can if you'd like. Any money would help. Even a dollar. I'm going to try and put some of my money towards it..after I pay my cell phone bill.
      If you want my address ask me in a pm.
      Thanks all
      -Dylan

    • On my knees.

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Look what I've done to myself
      This travesty of tragedy's.
      I look around for someone to blame.
      For someone that should be responsible for my pain.
      When in the end I should be staring in a mirror.
      What the fuck is wrong with me?
      I have no one to blame but my own damned self.
      I have condemned my own soul.
      Sold it for thirty pieces of silver.
      I am my own Judas, and where is my personal Jesus?
      I've taken God and played it into my own hands.
      I've spent so much energy and now I am no where.
      You have raped my love, stole my happiness, and crushed my hopes.
      Yet I still think of you.
      You are all I ever think about.
      You are the one I sacrificed so much for, and would still do it again.
      Yet fate, as cruel is it is demands that we end.
      Fuck fate.
      I will fight it until my last dieing breath.
      Because I yearn for yours.
      Your whisper and your voice,
      and your stubborn foolish choice.
      Everything stands between us.
      Yet I will take those odds.
      I have love on my side, and love can be a powerful thing.
      If you would just have the will.
      Then we could find a way.
      I will love you forever.
      -Dylan W. Roberts.

    • Stop the irony

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      I can not stop this feelings that I feel
      Remorse and dignity, love but no charity.
      How can I call myself what I am? And be completely who I am not.
      Questions of God and hellfire burnt for eternity.
      Who am I, and what have I done to my former self?
      Where am I hiding and where have I been?
      Will I ever see myself again?
      Or is this me...This demon behind the sly smile.
      I can not atone for what I've done, or how far I've gone.
      Nor shall I try.
      Do I deserve a second chance?
      How many chances does one man have, before he's spent them all?
      I ask for forgiveness then I do the same sin.
      Am I truly sorry? Or is it God that sees that I am not ready.
      I am not worthy of His good grace, yet day after day I hide my ragged face.
      Nothing so easy has ever been so hard.
      These demons in my shadows and in my heart.
      The silence in my eyes and on my face.
      Never will these memories be erased.
      Long forgotten are the days
      When simplicity was king and the children were slaves.
      Forever is gone
      The pitter-patter of the young ones heart
      Torn to pieces and ripped apart.
      -Dylan W. Roberts.

    • Birthday Boy

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Well, I know I won't be on here, or I might not be on here the 21st
      So happy birthday to me.
      That's Thursday, just so you guys know.
      I'll be 16.
      Yay me.
      Two more years till I'm in the Corps.
      -Dylan

    • Life lesson : Shove it.

      12 years ago

      Churchfriend

      Yeah...I've discovered something about myself.
      If I'm going to have fun, I'm going to do it more than likely.
      Life is blah, but hey I'm doing fun things.
      So shove your life lesson. I know it. I'm doing my own thing.
      Not that I'm being reckless, or that I don't care. Because I do.
      But...meh, I don't have to explain.
      Fun times.
      -Dylan

  • About Me

  • Comments (928)

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      sweet. lol. so ill proabably win until semester, then yur gonna kick my ass. lol. whats an arch? i have two normal medals and one thats like a full blown around the neck medal. since that one is so big both metaphoric and literall it is only to be worn on the final huge award ceremony and the military ball. so its a medal ,but i can only wear it occasional. so its a half. even thom aybe it should count as twooooo. lol. jk. smiley6.gif

    • Elflord

      12 years ago

      hello!! dont you talk anymore geez!!

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      No kidding.

      Say new journal comming real soon, but I thought you might like ta know.....

      Contest Update: lol, I am PFC (skipped a rank, now tied for second highest in class) Pfeiffer. I have two and a half medals. One ribbon. No cords.

      lol. I am the most decorated freshmen in the battalion. smiley6.gif

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      So get this. We may not go to Wyoming next weekend. Which means no drill competition till March. Practiceingin the morning constantly for two months. i might have even commanded it, but now we cant go because we need a platoon and all we have is a squad! we cant even get two moroons to do it for two weeks. an entire battalion full of pussies like my brother who don't want to wake up that early.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      That's cool. Whenever.

      I don't beg, and I try not to ask to much, but if you have some spare time later, could I get a Vote?

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      So do you have a problem with calling JROTC JROTC or what? ROTC is in college...

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Duh! I'm such a dumbass! I was told to watch you if I wanted to join. So I watched. Then I saw yopu were ROTC and I started talking. Since we were having such a good convo I started searching for other ROTC types and I find a few. Then when I saw the FK thing I forgot that that is why I had been watching you originally, I thought it was because you were ROTC. BUt now I remember. So it was actually technically you that ignored me. lol. funny. anyway ya. so whats up? why are you "suspended".

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      I've tried to join the FK 3 times and every time I get totally ignored

    • tucker38

      12 years ago

      ha everyone is knockin me about the thumb lol...just messing around was all i was doing...so ur in rotc to..what year?

    • deception19

      12 years ago

      you need to buy one of them dylan...one for you

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Ya, we've been a HUD (Honor Unit w/ Distinction) for like nine years or something now. This year is an inspection year, so the Army should be around to let us know we we have earned the right to wear the gold stars or not sometime in the Spring. I'm sure we'll do fine. We have good staff this year, and a new pretty enthusiastic AI.

      Yup. Saber team was last night for homecomming. Lots of fun. Only thing sabre team does all year, so it was cool. We do have a parade in early November (Veterans Day Parade) and some of the command staff is trying to get the sabers to march with, but I'm not command so it doesn't matter anyway.... I went to the "local" JROTC summer camp this summer. It was at Fort Gurnsey, the National Guard base up in the middle of Wyoming, and I got that medal there. One even t we did that week was the academic triathalon. We took three tests on military history, JROTC history, and local geography. I got that medal for taking 5th place. Not bad considering I was a pre-freshmen against 200 other Freshmen - Seniors from four different states....

      The shoes do scuff easily. You just have to be careful. And they get really hot in the sun, really cold at night in the wind, and they have other problems too, like no grip. But I just love um cause they're so damn shiny! Only shoes you'll ever own that you clean with windex, lol.

      Pfeiffer - Fuh-I-fur - I dunno if that makes more sense. If you really are desperate to know and you have access to that CBS documentary on 9/11, with the camera men that we're filming for some fire department show and had there cameras inside the building and all, the ones who caught the only footage of the first plane hitting. Do you know the one I'm talking about? Anyway, watch the beggining. The Fire Company Cheif is Pfeifer. Missing an F, but it's pronounced the same way.

      Thanx for the comments. Sorry this is so long, probably should have done a PM but I wasn't planning on saying this much! lol.
      Have a great weekend (lol, and FYI, I got another medal this morning smiley6.gif )(unfortunatly it's one of those real medals they give out for some stuff so our battalion doesn't wear them with our uniforms, but some do. I dunno.)(Just thought I'd rub it in smiley0.gif )

    • Sgt_Death

      12 years ago

      never mind that army thing lol

    • Sgt_Death

      12 years ago

      i know your army but check out my journal.

    • lonelychick

      12 years ago

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    • deception19

      12 years ago

      your online? wicked sweet

    • deception19

      12 years ago

      dylan, why arnt you responding to me on msn? or doing anything with RvB when you sign on? did that shit happen? we need to talk on XBL soon man, im worried about you.

    • The_Dark2

      12 years ago

      There's no contest. He was charging mods for entry

    • SniperScope

      12 years ago

      Hey whats up? dude 50 point mod contest join now. sorry. i just love sending people messages.

    • RazersEdge

      12 years ago

      Hey man, everything go alright today?

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      Well that's cool. A little confusing, but cool. So when you say, "go" what do you mean? Isn't it a class through school?

      But ya, that's sweet. I'm on sabre, drill, and trying to get on color guard too, but its hard as a freshmen. But sabre as a freshy is a pretty big deal, only one on the team, got a big thing comming up that we're doing for homecomming. Pretty phyked up for it.

    • thekingbeav

      12 years ago

      I appologize for not getting back sooner. I was a little confused and I little lost. Chacharat1 recomended me to the FK, so here I am. What's the next step? Can't wait to get started.

      PS> Naval JROTC?! Kickass man. That's what I'm talking about. Our school only offers Army, but it's sweet too. Any idea how the navel program is different? So since you said you've been busy with it I assume you enjoy it. What kinda teams and stuff are you on?

      Post edited 10/02/06 6:51PM

    • mastercook99

      12 years ago

      caboose30300 sent me to join the FK

    • deception19

      12 years ago

      ill give you 10 mods if i can change my avatar without decrease in rank or respect (or whatever)

    • Nodonkey

      12 years ago

      My homedog is making us pimped out avatars!

      ChaChaFK.jpg

      He has the template so now he can make them for me, you, everyone.

      Post edited 10/02/06 11:29AM

    • 123457

      12 years ago

      i would like to join the forsaken knights
      cookiebutt recruited me

    • Javinova

      12 years ago

      Thanx budd, (for the image) it may take some time till i can catch up with anything (if there is anything) that is going on with the FK seeing as my computer has down so sorry about that id like to be more active... just thought id let ya know.

    • cabooseking3

      12 years ago

      Yo you want to join this insane clan called blubba? and the rebellion against eggs just chack my profile for details

    • spikep

      12 years ago

      Hey bro can you vote for me. More details in my journal

    • ilikepie13

      12 years ago

      I don't want to be really annoying or anything, but I still haven't got my avatar.

    • 123457

      12 years ago

      I am here reporting for duety, sir!
      Cookiebutt recruited me.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      12 years ago

      And just for the sake of it, Tj also told me it was you guys.

      Damn you have to look around before you say anything.

    • NuRdRMsZ

      12 years ago

      It was you on Jens account.

      She allready told me.

      Just another lie to add my my collection.

    • ares23 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      please vote for me here sorry about the spaming your profile

    • PDeath

      12 years ago

      You guys should redo your avatars.

    • GeneralPiggy

      12 years ago

      alright just wanted to clear that up smiley0.gif

    • Grimreaper47

      12 years ago

      oh and thanks :D

    • Grimreaper47

      12 years ago

      whats with the cross in a circle thingy in the top left corner???

    • xXHellFireXx

      12 years ago

      thnx man. and i'll make sure to let you know if i need anything.

    • xtwpyro07

      12 years ago

      thanks a bunch

    • AtelC FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      thank you

    • GeneralPiggy

      12 years ago

      sweet thanks

    • GeneralPiggy

      12 years ago

      you mean i get to pick my own? or is there some i get to pick from

    • Nodonkey

      12 years ago

      Should this be my avatar or just in my images?

      Post edited 9/25/06 5:25PM

    • spacemonkey4

      12 years ago

      I am sorry, but im very bad at keeping up to date with my watch list(im still deleting people i need not watch) so I am slow.

    • GeneralPiggy

      12 years ago

      So when do i get an avatar?

    • MrSuperhero5

      12 years ago

      Is NuRdRMsz in the Fk?

    • ilikepie13

      12 years ago

      Yes sir!

    • farrarn

      12 years ago

      hold up
      i wasnt that i got ranked up a good bit...

    • farrarn

      12 years ago

      ok done

    • Sobe

      12 years ago

      Done and done, sir.

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