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29 years old
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from Charlotte, NC

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    • Let's get real for a moment.

      2 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      My entire life I've strived to make those around me proud, even if it meant losing my happiness. I want to make others happy, that's all I've ever wanted. I want those around me to be happy, but I consistently choose the wrong way to do that. I don't have to be successful, I don't have to have money. I just have to talk to them in a real way. No lying, no deception, no expectation of anything in return. If I am just myself, the people around me smile. I am not an angry person, I am not a sad person. I am a cheery, fun, joking person. I have the ability to make others forget their problems. I can make people smile even under less than perfect circumstances. I am me. And I need to be me in order for anyone to even like me as a person.

    • 3 years ago

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    • 3 years ago

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    • Streaming Commences Shortly

      3 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      Starting tomorrow, I'm going to stream every night for a week. The top 3 nights will be my schedule for streaming.

      http://www.twitch.tv/scorchthealpha/

    • Blip

      3 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      "It was merely another fall day in the town of Cedar, the people there were always friendly, calling out to one another by name. But no one knew his."

    • It's time

      3 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      I am going to start writing again. I've had a plot for a book in my head for the last 7 years. And I think its time I put my idea on paper. Hopefully, I can get it done in the next year.

    • Choose your own path.

      3 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      Walking with someone down their path in life is the biggest mistake that anyone can make. Because once that person takes a fork in the road that you cannot follow, you no longer know where you're headed. I've made that mistake, three different times now. And the latest has easily been the most difficult. I have been trying to fight it, trying to make things work, make things better, and all that I have realized is that this person is really terrible. I wish I could unsee it, I wish I could fix the past, but none of us have that power.

      We are all just pawns in a larger game. And our decisions decide our fates. I honestly can say that everything wrong in my own life is my own fault. I cannot place that blame on anyone else. I cannot make other people out to be the bad guys. When it is I, I am the villain. The protagonist in my own life. And only I can make the choice to be the hero instead.

      Its time for me to start looking up, and forward. Towards my future. It may seem fairly dim, but there is a light there. And I need to take the steps towards that glimmering speck of light, otherwise I will just wind up back in the hole where I have spent a majority of my life.

      I am not asking for support or reassurance. I am merely asking that you look to your future. And keep heading towards your goals, your dreams. I want you to succeed, not for me. But for you. And only you. Because at the end of the day, your own decisions decide the path you walk. And while others may join you on that path, do not start to follow theirs.

    • Oi, I finally made a video.

      3 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      I did something productive today.

    • 3 years ago

      DarienSwartz
    • Ever had sex with a donut?

      3 years ago

      DarienSwartz

      I had a dream that I fucked a Bavarian Cream filled donut. I think I'm getting lonely. Lol

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