DreamFairy18

Female
from My Own Musical World

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    • ..........

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      Was i put in this world to feel nothing but sadness,
      despair,
      and Pain;
      Whenever I have a little happiness?
      Why can't i ever be happy
      without have to suffer so much?
      It just hurts so damn much
      I don't want to feel this anymore.
      Why can't somebody take it away!
      Take all my suffering away!
      If you could,
      Would you please?
      Or are you just going to let me die like this;
      Crying on the floor
      With the knife ripping at my skin,
      bleeding to death.

    • Uuhhg

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      I wish there was something i could do,
      But I just can't...
      well can't think of anything
      that will make it work.
      It sucks that i can't do anything,
      nothing at all...
      all i want to do is sand down all the rough ends
      but i can't finder the sander
      and the rough ends keep getting rougher and rougher
      which makes it impossible
      and makes me feel worse
      because all i can do is sit back and watch
      but i want to do more...
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    • got bored...

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      1. Your Name:

      2. Age:

      3. Fave Color:

      4. Eye/Hair colour:

      HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

      1. Are we friends?

      2. Do you have a crush on me?

      3. Would you kiss me?

      4. ...with tongue?
      5. Would you enjoy it?

      6. Would you ever ask me out?

      7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

      9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
      10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

      11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me?

      12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

      13. Do you/have you talked crap about me?

      14. Do you think I'm a good person?

      15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

      16. Would you let anything happen in that bed?

      17.Do you think I'm hot?

      18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
      19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

      20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

      21. what do you rate me outta 1-10?
      ----------------------------------------------------------
      About yyou;
      Name;
      Hair Color;
      Hair Style;
      Any Pericings;
      Any tatoos;
      Planning on getting any;
      Anything i should know;

      About me;

      What do you think about me;
      My hair;
      My eyes;
      My body;
      Anything you want to say about me;

      Have you wanted to;

      Hug me;
      Kiss me;
      Hold me down and kiss me;
      Hold me;
      Talk to me;
      Anything not listed;

      Have you wanted me to;

      Hug you;
      Kiss you;
      Kiss you non-stop;
      Hold you;
      Talk to you;
      Anything listed;

      In the future you see;

      Us;
      Us as friends;
      Us at our wedding;
      Us at a hospital;
      Us with kids;

      What do you think i see in the future;

      Us;
      Us as friends;
      Us at our wedding;
      Us at a hospital;
      Us with kids;
      ------------------------------------------
      If we met under the mistletoe...


      Would You kiss ME?
      [ _ ] YES
      [ _ ] NO

      If YES..
      [ _ ] CHEEK
      [ _ ] LIPS

      Do you even need a mistletoe to kiss me?
      [ _ ] YES
      [ _ ] NO
      [ _] HELL NO!
      ____________________________________________________

      would you...

      [_]go out with me?
      [_]give me your number?
      [_] kiss me?
      [_] let me kiss you?
      [_] watch a movie with me?
      [_]let me take you out to dinner?
      [_]let me drive you somewhere
      [_] take a shower with me?
      [_] be my bf/gf?
      [_] have a fling with me?
      [_] let me buy you a drink?
      [_] take me home for the night?
      [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
      [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
      [_] give me a piggyback ride?
      [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
      [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
      [_] lick my cheek?
      [_] dance with me?
      [_] let me make you breakfast?
      [_] help me with homework?
      [_] tickle me to death?
      [_] let me tickle you?
      [_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
      [_] play strip poker with me?
      [_] say yes if i asked you out?
      [_] get wasted with me?
      [_] instant message me?
      [_] greet me in public?
      [_] hang out with me?
      [_] bring me around your friends?

      D0 Y0U...
      [_] think im cute?
      [_] think im hot?
      [_] want to kiss me?
      [_] want to cuddle wit me?
      [_] want to hook up with me?
      [_] want to have sex with me?

      ARE WE...
      [_] aquintences?
      [_] friends?
      [_] in a relationship?
      [_] gonna have kids?

      AM i...
      [_] smart?
      [_] cute?
      [_] funny?
      [_] cool?
      [_] loveable?
      [_] adorable?
      [_] compassionate?
      [_]annoying?
      [_] great to be with?
      [_] attractive?
      [_] mean?
      [_] odd?

      HAVE Y0U EVER...
      [_] thought about me?
      [_] thought there might be an "us"?
      [_] thought about hookin up with me?
      [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
      [_] wished i were there?
      [_] grabbed me?
      [_] had a crush on me?
      [_] idolized me?
      [_] wanted my number?
      [_] had a dream about me?
      [_] been distracted by me?
      [_] wanted to have sex with me?

      ARE Y0U...
      [_] happy you know me?
      [_] mad at me?
      [_] thinkin bout me?
      [_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor

    • written by me..

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      I sit here tired
      and I feel all alone in this world.
      with nothing to grasp onto
      nothing to keep me from falling into the endless nothingness.
      It's dark and cold there.
      I don't like it
      but i can't leave
      oh how i wish i could leave.
      to leave this black hole
      would bring such color into my life
      the color that i need
      and the warmth i would like to feel.
      if someone could take me from this nothingness
      and end this horrible feeling
      forever i'll be in their dept
      thanking them from saving me from such misery.
      I still sit here
      all alone in this world
      waiting for the day to come
      when i will be free.

    • why...

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      why am i being forced to go some where i don't want to go
      Why am i being forced to send a night with him.
      Why am i being forced to deal with this sadness.
      Why am i being forced to deal with this anger.

      why why why
      is all i ask myself
      so again i ask
      why?

      Why am i being forced to live here and not there
      Why am i forced to feel ashamed for him
      Why am i being forced to hide all that i feel
      Why am i being forced to go live with such a mess even if it's only for a day or two.

      why why why
      is all i ask myself
      so again i ask
      why?


    • also written by me..

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      Reality is scaring me
      and haunting my dreams
      there's no where for me to hide
      not even in my mind

      I need to find somewhere safe
      somewhere i can hide
      but there's no where for me to go
      I guess i'll be haunted all my life

      I wake from frightful dreams
      to only find a frightful day
      I look everywhere i can
      to find a place to hide

      I need to find somewhere safe
      somewhere i can hide
      but there's no where for me to go
      I guess i'll be haunted all my life

      ...forever I'll be haunted...

    • just something written by yours truely..

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      I look at him
      and tears well up inside.
      I just can't help it.

      I can't help what i see
      what i think
      what might happen...

      My heart cries and cries
      at every thought and sight
      domething, someone help me.
      help me please!
      I just want these images and thoughts
      to just get out of my head.

      I see him there
      with his long hair
      and i can just picture
      picture the cigarette and beer in his hands,

      I can't help what i see
      what i think
      what might happen....

      My heart cries and cries
      at every thought and sight
      something, someone help me.
      help me please!
      I just want these images and thoughts
      to just get out of my head.

      I can picture them
      in a hospital room
      hook up to oxygen and slowly dying...
      and it makes me want to cry
      cry all me life,
      because i couldn't help them.
      so i sit hear with sadness and fear
      just waiting for it to happen...

    • ppuuurrrty pleaze?

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      1. Your Name:
      2. Age:
      3. Fave Color:
      4. Whats your sign?:
      5.Phone Number:
      6. Location:
      7. Height:
      8.Hair (color and style):
      9.Piercings/tattoos:


      ***HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...


      1. Are we friends?
      2. Do you have a crush on me?
      3. Would you kiss me?
      5. Would you enjoy it?
      6. Would you ever ask me out?
      7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
      9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
      10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
      11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
      12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
      13. Do you/have you talked about me?
      14. Do you think I'm a good person?
      15. Would u take a nap with me?
      16.Do you think I'm cute?
      17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
      18.Would you dance with me?
      19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
      21.Are you a virgin?


      ***What Do You Think Of My?

      1.Personality:
      2.Eyes:
      3.Face:
      4.Hair:


      ***W0ULD Y0U...
      ___give me your number?
      ___kiss me?
      ___let me kiss you?
      ___watch a movie with me?
      ___take me out to dinner?
      ___drive me somewhere?
      ___hug me?
      ___buy me food?
      ___take me home to meet your family?
      ___would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one?
      ___sing car karaoke w/ me?
      ___sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
      ___re-post this for me to answer your questions?
      ___come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?


      ***D0 Y0U...
      __think I'm cute?
      __want to kiss me?
      __want to cuddle with me?

      ***AM i...
      ___odd but fun?
      ___cute?
      ___funny?
      ___cool?
      ___interesting to talk to?


      ***HAVE Y0U EVER...
      ___thought about me?
      ___thought there might be an "US"?
      ___thought about hookin up with me?
      ___found yourself wanting to kiss me?
      ___wished i were there?
      ___had dreams about me

    • 2019 years ago

      DreamFairy18
  • About Me

  • Comments (925)

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      yeah..I knmow....

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      then I just missed yoohs!
      Well I read the thingy...and well it explained somethings.....my mom always thinks I have a hole burning in my pocket...
      but I really don't like being in control....I don;t like cause it doesn't feel right...

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      Well I was kinda hoping you were going to get on...but...nope so ...I think I am going to say I ment both last night and the night before that...

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      um...a bit to late but Night...
      I was too

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      aawww that beath no fun. ttyl

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *ultra poke*
      hhhmmm me comp wont load 4chan... now i cant get more cat girl pics...

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *mega poke*
      tho it is entertaining when ppl do nyaa lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *poke poke poke*
      well at least ye havnt made the mistake of nyaa-ing lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      its just annoying cause me bro wont get off me comp so i cant play anything and me mom is sleeping on the couch so i cant watch tv
      *pokes again*

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

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      i have still got like 6 hours to kill b4 i can fall asleep lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      20030716.jpg
      yeah and he is one of the few humans i find atractive so its a major back off warning

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      yeah and now i have to keep me friends away from him. apparently calling dibs isnt enough anymore lol.
      *pokes*

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      japan. he is pretty cute from the pic they sent lol. every1 who has seen his pic has thought he was a girl

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      right now incredibly bored. but i get an exchange student in almost 1 day so im exited

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      konichipu. how be ye?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      poke.gif

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      umm it's okay

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      yea i guess so

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      I am not trying to...........I only screw with David because It is fun.....

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      yea but you are too. lol

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      yea.

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      HAHAHA.....She would been right a few months ago..
      I thought so...

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      oooooo. well i live in a place with hills mesa's and i just run up there and as far as i want too then turn around and run home. haha

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      yeah. i have to
      and y can't u?

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      lol sounds fun unlike me i just get up and run like at 5:30 /6:00am

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      ummm well i'd have to say that it's pretty much the same

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      yea. so anything exciting?

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      yea i have but that was a while back so yea

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      nothing much just sitting and talking to you. and others

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      haha it's okay.

    • sassywassy

      11 years ago

      hey
      what's up?

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      there is a method to my maddness...
      I just increased maximum drooling time!!!
      ^^ yay!

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      hehehe Hell yes!!!
      but if Cass get's on I might get in trouble I am kinda counting that she will be drooling to...so I don't get in trouble....

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      How did you read that?
      I deleted it

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Chelsey I need you to get on
      I need someone to talk to before I do any more stupid things T,T

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Call me ASAP tomorrow if you can go

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      DAMNIT
      I missed you
      Wanna go to the game tommorrw?

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      CHELSEY POIRIER!!!!!!!
      YOU GET OFF WITHOUT ANSWERING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHH

    • Devil_killer

      11 years ago

      nice pics all of them

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Yea
      Ah well
      I haves to go soon T.T

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      No :(

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Okay does this sound healthy?
      Chicken salad no dressing
      a bannana
      2% milk
      and hard boiled eggs

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      This sounds like something you'd like
      But this is for me

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      O.o
      That sucks

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Nice
      I'm out of books
      Cept for P and P

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      I'll prolly be cleaning >.<

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Lol yea
      Hopefully tomorrow will be better

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      Lol
      Finished Eldest
      Was bored on comp
      Was bored on TV
      all in all, very boring

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