DarkFairy

Female
from Monroe, MI

  • Activity

    • Wow

      11 years ago

      DarkFairy

      I haven't logged in here in 2 years. I don't even think any of the people on my MASSIVELY LARGE friends list of FOURTEEN even remember me. Why am I writing this!! ^_^ I have no idea. I'm going to uh.. go make some pizza or something. So, HI EVERYONE!

      ...

      BYE EVERYONE! :D

    • Hai.

      13 years ago

      DarkFairy

      I haven't written a journal in like 8 years. Not that I have much to write about I guess? I've just been getting people angry with me, as usual.

      Oh, I did go and see The Corpse Bride.. I really liked it. The only thing about it I disliked was how short it was. It was like.. an hour long. That's just gay! I wanted more!! I like The Nightmare Before Christmas better, I think, but I still really liked this one too.

    • He's a cold hearted snake

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      Everyone seems to freak out and take screenshots at 1,000... 1,111 is waaay better!

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    • Doctors are douchesluts!

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      I have a story to tell that will give just one reason why I hate doctors!

      As most of you know who have been on my friends list for a while, I do indeed have a messed up back. If you did not know, and care to read about my drama, then you can look up a past journal entry. I've bitched about it more than once.

      Yesterday I visited my family doctor. Since I hurt my back 2-2.5 years ago, I've been seeing him. He's been trying all of these different weak pain killers/muscle relaxers/anti-inflammatories since I first got hurt.. none of them helping. In uh.. June-ish, I went to see a neurosurgeon. I'm pretty sure that's in a past journal entry as well. Long story about that made short, if I did a few things for him that didn't make me feel better, he would operate.

      When I turned 18, I was no longer eligible for the insurance that I once had. The two they gave me to pick from.. the neurosurgeon takes neither. My family doctor used to take one of them, but he doesn't accept any new patients with it now. When my mom called the office to talk to them about it, the assistant girl said that they would make an exception for me, because I've been seeing him for so long.

      So during the appointment, he gets kind of pissy with me. He doesn't think that I should get surgery at all. He said he would never let his 17 year old daughter go through it, and he thinks it's just going to cause me more problems. That may be true and all, but it's my choice. I know that I've strugged with depression because of my back.. and he's tried to give me anti-depressants before.. but they didn't help. I'm depressed because I'm in pain, and I'm tired of it.. if the pain stops, the depression stops. =p

      Like he always does, he started telling me that he really thinks I need to just learn to live with it. I said to him "You don't understand how hard it is to try to live with this at age 18." Okay, I have an amusing part to this story! You know that you're playing too much World of Warcraft when you almost say "You don't understand how hard it is to try to live with this at lev----age 18." I ALMOST SAID LEVEL 18. Jesus, I'm terrible! Anyways lol, he basically told me that he thinks a lot of the pain is in my head. He said he's treated a lot of patients with what I have, and he's never seen them have so many symptoms. He just doesn't see how it could be causing me as much pain as it does. He made me feel like he never believed me.. that he was just humoring me with his weak drugs.. (he didn't say that, but that's just how he made me feel.) *sigh* He eventually had me and my mom both crying in the examining room. My mom was trying to tell him that it's not fake pain.
      We told him about the insurance situation, and he was like "Yeah, that's not their decision (the girls in the office who my mom talked to on the phone.) It's mine." He wouldn't tell us a straight answer after that if he would accept me back as a patient or not. I don't think he believes me at all, and I don't think that he likes me. I don't think he wants to deal with me anymore.

      For any of you who read this who are doctors, quit your job if you ever make your patient feel like this. If you ever make your patient cry because you don't believe them.. Seriously, just quit. No one needs you as their doctor. =p

      Edit: The big deal about just finding another family doctor who takes one of those insurances is that if I get a new one, they'll want to try everything they can think of to help me. I've already gone through that. Also, with either of those insurances, I need a referral to go see my back specialist lady. She doesn't really do much but listen to my problems and send me to surgeons.. but at least she believes me. A new doctor isn't going to want so much to give me a referral. (Before the insurance problem, I was just going to stop seeing her.. like I said, she doesn't do a whole lot for me but send me to surgeons, and since I had found one.. I didn't really need her too much anymore. All she does when I go there is tell me I need to go to college because I can't get a physical job, and I need college for a thinking job.)

    • Hmm.

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      It has come to my attention (actually I've always thought this, but I'm all grumpy and pained tonight, so I feel like expressing it?) that 80% of the people on this site are retarded. Nothing happened to me, really. This is all just basically coming out of nowhere. I just see all of the naked (mostly naked) pictures that all of the 13 year old---er.. and the 20 year olds put in their Images.. and then all of the totally retarded comments that follow.

      "oh she so hot"
      "dat where da money at"
      "ya baby i like that"
      "she sexy i fuck her any day"

      Why are people so stupid? They act stupid and they make themselves look stupid. Bleh, I want to say so much more on the topic, but since I don't really have a reason for saying any of this other than "I run accross it everytime I log on RvB and it annoys me just as much everytime" ... I'm going to stop.

      Edit: Hardly anyone knows how to treat a lady, anymore.

    • !

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      Jesus god! My watch list was so full! So I guess I shouldn't take week to 2 week long breaks, eh? Anyways, we got a puppy! She's so freaking adorable! She's a little monster though. She ate my fucking microphone >.< I had the computer room door shut, hmph. My mom let her in here. Lucky she didn't eat any actual important cords, or I probably would have been really mad at her. Actually, no I wouldn't have, because when I look at her I can't get mad lol. I put up a couple pictures of her in my Image section!

      I'm all excited! In about a month, some people are going to start working on an addition to our house. My grandpa is moving in with us, because my mom's the only one of his kids that gets off her ass and helps him, and he lives an hour away. But anyways, it's exciting. We're going to have another bathroom and then his room. Oh, and because we're turning this dinky computer room into a hallway like.. into his room.. I get to move my computer into my room finally! So so happy about that. I need to go buy a new desk, though. This one is way huge.

      Okay, I've run out of things to say.

    • mmmmm

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      I got this:
      www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=7015794&type=product&productCategoryId=pcmcat13900050018&id=1099394245802

      My mom won't let me put my computer in my room.. not that I really have room for it, but still. I wanted to be able to watch movies or something while I was playing WoW! Lol I'm lazy I guess. A game alone just doesn't "do it" for me. Mmm I love it though, it has a nice little picture and stuff..
      But I'm watching The Nightmare Before Christmas, so I'm going to stop writing my journal :D

    • HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      I've been 18 for ... 47 whole minutes.

      Also, I've just finished the latest Harry Potter book, and I must say that I am filled with anger. So much so that I want to throw the book at something, but instead I shall put the book cover back on, and place it lovingly next to the other 5.

      But god damnit. I will smite that woman!

    • Er

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      Yeah I guess I have to update my journal since I did in fact choose to get my nose pierced over my lip. No one seemed to like the lip idea! I was surprised. I wanted both equally, I just needed help deciding.

      So uh.. I was going to tell everyone about my graduation party.. but .. all I can really say is that I was drunk off my ass. My mom, sister in law, and friend took care of me for the night. All I had was 4 beers and 3 shots of jager.. or however you spell it. I don't really drink ever, and that was my first time actually being drunk. I have a low alcohol tolerance =p But anyways, they said that I threw up all over. I was flailing around on the floor a lot, and they tried to get me into bed. They only got me on there once, and I rolled off. I guess I really wanted to be on the floor? Lol I don't know. That is where they let me sleep, though! I don't think I'll be touching that there alcohol for a good time to come, yet. Oh well, it was my graduation party. I just wanted to let loose and be crazy. Guess I accomplished that! I guess the good part of it all was that I didn't get a hangover. ^^

      Edit: 1 day 'til I'm 18!


    • Your thoughts.

      14 years ago

      DarkFairy

      A question!

      Do I get my lip pierced? Or my nose?

      Please vote!


      Edit: 2 days 'til I'm 18!

  • About Me

  • Comments (70)

    • halo3sniper

      11 years ago

      u should see my sword collection

    • DSchneider

      11 years ago

      booo

    • Haybert

      12 years ago

      Where are ya?

    • Deock

      13 years ago

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    • Kittenofhope

      13 years ago

      Helllooooo smiley11.gif

    • Magnethios

      13 years ago

      *poke...

    • Haybert

      13 years ago

      I miss ya Mel. Where are you?!

    • appletonpug

      14 years ago

      Awwww I just realized that picture of me is when I still had the whiskers you didn't want me to shave off :(

      A moment of silence for my face pubes.............

    • DarkFairy

      14 years ago

      lol whatever, hooker!

    • appletonpug

      14 years ago

      I only say it because I'm her boyfriend and she paid me to say it.

    • Haybert

      14 years ago

      I agree. Mel's awesome.
      Mod for both of ya.

    • DarkFairy

      14 years ago

      lol!
      love you too, andy ^^

    • appletonpug

      14 years ago

      This girl is absolutely amazing. Whoever thinks otherwise should go straight to hell and burn and scrape their god damn knee......
      Love you Mel <3

    • GermWar

      14 years ago

      nuh uh ura little kid i win :-D

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      14 years ago

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    • cavorca

      14 years ago

      hi Melissa. i like your profie. thats awsome you collect swords. i liike your taste with everything. and your pictures are nice. nick

    • DarkFairy

      14 years ago

      Yeeeeaaaahh... I don't play those games. I don't like them. ^^

    • ColdFusion

      14 years ago

      OH No you where taged!!!!

    • Haybert

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • markbehenna

      14 years ago

      :O u moucher! lol

    • sjudrum

      14 years ago

      Happy Birthday!

    • Haybert

      14 years ago

      You're awesome Mel! AWESOME-EST!
      I WIN THIS TIME!
      You're so cool, I just gotta love ya!
      + 4

    • Haybert

      14 years ago

      You're awesome. You're sweet.
      *bows*
      FUN TIME!
      *picks her up and dances around*

    • XSlainXPainX

      14 years ago

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      The last thing U'll want to see b4 u die(except me)

    • DarkFairy

      14 years ago

      Lol you're a nut, slain ^^
      and yeah I like some songs that I actually know. I haven't really listened to many.. so.. I can't judge them, really

    • MGH28

      14 years ago

      Do you like Green day? Just wondering b/c u like my chemical romance and no doubt

    • XSlainXPainX

      14 years ago

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      Got paid!WOOT!

    • XSlainXPainX

      14 years ago

      try for all ur wonderful comments...
      -erix

    • XSlainXPainX

      14 years ago

      yes i do that to people sometimes...

    • Vegas

      14 years ago

      Nightwish very nice!

    • Amanuet

      14 years ago

      I saw you play Daoc!! What server and realm do you play? I'm a MLF alb, but i don't zerg :P

    • Chort

      14 years ago

      Another person from Michigan =D

    • MyRideIsTex

      14 years ago

      thanks. i'm her fav uncle!!! i don't know why i jsut am. even though i am the only one with no job.

    • neutrino

      14 years ago

      Wow, you have a bunch of stuff you're into like me (almost too similar...)

    • neutrino

      14 years ago

      Wow, you have some nice taste in... everything! I'm almost into all the same stuff you are ( with the exception of the anime, for which I only watch Naruto). Very awesome.

    • DAoC_person

      14 years ago

      Nice music, Tv show, and games choices... And i know what it is like to be pulled into DAoC and be an additic(however you spell it)

    • ssj4goten

      14 years ago

      Nightwish rule, gonna see them in Febuary.

      Breakin Benjamin arent bad either

    • ReePeR1

      14 years ago

      holy fregin hell nice goods thats everything i like .

    • DarkFairy

      14 years ago

      Awww, I would play WoW.. but the new DAoC expansion called Catacombs just came out Dec. 8th. I've actually been having too much fun on DAoC to quit it for WoW! It saddens me to say that, but it doesn't at the same time since I'm having fun ;)

    • iiiiCracker

      14 years ago

      YES, world of warcraft, i did closed beta, stress test (both open and closed), and didnt get the flippin game because i dont have the money... but when i do -shakes fist- i will never leave my humble abode!

      über fantastic tv opinions!

    • PuiJackKen64

      14 years ago

      dude you live in Monroe, MI? i live like 15 minuets from Monroe NC!!! thats freakin me out... OK so i'm easily amused

    • M4771

      14 years ago

      Hehehe Nightwish Rulez! (Actually, they are from Finland....) heh

    • SoBeKing

      14 years ago

      Can I be your friend?

    • aetherie

      14 years ago

      sleep....wow....i wish i had sleep...

    • LoAfOfBrICk

      14 years ago

      i know that is disgusting

    • LoAfOfBrICk

      14 years ago

      MAn yyou write Long Journals.

    • LoAfOfBrICk

      14 years ago

      yay i like friends

    • DarkFairy

      14 years ago

      You silly! Of course I don't swing them around. They are too pretty for me. I must.............. I must place them on display... and stare at the beauty...
      Mmmm.. Weapons...

    • LoAfOfBrICk

      14 years ago

      i am glad we feel the same way in the pants area..

    • Feenix

      14 years ago

      Just collect swords right?

      I mean you don't swing 'em about and stuff do you?

      *gulp*

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