Cira

Female
from Bedford, VA

  • Activity

    • Hmm...

      12 years ago

      Cira

      I'm just looking for help on sumthin..

      anywayz, I'm gonna be getting a tatoo during the summer, like in the middle part of my back, been looking at tons of tatoo designs and cant really find any that would look good there.

      So, just want to know if anyone can help me find any like
      Celtic and/or Tribal dragon and/or angel pics or a good website they know of.
      just post in comments ty :)

    • Diary of a Cat (from a friend) Enjoy! :p

      12 years ago

      Cira

      Day 983 of my captivity:

      My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects.

      They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I once again vomit on the carpet.

      Today I decapitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet.

      I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates what I am capable of. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a "good little hunter" I am.



      Day 984 of my captivity:

      There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event.

      However, I could hear the noises and smell the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of "allergies." I must learn what this means, and how to use it to my advantage.


      Day 985 of my captivity:

      Today I was almost successful in an attempt to assassinate one of my tormentors by weaving around his feet as he was walking. I must try this again tomorrow -- but at the top of the stairs.

      I am convinced that the other prisoners here are flunkies and snitches.

      The dog receives special privileges. He is regularly released - and seems to be more than willing to return. He is obviously retarded.

      The bird has got to be an informant. I observe him communicating with the guards regularly. I am certain that he reports my every move.

      My captors have arranged protective custody for him in an elevated cell, so he is safe. For now..


      Day 985 of my captivity:

      The dog keeps looking at me with that ridiculous, retarded look of his. Along with the staring, he has the incesstant need to sniff me.

      Today, I could take no more. Let him try to sniff me now with a cut up, bandaged face.

      But alas, my joy in victory was suppressed by my captors. I was again sent to solitary confinement. They will get theirs soon, I can promise you that.


      Day 986 of my captivity:

      Aargh... I had freedom in the palm of my paws!! The captors got careless and left the prison doors open too long... just long enough for me to slip past them.

      I don't understand it. I was in full sprint, weaving back and forth through bushes, flowers... I even dove into a patch of mud so as to camoflauge myself. But they found me. They always seem to find me.

      My punishment was a vile form of torture. They call it a "bath". I must say that these "baths" are horrible, and certainly would not wish it upon my enemies.

    • I'm back

      12 years ago

      Cira

      :) muwah :D /kisses to those on my friendlist ^_-

    • Dreaming Forever

      13 years ago

      Cira

      something I wrote, a little weird to me :p


      When we seek, what isn't real...

      Our dreams become a spinning wheel.

      Turning as the nights go by...

      As we sore within the skys.

      Deep and soothing...

      The wind blows past.

      We start where we were last...

      In a nightmare that never ends.

      We become distorted...

      As our mind bends.

      But only a dream...

      Can last so long.

      Feeling where we most belong......



    • This is sad :(

      13 years ago

      Cira

      Dear Mom, I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom Tell daddy to be brave, And when I go to heaven, Put Daddy's Girl on my grave. Someone should have taught him, That it's wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared. These are my final moments, And I'm so unprepared. I wish that you could hold me Mom, As I lie here and die. These are my last words to you Mom, I love you and good bye.

    • Back 'ma B***hes!!! :P

      13 years ago

      Cira

      Heya peeps,
      summa so far is going good.

      No longer going out w/ Jason, he was so not worth my 2 weeks. K, heres the thing between him and me...1 day of dating he asks me out, and after 2 weeks of going out it was going good.
      So, here's the really fucked up part of how I found out he broke up w/ me: on like somewhere around June 18 or 19, he doesn't call like he normally does every 5 min (i dont make him do it he does it on his own). he changes his myspace profile back to single and not "in a relationship". I message him on there to c whats up. Makes up this lie about having to move to Texas, after a day I c he already found another girl that quick.
      Here's what I said to him >> "Wth u fuck, u dont have the courage to tell me u wanted to break up with me to my face, u shit head." lol my exact words, theres more but I'll leave it at that :P I normally dont get mad or pissed off over a guy. Rare for me to get mad lol

      The End lol

    • Grad.

      13 years ago

      Cira

      Grad. is today...woot! hehe :)
      And I wont be on for a while, dunno exactly when I'll be back but it should be somewhere in August or sumthin. >.>
      and...showing everyone some luv!
      *hugs!* :D
      lol :p
      I'll c ya'll laterz.

      p.s.- dont miss me to much :p j/k

    • Light to Dark

      13 years ago

      Cira

      Light surrounds me...
      With a seering glow.
      Piercing into my burning soul.

      With each day that passes by.
      I wait 'till the day I die.

      Into the light...
      That once filled my soul.
      Darkness fills upon the role.

      Belief is gone.
      And I lost my bond...
      To the people I cared for.

      As my darkness turns to hatred...
      And my hatred turns to anger.
      Nothing is left of me...
      But a mere memory.

      by Belinda (me)

      I got a pic I drew to go w/ this I'll post that up soon
      ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
      Oh_Snap= finished
      WHB000= finished
      Gerot= almost done
      Keeef= somethin big and explosive in progress :P
      Falleninja= I'll draw ya Squall and Clouds weapons...Squall and Cloud r hard to draw, got pissed after trying to draw them fighting like the 5th time lol

    • Guardian Angels

      13 years ago

      Cira

      As the sky falls into me...
      I will be here forever.

      When you lay dieing...
      I will clean away all your sorrows.

      You may be lonely...
      but I will never let u down.


      but when you are at the place of heaven...
      where you are with me...
      together...
      I will be here for all eternity.

      by Belinda

      this has nothing to do w/ the poem but...
      Well, this is just a fyi I guess or w/e but anywayz my friends band is gonna go on tour soon w/ Cradle of Filth, I asked him what day he was but he didnt know exactly.
      And if u could support them in any away I'm sure he'd be grateful,
      he's the guitarist and his band is Even Angels Fall
      they have a myspace if u wanna check 'em out. :)

    • Drawings 2 >>

      13 years ago

      Cira

      Just to keep u in notice or w/e :p
      but I'll have everyones drawings in soon so please be patient :)

  • About Me

  • Comments (245)

    • bERNCHROME

      11 years ago

      Your very welcome.....

    • starcraftre

      12 years ago

      as for gears of war, i dont have a 360, and my live account got banned

      gonna make a new one at the end of august, but i can only play halo2 online with friends in custom games :P

    • starcraftre

      12 years ago

      i wont blow anyONE up, but i've already blown up a plane
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      as for being good, well, i have to, because if im not, they wont give me my security clearance smiley2.gif
      and ive got a term paper to write smiley6.gif

    • starcraftre

      12 years ago

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      SHES BACK!!!!
      hooray!
      :)
      im at eglin air force base at the moment, playing with missiles
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    • WHB000

      12 years ago

      he he thanks! I would posted sooner, but my connection is still crapy. I keep tying to log on to the net and keep getting laged out alerts! smiley4.gif

    • starcraftre

      12 years ago

      im not a friend whore :'(

      where have you been?
      i missed you smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • starcraftre

      12 years ago

      yeah, np

      now help get bungie to unban me
      :'(

    • wolfspirit

      12 years ago

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    • wolfspirit

      12 years ago

      w00t to all those that came back after all those leave of abscenses *sp lol

      wait i have a great pic stand by for up-link

    • autobot

      12 years ago

      ya i still do i think you did

      oh well you can always re friend request me

      its somnio

    • StupidIdiots

      12 years ago

      Ah I'm fine thankfully. Tired, but fine. smiley0.gif
      I don't know, I haven't checked the problem yet.

    • StupidIdiots

      12 years ago

      Hello there. Heh! :-)

    • StupidIdiots

      12 years ago

      *Hug*

    • WHB000

      12 years ago

      I got her from www.spotoluck.com! She is quite an hand full, and more....

    • madman686

      12 years ago

      ummm well I not really i got a promotion at work so i have more time to myself and more money so thats good but other than that its all bee the same stuff.... computer communication sounds interesting

    • madman686

      12 years ago

      how is school is it going well

    • madman686

      12 years ago

      yes it has im good how are you?

    • aradian_13 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      you wanted to see my boots didnt you? d_aradion45522495bb8b0.jpg

    • xClickHerex

      13 years ago

      de955a076ce4e325.gif why not, it looks like fun?

    • StupidIdiots

      13 years ago

      Well the problem is fixed now, or something, so HA! smiley0.gif

    • madman686

      13 years ago

      thanks for the comment I don;t know if deep is the right word to descrbe a dream of one's death.

    • EvilProphet

      13 years ago

      Thank you for your comments fwiend.

      ^.^
      /\/\

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      so i see you decided to go through all my pictures
      ^_^

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    • biscuitX

      13 years ago

      lol awesome....

      don't forget to let me know when you do =P

    • biscuitX

      13 years ago

      hey thanks for the picture comment =)

      i still say you should post a pic of yourself to where i can see your whole face.... please? ;-)

    • ChuwManChu

      13 years ago

      Hey congrats on graduating! and thust me it is the shit!

    • Muse9277

      13 years ago

      do this one for me

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      hehe...yeah...lol...so what are you up to?

      and...if I may ask..have you ever drawn a monkey?

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      of course not!
      you're fun to talk to smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      yeah..I have to wait for 2 months to get my hair back to once it was...long..and...sweet...hehe..what ever you do..dont let her cut yours!!!

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      yeah..I know how you feel...my mom cut my hair..she said she would only cut the tops...she lied...and now..I have...normal hair..*sniff* smiley2.gif

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      hmm...thats odd..I really like your hair...much better than mine..where did she get the idea to cut your hair?

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      uploading new pics in my laptop...

      why are you hidding from your b/f mom...she can't be that bad..I hope..

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      hey whats up bell!

    • madman686

      13 years ago

      Thanks for the comment

    • jesusfreak9

      13 years ago

      it's me weslierainey, my account got hacked so this is my new account

    • Phen0m

      13 years ago

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    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      damn right they will! smiley0.gif

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      *hugs back smiley12.gif

    • CrazyNa

      13 years ago

      thanks smiley1.gif

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      hiyas!
      buffaalo lost last night :'(

    • CrazyNa

      13 years ago

      hey do u have anything to do with gerot?. if u do.. can u ask him to unblock me plz.. cos i really need to talk to him.. i dnt no y he blocked me btw >,< if u can tell him.. it would be GREAT.. thanks
      lv crazyna xx

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      ohh...thanks, I really aprieciate it that you even comment on my journal...not many does it.

    • Gerot

      13 years ago

      hehe.... what birthday girl??

    • StupidIdiots

      13 years ago

      Ah, that's good.

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      hmmm... a new pic
      i dont have any, i dont think
      i can find someone who prolly does, though
      nm, i couldnt
      you'll have to settle for the one already in my images
      sry smiley6.gifsmiley12.gif

    • StupidIdiots

      13 years ago

      Ah I see, my good friend!

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      not so much being a nerd as the fact that when im home my parents beleive that they can control my life...
      which is why im prolly not coming home next summer
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      cant wait to get out of here....
      *goes to live with cira smiley12.gif

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

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      i'd take a piece of your chocolate any day! smiley8.gif (j/k)
      im bored of summer vacation, make school start again! smiley4.gif

    • starcraftre

      13 years ago

      *gives Cira a chocolate smiley12.gifsmiley0.gif

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