DaMaceMan

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    • Holy McCrap.

      14 years ago

      DaMaceMan

      I can't begin to explain the confusion which currently envelopes me.

      I just saw National Treasure.

      ... no, that wasn't the punch-line.

      Good movie, btw, but back to the confusion. I just don't know what to do about the next few months! I have a trip that i'm going on with my mom to Baja and then to LA to see my sis, then San Fran for shits and giggles, then back to LA for xmas, home, denver 4 new year's, home again, 1 month winterim, and then ....

      PS: i graduated on friday, i just have to take this winterim to finalize things.

      here's where the elipses picks up - but where does it lead?? I'm thinking about a trip to london, tokyo, hong kong, and sydney.... we'll have to see how that turns out. in the meantime i have to decide whether and where to work (the former seems answerable enough) and whether those things should be influenced by outside factors.

      Ever think that your life is better off following a certain track? That tends to be my way of thinking. I don't believe that we are pre-ordained for a certain destiny, just that life is kinda like driving in deep mud - it gets easier when you follow the tire tracks ... or maybe more like choosing between a highway and a service road - there may be a traffic jam, but if you get on the service road you may not be able to get back on the highway for a long time - though it will still be there.

      Sorry, i have a bad habit of "analogizing" everything that pops in my head - product of a visual mind you know.

      I really wish i could go into further detail, but i can't help but be worried that this will get out and i might hurt someone with what i say - damn d'man.

      Gimme time - i'll try to open up ;-)

      Christian

    • Did you know that fish

      14 years ago

      DaMaceMan

      look funny when they sleep?

      They do.

      Christian

    • My dear god

      14 years ago

      DaMaceMan

      Fable has become "the tale of a medieval mass murderer."

      The Destroyer -for so he has been unimaginatively called- wanders the land in his meager villager's clothes. They are a grim reminder of his childhood past gone up in flames - a fire which consumes him with every swipe of his pickaxe through the skull of another innocent; another bandit; another guard; it really doesn't matter. If they are in his pixelated path, they will die.

      At least he's unbiased...

      Christian

    • Strangerhood

      14 years ago

      DaMaceMan

      Wow. Rooster Teeth. Wow.

      If you haven't had a chance to check out the new strangerhood, you really have to - it's getting to be almost (remember which site we're on here) as funny as RvB.

      OH! and pick up your very own "Wade" shirt at the store! (or one for me if you're feeling generous ::grin::)

      Ah well, back to Fable for now - i'm not a very good evil person, but i'm trying... if only i could get the bitch i married into the forest so i could ... um ... have a picnic with her :-) in front of a Demon - i mean, Dearold Door. If that doesn't do it for evil i don't know what does! ... would you call that, "evilution"? hah hah hah ha .. ha ha... heh... hmmm.. yeah.

      Christian

    • Sigh

      14 years ago

      DaMaceMan

      I have such a ridiculous amount of work to finish by graduation (next friday) it's ridiculous. SO ridiculous in fact that i think i'll blog about it. ... well ... i guess i'm done then. THAT was easy.

      My girlfriend of 3 years (in 1/2 hour) is going back to Chicago, and i'm not going with her. That's some time in the near future anyways. Separate paths, disparate futures, that old chestnut... of course, i won't mention that we were on the brink of fragging each other every five minutes. (figured "fragging" was more apropos than "killing" in this forum)

      Forgive me if i seem unable to come up with anything interesting to share or speak about, but the fact is that the last time i started pouring my heart out in this "anonymous" fashion, it completely backfired when some friends of friends of friends of my girlfriend discovered the blog, rended my anonymity asunder, and shared with her the deep dark confessions i had e-vented. Mind you, it probably wasn't that smart to talk about how miserable i was anywhere someone else could find it, but that's the draw of "publishing" something you think noone will ever see!

      Hell, there's so many people in this "club" that i doubt anyone should find a reason to peruse this section - especially not anyone that i know in 'reality.'

      Do you ever wonder how Zen you can be when everything around you is so ... not? It's not like i'm talking some hippie-nirvana shit or anything, but i think that accepting yourself, your needs, and your capabilities can make us all better people, yknow? and it's hard to do that when all around you are these people who bring you back to the way you usually think and act.

      It's like the ultimate Catch-22. You can't reach "enlightenment" unless you're with enlightened people. Since the noone starts off enlightened, you can never reach enlightenment because you always get pulled back in.

      Wow. That was totally pointless. Listen, do yourself a favor (if you, dear mystery reader, gentle shadow of a shadow happen to exist) and read my previous blog. It'll fill you in on who i am.

      "You can learn more about a person in one hour of play than in a lifetime of conversation."

      Can't explain THAT one just popping in my head, but it seemed somewhat appropriate.

      NEways, i should get going,

      KTBB.

      Christian

    • Journal?

      14 years ago

      DaMaceMan

      Hell, why not. I used to have one on blogspot at xerotolerance.blogspot.com but it was attacked by large freakish wasps. Seriously.

      Anyways - we'll see if i keep this up - i didn't even know what the hell it was till a minute ago, just signed up because i love RvB and was looking for a "sponsor" link to give them money!

      Who knows, maybe this will be just the start of a long, fruit ... ah fuckit - maybe i'll c-yas l8r ;-)

      Christian

      PS: i love how even though i would sound normal saying those things in person, the typing looks like that of a five year old trying to imitate a teen who idolizes one of the Beastie Boys.

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