DisFUNctionL

Female
from Northern JAPAN!!!!

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    • a poem... you see I'm actually quite emo

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      I know this feeling.
      Not my freind Fear.
      But he is as close
      As the other is dear.

      I hate this feeling
      So dark and alone
      akin to a guilt
      or far away from home.

      I don't know his name
      I don't know his face.
      But I know this feeling
      something like disgrace.

      I just know that it hurts
      And I want it to go
      Go so far away
      that it can't take control.

      Not again God,
      please not again!
      I fear what I did
      Might be a sin.

      Tell me if it's You
      God! Say if it's me
      So I won't be afraid
      Lord, please tell me.

      So happy one second
      So dark the next
      I don't want to live
      anymore like this.

      I'm scared God
      And I need to know
      is it just the Coffee
      or this gaping hole?

      My chest is so hallow
      I feel I can't breath
      But I guess I don't need to
      If there's nothing beneath.

      God is this you
      Or is it me?

    • Muwahahahahahaha!

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      So my boyfriend made it! Yay~! It's been alot of... I guess fun would be the word... lol It's like every time he's around we live enough for four people in one day. I know that's kinda a crappy discription but it's the only thing I can think of right now. He's just so full of energy and adventure. Maybe that's why I love him so much.
      So how was Ya'll's ThanksGiving? (and for those of you who don't have that holiday you are so missing out. (^_^))
      Mine was Great. We had the whole church get together so we had mountains of food. Then we played bord games and I got to steal babies and be with Tora.
      Cranium is one of the funest games ever.
      If you haven't played it I suggest you do at some point in your lifetime.
      -end of update-

    • class

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      Getting ready for my very first belly dancing class. My mom and sister are doing the class with me so I don't feel like such a moron.
      Apearently it's fairly popular there weren't too many slots open when we signed up.
      So I have no life.
      Work is evil.
      My car is good.
      I don't have nearly enough cash,
      and I can't wait till monday.
      Thar's your update for those of you who care.

    • HOLY CRAP!!!!!!

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      OK so the little middleschool Japanese kid turned out to be a 21 year old university student who's majoring in english.
      So I was a little surprised at that developement.
      Makoto is cool though. He's really funny and good with my psycho brothers. I hope he enjoyed his stay.
      Anyway. I got the ok so my boyfriend gets to come for thanksgiving! (^_^) Yay!
      kk there's my update for the month anyway.... unless something else happens.

    • Yay!

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      I get a 4 day weekend! *does happy dance*
      And I get to torment a poor little middleschool Japanese kid comming to our house for "home stay". Basicly you stay with a family who's native language is the one you're studying.
      Wish I actually had something to do with my time off.

    • Happy birthday to me.....

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      I'm old.... sigh... *covers face with halloween mask* Yeah I'm back alive... kinda...

    • Dead....

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      If you don't know where I've gone to.... I'm currently dead.... No dancing on my grave please.

    • TYPHOON!!!

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      The Aomori region of Japan is expieriencing the after effects of a typhoon. There is lots of flooding around here.
      My sister and I went to the beach today to find all kinds of crap washed up on shore. You wouldn't believe how many tires were in the lake. Gas cans, shoes, logs, random bits of clothing, you name it we could probably find it.
      My insurance is due this week... crap... I think I'm short like $80 or something.
      But yeah we got some nice pictures of the lake in all it's stormy glory on my old school camera and Elff's digital. I'll have to figure out how to get them up here rather than on myspace.
      later days.

    • Because Arashi did it!

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      You are NOT required to do this.... and if you do please be honest to the best of your ability.

      1) what do you like better about me:
      [ ]personality
      [ ]looks
      [ ]both

      (2) what would you rather change about me:
      [ ] my age
      [ ] where i live

      (3) what would you rather call me:
      [ ] cute
      [ ] hott
      [ ] beautiful

      (4) would you rather:
      [ ] hang out with me at a party
      [ ] see a movie with me

      (5) if you had a choice, would you:
      [ ] want to be just friends
      [ ] want to be more then friends

      (6) have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?
      [ ]yes
      [ ]no
      if so- tell me now:

      (7) If you could ask me one question what would it be?

      (8) have you ever talked crap about me honestly?
      [ ] yes
      [ ] no

      (9) What's my best feature?

      Would/will you? Y OR N
      [ ] come to my house to do nothing at but chill?
      [ ] fight me?
      [ ] fuck me?
      [ ] kiss me?
      [ ] lick me?
      [ ] let me kiss you?
      [ ] watch a movie with me?
      [ ] go out to dinner with me?
      [ ] let me drive you somewhere?
      [ ] take a shower with me?
      [ ] drink with me?
      [ ] take me home for the night?
      [ ] let me sleep in your bed?
      [ ] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
      [ ] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
      [ ] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
      [ ] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
      [ ] let me make you breakfast?
      [ ] help me with homework?
      [ ] tickle me?
      [ ] let me tickle you?
      [ ] stick up for me if i was being put down?
      [ ] instant message me?
      [ ] greet me in public?
      [ ] hang out with me?
      [ ] bring me around your friends?
      [ ] be down with me no matter what?
      [ ] go to prom with me?
      [ ] do anything to hurt me?
      [ ] cheat on me?


      D0 Y0U...
      [ ] think im cute?
      [ ] think im serious?
      [ ] think im a good person
      [ ] think im conceided?
      [ ] want to kiss me?
      [ ] want to cuddle with me?
      [ ] want to hook up with me?
      [ ] want to do me?
      [ ] think I can fight?
      [ ] think I would do you?


      AM I...
      [ ] smart?
      [ ] cute?
      [ ] funny?
      [ ] cool?
      [ ] romantic?
      [ ] gangsta?
      [ ] a freak?
      [ ] loveable?
      [ ] adorable?
      [ ] trustworthy
      [ ] compassionate?
      [ ] great to be with?
      [ ] attractive?
      [ ] mean?
      [ ] well known?


      HAVE Y0U EVER...
      [ ] thought about hooking up with me?
      [ ] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
      [ ] wished I were there?
      [ ] had a crush on me?
      [ ] wanted my number?
      [ ] had a dream about me?
      [ ] been distracted by me?
      [ ] wanted to see my private part(s)?
      [ ] looked at my page more than ten times?


      ARE Y0U...
      [ ] happy you know me?
      [ ] thinking about me?
      [ ] wanting to call me to talk about these things?
      [ ] going to repost this

    • The innocent bystander allways gets shot

      12 years ago

      DisFUNctionL

      And I am that by stander.
      I never get normal jobs. Maybe because normal people can't do them.
      You see what started out as a great "in home health care assistant" position has turned into a battle of wills and country laws.
      I am not not only the care taker of an 85 y.o woman who needs medication and much supervision/attention but also the care taker of a half american baby who's 9 months old and crawling EVERYWHERE!
      At any moment during the day this kids mom could come barging up to the door and demand her child back. Oh and did I mention this is a bunch of custody issues. Yeah I'm in the middle of a divorce that is not my own.
      Go me! I get to guard the tresure! *sarcasem oozes from ears*
      So if I'm not on much.... you know why.
      In better news I have a boyfriend!!! Yay! lol Now how to tell the parents that little bit of information.... hhhhmmmm. *goes to hide dad's guns*
      There's my little update.
      TTFN

  • About Me

  • Comments (62)

    • RoninGunner

      11 years ago

      Hey there. I don't know if you remember me or not but im back

    • NicoleAnne

      12 years ago

      It was last nights ago when everything was covered in ice, right before it snowed. Did you hit someone on or off base?

    • ChikenCannon

      12 years ago

      Happy severely belated BIRFDAI!!1

      *is shot*

    • NicoleAnne

      12 years ago

      rabbits attack?!

    • NicoleAnne

      12 years ago

      My bunny is sweet... he just hops around the house, and he's really afraid of my robopuppy!

    • NicoleAnne

      12 years ago

      Hey! I live in northern japan too... what part are you from?

    • RedMoonHeart

      12 years ago

      hmm for some reason i couldnt reply to ur message but just wanted to let u know that i really dont give him all that much importance on his car cause as it is ppl have died in his house and around him since he was a marine so...yea...sometimes i dont say anything cause he can get very critical about it. his car just needs help and his garage is just jacked up is wat i think, but egh...watever.
      thanx for the info though

    • WocHie

      12 years ago

      You know, that's a really good question.

    • WocHie

      12 years ago

      Japanese? Pff, yeah.

      Can you say Wapanese?

    • vipercaboose

      12 years ago

      ...huh? I didnt understand that last comment

    • WickedDuck

      12 years ago

      I don't really have a life other than the one I lead online, so I have plenty of time for it. smiley1.gif

    • WickedDuck

      12 years ago

      I search (rather obcessively) online for them at least 2-3 times a week.

    • WickedDuck

      12 years ago

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    • Arashi

      12 years ago

      hmhm ^^" it's nothing

    • Arashi

      12 years ago

      I totally know how it is when your PC is...
      hope it will stop it soon :)

    • Glorfingle

      12 years ago

      it was kinda in a nice way smiley0.gif

    • Monolith_Gui

      13 years ago

      No problemo smiley8.gif

    • Monolith_Gui

      13 years ago

      I'm in europe, and i watch them on www.narutofan.com

      Though i intend on buying the dvd's once they're out here

    • Monolith_Gui

      13 years ago

      over in america, i don't know

      but where i see the episodes, it's on episode... 200 i think

    • Glorfingle

      13 years ago

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    • Glorfingle

      13 years ago

      Thanks, but it dont look like thats going to happen smiley2.gif

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      *GASP*!!!!! PURPLE HAIR AHHHHH OMG I DIDNT EXPECT THAT

      7H47 1$ $000000 {R4Z1 Y00 |>3R$0|\|

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      hey you need to check gaia!! preferably the star wars thread in the dark guild, and the unknown one, which I am now in, yay!! I didnt realize alot of the people you know were in it, took me awhile to figure out some people... sorta whos who in there?

    • AdventRaziel

      13 years ago

      Hey, lol, I guess you'r right. The new hair DOES kinda look like a Sephy clone. Oh well. Latez.

    • Arashi

      13 years ago

      No... I am still in school and the holidays are still about 6 weeks away... too bad. But than there will be six weeks without until the final year. ^^

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      hey you having trouble with gaia, it says that its forbidden now 404 forbidden to be exact

    • Whedabra

      13 years ago

      Haha, yeah, I really like that quote too!

      My favorite quotes are:

      1. Welcome to the end of your world.
      2. Plants are more sadistic than you think.
      3. Refreshingly Twisted. (this one's my favorite)

    • Whedabra

      13 years ago

      smiley0.gif Thank you.

    • Drakenight

      13 years ago

      Not a problem! And thanks, luck is always appreciated.

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      hey your level 19!!!! almost there and you can go into +20 sooo much fun!!! ALMOST THERE ASHES!!!

    • Xhyra

      13 years ago

      LOVE HINA RULEZ!

    • AdventRaziel

      13 years ago

      Hello, thanks for the comment. Yes, that Dante pic of mine is sweet. You have some really good drawings. Latez.

    • noobhunter69

      13 years ago

      here a award from me
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    • shibby3230

      13 years ago

      you have been nominated in my contest, read my journal for updates and watch me

    • noobhunter69

      13 years ago

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    • Mr_Xeno

      13 years ago

      Thanks smiley1.gifsmiley9.gif

    • Mr_Xeno

      13 years ago

      Sorry, i don't want to talk about it smiley8.gif

    • Mr_Xeno

      13 years ago

      Not good. My dad is getting sued smiley2.gif

    • RoninGunner

      13 years ago

      Well I'm out. But I'll mourn with you smiley0.gif

    • RoninGunner

      13 years ago

      Mourn what?

    • Mr_Xeno

      13 years ago

      How are you comrade?

    • RoninGunner

      13 years ago

      How's it going? Sorry to hear about yout grandpa. Mine died two days ago.

    • Arashi

      13 years ago

      I want to go to Japan too!!! Lucky you. Tell eveything from there okay?

    • VinoNuovo

      13 years ago

      geil, ich würd auch ma gern nach Japan, lucky you

    • VinoNuovo

      13 years ago

      wo in unserem schönen land wohnst du denn genau?

    • Kasmira

      13 years ago

      I don't really draw guys, because I don't find them as fun as girls to draw. I can't make cool hairstyles (except on bishies, but that's not my thing), and I always feel like I'm not allowed creative freedom with their clothing, because I can't make skirts/shorts/ or short shirts with guys :( Also, I don't know their anatomy as well as I know female, because.. well I'm a female ^_^()

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      oh yes your dramticalness is second to none, and I opnly have 2...or 3... or 4, yeah 4 other people on my friends that like nascar...maybe 5

    • Spartan2177

      13 years ago

      hey, vipercaboose mentioned you in his journal and just came in to say.....HI smiley0.gif

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      haha no not quite...grow some horns, a tail, and maybe some claws.... oh and armored scales

    • vipercaboose

      13 years ago

      get on yahoo!!! you got home quick

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