Havoc2007

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from Lacey, WA

  • Activity

    • Check it!

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Don't ask questions, just go there. It's a bunch of music vids that I made. Comment here or there. Later!

      Hey, does anyone know how to get this link to say "My Youtube"?
      http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=Havoc2007

      P.S. You have to copy and paste the Address in your browser's bar.

    • And I thought that intoxication was bad.

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      The power of death is intoxicating, isn't it? I'm finding myself more and more inclined to agree with Mr. Bluesummers. The human race is looking like a joke. Well, at least the idea that we were able to evolve anyways. Face it, we're on the bottem of the food chain here and I don't think that our ability to breed like rats would be enough to save us in reality.

      In all, if evolution was right, our very survival becomes a fluke, and Darwin proves Darwin wrong. Survival of the fittest is beaten by a evolutiobnary fluke. By those two laws, evolution and survival of the fittest, humans shouldn't exist. Unless we have a supernatural power looking over us, we should all be dead. Kinda gets you thinking about how important you really are.

      When life itself becomes a mistake, what do you do? You correct the mistake. That's all it would be, isn't it? The correcting of a fluke? Fixing a broken part of nature? We are the caretakers of the planet, aren't we? So shouldn't we do what we can to fix what's wrong? The more and more I think about it, the more the eradication of the human race begins to look more and more like the right choice for all life. If our species uses up all of earth's resources, but has the ability to travel to the stars, wouldn't it be like spreading a disease to the galaxy? It would be the smallest sacrifice for the greatest good. Billions of lives versus an entire galaxy, that's not even close to a contest.

      But we're selfish in nature. As a species, this train of thought will never catch on. It will be deemed as evil. Just because it requires us to make a sacrifice larger than the one we're willing to make. So, like I said, the power of death is intoxicating, isn't it?

    • Sicky!

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Yeah, well I think that I've come down with what's been going around. Fever, cough, aches, and whatnot. Been down for 5 days now and have missed a day of school already and if I miss tomorrow, I have to wait until thursday or next tuesday to retake a test in math that's REALLY important.

    • General

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Lesse, well I haven't posted anything in a while so I'm just going to go with a general update, ok?

      Lately I've made a few changes in my life. Severed ties, made new ones, reenforced old ones, and stuff like that.

      The first major change was that I decided that I wasn't going to attend a youth group anymore because I felt that I wasn't being fed spiritually, partly due to my own part and partly due to the actions of a few certain indviduals. So I've kinda scouted around and saw what other options I have. I've kinda settled in on a new group and are getting used to things there.And really like it there. It's small group so there's more of a discussion and bringing in new ideas than the leader, Gabe, just talking while we listen. And I'm begining to realize that one of the reasons that I left the old group was that I had created a kind of "niche" for myself over the 2 years that I had been there. And I didn't really feel right with that niche. But that was what people had come to expect me to be, so getting out of it and changing things there wasn't going to happen.

      This kinda leads my to what my second change. This one has to do with my realtionship with someone. I've known him for almost 4-5 years, and looking back, I kinda get the feeling that the friendship part there lasted alot shorter than that. Over the past couple of months, starting in August or July, he and I have gotten into some really vicious fights. Sometimes leading to the point where I've flat out ignored the fact that he exists as a human being. And recently I had made the decision to just walk away. Our relationship had gone to crap and I had just given up on him. I was tired of his lies and saying that he'd do things better, but nothing ever happening. So I just walked away and left him on his own. I know that he's going to talk about me, and that it's going to be bad. And that he's going to probibally come back too. So I've talked to someone that I trust about it and kinda been told that if he does come back that I just need to accept him for who he is. But I'm going to talk to one or two other people about it first and see what they think.

      The third one has to do with a youth group situation. Recently my church underwent a unofficial split. It happened because our senior pastor left for reasons still not fully known to me. And two of the youth leaders, who are both really good friends of mine, left too. Well now, they're starting a youth group and I've been invited to join. So I told them that I would probibally only be there once every few weeks or so.

      So in all, I came, I left, I was invited, and I'm soo lost it's not funny.So I've spent about an hour over the weekend in flat out meditation trying to sort this all out upstairs (talking about in my head, I live in a one story house). And I've been praying on it and still am confused beyond belief. So I'm going to go do my homework, listen to some Queen, and then either meditation or rapier practice.

    • Lord

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Ok, I just got the new Kutless CD, so I'm really "God-hyper".

      Lord

      Lord, you are my shelter
      I can hide in your love
      Rest under your eternal grace

      And I thank you for it.
      I thank you everyday.
      I do it every time I pray.

      You came here to give your life
      You surrendered it all on the cross
      You were even victorious in death.

      I don't deserve it, no one does.
      For we're all lost sheep.
      But you lord, are a caring sheperd.

      And I know, even if all you'd save was me.
      You would still have come down here.
      To suffer your final passion, nails in hands and feet.

      So Lord, take my blackened soul.
      Shape it for what you have planned for me.
      And God, I'll follow you until you call me home.

    • Ok, it's taken long enough...

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Well, I just kinda realized how much time I spent on here after refreshing the page 10 times hoping for it to magically have some kind of watch alert. So I think that with the exception of keeping an eye on the poetry thread, I'm gonna be calling it quits for a while. I need to find something better to do with my nights than spend them pasted to a computer screen. Maybe I can read Shakespeare, draw a masterpiece, or practice my swordplay. But it's gonna be something besides excersising my fingers on a keyboard. I'll catch you all around.

      Until our paths cross again, may fortune smile upon you all.

    • Wherever

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Lately, it’s been what’s on my mind.
      When I’m gone, who’s going to take my place?
      Who’s going to stand by you for all time?
      Who’s going to bring the smile to light up your face?
      Will you find a soul that is kind?
      That will protect you in the darkest of your days?

      The only thing that you should know,
      is that no matter how badly you get down low
      I’ll be right there with you, no matter where you go.

      Maybe, one day, I’ll come back through your door.
      And we can sit and reminisce about everything.
      All the times we’d walked together to the store.
      All the times, laughing, I’d begged you to onstage and sing.
      How having to leave shook us both to our very core.
      And dream of being spirited away on angel’s wings.

      Just one thing you should know,
      No matter how badly you get down low,
      I’ll be right there with you, wherever you go.

      So lets go,
      I’ll bring my love.
      Things can be like they were so long ago.
      There’s a gift that fits you like a glove,
      You now have the key to my soul.
      And we can fly away like a pair of doves.

      Just one thing you should know,
      No matter how badly you get down low,
      I’ll be right there with you, wherever you go.

      And we can run together,
      Be together everywhere,
      No matter place or weather,
      And I’ll always be there.
      With a heart lighter than a feather.
      As we float around the world, lighter than air.

      Just one thing you should know,
      No matter how badly you get down low,
      I’ll be right there with you, wherever you go. (x2)

      And I’ll be there at your side, wherever you go.

    • And this next song is couples only...

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      This is just a song about the state I'm in right now. The name of the song is "When you're near me" by Switchfoot. And it's just kinda describing me right now. Oh, and I know that it says "he". It's in reference to God. But for now, change every "he" to "she".

      "When you're near me"
      Switchfoot

      They tell you where you need to go
      They tell you when you need to leave.
      They tell you what you need to know
      They tell you who you need to be.

      But everything inside you
      Knows there's more than what you've heard
      There's so much more than empty conversations
      Filled with empty words

      And you're on fire
      When He's near you
      You're on fire when He speaks
      You're on fire burning at these mysteries.

      Give me one more time around
      Give me one more chance to see.
      Give me everything You are
      Give me one more chance to be near You.

      When everything inside me
      Looks like everything I hate
      You are the hope I have for change
      You are the only chance I'll take

      And I'm on fire when You're near me
      I'm on fire when You speak
      I'm on fire burning at these mysteries, mysteries, mysteries.

      (And you're on fire
      and you're on fire...)

      I'm standing on the edge of me,
      I'm standing on the edge of everything I've ever been
      And I've been standing at the edge of me, standing
      At the edge

      And I'm on fire
      When He's near me
      I'm on fire when He speaks
      I'm on fire burning at these mysteries.

    • World = Right.

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Right now, the best way to describe things is World = Right. Dancing last night was great. Tried to balance talking with dancing. Got to dance with everyone I wanted to and some people that I hadn't even planned on dancing with. It was awesome. Saw someone I NEVER thought that I'd see there. Nichole's a great dancer too. Was kinda late leaving but that's because I wanted to be there for the last dance. It was the theme from "Hawaii Five-O". And they did that one REALLY fast song from "The mask" and it was exhausting! I fell into my chair. A couple people that I was looking foreward to dancing with weren't there so that kinda sucks. But I've got a little plan in the works to fix that. *insert evil laugh* Oh well, catch y'all sometime.

    • Contest over and Tonight.

      13 years ago

      Havoc2007

      Ok, contest is over because I only got 4 entries after a week (and I want to post something on tonight).


      Swing dancing tonight! It was awesome!!! Kirsten, Jess, Crystal, Melissa, Andrew, Rachel, Caroline, and Darien all made it there tonight! My legs are killing me though, but it's so worth it. Kirsten brought her friend Tasha, got to meet her. Awesomeness.Oh and Mia was there too. Melissy couldn't make it, but we're just gonna take over a classroom sometime. Brought some late Christmas presents to a few friends. And best of all Christine (Evil teacher lady) was gone!!! I think I'm going a litte harsh though. Oh well, tonight was the second best night ever!!! If you want to know the first, you're gonna have to ask.


      And remember, be awesome to each other.

  • About Me

  • Comments (51)

    • UnleashedWin

      13 years ago

      Hi, I'm having a mod contest for who I am watching if you want to join just send me a message and I'll accept you in the contest its worth 50 mod points!

    • UnleashedWin

      13 years ago

      Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children comes out tomorrow! I'm counting down the hours!

    • UnleashedWin

      13 years ago

      i just got threw watching advent children omg it was so freaking awesome but heres tiny spoiler you get to see Aeris and Zak if you remember who Zak is..

    • iceDraco

      13 years ago

      Snafu
      Situation normal all fucked up

    • iceDraco

      13 years ago

      It's Fucked up beyound all recagnation

      About the AT-AT's it would be funny tough.

    • Jehuty

      13 years ago

      And "It's not the twist, it's swing dancing" is a great title smiley6.gif

    • llcoolbean

      13 years ago

      You forgot stupendous man!

    • UnleashedWin

      13 years ago

      Ya, I wish they bring it back on with new chars or something

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      Oh, whatever. He'll own them one day too.

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      No, I know what you mean. Bill Gates is just a greedy, greedy bastard.

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      It's a Nano. That's all I need for now. I'll wait and save up for the new one with a camera on it.

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      Yeah, they are all pretty common weapons. The hardest sword that I have to find might be the Masamune, because it's so popular it isn't always in stock.

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      Hey, you have to see the pics of my weapons in my images. How have you been?

    • UnleashedWin

      13 years ago

      Lol thanks for the comment of the LOTRs thing I luve it to I cant stop laughing whenever he hits the eye lol its so hilarious

    • king_tobo

      13 years ago

      No, sorry, I don't use IM.

    • Salohcin

      13 years ago

      that waas a typo, there aren't 112 hydrogens in sugar, but you got the point

    • Maidenscurse

      13 years ago

      lol maybe... do you really want to find out?

    • NightLover06

      13 years ago

      yea yea me very lucky! no worrying about college or anything...just have to graduate!

    • holpar

      13 years ago

      You know, whenever you get these kinds of things, just take it a run with it. Reply to the mail demanding something outragous, like a unicorn or a leprchan. It's funny how often they'll just drop it and leave you alone.


      That's it I want a pegasus.. that it what I will ask for a mythical flying horse and I amze with my very own minotaur

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      I know that Master Chief is a Petty Officer, but I'm a Sergeant rank in the Master Chief army.

    • Marine00

      13 years ago

      im not exactly sure... im just playing along...

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      By the way, Google has been getting more and more stuff on Sephiroth. A few weeks ago, I could only get about five pages on him. Now they have somewhere around thirty.

    • Culpable

      13 years ago

      Oh, I found that on Google. I thought it looked cool so I copied it.

    • Wafflehouse

      13 years ago

      I am someone you know don't look for me I know where you live and everything about you

    • Marine00

      13 years ago

      vote for me

    • Frazzer

      13 years ago

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    • moyes FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      Well, i cooked him in a pot of boiling water for a bit, then i put him on the BBQ and used the juices to make some gravy

    • nweasel

      13 years ago

      LoL. Yeah, the game really is THAT good, in my opinion. Then again, I am a Racing genre fan, and a Need For Speed fan. None the less, the game gets quite addicting.

      - nweasel

    • moyes FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      Are you an old member of the New Empire? Do you want to be? Sign up here

    • nweasel

      13 years ago

      Hey, thanks for the Image Comment Havoc2007. Yes, that is a REAL GAMEPLAY screenshot. It's frickin' amazing how good it looks. It's one of the best I've seen. It DOES look like something out of "COPS" though, doesn't it? =P!

      - nweasel

    • moyes FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      Vote for me, Moyes, here. It would be greatly appriciated

    • moyes FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      13 years ago

      Vote for MaiShadowX because...well...i told you to smiley0.gif ...JUST VOTE FOR HER!!! NOW!!! Or she'll hurt me

    • FlawedLegacy

      13 years ago

      hey, i was goin through my old pics/journals... u were interested in one of my 360 shirts, they're selling... FAST!
      if u want one of my LE's u should reserve them now, there's only 11 left!

    • Blue_Rules

      13 years ago

      Cloud had to kill Sephiroth because he may have been just as cool, but wasn't nearly as crazy.

    • CAB0053_001

      13 years ago

      Nice profile pic.

    • gdog

      14 years ago

      Hey you should come check out my new way awesome pics

    • ARTaylor

      14 years ago

      It is spelled Broly, and yes he should have kick Goku's ass from here to Namek. But of course the hero can't lose in his own movie. Although sometimes it doesn't make sense for him to win.

    • moyes FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      I haven't read any books with him yet (mainly cuz i can't find any) but i heard about him in 'Outbound Flight'

    • moyes FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      Winner

    • Phorpus

      14 years ago

      If you still don't know how to get awards, I'll tell you.

    • WiseDRGN

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • USMCTarawa

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • NOSFERATU137

      14 years ago

      sweet

    • geekygrl

      14 years ago

      Hey! You have some good tastes in music, but I'm not big on Guns N Roses. Though I have a friend who is :S

    • Havoc2007

      14 years ago

      You do, congrats. You know your music well.

    • NOSFERATU137

      14 years ago

      I’d tear my heart open
      If it’d show how much I care
      Then sew it back shut

      this ^ is blatently Scars by Papa Roach

      My heart is so empty
      And my thoughts so tempting
      And if I believe in the love within my soul,
      I’d say all the words that I know
      This is to try show
      That I want to let you know

      this ^ is Pieces by Sum-41

      Walking down the road of life, with only my shadow beside me
      I see you up there and wish that maybe you would find me

      and this ^ is Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day...

      do i win?

    • BaconHead

      14 years ago

      Amen to that. Love the history channel, history is the one core class I actually enjoy.

    • Havoc2007

      14 years ago

      Ok, if you say so. But i am a history buff.

    • WiseDRGN

      14 years ago

      i think u aint the biggest geek...

      c ya around...

    • Havoc2007

      14 years ago

      Yep, i'm about the biggest starwars geek you'll ever meet. The history channel is awesome, i absolutly love it.

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