Diz5652

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from deep within my mind

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    • whatever

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      havent posted in awhile
      so i figured i would
      ...............
      ...............
      ................
      yeaaa....................
      i dont really have anything to say cuz im so fucking tired and exhausted from swim practice
      having to swim over 4000 yards for 2 hours ever day really gets to a person
      and my coach didnt believe me that i could swim 2 1/2-3 lenghts of the pool underwater with one breath
      pffffffft, i showed him...
      except i think he knew i could do it, he just wanted to get me riled up and show him, idk lol
      for the next 2-3 months ima b dead tired, and itchy cuz of the damn cloriene (no clue how to spell it, dont care either)
      ill try and talk to everyone more when im on but im just so drained
      oh btw, everyone remember that broken arm thing and stuff?
      i kinda......fucked up....again.....
      make a long story short
      saw a guy hit a friend of mine who r bf and gf (guy hit a girl) so i tackled his ass and went insane, no seriously, i lost it, like i just...snapped, i got 1 week of OSS (out of school suspension) and my principle, my consoler, and parents think i have a small problem in my head, whenever i see bad shit like that i go insane (i really dont see what the problem is) now that guy and a big ass group of his friends might b after me, idk tho im just saying what ive heard
      dont worry about me, if i get hurt, then i get hurt..............whatever *shrug*
      i wont be able to deal a lot of damage because my arms and legs r so fucking sore
      but ill go down fighting
      aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways
      please dont worry
      ima go play some Assassins Creed on my PS3
      peace bitches
      XP

      -Alexander

    • ATTENTION

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      im 17

    • FRIDAY

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      This week, friday, October 26 is a historic event, at least....it is in my world and to the people who live there with me
      On friday I was born exactly 17 years ago on October 26th 1990 for friday will be the date of my birth......................
      ......................
      .....................................................................
      17!!!!!!!!
      whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh
      *dances around*

    • Zodiac Signs

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      signs.jpg

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      Naruto_Chibi_Zodiacs_by_AHE.jpg

      Look at each picture and description.
      Find your sign and match them up.
      Do they match you?

    • sorry

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      wont b on as much
      cuz of some personal issues im going thru
      ill ttyl all later
      peace

    • Lost Cause

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      Chapter 7

      I calmly woke up, not on a old, stained, shitty mattress, but in a nice, big, queen sized bed. I was covered in some blankets, my left shoulder was heavely bandaged. My clothes were neatly folded at the foot of my bed, my swords leaning against the wall next to the door.
      The room was a good size. Shelves were lining the room wall covered with books. A large desk was next to an open door which lead out onto a balcony. A small table was directly at the end of the bed with two chairs pushed in. A soft, red rug lined the floor. A breeze blew in from the balcony and you could hear birds singing. It was a beautiful and hot summer day.
      "Uhhhhhhh........my head....." I said to myself, sitting up and rubbing my head with my entire hand."Where in the hell am I?" I looked at my shoulder. It no longer hurt.I looked around the room and I immediatly felt the presence of someone else. I leaned more forward to look out through the balcony doors. Sarah was standing there looking away from the room and out into the beautiful landscape. Her beautiful brown hair was flowing in the breeze, she looked so-
      I cut my thought off. I was here to kill her, not admire her.
      Last night
      She helped me last night, she helped comfort me, even though I was going to die. I didnt scare her. I threatened her very life and she just came closer with her beautiful kindness. I shooked my head and rubbed my face.
      Get out of here, while she's distracted
      I threw the covers over to the side and crouched down. I walked toward the door very quietly, glancing to see if Sarah would turn around. I reached out for my swords and grabbed them. I snuck out the door and took a right down a hallway. I reached a corner and heard two people talking. I glanced around the corner and saw the redheaded girl that took me out of my cell and shot me with fire and then a brownhaird man I havent seen.
      "How do we know he can be trusted?!?!" said the redhead. "How does Sarah know thats him??? That that's Diz?!?! He died remember??? Xela saw him become surrounded by soldiers in black clothes the night of the attack!"
      "Calm down Mizzy! Calm down!" said the man. "Look, I dont know if I trust Sarah's judgement, but she somehow thinks that the prisoner is Diz, she's loved him since she first saw him, she told me that she would marry him even if they weren't already being made to be married."
      "Fine, Regz" Mizzy said. "We'll go by your sister's rules for now, but if he does anything wrong and I mean ANYTHING I DONT LIKE, I'm going to shove some fire down his damn throat!" As Mizzy said this she held up her hand and fire appeared.
      Regz grabbed her by the wrist and calmly lowered her hand. "Go fined Daisuke for me, meet me down in the training area outside in five to ten minutes."
      Mizzy sighed. "I'm guessing you want to take some anger out or something again?" she asked Regz. "I'll go get him" She walked off and as she did I noticed a fire redish orange crystal around her neck.
      "You can come out now, Mizzy's gone" Regz said looking in my direction. "I know your here, I heard you wake up. You were out for about three days. But dont worry, Sarah didnt hear a thing, she's too deep in thought, she's trying to think of what she's going to do next"
      I came out around the corner and walked up to him. He was wearing a light brown leather jacket with fur around the collar. He had long brown hair and was wearing blue jeans and no under shirt, he had a really fit body. A crystal was held by a necklace around his neck. It was a heavy set purple with a circular, whitish blue, glow in the center.
      "I'll go grab your clothes, you need to wait here and try not to be seen" Regz told me. "The guy you hit in the face was second in command of the white blades, the elite group of fighters for the Emperor. He told all the blades and the gaurds to kill you onsight if they spot you. I'll be right back" Regz ran around the corner and came back in about two seconds. I quickly changed out of the grey sweatpants I was wearing and into my normal clothes.
      "Ok, follow me" Regz told me. He led me in the direction Mizzy went. We went down some stairs and down some hallways until we got to another bedroom which was close to the same as the one I woke up in, except both men and women underwear were on the ground next to or on the bed and the covers were all messed up.
      "Hehehe" Regz said looking alittle embarresed. It also looked as though his face turned a very light shade of pink. "Dont mind the mess" He motioned towards the bed. "Me and Xela have been alittle busy, her wanting kids and all that" He rolled his eyes. He went over to a chest at the end of the bed and went through it. After afew minutes he pulled out a metal collar, like the one I was wearing while in captivity. He walked over to me and hooked it around my neck.
      "There, now you can't leave Empire City" he said simply. "If you travel more than one mile outward of the walls, your head will explode" Regz smiled. "Now follow me, we're going outside to the training grounds"

      It was beautiful, a large, green field with soldiers training and sparring with one another. Trainers and training equipment littered the field. A large column of soldiers were doing stretches while a blonde haired girl fiercly yelled at them. As Regz took me closer I realized it was the other girl I needed to kill. We stopped and waited in the back, watching.
      "OK MAGGOTS! AFTER YOUR ONE HUNDRED LAPS AROUND THE INNER WALL, I WANT ONE THOUSAND SIT UPS AND PUSH UPS! READY, BEGIN!!!!" As she finished the men immediatly obeyed, all running towards a large wall in one single line. Regz started walking again and I followed, we approached the girl.
      "Xela, as you requested, I have the prisoner" He said stepping next to Xela and folded his arms across his chest. She looked at me and became serious. "I'm giving you the chance to escape" Xela said. Mizzy and the silver haired kid I chased, who I guessed was Daisuke approached. "Beat all of us and you recieve your freedom" Xela said.

    • Lost Cause

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      Chapter 6

      I woke up on the cold, hard, cemented floor. The brunnette, Sarah was gone. I had no idea what time it was. I knew I was in the castle, but I had no idea what part. I got up off the ground and looked down at myself.
      My right shoulder, wrists, ankles, and neck all hurt and were covered in hardend blood. I remember banging on the bars, begging not to die. I couldn't believe it. I showed something I havent in years.
      Weakness
      I didnt care if i died now, apparently nobody did. My uncle couldn't save me, Zazo couldn't save me. I was helpless and alone.
      The steel door began opening with a loud creeking sound. I stood there calmly watching to see who would walk in. I knew one thing however. If they opened this cage to get me, there would die.
      Two big, shirtless men, wearing white pants and a white mask like ninja's, only the eyes were cover with dark cloth. Following them was one of the most beautiful women I had ever seen. She had bright red hair and wore an all white outfit. She looked somewhat like a nurse.
      She walked up inbetween the two men standing infront of my cell. She looked at me like I was the most pathetic thing she's ever seen, like she wanted to kill me or something. She held up a light blue crystal to the bars and it began to glow. The bars then shrank and sunk into the wall. The chains tightend around my neck, wrists and ankles so i couldn't move. Then the chains unattached themselves to the ceiling, ground, walls, and bed and became smaller. I couldnt keep my balance so I fell to the floor.
      She walked over and held the crystal up to my feet and the chains became loose and unattached themselves so I could walk. I got up and the collar around my neck fell off, the only chains were around my wrists which were behind my back.
      "Let's go you worthless shit!" she yelled. She began pushing forward. We walked through the door and up these stairs. We came to another steel door and one of the two men opened it and then stayed behind to look after the other prisoners I guess.We walked down some more hallways, up some more steps and through another door.
      We came out to a brick hallway with big open windows and a long blue carpet. It had some tables along the side and some shelves and desks. It was morning, a nice, warm, sunny day, the birds singing. We began walking again and came apon a four way intersection.
      Now, do it now!
      I pulled at my chains so the small spikes grew out. I spun around and hit the one gaurd in the face. I kicked the red headed girl in the chest just enough that she stumbled back and fell to the floor.
      "STOP!" she yelled. "GET BACK HERE!!!! SOMEBODY CATCH MY PRISONER DAMMIT!!!"
      I went left and continued running. Left..........left.......right.......left.......I had no idea where I was going, I just knew I needed to get away, to run and get back to my family.
      Left, take a left!
      I turned left and-
      I ran right into someone. We both fell to the floor. I looked up and saw Sarah rubbing the top of her head. "Hey......." she said, still rubbing. "That hurt, you need to watch where.....your.................going......" she trailed of as she looked up, then she looked really surprised to see me sitting there. I got up and started running. "HEY!" she dove for me but barely missed. "NO!" she screamed. "WAIT!!!"
      I continued running took a right and then ran through and open door to the outside. I saw rows apon rows of beautiful cheeryblossom trees. I continued running, not wanting to be caught. I ran until I could no longer breath. I sat down and leaned against a cherryblossom tree. I closed my eyes for about twenty minutes. I heard someone walking up to me and looked up. I didnt bother running. The person had the sun behind them, so I couldn't make out who it was.
      They pulled out a crystal and unchained my wrists. They threw both my swords at my feet. I squinted and looked closer, it was Sarah.
      "Now get out of here" she said tonelessly. "Leave like you did last time, leave me, and your sister and younger brother. You told me we would always be together, that you loved me and you would protect me forever.I waited and waited, wanting you to return. Well now I dont care about that! I dont care about you anymore!" she started crying. "I want you to leave and never come back!"
      Using my speed I grabbed, unsheathed my sword and had Sarah by the neck and against a tree. "Shut up! Just shut up!" I yelled. "I dont even know what your talking about. You Empire scum killed my family! My sister is dead because of you! I SHOULD KILL YOU!!!"
      Do it.........kill her........let her feel the pain you have felt all these years, end her suffering.........kill her...............kill her
      My left hand holding the sword started shaking. I dropped it and then let go of her, she coughed for air. "I'm leaving, fuck you, fuck the Empire, fuck everything."
      I began walking in the direction of the closest gate. Suddenly I heard a sound like a loud gunshot and immediatly felt exreme pain in my left shoulder.
      "NO!" Sarah screamed. I yelled, my shoulder felt like it was on fire, I looked down and it was, my shoulder was burning. I turned and saw the red haired girl standing there, her arm extended out, hand smoking.
      Fire
      She was smiling evilly and began walking up to me. I fell to my knees then hit my face against the ground. The victor, standing over its dead and hunted prey. Before falling into unconciousness, all I felt was the burning pain of weakness and failure.

    • Lost Cause

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      Chapter 5

      My head hurt, again. I woke up laying on a bed in a white t-shirts and white pants A steel collar was around my neck with more chains coming out of it hooking to the bed, ceiling, floor, and walls. My wrists were against my back also wrapped in chains. my feet had chains wrapped around them connecting to the bed. I pulled at all my chains and the small spikes grew out again.
      The special treatment
      I looked around my cell and the room I was in. I was in the back of a somewhat large room or hallway. at the end of the hallway was a reinforced steel door. My cell was the only cell in here, I was alone. Torches lit the room and hallway giving some needed light. I heard the door start to creak open so I layed back down pretending i was still unconcious.
      The person walked very carfully, trying to be quiet. They stopped at the outside of my cell and just stood there, watching me. I decided to start the conversation.
      "What do you want?" I said tonelessly. "Get out of here before I kill you"
      "Kill me? Awwwwww you couldnt kill me even if you wanted to" said a girls voice. I sat up and saw the brunnette that had knocked me unconcious earlier. She smiled cutely at me.
      "I can and will kill you if you dont leave. And what will the Emperor and your husband think of you, talking to a lowly criminal that just tryed to assassinate you and the Emperors daughter?" I said to her. She smiled at me again.
      "Like I said before, you couldnt kill me. I dont have a husband, the man I was supposed to marry died years ago. And I dont care what Xela thinks about me talking to her, even thought im not supposed to" she said. "What's your name? Im Sarah"
      "First off, I dont care about you or your personal life. And second, fuck you, I dont have a name so beat it before I escape and kill you." I said tonelessly. I stood up, faced her and stared at her. She stared back.
      "Look" Sarah said. "Whatever your mission was, killing us right? You failed. You werent able to kill me or Xela and now because of that, you're going to die, you failed." My eyes widend.
      Failed....................no.........................I couldnt have failed.......not my life.....they cant kill me....they wont kill me.........I failed.........I failed again...........not again..............NOT AGAIN!!!!!
      With a yell I ran at the crisscrossing bars containing me in my small cell. I banged against it with my right shoulder countless times. "NOT AGAIN! NO! I WONT FAIL THIS TIME!! IM GOING TO WIN! I WILL WIN! I WILL KILL YOU!!! ALL OF YOU!!!" I yelled. It wasnt even directed at anyone. Sarah began to back aways, afraid of me. Tears were streamingh down my face. My chains and the bars grew the small spikes. My right shoulder got scratched up and bled. My wrists, ankles, and neck started bleeding. I was in so much pain. I collapsed to the ground breathing heavily, bleeding, and crying.
      I curled into a small ball still crying. I wanted this pain to end, my life to end, everything just dissapear. Thats what I wanted more than anything right now. Sarah put her hand through one of the small squares and touched my shouler.
      "Shhhhh, everything will be ok" she said softly. "Everything will be alright." An angel, a true angel. I knew I would die and she knew too. But she wasnt scared of me, it was like she's known me my entire life.
      She started humming the most beautiful tune I've ever heard. I listened to it and about a minute later, I fell asleep.

    • busy

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      im gonna b busy 4 awhile right now
      gotta watch some kids
      lol
      ill post my 5th chapter of Lost Cause when i get back
      i promise
      <3 u all
      XP
      peace

      -Alex

    • PS3

      11 years ago

      Diz5652

      i got my PS3
      so 2 every1s, and yes, every single persons dissapointment
      i wont b on as much 4 awhile
      until i get bored of the PS3 (which wont happen)
      ill talk 2 all of ya soon
      ima go play
      peace

      -Alex

      EDIT: add this guy
      www.roosterteeth.com/members/profile.php?uid=617025
      he's 1 of my best friends and ive known him since i was in elementary school
      he's really cool
      and ull notice he's really into zombies

  • Comments (3113)

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      just everything thats going on

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      sorry 4 being mean i have kinda been crying

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      yeah i am

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      no

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      *gives u cookies*

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      very proud

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      ok good

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      cause im tired of this all i didn't want more 2 happen and more people getting involved

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      alrighty

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      no unless u want 2

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      why

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      i should leave 4 like ever

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      ????

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      hey.....
      dont waste teh time on him
      its not worth it

    • HiddenBlade

      11 years ago

      my friend warned me that u were talking to him and yes hes been telling shit about me so yes im sorry for exploding.... i wnated what to say... im really pissed off right now so maybe its not the best time.... but ill talk so start over hello how are you?

    • sakublossom

      11 years ago

      please stop with what ur doing

    • HiddenBlade

      11 years ago

      yes? u gonna cuss me out also? who gives a fuck i dont care joey is a loser listen to him and whatever he fucking used my ex over and over.... everytime he would go to her he got dumped so whatever tlak to me tell me shit i dont care all i care about is her happiness so go ahead

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      lol
      ill take a peek

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      ill find a way
      besides i want to see what u say to him
      ^_^

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      i dont know who

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      they said id get her to move then leave in teh middle of the night

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      eehhh
      thanks for support
      but who knows

      oh and get this apparantly someone just said somehting else

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      might

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      yeah im prolly deleting this account after tonight

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      give it a day or two

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      lol
      gladly
      hiddenblade
      guys a fuckin cunt

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      yeah
      but unfortunately i only know one of the peoples

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      no cause of the asswholes that will keep talkin shit aobut me to her

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      thats just about it

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      saturday

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      it was a i need time to think

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      about

      but the main thing is was i asked her out
      and she said she had to think about it

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      alright theres this girl i love on thsi site
      and some otehr ass wholes feel teh need to drag my name through shit
      and tell her
      so htat was making things shakey
      and i dont want to deal with that shit no more

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      realy nothin

    • meowkitty24

      11 years ago

      hey

    • Kairi15

      11 years ago

      alright i guess

    • Kairi15

      11 years ago

      nm
      u?

    • Kairi15

      11 years ago

      waz up?

    • Akask1_chibi

      11 years ago

      thats good^^ and ok seeya^^

    • Akask1_chibi

      11 years ago

      aww^^ *hugs back*
      i've been good u?^^

    • Akask1_chibi

      11 years ago

      its ok^^ i thought u didnt wanna be firends no more^^;;
      *hugs* well its noice to talk to u agin^^

    • Akask1_chibi

      11 years ago

      hi^^^ nmu?^^

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      haha. well im uber tired. i barely woke myself frm dozing off.

      bye bestest buddy.
      luvrz ya!
      xoxo. hehe

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      hah.
      its an evryday occurance.
      il be fine buddy.

      thank u for the hug. . .
      u can let go now. . .

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      well yelling at my sis.
      getting trampled by my horse 7 timez.
      no joke.

      im sore frmit all.

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      ive had greatr days. and ive been missing u thats wut! lol.

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      hah. well if ur suree.
      other than that, how hv u been?

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      lol.
      i knew u wernt ok.


      its called ur best buds intuition. . .i think.

      happy bday to whomever.

      ull feel bettr i just kno it!

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      hah.
      well im tired.
      and a lil chilly but ill survive.

      lol.
      wuts goin on? u ok? u dnt seem ur normal outrageous self.

    • oh_la_la

      11 years ago

      uh nm.
      how are ya bestest buddy?

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