Forkinsola

Male
from Scotland

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    • Thats it!!

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      hammer and sickle once a month but i am really sick of what life is throwing at me i've been shoved down to rock bottom and my life is in shambles and i'm not going to spend my life like this.. i'm now going to go all out i don't care what happens but i am not having my life at rock bottom and i think life is losing its values so what do you want to know about me? or better yet what do you wanna know

      Also i'm going to end up either leaving the site soon or just dissapearing from everyone i cannot really handle this anymore.. i'm being shun away from things... and its becoming clear because of were i live and rumour sparking around and because of that i've been getting known as a cold-blooded nazi pig were i live and i am on the verge of mass murder

      But i think i should throw in the towel with life and just give death that early call because i have nothing were i am to keep me from doing what some people would not want me to do.... I cannot live with people calling me a nazi pig or some nazi peice of shit or the famous so far that nazi scum bag who should have been drowned at birth before " IT " started walking and talking

    • HAHAHAHA!!!

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      Well who wants to know what has been going on in my life? has anyone got something to talk to me about yet? well dont mind my comments section because i'm going to have a convo with myself for a cheap laugh

    • WTF!?!?!?!?!

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      What do you get when you get a gang of 50 and a building well you get a building under siege.. and i've started to eat aswell as sleep... but it's been half a fist size of food i've been eating every two days... this is getting out of hand.... Also i got another test... And it turns out i am actualy not right in the head somehow i think differently from a normal and insane person should think

      Things really do get weird eh? heck now i know why a small portion of my life if screwed!! well religions are pathetic i say to those who think there is a God " Your god is false your god does nothing for you and you pathetic attempts at life so really your just lost in a pool of lies and false hopes

      What hammer and sickle should i use let me know what you voted for
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      400px-Soviet_Hammer_and_Sickle_and_Earth

    • HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      This is the lyrics from The avalanches and the song is frontier psychiatrist


      Is dexter ill, is dexter ill, is dexter ill
      Is dexter ill today, mr kirk, dexters in school
      Im afraid hes not, miss fishborne
      Dexters truancy problem is way out of hand
      The baltimore county school board have decided to expel
      Dexter from the entire public school system

      Oh mr kirk, Im as upset as you to learn of dexters truancy
      But surely, expulsion is not the answer!
      Im afraid expulsion is the only answer
      Its the opinion of the entire staff that dexter is criminally insane

      That boy needs therapy, psychosomatic,
      That boy needs therapy, purely psychosomatic
      That boy needs therapy
      Lie down on the couch! what does that mean?
      Youre a nut! youre crazy in the coconut!
      What does that mean? that boy needs therapy
      Im gonna kill you, that boy needs therapy
      Ranagazoo, lets have it to you
      On the count of three
      That, that, that, that, that boy.. boy needs therapy
      He was white as a sheet
      And he also made false teeth

      Avalanches is above, business continues below
      Did I ever tell you the story about
      Cowboys! bit , bit bitches and the indians and, fron, frontier psychiatrist
      I... I felt strangely hypnotised
      I was in another world, a world of 20.000 girls
      And milk! rectangles, to an optometrist, the man with the golden eyeball
      And tighten your buttocks, pour juice on your chin
      I promise my girlfriend id... the violin, violin, violin ...

      Frontier psychiatrist
      Frontier, frontier, frontier, frontier
      Frontier, frontier, frontier, frontier
      Frontier, frontier, frontier, frontier

      That boy needs therapy, psychosomatic
      That boy needs therapy, purely psychosomatic
      That boy needs therapy
      Lie down on the couch, what does that mean?
      Youre a nut! youre crazy in the coconut!
      What does that mean? that boy needs therapy
      Im gonna kill you, that boy needs therapy
      Ranagazoo, lets have a tune
      Now when I count three
      That, that, that, that, that boy.. boy needs therapy
      He was white as a sheet
      And he also made false teeth

      Frontier psychiatrist

      Can you think of anything else that talks, other than a person?
      Uh ohh... uh oh, a bird! yeah!
      Sometimes a parrot talks
      Ha ha ha ha ha !!!!
      Yes, some birds are funny when they talk
      Can you think of anything else
      A record, record, record !

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    • When its happening it time

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      Well i got some sleep but i got checked incase i had something wrong.. and i do -_- Turns out i'm in a state of depression which stopped me from sleeping... and now its stopping me from doing what i normaly do.... and i've been hurled throw three doors which prevented me from moving for an hour... so i might have to run and hide for a while i don't know.. Damn i have some really crappy luck!... I'm in alotta pain around my back and sides of my torso never to mention the side of my ribs!!!

      Please tell me something to help me ease off the pain.... My own natural pain resistance is on a fail at the moment...
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    • DAMN!!!!

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      13 days of no sleep... Things are getting worse i am now losing my mind... I've now started to not eat or drink..... i feel dry and weak also relaxing music ( Dont ask really dont ask ) wont work... Drugging myself with 4 strong sleeping pills and they wont work.... Maybe i should find someway to sleep.... Someone lend me some some methods of getting some sleep please and i'll give you a hug if it works and i'll have another symbol on my journals to show how grateful i am of a method that works
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    • Maybe today

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      For a 12 days i have had not a single nights sleep my eyes burn, I can't think straight... I've even noticed myself blacking out and when i can see i notice that i was punching a wall... and i can only see when my knuckles are really sore and red... i've tryed all the old methods of trying to get myself to sleep and they wont work.... I've even drugged myself with sleeping pills... and still nothing... I think my sanity will break soon.... i dont know... Maybe i will break.... I need help... Please leave me some advice or a least leave me someways to get some sleep... If nothing works... I might have to drug myself until i can easily be taken advantage of and completely destroyed

      This is a request for help from those in my friends list.... Please lend me some assistance
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    • Back to the basics

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      Well i'm going to be waking up at 6:30am GMT 5 days a week monday to friday.... so mainly i will have very little time to prefom my usual things... but i will be on when i can... so i am leaving some images on this journal entry so please do not neg mod this and do not be an arse part and neg mod this because you think its nooby because i have very little time for arse parts because i'm in one of my " Evil moods " which people say when i am in it a Nazi mood which by the way if any of you think i'm a nazi or " know " i'm a nazi speak now because to those who say they Know i'm a nazi here is a message to you!

      Fuck The Fuck Off you genetically inferior idiots!!!! because the likes of you twats will not even be acknowledged for i am sick of you assholes calling me a nazi so Grow The Fuck Up and get a nother fucking life!

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      At the end of all my journals for this year the hammer and sickle will be displayed so get used to it for the year because next year is different

    • T.T.D.S.N.

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      I'm gonna make myself bald.... Set up my boundries, and rights then make a stand and i'm going to bring anyone down by the throat ( Not really by the throat just another way of preventing ) and make sure my point is made without any second thoughts and i'm just going to be a " Rebel " to some point of views but really... I'm beng me and if you have a problem with that..... Well tuff your just going to have to live with it

      Also to you all happy new year!! and as for me dont say " Happy 2009 " or " Happy new start to your year " or anything like that because mine was ruined and honestly i say this New year... Shove it were the sun don't shine because i am sick of new year here is the date and time for me hating it

      31/12/08
      23:50pm ( GMT )

      Sorry if this pisses anyone off but were all entitled to what we want to say

    • C.O.P

      10 years ago

      Forkinsola

      My new year is ruined.... i wont say why, I wont go under the radar.... Well i hope you people had a better new year than me! so with this journal i'm leaving a poll.. Enjoy your happy start and possible happy three or four days.... I'm going back to a educational facility this Monday so i will not be on as much as i was before Xmas *sigh* Well thats about it apart from the poll and please leave a comment telling me what you voted on

      Done by Sturmreich Stielhandgranate ( Forkinsola )

  • Comments (6294)

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Uh-huh....oookay

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Heh...Ooookay....Have fun with that...

      ((As you can tell I'm sick of your poor me I wana' die thing))

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      o_0?.....oookay...have fun with that.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Whats up?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      why?
      why would you give up?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      what do you mean?

      don't give up

    • go_naruto

      10 years ago

      If you are going to do what I think you are....I will...I will be very sad, so please don't!!!!

    • go_naruto

      10 years ago

      What!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      Don't go and kill yourself. Please, don't!

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I dont know..... I just finnished The Rissian Revolution

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      i wasnt making fun of him..... I was jesting at you

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      sorry ... Russian history joke...

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Did Rasputin put a spell on you?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      are you feeling better?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      Hey man how are you?

    • AI_Isabella

      10 years ago

      im kinda oki, im sick right now and wat about you?

    • stryker920

      10 years ago

      good, u?

    • AI_Isabella

      10 years ago

      hi lol wats up?

    • stryker920

      10 years ago

      jeez

    • stryker920

      10 years ago

      nothing really, u?

    • stryker920

      10 years ago

      uhhhhhh no thanks.

    • stryker920

      10 years ago

      *smacks own head* jeez..........

    • stryker920

      10 years ago

      r u drunk?

    • xXSangolXx

      10 years ago

      ^.^ *hugs*

    • theusedisme1

      10 years ago

      NO!
      thats not good!
      dont go no one wants u to die! smiley2.gif

    • theusedisme1

      10 years ago

      rele?
      so ima not be able to talk to you for a while then? smiley3.gif

    • theusedisme1

      10 years ago

      hahah i new that! lmao! how are you?

    • theusedisme1

      10 years ago

      oohh haha cool....how do u put a pic on a comment?>

    • theusedisme1

      10 years ago

      was that suppose to be hun?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      hey man how are you feeling?

    • fox_girl

      10 years ago

      hello

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      what are chemists?
      is there any ibiprofien product sold?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      yeah but don't you have a medicine store?

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      yeah pain medicine I always use it whein pain you can buy it anywhere really grocery or CVS

    • supergir101

      10 years ago

      im me?

    • xXSangolXx

      10 years ago

      ^.^ Thanks for what you said earlier on my profile picture thingy

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      haha well your still good haha

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      haha its alright

      man you were really good too it took us an hour haha
      it was like a tie haha

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      ok yeah I don't have the new maps but it doesn't matter if you or I host haha you didn't accept yet

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      you dind't accept yet!

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      ok haha I will

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      hey forkinsola haha my psn is kingthe13 if you want to play
      wanna play now haha?

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Umm.... I dont know what else... Insomnia

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Get someone to knock you out? shit IDK....

    • jpoc226 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      sleep yet?
      (check your Journal Comments)

    • YasaLang09

      10 years ago

      sure ok..... how do u know him though???

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      haha true but in MGS you have a nicotine addict haha

    • YasaLang09

      10 years ago

      i mean countimundi...srry... i know i did....

    • supergir101

      10 years ago

      u wanna chat on Im?
      I need to talk to u about something private!

    • YasaLang09

      10 years ago

      ok?? who do u know daniel??

    • Mast3r13

      10 years ago

      for me ,in that list, it is a tie between MGS and resistance

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