FearMyFairy

Female
from My House, Dayton, OH

  • Activity

    • IT'S ALIVE!!

      9 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      So....

      It's been....forever since I've been on here....

      i'm gonna need to update photos. FO SHO!

      LOVE YOU ALL!,
      Bonnie!

    • Currently Rotting on Coke

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      So tonight I have drank about a liter of coca-cola...before trying to pound out this rough draft of an explanatory essay that's due in...about....8 hours. I'm down to the conclusion and taking a break...which was supposed to be like...5 10 minutes and is now almost 40. YAY for procrastinators!

      I have no point in writing this, other than the fact that it took me 6 hours or so to get my internet working again and now I don't want to shut the computer down, for fear that next time it will take me even LONGER.

      Does anyone know where i can get a large capacity external drive for pretty cheap? LET ME KNOW...

      and PATRICKfriggingRPGman...get with me, kid. You gotta help me figure out what the hell I'ma do with my system...

      Leave me some LOVE....
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      Talk to you skanks later!,

      *Bonnicarus*

    • Digging myself into an even Deeper hole

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      I ran away early morning....leaving just about the time when you can logically call it morning. I ran and I didn't want to come back, but here I am...sitting in my room again...Debating on if i'm going to go to sleep or just tough it out...debating if i want to eat anything or if i'm just going to vomit all over my monitor. I'm debating on why I came back....instead of letting the cops come and get me like my mom said she would have them do. Debating on why I am the only one that can see the terrible things in my house. Sure, I have things nice. Food, clothes (for the most part), a roof over my head...all provided....but things are the 'leave it to beaver' life that my parents pretend we have.

      My dad's on so many medications, i'm surprised that he can even comprehend enough to know that when he calls me names, I can't stand it. My mother works too hard. She tries to make up for what's wrong in my house and tries to pretend that we're better than we are and my brothers...they're just growing up.

      My house is emotionally unstable. People YELLING at each other all the time and my dad constantly telling me how terrible i am...how i'm lazy, even a bitch, or a little shit....how i'm pretty much nothing....that really gets to someone after a while. I might not have physical abuse in my life, but i sure the hell do have a lot of mental abuse....


      HA. then i get asked if i want to go see a psyciatrist. HELL NO. they won't help me any. "Here ya go, have some pills." I'm not going to be like my father. I don't wanna talk to a shrink, because they have NO idea what's going on. I don't want to BE a shrink, because people will think the same thing i do right now. I don't want to spend another 8 years of my life in school. I want out of high school, get a quick degree and get something that pays me what i need to live comfortably. You can't tell me that 100,000 a year isn't comfortable. It's sure as hell is a lot more than my parents make.

      I'm airing the dirty laundry and I'm tired of people trying to be better than what they are. Don't put me down, telling me to shut up and calling me names, and then turn around and expect me to call you "sir".

      I'm not a baby anymore.

      *Bonnie*

    • Seventeen, Here I Come

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      It's official.....I have like...two days left until i'm 17....and I hate my immediate family.

    • Birthday Party Details!!

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      To those on this list:

      Deanna
      Phillip
      CaraLynn
      Allen
      David
      Patrick
      Nichole
      Scott
      Katie J.
      Katie F.
      Ben
      Megan
      Mike G.
      Alex

      We are meeting at my house at 12:30pm on Friday the 4th of January.

      538 Grafton Ave.
      Dayton, OH 45406

      We are then going to Spaghetti Warehouse.

      Then to see Sweeney Todd at 4:20pm at Regal Cinemas (Unless we decide otherwise for random movies....so yeah.)

      If you have any questions, you can call me at 684-0092....(or if your parents have questions, because all of us know they STILL do).

      I will be 17 and YOU will be there.

      Love you all,
      *Bonnie*

    • Sickly Update

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      Laryngitis and Bronchitis.

      that's what i have. WHAT THE HELL!?!...i'm always getting sick. This is lame.



      My voice is gone, which kills me, since EVERYONE knows how much i LOVE to talk and sing and laugh. Well, currently I cant do any of that and it's driving me INSANE!

      I miss my Jimmy. I'm so use to seeing him EVERYDAY and right now, it's been two days. :( I heart him mucho. <3

      Anywhoodles. Christmas was good. I worked the day after and had to call of today to go to the doc's. PAYDAY TOMORROW! woooooooooot! I have to work the 31st, 4pm-8pm, but it shouldn't be bad.

      Those of you're listed below should respond to me ASAP (and if you're not on this list but know the people on here or talk to them, let them know to get in touch with me) because I have important stuff to talk to you about concerning my birthday festivites on the 4th of January 2008 (if you're not on here and would like to take part in the fun, let me know):

      Phillip
      Nichole
      Patrick
      Alex
      Deanna
      Cara Lynn
      Allen

      I have probably forgotten a few names, because i'm going off of memory, and if I did, I will contact you soon and/or update this list.

      Calling me would do no good, so txt message me if you've got the cell number. I would love to have someone to "talk" to right now. lol. Later taters!

      *Bonnie*

    • This is how we do it...

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      Wow. good times all in one week.

      -My bestie <sister>, Tasha, is back on military 'break' for the holiday.
      -I get to stay over at my boyfriend's house tomorrow.
      -I get called a 'sexy pillow' by mr. wonderful
      and
      -No one disturbed the sleeping couple when we had nap time today.

      I must say, I love the people closest to me.

      although I did have an attitude encounter the other day when visiting Patrick. (Anyone who knows me should know that if you make plans to do something with me or hang with me, you'd better keep them or contact me and let me know plans are OFF so that I don't waste a whole fucking day waiting for your ass.)

      That being said,

      1 week and 6 days until my 17th birthday. I'm not having any big party or anything, but would LOVE to hang with all my ninjas. SO!, anyone wanting to do something that weekend, let me know!!

      Love you all.
      *Bonnie*

    • ugh

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      So, Christmas is almost here, i'm almost 17 and I'm really wishing i would be turning almost 18...and that this hell they call HIGH SCHOOL would be over.

      I can tell this is going to be the LONGEST year of my life. -_-

    • Quick Update

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      YAY SNOW....that's all i have to say....oh!!! and....PENGUINS ARE ON MY DESKTOP!!!!

      :D

    • This week (December 3 - December 10)

      11 years ago

      FearMyFairy

      okay...this is my week...if anyone wants to hang or anything, let me know.

      Monday - working 4p-8p
      Tuesday - working 5:15p-9:15p
      Wednesday - free after 1pm
      Thursday - free after 1pm
      Friday - free after 1pm
      Saturday - working 2p-8p
      Sunday - working 1:30p-10p
      Monday - free after 1pm

      there ya have it. Lemme know if ya wanna do anything! (txt the cell!)

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  • Comments (64)

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      And to you too. Now where is my present? lol

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      Fuck yeah it was on the 4th!!!!!!!

    • OMalley013

      11 years ago

      Ah thats life isn't it but i hope it gets better for you

    • OMalley013

      11 years ago

      Good to hear, hope college isn't stressing you out too much, take care

    • OMalley013

      11 years ago

      hi, sorry for the late reply, im good, hows u?

    • gunfire

      11 years ago

      your not on

    • gunfire

      11 years ago

      howdy

    • anarchy46

      11 years ago

      hiiiiiiiiii im very board

    • anarchy46

      11 years ago

      hey check out my journal plz...thx

    • anarchy46

      11 years ago

      thx for the comment

    • anarchy46

      11 years ago

      hey comment my pics and ill return the favor

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!! that would be badass.

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      you might as well since you're bringing the car. lol

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!! and i'll deff have to keep a look out if it ever shows up in my driveway.

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      if you ever do, that would TOTALLY send my cholo points up.

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      i don't got the car, but i got the suits.

    • shawn666

      11 years ago

      thanx for thinking i'm a cholo.

    • spartanmasta

      11 years ago

      fun times. i wish i had those days sometime. but i try my hardest to keep myself occupied with friends to keep my mind off it.

    • Aggie09

      11 years ago

      mean lol

    • Aggie09

      11 years ago

      stop being so cute...you'll make me think naughty lol

    • spartanmasta

      12 years ago

      RAAAAWWWWWRRRRRR

    • Jeskid FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      Thank you very much! What do you think of DBP?

    • spartanmasta

      12 years ago

      unfortunately not. i some how got volunteered to go into work at like 11 in the morning when they know i don't do anything earlier than 2. i might get a job working at blockbuster. either the one right next to where i work now or the one in englewood since they fired EVERYONE at that store. my MSN is pretzel_2005@hotmail.com

    • spartanmasta

      12 years ago

      RAAAAAWWWWWRRRRR!!!! lol

    • Its_not_pink

      12 years ago

      Hey betch, dont tell me not to be online because you have to be online too to see me be online! ooohh. I dunno, wanted to bug ya ^_^
      ~Angie

    • EVApilot_011 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fanservice

      12 years ago

      Boonniiieee!

    • EVApilot_011 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fanservice

      13 years ago

      New journal Bonnie.

    • caboose_OH

      13 years ago

      Ok, c'mon then, lol.
      56101%20asp%20chain%20handcuff%20handsch

    • caboose_OH

      13 years ago

      well i have a badge kinda.., but i can get a metal one. ^_^

    • EVApilot_011 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fanservice

      13 years ago

      Ye be the Boatswain's 1st mate. Ye shall work with Tasha.

    • EVApilot_011 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Fanservice

      13 years ago

      Yahar!
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      I hearby offer ye a chance to join the crew of the Vanishin' Pearl...if ye accepts post this on yar images, an' I will find you a position on me ship.

    • caboose_OH

      13 years ago

      hey was no problem i had a great time to. would love to do somthing else later one.

    • gunfire

      13 years ago

      i dare you to try commenting my new pics

    • ellonwye11

      13 years ago

      PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people
      in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people
      in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever
      hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can
      bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night,
      SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to
      someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special
      and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When
      you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When
      you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely
      turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of
      getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in
      yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember
      the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell
      someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
      15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are
      great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight
      your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25
      tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this
      chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten
      years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143
      min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it
      is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be
      cursed w/ relationship problems. NO SEND BACKS

    • HazeyShade

      13 years ago

      Mehahaa Tag!

    • caboose_OH

      13 years ago

      You have been tagged, read my lastest journal.

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      i think it was cause i was unable to see anyone on my friends list either. But that was only for a little while.

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      why should i stay out of trouble?

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      This post has been deleted by a moderator.

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      Hey!!!!!!! whats up? me? nothin much as usual. Just chillin, doing homework, talking to people, and listening to music all at the same time. Things are going good though. Nothing bad has happened yet, unless i all of a sudden get the urge to start something because i would get bored. But nothing yet. I heart you mucho too. All is good. *much loves and kisses back*

      >Dino<

    • gunfire

      13 years ago

      that was just the past, I may still wish ppl a happy 420 but I dont celebrate it. I have asthma as well so your not alone. I still love you to an I always will

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      I didn't ask for the teeth........they just showed up. I like them though. It is what made me into a hella sexy vampire. Its awesome. Yes, i do realize that, that is why i get in trouble all the time. Glad you enjoyed my comments. *mucho loves & kisses back* hehehe.

      <Dino>

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      why would i stay out of trouble? I'm a rebal, the sexy bad guy........trouble is my middle name. hehehe.

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      oh rly? sexy man huh? well you are a sexy woman. : P

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      what are you trying to say about these comments you gave me? ; ) wink*

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      SWEEEEET!!!!!!!!!! my balls got your attention. hehehe

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      God.......apparently my balls tend to attract all you girls. This is why i take pride in buffing my balls. it makes them shiny and gets the girl's attention. it seemed to have worked on you.

    • ABC123ABC123

      13 years ago

      no problem ^.^

    • gunfire

      13 years ago

      I heart you to babe

    • shawn666

      13 years ago

      ok,ok.....bite my head off why don't ya. Then again.....I just had to make sure my thoughts about your comment were correct.

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