DreamFairy18

Female
from My Own Musical World

  • Activity

    • singing!

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      "I'm singing in the rain! I'm singing in the rain!
      what a hap hap happy feeling it is to sing in the rain!

    • Dedicated to Someone Special...

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      He puts on a mask to hide himself
      and she waits for him to take it off.
      Not wanting to let anyone see his true form
      but she really wants to see.
      Keeping his distance from other people
      She get's as close as she can.
      There was one person who seemed to watch him
      She was hoping he wouldn't notice.
      He wasn't sure what to do
      and she stayed hidden watching.
      He decided to leave the shadows
      And she watched him come near.
      Forgetting about his mask he walked into the light
      She saw a beautilful man come from the dark.
      When he met her eyes
      she started to smile.
      He smiled back at her
      and she knew she met his true self.
      He no longer cared if she could see
      and she loved what he was.
      He stopped hiding from the world
      and she became his world.

    • someone.

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      A gun is in my hand
      pointed at my head;
      someone pull the trigger for me.
      A knife is in my hand
      wanting to do more then scratch the surface;
      some dig the blade deep into my skin.
      A rope hung on the highest tree branch
      I sit on the branch with it around my neck
      Someone push me off to hang to death.
      A bath is filled with water
      I'm ready to drown myself
      Someone hold me down so i don't come back up for next living breath.

    • Poem

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      Scratching at her wrists
      trying to draw her blood.
      Sharpening her nails
      Just as a cat does.
      She has only just scratched her skin
      She doesn't see the blood yet
      But she keeps scratching
      Like it's the only thing she can do.
      She hides these scratches
      by wearing her sleeves long
      So no one will see how desperate she is to leave the world.
      She doesn't use a knife
      She uses her claws
      As sharp as a cat's
      Ripping at her skin until she is satisfied.

    • Sick of this!

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      How can they hurt me like this,
      The ones I'm so close to.
      They act as if they aren't doing anything
      But I know they're going behind my back.
      I'm sick and tired feeling like shit
      And it's going to all stop;
      even if it hurts me so.
      Because I can't take this pain
      All these feeling bottled up inside.
      They need to know how I feel
      And I'm not going to hide it anymore.
      It's over,
      It's threw,
      And I'm sick of both of you!

    • I can't tell them..

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      I really want to tell them what is on my mind,
      but the words never come out.
      they stay locked up inside of me,
      waiting to explode...
      but they never do.
      I'm just to afriad to say such harsh words
      or hurt anyone's feelings;
      yet they have or had no problem with hurting mine.
      I now just feel like shit
      and this feeling just won't go away.
      I wish i could tell them,
      If only i could.

    • Forever...

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      It's been quite a while since i've written something sappy...and this short...


      Forever here in your arms is where I'll stay.
      Forever here I will lay.
      Never let me go;
      I want to feel your warmth
      I want to feel your breath on my skin.
      Never let me go;
      I want to slowing drift away so the sound of our hearts beating
      And to here you whisper in my ear.
      Never let me go;
      I want to stay here forever...
      With you.

    • I sing......

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      I sing to someday know it's my worthwhile dream
      I sing because i love it,
      because it brings life to my world.
      I now sing for pain and sorrow
      To get away from this cruel cruel world.
      Dreaming was so stupid
      they are now nightmares.
      I sing all the sad notes in the world
      i sing for the people who've been hurt.
      i don't sing for me
      or for fun;
      it's just something i do now
      good or not
      i don't care.
      I'm just gunna sit here,
      singing away all the fear and suffering.
      it's my only way of escape......

    • poems....

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      I'm the reason their hearts are torn
      I'm the reason they're in pain
      but I feel like it should be their own fault
      but i feel as if i'm to blaim.
      I'm sorry i can't fix this
      I can't help for loving him
      and being her best friend.
      But she needs to know
      I loved him first
      and he needs to know,
      if he loves her more
      to just let me know;
      so i can help end this mess
      and let them be together
      eventhough it would break my heart.
      but i love him enough
      to give him up
      and let him be happy
      even if i'm not.
      ______________________________________________________________________

      I'm sad and lonely
      as tears run down my face.
      they keep coming and coming
      forming a puddle at my feet.
      this puddle keeps growing
      it's turning into a river.
      no wait it's now a sea!
      I'm too sad to try and swim
      I'm too sad to keep living.
      I'm drowning in my tears and sorrow.
      there's no one here but me.
      only i can save myself
      but i don't want to
      i just want to die.



    • story

      11 years ago

      DreamFairy18

      She sat on the roof top thinking and staring at the full moon above. Her black hair blowing in the evening breeze and her hazel eyes glowing almost red in the moon light looking about her surroundings. "I need to drink tonight, I'm losing my strength and power." Just then, she saw a lonely mortal walking along the street. She got up and jumped down from the roof quite clumsily and followed in the dark keeping her distance from the girl. The girl wasn't very old, about late teens, she looked as if she was suffering from a broken heart. As she watched the girl, she thought, "I'll end her suffering for this one night, I'll help her forget why she's so sad. I'lltake that memory away from her when i drink from her." She continued following. She was silent on her feet, the poor mortal girl never would have heard her coming. Just as she was about to close in on the mortal, something attacked her from behind. "What the...." She fell to the ground dizzy and looked up to find a black cloked figure standing over her prey for the night. She just sat there and watched as he took her dinner, still a little dazed. He was tall, dark, and in an odd way, quite handsom. She didn't like him though, there was just something about him that made her shudder.

      After he was finished she got up and hit him in the stomach and he fell to the ground in pain. "What the hell was that for! She was mine and now you have taken her from me! I needed that blood."

      He was silent for a moment, until he finally said, "There still some left."

      She glared at him and walked over and drank her share, feeling her stength and power returning to her. She walked over back to him and as he was about to get up she pushed him back down. "I wasn't planning on killing her, but since you had to but in, I guess she had to. I hate vampires like you! I don't see why we have to kill every victim, but you sure like the thought of killing all the innocents in the world. Wel, I'm leaving now to take care of this girls lifeless body. Don't follow me!"

      She walked away from him and grabbed the bottles out of her pocket and filled it with the remaining blood; for emergencies. She stored them back in her pocket and picked up the girl and headed to a cemetery to put her in her grave. As she laid the body in the hole she saw that same dark figure hiding in the darkness. She was furious that he followed her, but she would take care of him later. She covered the girl up with dirt and went into the darkness where he was hiding. She snuck up behind him and grabbed him by the throat and threw him up against the tree yelling, " I thought I told you to leave me the hell alone and not to follow me!" She looked him in his eyes, those dark green eyes and asked, "Who are you anyways?"

      He met her gaze, " I'm Drake and I know very well who you are miss Valerie. Your hot tempered additude gave you away."

  • About Me

  • Comments (925)

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      lol i one upped meself! i just glomped a room full of japanese girls. there was 1 pair of cat ears so they would put em on whoever entered and i glomped em

    • Zaku22

      11 years ago

      Hey wat up

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      can I borrow them for a day when I get back...please?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      its a day i live for lol
      *pokes*
      wow me friend somehow talked me into spending the day with her...

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      good night Chels!!
      sweet dreams and stuff!

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      Can I put it on myspace and tagg people?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      kitty.jpg
      bye then

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      thou doth not knoweth the importance of friday to cat girls?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      and its not even friday! if it was then i would have an excuse to look at cat girls

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      lol yeah i hate the waiting game. it takes forever

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      ah. i doth not haveth anything 2 do 4 another 2 hours.

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      lol logging on and off alot eh?

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      i fell asleep I had like 4 things of soda which I shouldn't have done...

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      sure? cause im usualy in the "ill stab ye if ye get to close" mood

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      is it strange if im in a huggy mood?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      yes it was

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      what was realy funny was the look on her face when i glomped her. she then taught me how to be a better otaku lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      went out on me boat and me friend thought it would be funny if she had her exchange student wear cat ears around me

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      lucky lol. at least yesterday was entertaining.

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      well i be bored. exchange student at school lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      closest friend

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      I'll put you as playmate...and hmm I am gunna put you one another one

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      Night Chels!!!
      Sweet dreams and stuff!!
      If you can remeber your dreams....cause it is something fun to try and do.

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      yay!
      *waits for nyaa*

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      then all ye need to do is nyaa!

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *thinks*
      well ye can either nyaa and make things intresting ortry and think of something else

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      doth thou wanteth to do something or do ye have no idea what we can do online?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      thats what im here 4! nyaa!

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      keeping me exchange student occupied. and developing an alt personality so i can ask a girl out. how be ye?

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      konichipu!
      *pokes 3x*

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      *hugs back* ( the felt kinda awekard on my end but okay)
      I know
      but I know I can try to to do the rightthing...but some select things in my past..make me..well really easy to convice(close enough word to what I mean)

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      aaww but sleep is for the weak. even me beard agrees with that. night then

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      yeah okay....
      maybe I shouldn't think tonight...
      Lisa and I both have a gut fell that.....nvm...you know what I mean It is realted to the frist dream I told you about

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      yeah yeah 11:30 I will get off
      i won't
      I am not gunna i am gunna think about the past...

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      once again couldnt resist
      *pokes with beard*

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      ok good. that means i should tell ye im not wearing pants

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      Good Night Chels take with you tomorrow...
      I kinda need to go think about some thigns so talk to ya later

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      sorry couldnt resist. im just to lazy to do any form of schoolwork anymore. thats what happens when ye start playing world of warcraft lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      ya i skip most of me schoolwork lol
      *pokes with something other than finger*

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      well im semi bored lol

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      no problem!!!
      yeah the Flood levels are always really dark and creepy and the Flood is a parisite that reanimate's bodies and uses's them and can take over living organisms...
      and they pop out of no where and the don't stop comeing

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      I remember you saying you wanted to learn how to play Halo...I am willing to teach you it isn't that hard....
      and don't play certain level in the middle of the night with the lights out it can get pretty scary...it has me on edge....

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      Heheh know what I'll teah you Halo if you want....
      I should prolly have a 360 by the time I get back so I can get COry to let me barrow his halo 1 game and we good

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      me bro is teaching mine 2 play halo right now lol

    • ihateukyle

      11 years ago

      *pokes*
      lol exchange students be fun

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      you know very well that I have my own Kitty moments too

    • Zexion2552

      11 years ago

      new piccy's go look when you get the chance okay?
      please!

    • harpie19

      11 years ago

      No one, just an elf

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