FullMetalFan

Female
from in my own little world

  • Activity

    • Dude......

      10 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      How long has it been since I've written on this. Hmm, couple of monthes. Interesting considering how obsessed you could be at first with this site. Kinda scary to think about.
      So yea, anyway. How is everyone's life? Mine kinda blows major penis right now.

    • Yay!

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      I'm soo Happy! My internet works now! ^^ And since I moved it;'s now in my room so I can do naughty things, eh heh heh, just kidding. ^^ Or am I!!?!?!? >.> <.< >< Just playin' really.
      So, I'm trying out for a play tomorrow, squee, can't wait. The Little Shop of Horrors is in Brick and I want to be either Seymour, Audrey or one of the chorus girl's. I'll even do the plant if I can. ^^

    • Hi

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      A Little Update for all y'all you care:

      I got home from VA about a week ago.
      My computer doesn't work so I have to wait for it to work before I can use it again.
      (I use my friend's computer's for this kinda crap. XD XD)
      I am moving soon in August.
      That shock you well don't worry.
      It's to the complex next door.
      I'm working on yaoi manga for anyone who cares.
      That's it! Bye!

      -Your Friendly Neighborhood Transgender ,
      Lauren/Joey

    • Back

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      Well, last night after being on planes all day, I came home from Disney. I'll tell you about it later because I'm to tired to type it out! XD All I can say is that I have just today to do all the unpacking and shit before I wake up at 5:00 in the morning for school. Which by the way the time I have been waking up at all vacation thanks to my fucking dad's family. You do't wake up that early on vacation! Well, see ya later!

    • Going Away......

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      Well, tomorrow I leave for Disney. I get off school but I get to sleep in and watch my brothers until my step mother comes home and my father as well. (At my dad's BTW) I will be gone until next Saturday I think. But I have a strong feeling, I won't come back. That something may go bad on the plane. So if I don't come back, thanks for being my friend and taking a look at my art. I would put up more but, Scanner doesn't work at my mom's and I'd rather not scan at my dad's since I'm always watched here. Anyway, hope to see you soon! See you all later! *Hug!*

    • Part-AY! ~<3

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      Well, my B-day Party is today. A lot of my friends are coming over and sleeping ovber1 Tonight is gunna rock! DDR, Guitar Hero, Video Games, Anime, fun, laughs, all the crazy shit that happens at my party every year! I can't Wait!

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    • Thoughts

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm not, sorry for moody Journals.

      One of my good friends is sick and it makes me worry.

      One of (who used to be) a good friend is still a bitch and doesn't know how to controll herself.

      Three of my friends know my darkest and deepest secret that I told them only about 2-3 weeks ago.

      I don't feel loved entirely

      I don't feel like anyone listions to me.

      I don't feel wanted.

      I don't feel like I'm cared for anymore.

      These are random thoughts.

    • Valentine's Day My ASs

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      Well, tomorrow is the day for couple's to express their love and all that crap. Why is it a day of wither such joy and peace and all one full of pain and anguish? Those who are in love can enjoy being with the one they adore and then others are sitting in their rooms, cold as they always are without the love of another. This holiday is ridiculous, all it is, is a holiday of frustration. I hate it all.

    • Fuck the World!

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      I seem to be nothing but a failure.

      Apparently I always do something wrong to be yelled at, I'm no good, I'm stupid, I'm fat and ugly, No on would possibly love me!
      I hate this world! People always treat me like shit and talk down to me like a fucking child, well I'm not.
      You know what, what if I just died huh? What if I just took my life, would anyone care then? Probably not because it's too concerned in it's own fucking issues.
      Society and it's people are to concerned about themselves, they don't care if someone is hurting. If someone doesn't feel like living anymore. What if one person isn't cared about to the point where they would take their life to end it all?
      What if that person was me!?

    • Sickly

      11 years ago

      FullMetalFan

      Well, this is day two I have been home sick. Yesterday, at about 2 in the morning I woke up in massive pain. My stomach felt like it was being eaten from the inside out. Then I started to vomit until about 4 in the afternoon, also running fevers. I tried to sleep it off but as I did that, I became dehydrated. Went to bed at God knows what time having only eaten a bowl of soup hat entire day.
      Today I feel a lot better but this morning I woke in massive pain. My chest felt like it was about to break and someone was pressurizing it to be as small as it could be. And my stomach also began to hurt. I fell asleep after about an hour of painful tossing and turning and just oke up about 15 minuets ago. Now I have a headache and my chest hurts whenever I breath in too deep. I hope these aren't the signs of my expected premature death.

  • About Me

  • Comments (350)

    • Devon FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Hey, come vote! rvb.roosterteeth.com/groups/forum/viewTopic.php?id=10942

    • Winry

      10 years ago

      That would be your second cousin.

    • Falco_PLUR

      10 years ago

      eh, so and so.

    • AnotherUser

      10 years ago

      Hullo, how're you?

    • Falco_PLUR

      10 years ago

      hahah yeah. hows life?

    • Falco_PLUR

      10 years ago

      :0

    • RikkuGrl67

      11 years ago

      Thanks for accepting my friend add :)

    • MissGlitter

      11 years ago

      Awww haha. If you need help, you know where to find me.

    • MissGlitter

      11 years ago

      I know. Haha I'm here for you in math class, trust me.

    • MissGlitter

      11 years ago

      Lol, thank you for having confidence in me Laur. <3

    • MissGlitter

      11 years ago

      Awww thank you. <3

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      Oh, by the way, why don't you update your info to be you? Like change your name to mark and your gender to male? Just a thought.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I'm going to be a little late tonight, sorry. I have to go to Mass, but will probably find myself in a half hour theological conversation with Father Will. I'll see you then.

    • MissGlitter

      11 years ago

      I can't. Sowwies. <3

    • sexy69

      11 years ago

      Happy valentines day

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I hope you're ok. Whenever you get this call me, I don't care what time it is.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I won't be in school tomorrow. I haven't been able to get any work done and my ADD is getting alot worse...I'm going to get tested within a couple weeks...I might have to go on meds...

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Helloa.

    • MissGlitter

      11 years ago

      Haha omg I love that guy.
      And the Power Rangers picture on your profile, omg!!!

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      Oh, you weren't in...

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      Hi, how was school?

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      Not cool...I'm going on XBL...I'll see about the mall tomorrow, call me anytime after 11

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      So not cool...is it just AIM or the entire computer?

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      sign onto AIM if you want to talk.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      <Joe and Bill Here>

      Can you come over?

      Go on AIM.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      *Flails arms wildly* Go on AIM, Joe wants to talk to you.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I called his house. He's out with his mother at a doctor's appointment. Sign onto AIM, or call me if you want to talk, I have to do homework.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I didn't go to 180, parents wouldn't let me. I didn't see him in school all day either.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I actually think he might have GASP though, that might be why. I didn't see him go to Chemistry so he might've skipped today.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      Link

      That's the male fursona maker, I know there's a female one. You might have to google it though.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      If you want to talk sign onto AIM.

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      It's Abe's birthday today. Tomorrow we're going over his house to play D&D all day. You could join us for that, but we're going to not be back 'till around 7 to 9. Call either Kenny or I so we can discuaa what to do.

    • Kaida

      11 years ago

      I TAG YOU! =_=

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      You've been tagged check my second journal from 24 October for more!

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      I don't know it's simply wired into me....

    • maxhalo

      11 years ago

      That was not anatomically accurate....

    • Chibi341

      11 years ago

      hiya lauren! im bored and read your 100 thingy...thing...yeah...hi! =3

    • Chibi341

      11 years ago

      u rocks my sockS!

    • xdisturbedx9

      11 years ago

      hi. Just a random friend request

    • maxhalo

      12 years ago

      Not bad, that's ceramics with Mr. Craft, right? He's a really nice guy, very easy going...I didin't do much work in his class and got an A. You're in my gym period, there's two gyms so that's a 50% shot at being in my gym.

    • maxhalo

      12 years ago

      I have fourth. I have English2-h and that being my best subject I might skip every now-and-then to hang out with you, I think you're in Leyna's lunch.

    • maxhalo

      12 years ago

      *do you have

    • maxhalo

      12 years ago

      What lunch to do have?

    • MissGlitter

      12 years ago

      HAHAHAHAHA OMG Lauren I love you.
      I may, I may not. Lol.

    • Winry

      12 years ago

      hi

    • FullMetalFan

      12 years ago

      I made a comment to myself! :3

    • maxhalo

      12 years ago

      He wants to be with you. You just need to give up yourself completely and hand yourself over into His care. That's where you'll be happy. Until that day you'll have a hole in your heart that only God can fill. Saying that He got you where you are will only get you farther from Him in the future. He's waiting for you.

    • MissGlitter

      12 years ago

      Uh, probably because my throat looked like a freaking scene kid puked on it.
      It was spotted.

      And hi, Kevin.

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