DrWill

Male
from the tulgey wood

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    • 7 years ago

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    • life...

      10 years ago

      DrWill

      well i should probably update

      i completed my physical requirements for my next rank in lao hu pa'i so i should be getting my purple sash soon which is cool because at this rank i get to learn phang wei lee which is snake im looking forward to that.

      my job is pretty much shit right now we are not getting any business so im not making any tips.

      things are going horribly shitty at my apartment. im moving out. i cant take it any more. i hate having room mates.

      i am really glad this semester is almost over. maybe the next one wont suck quite so much. and maybe next year will be better as well all though at this point it seems unlikely.

      i had a girlfriend for a while but she turned out to be a duplicitous whore who cheated on me. then i hooked up with another girl who i had been friends with for a long time. she told me all about how she wanted to be my girlfriend and have a relationship because she really liked me and thought i would be good for her and she had wanted to get with me for a long time. then we had sex and i haven't heard from her sense... being a notch in the bed post is awesome /sarcasm>

      my motorcycle still doesn't run im trying to get a car but i don't know how well that will work out.

      i have lost a few friends and been betrayed several times over the last year. i really hope shit gets better next year im not sure how much more happiness i can handle

    • need new journal

      11 years ago

      DrWill

      well i haven't actually done much on the site or posted a new journal sense july... wow...

      so latest news im waiting on my paperwork so i can go to Kuwait i will be over there for about a yeat to 18 months then i will be going to Florida to college should be fun im looking forward to it

      all i need is one more kata and i will be going up for my red sash in lao hu p'ai gung fu from what i have seen and heard hajimate undo no bo is the most boring and useless kata in the system but i have to learn it and after that i will be a red belt and i get to learn ci chen fa which is an awesome tiger kata so im looking forward to that other than that pretty much my life is boring as hell

    • why cant i?

      12 years ago

      DrWill

      why when i hold her do i want to cry ?

      other people can be normal why cant i?

      why when i think of what could be am i so afraid?

      why cant i heal the wounds she made?


      it should be known that the one referred to in the top line and the one referred to in the last line are not the same person
    • i feel dead

      12 years ago

      DrWill

      some times i think that the power that puts up on this earth does so not for ourselves not to serve our own interests but for each other that we are supposed to concern ourselves with the happiness and well being of others and not ourselves and if everyone cared more for the happiness of others than for there own then no one would ever want for anything or be unhappy because even though the made no effort towards their own ends and happiness there would always be some one there who did who cared and the world would be a much better place but this would never work because no one cares and i feel that the world is so far beyond repair that to try to uphold this ideal will bring nothing but pain and i know this because i have tried and it hurts and some times i feel like the NIN song right where it belongs i wonder if the world is really real or just a fantasy within my sick sad mind i thought she was real i thought what we had was special but i was wrong perhaps it was real to me but not to her it was all just a game for her a momentary distraction until she became bored with it and moved on to other things she was never really real i just made her up to hurt myself and it worked and no matter how badly i want her nothing i can do can make it real nothing in my life seems real any more no point to any thing any more my family and i went to the bridge on the paluxy river i had to force myself to walk off the bridge and sit by the car because as i stood there staring at the watter i couldn't stop thinking that all i would have to do is jump in an it would be it the flood waters and the undertow would pull me under and i could finally say good buy i cant control my thoughts any more i have become obsessive compulsive i don't want to die but i don't want to live ether and all the while i feel dead inside i don't know what i am doing any more or what i should do but i know if i don't fix myself soon i wont last i doubt any one will ever read this but it helps me a bit to wright it

    • i hate my life

      12 years ago

      DrWill

      Im feeling rather unappreciated and un loved right now my girlfriend dumped me not long ago because I was to clingy (which was the exact reason she gave me) and now I am in the process of being dicked out of my spot in the band I was in no one ever sends me comments any more on RT or myspace im falling behind in school because of all the work I have been putting into the band (for nothing apparently) I hate my job and my life has no meaning and I find myself wishing rather sincerely that I had never been borne

      … I wine to much I should stop now

  • About Me

  • Comments (983)

    • RaveSolid

      7 years ago

      I love you like woah :-*
      My awesome fiance <3

    • Neko186

      7 years ago

      Hey, haven't seen you in a while ^_^

    • RaveSolid

      7 years ago

      Stop...
      Being a brat :-P

    • RaveSolid

      7 years ago

      Stop being a buttface

    • RaveSolid

      7 years ago

      I love you like woah :-*

    • DrWill

      9 years ago

      ptetty good. 2 more weeks and im done with A -School. but i will probably be waiting on orders for a while.

    • AFKeeker

      9 years ago

      Things are going well here, just doing the normal things. How's life for you?

    • bloodyfairy

      9 years ago

      so...its been a while. what've you been up to and where the hell have you been?

    • bloodyfairy

      10 years ago

      i would just like to point out that she got shot in september, and that we weren't exactly talking then.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Sure I do. But my imagination is based in reality so I always try to figure out how my imaginings could survive if they actually happened. So there. :P

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I suggest focusing on breathing first. Without that in place everything else kind of falls apart.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Well, no. But I imagine you wouldn't live very long. What with the lack of oxygen and all. :P

      Why? Have you been thinking this?

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      That seems like it would happen a lot if you worked at a bar...

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I have no idea.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I work at a movie theater.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      No, she was just some random girl.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Maybe the non children version will have lasers. smiley8.gif

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Six other people? That doesn't sound like there's any way that could go well.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Same as usual. Which is to say, nothing interesting. :P

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Hi, how are you?

    • bloodyfairy

      10 years ago

      yea, i'm paying 37 grand b/c this is one of the best schools in the nation and there are med schools that will let me in just because i have an a/c degree. but they kick ur ass here, so if you can graduate pre-med with a decent gpa, you have to be a fucking genius. and i'm thinking about taking a couple courses at hill over the summer anyway.

      motorcycles are bad.

      i like wearing dresses, thank you. makes me feel pretty.

      although i have to agree with you on the whole "andrew in a tux" thing. it was crazy!

      sorry things aren't working out at your apartment, that really sucks. i really hope things get better for you.

      as for the girl thing, i stand by what i've always said. you just have to keep looking. it may take a while, but you'll find the right one smiley1.gif

      i hope everything else is going okay. ttyl!
      merry christmas if i don't talk to you before then smiley9.gif

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Yeah, that'd make it kind of tough.

    • shadowfox92 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Yeah, that's what happens when you don't sign on. :P

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      i got new pics. will you comment them? pleaaaaase

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      its 3:16am and ITS SPRING BREAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!!! c ya lol

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      lol im smart

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      U SPELLED SLIPKNOT WRONG

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      I WASNT TALKING ABOUT CATS OR MOUNTIAN DEW!
      psh and u call me random.

      BUTT SEX!

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      pshhhhhhh, kool-aid tastes bad. DUHR! everyone knows that! *pats you on your back*

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      i has no idea what that means but ill go with it! lol

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      H O R N Y ! ! !
      read it lol

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      horny

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      xD maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      stop fucking my couch!

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      MY ANKLE HUUUUUURRRRRRRRTS!!! fuckfuckfuckfuckittyfuckfuck!

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      i smiley12.gif penguins
      but not as much a platypuses

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      it depends if thats a good thing

      and i did scream and cuss
      but i didnt cry

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      oooooooooohhhhhhkk?
      lol i cant skate for a while cuz i fell on mybutt and a car ran over my ankle.
      so i cant do anything right now lol

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      *hugs*

    • halomaster8

      11 years ago

      sum1 needs a hug lol

    • MariaDawn

      11 years ago

      2008BestWishes.gif

    • silverkitten

      11 years ago

      To fight the man, why else would i do anything?

    • Vash001

      11 years ago

      that hurts

    • Vash001

      11 years ago

      bummer

    • Vash001

      11 years ago

      Im usually on during all of my classes...thank god Delta has wireless so i can type in my Creative Writing & Japanese classes...cant during Fencing

    • Vash001

      11 years ago

      whats up man its been a long time

    • Cat_Ninjas

      11 years ago

      yeah thanks. and good luck on that smiley1.gif

    • Cat_Ninjas

      11 years ago

      looks like its been 2 weeks since i dropped by...


      so whats up?

    • Cat_Ninjas

      11 years ago

      dont worry man i generally have the same impact on people...shes diferent tho...anyway dont lose hope i'm sure you'll find someone sooner than you think

    • Cat_Ninjas

      11 years ago

      i sure as hell dont...

      and i sure as hell already have someone awsome woot!

      ...sorry dont mean to rub it in your face or anything...

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