Haylbays FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

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    • 3 years ago

      Haylbays
    • RTX!!!

      3 years ago

      Haylbays

      I'm totally heeere! I have reddish orange hair!

    • 4 years ago

      Haylbays

      He stepped forward, though his feet felt like they made of lead. He cleared his throat. Well, more attempted to. It was filled with his past failures and experiences. And that's very hard to clear out. There were so many things ahead, but not without getting through this first. A sound came out. Something resembling a syllable from some language. He couldn't get it there. The words were there, but they never could make it through the muck that was fear. Hands fidgeting in pockets, through the hair....into fists. The struggle of wanting, needing to speak but being unable to get the air to vibrate the vocal cords in the proper manner was all but maddening. Each time silenced just before the incredible recipe for saying what was so desperately screaming inside by the terror of the weight the words carried. Shaken to the very core, both by everything wanting something, anything to pass through his lips, and knowing that could never be a moment to come. And this drive is so strong that he can't step away, not, not even for a break. To give his mind and heart a moment to rest. Because there is no time away from this. It's in his every thought. It haunts him constantly. There is no solace from the torture this brings him. But there is no escape either. So, he waits. He is constantly on the brink of shattering, but holds steady, because he knows not any other answer for this tragic accident of falling in love.

    • This is the part where I tell you something.

      4 years ago

      Haylbays

      This is where I tell you it.

      Hey, I'm going to RTX!

      This is the end of me telling you something.

    • 4 years ago

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    • 5 years ago

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    • I'm in a play!

      5 years ago

      Haylbays

      I'm actually acting in a play! This is the third play I've been a part of, but my first time acting. I love it and it's so fun even though it's a small part.
      Things have been great over all for me too. My family has been really coming around to me transitioning and living as a woman. So has my wife's. All my guy friends who I ride bikes with have been super cool too. Life has been so great.
      Jolene

  • Comments (7217)

    • noirakita

      6 years ago

      Hello!
      I have returned, pretty much for good! Sending this comment to any friends who have been here a month or less. Hope to catch up with you soon!
      -noira

    • Steve88

      7 years ago

      We seriously have some catching-up Halo playing to do :P

    • HBogo FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Love the profile pic

      Post edited 6/22/11 6:37AM

    • redbatman

      8 years ago

      odd how i remember your username

    • CapDac

      8 years ago

      Sweeeeeeeeeeet

    • CapDac

      8 years ago

      Are there more?

    • CapDac

      8 years ago

      I demand to know from where you acquired this

    • CapDac

      8 years ago

      You got the belt?!

    • WaydeUltima FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      I need just the acapella. Like with no instrumentation.

      I could make my own if there was an official instrumental version, but there isn't.

    • LesLoveless

      8 years ago

      It seems I missed out on your FU day, but since you have shown me the error of my ways by giving me my turn and celebrating it, I must do the same!

      Happy late FU day! I would go back in time with the knowledge I hold now and wish you a happy FU day four days ago if I had a Delorean. But thank you for wishing me a happy FU day. :)
      It's always nice to meet friendly people.

    • Kaisonic FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      I'm sure you're just smiling because you're really happy about the promise smiley4.gif

    • Woo_HA27

      8 years ago

      oh hai FU

    • SailorTweek FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold RTX Head Guardian

      8 years ago

      Happy Featured User Day! smiley13.gif

    • Fizz

      8 years ago

      Hey man, how are you?

    • Woo_HA27

      9 years ago

      yea its a lot of fun.

    • whtsnk58

      9 years ago

      Well, I would assume it would involve the exchanging of shipping address, the sending of money (probably by mail seeing that I've yet to discover how to move money from paypal to my bank account) and then the shipping of said hard drive. As Surutar asked, if I can find it, I'll toss in my extra transfer cable to like $5 more, but I have no idea how much shipping would cost.

    • whtsnk58

      9 years ago

      There is nothing wrong with it, I just upgraded to one of the new Slim 360s, so I no longer have any use for my old hard drive. I'm saying $70 because I can only get $50 for it from GameStop, and one of the guys there said he'd give me $70 for it, but then he decided to just buy one of the Slims as well. So I transferred all my data from it, which includes the naked pictures and the requirement to have gnomes make it work.

    • Woo_HA27

      9 years ago

      hey I got skate 3 we need to shread sometime

    • sniperfidy

      9 years ago

      Hey you, get off my lawn!

    • saiyan_queen Ninja Turtle Fangirl

      9 years ago

      It's very pretty. smiley12.gif
      The new visuals are mind blowing... I was just sitting there blinking with mouth agape.

    • Fizz

      9 years ago

      Pretty good too. I've been living on my own now.

    • Fizz

      9 years ago

      Hey there,

      How are you doing?

    • Jay I'm Back!

      9 years ago

      Hey! Jason. Gotta add me back to your list man.

      That is if you remember who I am. smiley1.gif

    • DeathclouD

      9 years ago

      Nothing much for once. Watching Burn Notice and playing some GBA games. How's life with you?

      Oh also, I have a friend and a wife going in the army, basic. Figures all my friends are going in the military. But you're the one who started it.

    • Steve88

      9 years ago

      soz to hear that, well I have a degree in animtion (officially an animator) and I've been unemployed since i graduated in July.....there's fuck all work anywhere!! :(

      I'll re add u on live, see u soonhopfully

    • Steve88

      9 years ago

      haha awesome, well not awesome but I'm glad your career seems to be really taking off, lots of hard work but must feel forfilling and exciting at the same time?

      Yeahwhen you're back, we'll definatly hit it up on Halo again, I'm only on silver Xbl these days but I got a load of gold trials stored up for a rainy day :D

      What I want to do is those damned vidmaster challege achievements on Halo 3 and ODST lol, need to find three other people though hah!

    • Steve88

      9 years ago

      hey mate, how's it going? been what, years?? Happy new year, we'll have to go on Halo again sometime on co-op, olddays haha! :D

    • CapDac

      9 years ago

      Left you something in my latest journal. Merry of the Christmas, my friend.

    • LSA

      9 years ago

      Thing have been OK for me except, that I’m a zombie now.

    • LSA

      9 years ago

      Hey-a Bob, It's Tom, from the office down the hall.

    • jonco

      10 years ago

      feels good to be back

    • WaydeUltima FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Well, here's a guide in case you change your mind.

    • Mecatchfish

      10 years ago

      I was concerned about you. She looks much younger than that.

    • IdriveSHEILA

      10 years ago

      In reply to tucker29, #6:

      I already knew that, please play again. smiley12.gif

    • MoltenSlowa

      10 years ago

      ...you suck.
      But I'll take that as a yes and interview you when I get home via telefono.

    • yayap311

      10 years ago

      Of the first half i saw it wasn't that bad. Still need to get the game so i can finish it.

    • Woo_HA27

      10 years ago

      you see what moog part I can play now?

    • farty_11

      10 years ago

      i dunno what the germans yell.
      se hile!

    • loco_lobo

      10 years ago

      Oh-Hi.jpg

      Post edited 4/08/09 3:25PM

    • whtsnk58

      10 years ago

      No I did not. What was it?

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      I've read it. That must've been the worst part, making the jump.

    • Fizz

      10 years ago

      That's a big fear, because I'm affraid of heights. I don't know how it's going to turn out in a plane, let alone jumping from a plane. But i'll definately try it.

    • Woo_HA27

      10 years ago

      im getting sick thinking about it now

    • Woo_HA27

      10 years ago

      before the break-up happen I heard this song on the radio and I dunno it spoke to me

    • Woo_HA27

      10 years ago

      what I plan to learn

    • Mixermike622

      10 years ago

      You will never find me.

      NEVER!

    • CapDac

      10 years ago

      Yeah, uh, I don't read those bits ;)

    • CapDac

      10 years ago

      Hey man, what's your Gamertag? Figure I may as well add it now

    • Mecatchfish

      10 years ago

      Don't do it. You'll regret it.

    • Mecatchfish

      10 years ago

      Nevada. Las Vegas? Duh.

      Wait . . . what are you thinking?

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