DumbCaboose

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from Rochester, NY

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    • For the life of me

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      Lately, life has been strange. Everything happens way to fast. A while ago I posted a journal which you may have read. If you haven't, go read it now, becuase otherwise what I'm about to say will have less meaning. The journal told you about a girl. And about a decision I really didn't want to make. Well, after that journal post, I woke up and went about my day until the time I went to her house.

      Everything was going great, and when it was about mid way through the second movie, I thought it would be a good time to tell her the plan and how I felt and everything. So, I told her the plan, and then I told her I loved her. She said that she loved me, we kissed, and it kinda went from there. So yes, at the age of 13, I had sex with my best friend's 16 year old girlfriend while on her couch watching harry potter.

      That happened fast egh? Well, barring useless details, we had sex again. And just to give you a bit more info, the first time, since she didn't say "Come on over, lets have sex" and since I didn't see thats what she had in mind, we did it unprotected. The second time I used protection and she was on the pill, so the second time there was only like a 3% chance or her getting pregnant.

      Anyway, about a month ago, I got home from seeing "Mission Impossible III" with my brother at around 11:50, and got on AIM. I saw Kayleigh was on. And thats kinda weird, cuase she usually isn't on that late. I was about to say "Hey whats up" but before I could type the "H" she IMed me and told me she was pregnant. Now, just to let you know of a little bit of what was going through my head right then, my parents are extremely religious.

      And a while back, they found out my brother had a girlfriend. They were about five seconds from sending him off to boarding school so he could never see her again, when I had to do something. I did some research, and it turns out, she has cancer. So I told my parents that she wouldn't have long to live, and sending him off to boarding school was a waste of money, and they would have less control of him there anyway.

      They had her over to the house and they had, I kid you not, three pages of rules. Not rules for them dating, rules for the, being friends. They had everything, how close they could be, how much time they could spend together, and like, they could enevr be alone, everything. So clearly now, they send me out everywhere with them, becuase they trust I will keep them out of trouble. I let them do whatever they want. Funny they trust the one that ends up getting in the most trouble egh?

      Anyway, me and kayleigh didn't say anything for a bit, but what do you say to that? After a little while, she asked if I could come over so we could talk about it. I said of course. Becuase thats really not something you can talk on AIM about. It's all downhill to her house, and thankfully the moon was out, so it only took me about five minutes to get to her front door. I walked in, and her parents were right there. There was a split second pause on my part, I was thinking what in the hell are they doing riught here?

      It turns out, they found the pregnancy test with the positive readings in the garbage, and went up to her room like "wtf?" and saw she was talking to me about it. You don't have to be very smart to put that one together. It was actually her dad that told me to come over. A trap, I suppose. Thankfully, I know her dad pretty good. I used to talk to him during the basketball games, seeing as how shes a cheerleader, I can't talk to her until after the game.

      So he knew me, and he knew how over my life would be. I mean think about what they were about to do for my brother when they found he was dating. We're talking boot camp and no xbox, tv, computer of phone for two years. Thats prolly what they would do. So he said he wouldn't tall my parents as long as I was never anywhere near Kayleigh again.

      And it took me about two hours to find my way back up all the hills to my house in the pitch black. Anyway, I had two best friends that always said I could turn to them anytime, and now one won't talk to me anymore becuase she got an abortion, and he belived I could have done something about it. There was nothing I could do, thanks to New yorks fucked up form of goverment. But I'll stop rambling now. I hope I've explained a bit more of my life.

      Lets hope I find a way to stay alive...

    • The number four

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      These are four songs, or peoms, or pouring out of the souls. Whatever you wish to call them, here are four snippits of my life in a ryhme like manner.

      A life of deciet
      Things go wrong, things go right.
      This goes long, that gets tight.

      SNAP! Goes the problem.
      BOOM! Goes my head.

      Things get complex, I get distressed.

      SNAP! Goes the problem.
      BOOM! Goes my head.

      Why must things get complicated?
      Is it becuase I've never dated?

      SNAP! Goes the problem.
      BOOM! Goes my head.

      One thing leads to another.
      I better get going, before I get beat up by her mother.

      SNAP! Goes the problem.
      BOOM! Goes my head.

      I shouldn't have lied.
      Now it feels like I died.

      CRACK! Goes the gun in my mouth.

      My complexity
      These unmade decisions,
      Those unclear choices,
      Why must they cloud my mind?

      I used to be able to write.
      But it seems whats in my past
      Has turned around and taken a bite.

      These thoughts,
      Those regrets,
      Why won't they give me any peace?

      They swirl in my mind,
      And tie my conscience into a bind.

      I haven't eaten in a while,
      Becuase my mind has been tossed into a pile.

      And that gun barrel is looking quite tasty.

      The reaper
      When is the true middle-age?
      Freinds die so quick, like my life's turning page.

      Death had been dealt.
      There goes the Reaper with another pelt.

      I thought the fun would never stop.
      Now I have to make a report to another cop.

      Death has been dealt.
      There goes the Reaper with another pelt.

      I was never one to make a speach.
      Now I have to get up at the funeral and preach.

      Death had been dealt.
      There goes the Reaper with another pelt.

      Is this God's sick joke?
      Or is it another of Satan's hateful pokes?

      Death had been dealt.
      I think I'll fold before I melt.

      Turnings of tables
      Why must things change?
      All I wanted was for things to stay the same.
      Why does it happen so quick?
      All I wanted was some time to think.

      He used to pick me up every time I fell.
      Now I'm wearing black in the rain,
      Listening to the church's ringing bell.

      Life used to be so simple.
      I used to be so glad.
      Now all of this around me,
      Makes me kind of sad.

      Does she even care?
      I shouldn't have gotten involved.
      Everyone told me to beware.

      Life used to be so warming.
      Death used to seem so cold.
      All of these problems,
      Make me feel really old.

      Why must life become so bitter cold?
      And why does death start to feel so warm?
      Why is all this happening?
      Life isn't what I was told.

      I invisioned my life perfect.
      I didn't plan on becoming her pick.

      Life has let me down.
      And everything is changing.
      Only death has stayed the same.
      And on it's door I'm banging.

    • Welcome to my life

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      Well, I've taken some time off to let the small number of people that actuly view my profile more then twice a year just how I've been doing lately. I suppose it would be best to start from the beginning on this one. Oh, aren't you happy. I'm making the story longer. Anyway, me and my two older brothers have all followed the same rule; we are homeschooled until we finish 8th grade, and then we go to the local high school. Well, my brothers went off to high school last year, and, always the good basketball players, made the team easily. So, I went to their games, and, me being me, made many freinds at the school. One such freind was my first freind there. His name is andy, and we were instant freinds. My other best freind there, is a girl named kayleigh. Talking to kayleigh was easy, and we get along together great (she thinks im hilarious) and, not very long after meeting her, it was very clear she wanted to date me. I didn't make a move, and when summer rolled around, I decided it would be the best time to make a move. When I was making some final touchs to my master plan of asking her out on a date, I found out (thats another story) that she had a boyfreind. Now, this was my first hearing of any boyfreind. But, I thought we would be ok, becuase once i made a move, she would dump whoever she was dating and move onto me. Not a day after I find out her boyfreind is none other then my good freind andy. Now, I don't need to explain why this has become so complex. But, besides just that, it seems she is waiting for me to make a move before she does anything. And, not just that, if I dont make such a move soon,(all her freinds keep pressuring me to make a move) she is going to think I dont care about her, and move on looking for another guy. Now, I've been talking to about twenty people about this alot, and they all agree the best possible senario, is she dumps him, and then waits for him to find another girlfreind before moving onto me. Now, it's pretty clear that she will not know to do this if I don't let her know about this "plan". So all of MY freinds have been pressuring me to talk to her about it, and finaly the chance has arison. A while ago, I took her to the movies, and she convinced me to see harry potter and the goblet of fire with her. I didn't want to, becuase I hadn't seen any of the other movies, and I told her just that. And she came right back and said that we would have to watch them all one night then. Well, I was talking to her last week (friday the third) and she told me that her parents were going out of town for this weekend (friday the tenth) and she wanted me to sleep over and have a harry potter movie marathon. So, everyone (her freinds and mine) think this is best time to make the move, and tell her the plan. So, here I am. It's 5:11am, and I can't sleep. I have to get up in an hour or two, but it's no use. Wish me luck people. EDIT: It worked perfectly, thanks to all who helped. p.s. to anyone reading this who I play online with, you need to get on now. You need to hear everything that happened.

    • new york man...jesus

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      well, here i am at 3:31 am. its 15 degres, and i just learned a couple days ago that the rochestor police have recorded 52 homicides in the last mounth and a half. ho rah. i also wanted to thank you all for the mods, and i got my pictures from googleing "blue explosion" cause that was the backround type thing i wanted for my new myspace. i found a really cool website, and took the three coolest pictures and choose from the three i then posted all three here. if you want to se the website, here she is EDIT: it was too long for this site, and was stretching the page alot, so im posting the link down below in a personal comment.
      and for those who enjoyed our videos, we have gotten our .net website finaly, but were still working on it as of now, so have some patience and ill post er when shes ready. for thsoe of you who have no idea what im talking about, heres the temporary site: www.freewebs.com/dumbgamer88 (for those of you who cant get this link to work, thats been happening for some reason. just copy and paste and dont use mozzila firefox)

    • temporary new site...

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      due to site problems with the upcomeing switch to a .net site, we have temorarily changed dg films over to a freewebs site. so if youve been waiting for the next redvsblue, what better way to kill time then watching what teenaged guys do on the weekends. we now have episode 1 of training grounds out. the fight scene is a bit edited, due to retarded shooting of rockets and a stubbern refusal to have more than one take. the adventurer twisted is a bit scraggley sound at first, and is all just me add-libbing. most of the cool and funny stuff that happened in that were completly by accident. we got enough of a following that we decided to grab us a bit of a store. its just a t-shirt makeing company that we had make us some cutom shirts, so if you do decide to give me money, what will happen is we will buy the custom shirt from the retailer, and give them an address to send the shirt to. so we wont be doing anything basicly. heres the link: www.freewebs.com/dumbgamer88
      hope you enjoy. EDIT: the link isnt working, so youll have to copy and paste. EDIT 2: im forgetful. but i went snowboarding on opening day (today) and only the expert trail was ready...my ass hurts. in other news i finaly got mypicture thingy to work. feast your eyes on my intoxicateing pics.

    • graveyards grow larger...

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      18 yr old guy. 14 yr old girl. kiss kiss. smootch smootch. the girls parents. the girl. argue argue. the guy. the girls parents. a gun. bang bang. kidnap girl. the cops. search search. day 2. find guy. find girl. dead. guy get charged as adult. law hammer go smack smack. electricity bill go high this winter. the cold. the death. my city. they grab hold. hold tighter and tighter. city go pop.

    • no one is safe...

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      you want to know about my life? i live in the city with the highest murder rate in new york. 40 people, all under 17, have been killed this week alone. wanna know something else? im under 17. the odds of me dieing in the next week or so is 3 to 1. everbody is talking about some sort of police-enforced kerfew. sigh. ill be on more later. ill fill you all in as i get more info. EDIT: just saw a guy running for the new mayor, and he said that he supported the kurfew idea. great.

    • what do you do...

      13 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      sigh. life shouldnt be this hard. dont know what im talking about? listen to this. a little while ago a good freind of mine did something bad enouf to be grounded for 45 days. now, 45 is a long time. the only other person to be grounded for that long is me. so obvisously i have to help him thru it right? anyway. the first step to helping him thur this is to find out what he did right? so. i ask his sister, who i also know very well. she refuses to tell me about it, and suddenly she has to go. heh. im not that dumb. so i ask another friend of both of us. his says he wont tell, and that he had told her to block me. and guess what he does next. i have an idea of what ol t-bill did to get grounded for so long, but i need to know. sigh. normaly im good at finding out secret stuff. seems to be more going on then meets the eye. ill get back to you on this one.

    • stupid images...

      14 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      ...the picture save on my comp is fucked up, so im stuck with a question mark.

    • me gamertag...

      14 years ago

      DumbCaboose

      ...watch out for my bro phil...hes not as good or cool as me...

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  • Comments (22)

    • horehay552

      12 years ago

      dude that sux real bad! srry to hear that

    • Peacemaker10

      12 years ago

      Hey. I was woundering if you had WoW. If you do, can u send me a trial, cause I don't know if i will like it (and if i sign up, you'll get a month free) Thanks! Message me for my e-mail.

    • horehay552

      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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    • SgtRobbo

      13 years ago

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    • QuietKill

      13 years ago

      how is oblivion i was thinking on getting it

    • QuietKill

      13 years ago

      hey u play GRAW?

    • horehay552

      13 years ago

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    • Kaibutsu

      13 years ago

      Hello!

    • DumbCaboose

      13 years ago

      search someplace else fagget

    • Brock88

      13 years ago

      hi how are you today? im currently on the search for the mothership

    • horehay552

      13 years ago

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    • horehay552

      13 years ago

      np bud, you seem like a really cool kid

    • SophiaM

      13 years ago

      it's a shame those wonderfull pictures you have aren't biger, much biger, i could have used them in sigs and etc

    • eggbert666

      13 years ago

      got new pics come check them out. tell me what you think

    • cybermonkey2

      13 years ago

      Hah, you were the 6th or so comment on episode 68, nice.

      P.S. - I got a new Xbox and renewed my account, you should see me on live tomorow or sometime around that time... Yeah.

    • DumbCaboose

      13 years ago

      ok now im mad. its still stretching the page down here. if you want the site, ask for it and ill send you a message of it.

    • BennRH

      13 years ago

      CABOOSE IS NOT DUMB!!! HES JUST SPECIAL!!

    • HaloDude2400

      13 years ago

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    • DumbCaboose

      13 years ago

      ooo. little bit fiesty today.

    • cybermonkey2

      13 years ago

      I need to smack you.

    • Zelda72

      13 years ago

      Hey there newcommer and/or user that was not been on in a while...welcome to Rooterteeth.com......if you have any questions any at all feel free to message me with them...I'm be more then happy to answer....so again welcome have fun and enjoy...also if you wish to send me a friend request do so i'll accept
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