CillBot

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    • Woo I nearly died!

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      thought seen as how i havent written a journal in ages..(not tht any1 is gonna look at it other than rok...but only outta curiousity)...i would write this...

      well yea comin down a dirt track hill,and fell off..just missin a big tree trunk in middle of it my feet landed right beside it..doctor said i was very lucky! i had a full body x-ray..nothin broken thankfully..but skin seriously grazed...face,back..you name it...

      ah well just bored so thot id put it up

    • Today & Yesterday

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      Last night i went to see HIM...it was the sex!!! sooooooooooooooo awesome! i love them soo much more now!! it was just spectacular! everything bout it was!! stage set up was brilliant! so pissed off didnt take a cam!! it was the last night of the tour!

      And they are stayin on holiday in ireland for few more days! and whilst walkin through grafton street me and my best friend kieran(rockmongrel) saw the bassist & keyboard player and were talkin to em bout the concert last night sayin how much it rocked! was sooo cool meetin em! such cool guys!

      just tought id put my experience of the past 2 days up here! hope yas are not jealous much!

    • Happy Birthday To me!!

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      Happy Birthday to me!! go me and the 16 and the wat not!

    • Brian Head Welch One year Anniversary

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      It was the headline that shook the KoRn world; Head Leaves KoRn.

      It was a year on Wednesday Since he left,! Thought i'd Remember him with this journal,and show wat he's been up to!

      On Tuesday, 22 February, 2005, KoRn's official website made a dreaded announcement that Brian "Head" Welch was parting ways with KoRn to give up his drug addiction and rededicate his life to Christianity. "KoRn has parted ways with guitarist Brian "Head" Welch, who has chosen Jesus Christ as his savior, and will be dedicating his musical pursuits to that end," the statement read. "KoRn respects Brian's wishes, and hopes he finds the happiness he's searching for."

      It's been one year since founding KoRn member and guitarist Brian "Head" Welch left the band, but what has he been doing? Well, over the past twelve months, he's recorded music, adopted hundreds of Children, been baptised in the Jordan River in Israel, and hit out at 50 Cent - and that's just scraping the ice!

      When Brian first left he held a sort of "Christian coming-out party" in front of an estimated 10,000 churchgoers at the Valley Bible Fellowship in his hometown of Bakersfield, California. In three separate sessions he would discuss his drug addiction, God, and more.

      "I thought I had it all, everything I thought was important when I was a kid â€' money, fame, pretty women â€' but I came to a point where I didn't want to live," he told the congregation. "This is the book of life right here," he said, pulling a Bible from his back pocket. "It's not about religion, it's not about this church, it's not about me. It's about the book of life and everybody needs to be taught this. It's crazy, it's gonna do stuff like this, like change a guy in a rock band.

      "More people came up and gave their lives to God than I anticipated, but that's good. I'm tripping out a little bit, but it's cool. This is the best thing that's ever happened to me."

      Rock On


      Brian performs "Letter to Dimebag"
      at the Valley Bible Fellowship.Immediately after, Brian -- accompanied by Valley Bible Fellowship Pastor Ron Vietti and other pilgrims -- visited Israel to be baptized in the Jordan River. Welch said the ritual baptism had washed away his anger. "You know when you get angry and it builds up? I felt like hurting someone before, now I feel like hugging people."

      Even with all the sudden religious actions, Brian hasn't given up doing the one thing he loves - making music. He will be launching a solo career, with music about his experiences as a new Christian, and then give the money to charities and to Valley Bible Fellowship's plan to build "rock and roll churches" across America. "My music is going to have a Christian, spiritual edge to it, for sure. I didn't mean to be confusing earlier," he said. "I mean, I have a song called 'Kry,' which I feel is like God talking to me. I mean, it's not heavy Christian music. It's just a reflection of how I feel now. It's about life experiences. It's happy, uplifting, fairy tale music."

      Welch is writing more songs and he's confident that the music will speak for itself. "I want to make music that will help people. I want to use every dime of the money I make off the songs to build skate parks for kids. My life now is about helping kids."

      Sneak preview clips of songs he was recording were posted on his website Head to Christ - a site dedicated to himself and his faith. Brian also recorded a short song dedicated to the late Damageplan guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott who was tragically shot dead at a Damageplan show in 2004. The song was titled "Letter to Dimebag".

      Tatt-who's That Guy?

      Music aside, Brian's appearance has also dramatically changed over the past year, with a new religious tattoo spawning on his body all the time. Since leaving KoRn, as far as we can see Brian has had several new tattoo's done aimed at his Christian faith. He has had the following;

      MATTHEW 6:19 Neck
      MATTHEW 11:28 Neck
      Head to Christ Chest
      SOLDIER 4 CHRIST Stomach
      Statue of Christ (Corcovado) Left Arm
      FATHER Left Arm
      ABBA Right Arm
      Galatian 2:20 Right Arm
      JESUS Right Knuckles
      LOVE Left Knuckles

      It's not just the outrageous tattoo's that is different. Brian, who had the infamous braid hairstyle throughout the years in KoRn, has gone for the natural look, growing a bush-like beard and haircut, making him now hardly recognizable.

      What Next?


      The current rumoured album cover
      for Brian's solo debut album.Who knows what Brian has in store for the future, but we can surely expect more religious tatoo's, more masses, more outrageous Holiness, and more music.

      Brian's solo debut album is currently being worked on and is currently rumoured to be titled "Invitations Have Been Sent to All," according to KoRn fan site KoRn Unleashed.

      Brian is currently working with A Perfect Circle's drummer Josh Freese.

      To keep up-to-date on all things Head, visit his website Head to Christ. KORNTV: VIDEO AND AUDIO
      "Letter to Dimebag" performed at the Valley Bible Fellowship.



      Brian's public departure announcement live on KRAB Radio 106.1 FM.



      RELATED INTERNET LINKS


      Head to Christ

      Valley Bible Fellowship

      Official KoRn website

      KoRnTV is not responsible for the content of external internet sites.

      BRIAN WELCH AUDIO


      A Cheap Name

      Confused

      Dream

      Illusion of Happiness

      Kry



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      That is a pic of wat he looks like now!

      Click www.headtochrist.com Check this out its his official Site!


      AXLP10603052102big.jpg This is him being Baptized in The River Jordan Where Jesus was once baptized by John The Baptist

    • Heres My Gift To You !

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      My Gift to You

      Laying by my precious
      Not long ago
      Hiding behind the shadows
      Of your broken soul
      Why is it always you want something you can never have?
      Why did you you try to tell me?
      How could you be this way

      Your throat, I take grasp
      Can you feel the pain?
      Then your eyes roll back
      Can you feel the pain?
      Love racing through my veins
      Can't you feel the pain?
      Your heart stops beating
      Can't you feel the pain
      Black orgasms
      Can't you feel the pain
      I kiss your lifeless skin
      Can't you feel the pain

      There you are my precious
      With your broken soul
      Rubbing my crotch, elated
      Taking control
      Why is it always
      You fuck up something you have always had
      Why'd you try to tell me
      How could you be so cold?

      Your throat, I take grasp
      Can you feel the pain?
      Then your eyes roll back
      Can you feel the pain?
      Love racing through my veins
      Can't you feel the pain?
      Your heart stops beating
      Can't you feel the pain
      Black orgasms
      Can't you feel the pain
      I kiss your lifeless skin
      Can't you feel the pain

      Here I am, just a man
      Feeling the pain, gives me life
      Relieving us is my plan
      I'd do anything to see through your eyes
      Just to see through your lies

      I hate you, Can you feel the pain?

      Can't you feel the pain?

      I hate you, Can you feel the pain?

      Your throat, I take grasp
      Can you feel the pain?
      Then your eyes roll back
      Can you feel the pain?
      Love racing through my veins
      Can't you feel the pain?
      Your heart stops beating
      Can't you feel the pain
      Black orgasms
      Can't you feel the pain
      I kiss your lifeless skin
      Can't you feel the pain


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    • Gettin in the mood 4 the concert(HIM)

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      HIM----Join Me In Death


      We are so young, our lives have just begun
      but already, we are considering
      to escape from this world
      and we've waited for so long
      for this moment to come
      it was so anxious to be together
      together in death

      won't you die tonight for love
      (baby, JOIN ME IN DEATH)

      this world is a cruel place, and we're only to lose
      before live tears us apart, let death bless me with you

      ...this live ain't worth living



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      The Sacrament


      I hear you breathe so far from me
      I feel your touch so close and real
      And I know
      My church is not of silver and gold,
      It's glory lies beyond judgement of souls
      The commandments are of consolation oh

      You know our sacred dream won't fail
      The sanctuary tender and so frail
      The sacrament of love
      The sacrament of warmth is true
      The Sacrament Is You

      I hear you weep so far from me
      I taste your tears like you're next to me
      And I know
      That our prayers are not enough to give
      Oh the ancient runes so deep and so dear
      The revelation is our patron fear


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    • Pearl Jam-------Alive

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      Pearl Jam-------Alive



      Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
      What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a...
      While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
      Your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we
      talked...

      Oh I, oh, I'm still alive
      Hey, I, I, oh, I'm still alive
      Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
      Hey...oh...

      Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room
      She said I'm ready...for you
      I can't remember anything to this very day
      'Cept the look, the look...
      Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare...

      I, I'm still alive
      Hey I, but, I'm still alive
      Hey I, boy, I'm still alive
      Hey I, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah
      Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...

      Is something wrong, she said
      Well of course there is
      You're still alive, she said
      Oh, and do I deserve to be
      Is that the question
      And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...
      I, oh, I'm still alive
      Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
      Hey I, but, I'm still alive
      Yeah I, ooh, I'm still alive
      Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah


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    • KoRn------Daddy

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      Daddy



      Mother please forgive me
      I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
      Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
      I'm your son

      Little child, looking so pretty
      Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
      Innocent child, looking so sweet
      I'll rape your mind and now your flesh I eat

      You've raped!
      I feel dirty
      It hurt!
      As a child
      Tied down!
      "That's a good boy!"
      And fucked!
      You own child
      I scream!
      No one hears me
      It hurt!
      Not a liar
      My God!
      Saw you watching
      Mommy why?
      Your own child

      It's alright

      I didn't touch you there
      Mama said she didn't care
      I didn't touch you there
      That's why mama stopped and stared

      I fucking hate you! Mother fucker!
      Mother fucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck you!
      You son of bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
      I want to die!
      I'm sick of it, mother fucker... oh oh
      Why'd you fuck'n do it me?
      I hate you!
      I fuck'n hate you!
      Piece of shit!
      Why?!?
      I hate you!



    • KoRn-----FAGET

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      Faget



      Him!
      Here I am different in this normal world
      Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
      Walking stereotypes feeding their heads
      I am ugly. Please just go away

      Him!
      I can see inside you fine
      This blessing in disguise
      Him!
      Why you treat me this way
      Make the hate to stay

      A cell locked,
      I can never see no escape
      All the laughing, all the pain
      If you were me, what would you do?
      Nothing, probably. You'd just go on your way

      Faget!

      I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
      You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
      It keeps going on day after day, son
      You fake, if we don't want none
      I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
      Who gives a fuck?!?
      Right now I got something to say to all the people that think I'm strange and I should be out of here locked up in a cage
      You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
      You got this pretty-boy feeling
      Like I'm enslaved to a world that never appreciated shit
      You can suck my dick and fucking like it!!!

      He had my gun but he had to find the money any say
      He had my gun, but he had a body mighty anyway
      He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say
      He had my gun, he had to find the money anyway

      I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
      I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

      All my life, who am I?!?

      I'm just a faget!
      Faget!
      I'm a faget!

      Faget!
      I'm not a faget!
      You're motherfuckin' queers!





    • John Lennon__Imagine

      13 years ago

      CillBot

      Imagine

      Imagine there's no heaven,
      It's easy if you try,
      No hell below us,
      Above us only sky,
      Imagine all the people
      living for today...

      Imagine there's no countries,
      It isnt hard to do,
      Nothing to kill or die for,
      No religion too,
      Imagine all the people
      living life in peace...

      Imagine no possesions,
      I wonder if you can,
      No need for greed or hunger,
      A brotherhood of man,
      Imagine all the people
      Sharing all the world...

      You may say Im a dreamer,
      but Im not the only one,
      I hope some day you'll join us,
      And the world will live as one.


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      Peace Love & Tranquility....3 things we need to make the world a better place!

  • About Me

  • Comments (51)

    • rockmongrel

      13 years ago

      YOU ARE A BIG NAKED MANS HAIRY NIPPLE!

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      lmao.. i know... this is my fav quote tho

      Mr. Burgundy you have a MASSIVE erection. smiley0.gif

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      hee hee smiley0.gif yeah you were like a celebrity or something

    • suicidal_sal

      13 years ago

      Happy Fourth of July, eh...

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      ooo coolness a free ambulance ride!!! not that i'm jealous *is jealous* nope... not jealous.. *shifty eyes*

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      lol. smiley0.gif my thoughts exactly. i almost wish it woulda happened to me... almost

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      thanks bro

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      lol you're welcome. it was fun ^_^ smiley0.gif

    • Glaxton

      13 years ago

      Congratulations on being here at RvB for six months!

      I created a banner for you Here, you can download it and post it if you like.,
      OR, just delete this message and go on with your life! smiley0.gif

    • cactus_pie

      13 years ago

      yup yup . love 'um

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      none taken... lately Johnny's hotter than Bam anyway

    • Cant_kill_me

      13 years ago

      thanks

    • Bamfreak

      13 years ago

      lol. thanx ^_^

    • rockmongrel

      13 years ago

      update your journal fucktard!

    • link108

      13 years ago

      Ok since you helped my journal you got a mod

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      MMM!! BUNNIES!!! ^_^

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      lol well that's cool ^_^ like I said have fun!

      HAPPY SUPER-EARLY BIRTHDAY!!! hehe... ^_^

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      lol yea... last weekend was my bday and we all partied ^_^ twas much fun!

      man... I wish I could skip that much school -_- .... lucky!!

      well I hope you have fun when you go ^_^

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      lol you dont sound gay.. and thank you ^_^

      there's been alot goin on and ::sigh:: just tired man...

      what about you... how have you been?? what's goin on??

    • link108

      13 years ago

      Hey go check out my journal and help me prove my friend wrong

    • link108

      13 years ago

      Hey man It's about time I founda another Irish guy who likes HIM

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      thats awsome ^_^

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      bass clarinet is my dominate one... i also play about every brass intrument too though

      and you?

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      haha yes, its my school band ^_^

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      dude..thanks for everything, i really appreciate it...hope everything's alright with you smiley8.gif

      -peace
      -munk

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      haha thanks smiley1.gif

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      thx bro....And Happy New Years to you also \m/ (-_-) \m/

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      lol thanks ^_^ and you seem like a really awsome guy!

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      and i give you +2 back ^_^

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      it's no problem, you seem like an awsome guy so it's all good ^_^

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      cool, Awesome dude...i hope you liked it n_n........and thx for the mod bro...\m/ (-_-) \m/

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      13 years ago

      you have amazing taste in music ^_^

    • cutmeugly

      13 years ago

      no problem
      :D

    • horse_girl

      13 years ago

      WOOT thanks for the comments!

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      haha dude u rock \m/ (>_<) \m/ thx for commenting and modding my stuff(that was really cool of you).......
      Happy Holidays dude n_n...

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      -peace
      -munk

    • rockmongrel

      13 years ago

      you fuckin clown, you have chilli peppers in twice

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      thx bro smiley8.gif

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      no problem........anytime man

    • killrcknrll

      13 years ago

      smart kid! thanks for the mod

    • horse_girl

      13 years ago

      thanks so much! i had an awesome birthday!

    • fender2834

      13 years ago

      my journal contest. come do it. now.

    • 5N1P3RCH1K

      13 years ago

      hey thanx for the comment!!! and thanx for welcoming me!!!!
      Much luv from
      Renee

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      well.....yeah i guess i have been a way for a while...but im back...right where i need to be smiley1.gif here on Rvb.

    • horse_girl

      13 years ago

      WEE i like comments!!

    • LOST687

      13 years ago

      no he didnt.

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      cool dude.....im listeing to it rightnow smiley8.gif

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      lol thx for the mods again dude ^_^

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      -peace
      -munk

    • MunKiy

      13 years ago

      lol cool...thx for the mods dude smiley8.gif

      Post edited 11/30/05 2:00PM

    • killrcknrll

      13 years ago

      o u know it

    • killrcknrll

      13 years ago

      lol well they're gonna be touring europe soon so maybe they'll come to you guys, good luck

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