Hostile

Male
from England

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    • Son

      13 years ago

      Hostile

      Through the glistening window I can see
      Through the thinnest cover of tree
      A white ball shining through the sky
      Casting shadows on my eye
      The pain is not a heavy price
      For the warmth and joy I realise
      While sitting in the daylight shade
      How much I love the light's cascade
      And just for a moment while I breathe
      The darkness can now cease to be
      The love of life returns to me
      The sun is all I wish to be

    • HEY

      13 years ago

      Hostile

      Merry fucking christmas! :D

    • Do I ever update my journal?

      13 years ago

      Hostile

      No, not really. lol. lol. LOL LOL LOL OLO OLL OLO LOOL OL OL OL OH GOD THE PAIN

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      This is only a distraction while I sneak around behind you and steal your virginity.

    • What Doesn't Kill It

      13 years ago

      Hostile

      If you're gonna kill something, kill it true
      Hold it down and break it in two
      Some real effort now pays off for longer
      Cause what doesn't kill it only makes it stronger

      PANICS is fucking funny! Oh my god, Rooster Teeth made me laugh again! I thought actual comedy was off the menu these days. Good work guys.

    • The Swedish are doomed...

      14 years ago

      Hostile

      ... Against the perfect, unquestionable military might of the British Empire!!!

      So, I've been saving up for this blog post. Here goes. First of all:

      I got my A-Level results. C, D and E. Without going into detail, I PASSED! I got the amount of points necessary to get onto the University course of my choice.

      Said choice is a Media Writing and Production course over at Bolton University, about 3 hours north-west of my current location. Yesterday, I got a letter confirming my place. Today, I got a phone call confirming my room at Halls! THIS IS EXCELLENT NEWS!

      Finally, an end to all the emo worrying I've been doing. That beautiful flare in the night sky that tells me it's all going to be okay. My swift and frantic freefall was not in vain, for here I am, ready to take on Uni. The last week's just been a constant plow of expendancy and exchange of currency. (I dont think I'm even using real words at this point). I bought 5.1 Surround Sound headphones (yes, headphones) for £60 and a DVD r/rw for £40. Meanwhile my mum has bought me about £100 worth of hygenics: Toothbrush, toothpaste, hairbrush, hairdryer, soap, acne cream.... everything a young boy takes for granted.

      I turned down painkillers and various ailment medications. For some reason, I have an aversion to the concept of taking drugs to kill pain. It seems like you're exchanging one weakness for another. Or maybe I'm just being a macho bullshitter. Oh well...

      The Grudge is a good movie although not quite up to the hype, Fueled is an awesome HL2 mod, Exodus' new album Shovel Headed Kill Machine isn't up to scratch with the Soaza material, NatWest is an evil bank and the only good gay porn is with lesbians. Those are my opinions for this blog, feel free to retort as is best befitting your nature.

      I'm really chuffed. I feel like just listening to Andrew WK till the cows come home. VICTORY STRIKES AGAIN! Thanks for your time.

      In my soul
      I am running
      Getting nearer
      (i am always getting nearer)

      For many years
      Of only hope
      You'd never leave
      (for many years i hoped you'd never leave)

      You are my faith
      You are my friend
      You are my family
      And i am coming

      So we can live
      For ever more
      In total love

      So we can be there when victory strikes again


      *After-thought* Oh yeah, I mentioned Human Fortress back in June. They're doing their first UK show at the Dominion festival, and I'm going. It's gonna be awesome, seeing that kind of medieval power metal live... totally unlike everything I've seen live thus far.

    • GMan Sings Andrew WK

      in Forums > GMan Sings Andrew WK | Follow this topic

      Hostile

      OK, I produced this in about 24 hours. It's a short (1:33) music video for an Andrew WK song.

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      Never Let Down (RAR) (5.09MB)
      Never Let Down (WMV) (5.28MB)

      Encoding information: WMP8 video 640x480, WMP9 audio 64kps.
      Bitrate: 766kps

      I hope ya enjoy!

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    • Generals gathered in their masses...

      14 years ago

      Hostile

      Just like witches at black masses!

      Ugh, my artistic angst has reached an apex. A series of recent events has led me to make some do-or-die decisions about my life, and currently it's all been pretty much die-die-die, with a hint of Frankensteinian pitchforks-and-torches "kill the beast!" mob mentality. I dont feel like I'm doing myself justice because I haven't written anything worthwhile in months. What I'm experiencing is not a writer's block but a writer's castration. Like someone's cut off my authoring apendage. I dont know why, I guess I need to work it out. Buy a nice big notice board, start writing notes on paper, start writing lyrics on paper, start creating connection charts. Start organising. CHOOSE LIFE! CHOOSE A CAH, CHOOSE A JOB, CHOOSE... etc.

      Now in darkness worlds stop turning, Ashes where the bodies burning! I really need to start a band, heheh. OH WELL! No time for this emo nonsense. I keep this journal so I can track my misgivings and laugh at them when I'm older, not so I can share my pain with others. Get lost, others! This is MY pain! >:-/

      And just for the record, I dont know HOW, but... thanks for the +5 Cool on my last journal post. I mean, all I do in this community is post "It sucks" in the Twokinds thread , and occasionally piss off the Metal! posters. Still, peace to you all, love your neighbour and listen to heavy metal.

    • Bodies of water which thrash violently.

      14 years ago

      Hostile

      Because violent thrash is what this life is all about.

      First, I'm gonna talk about music. Right now I'm listening to Dio - Magica (2001) for about the 400th time this week. There's a couple of songs I can pick out instantly as bad: "Challis" is pretty dull, and "Magica Story" is just a 20-minute spoken word track. However there's also some really golden guitar work in there. It's nice, slow, calm power (prog?) metal. Good stuff.

      I just got back from POS2, the metal nightclub. Oh my god the music was abysmal. The only good songs, out of about 5.5 hours of non-stop loud music, were by Metallica, Pantera and Tupac. There was a Slipknot song but I missed it. I danced to some Industrial, but it was shit. :/ I'm really pissed off that the whole evening cost me £10 and all I got was a hole in my wallet and some dull memories.

      Speaking of holes in wallets, I'm so broke that homeless people pity me. I havent had a job in eons, not since getting fired from Rainbow. Mum says there might be a week's worth of manual labour available to me at her place of work: I've no idea how that's going to pay, but atleast I will be able to afford POS2 for the next 3 weeks. Yes, I know that sounds stupid after what I said in the last paragraph, but I've got mates who are DJing, so it should be good.

      If I got a set, It'd be all power metal for the first half (Rhapsody, Dragonflame, Manowar, Dream Evil) and old-school metal for the latter half (Iron Maiden, Anthrax, Judas Priest, Black Sabbath). I'd probably be the only person who enjoyed it, but it'd be worth it. ;)

      Next, movies. So many good movies to see right now. Sin City sounds orgasmic, so that's a definite. King Kong looks like it's gonna be awesome, the teaser was REALLY impressive. War of the Worlds needs a watching too... :/

      No cash for movies unfortunately. :(

      In the world of comics, this is where my interests mainly lie right now. I've started downloading the DCP release packs, which feature all the comics they've released in a bundle... so basically I get everything as soon as it's scanned. Pretty sweet... I've started reading House of M, which is an exciting new twist in the Marvel story. I checked out a few DC titles, although of-course nothing really interested me. My devotion lies solely with Stan Lee. That said, Image have an interesting new mutant comic coming out which I think is worth further reading. I'm still trying to catch up on all my Ultimate loose ends. Ugh, so many comics, so little good sources for comics.

      Well, I'm gonna put this Elegacy album on and try to work out what it's all about. If you bothered to read all this, you probably need a hobby, but thanks for taking the time. :)

  • About Me

  • Comments (48)

    • Neoma

      11 years ago

      Summarizing you.

    • Sarge2091

      12 years ago

      Why am I your friend again.

      Honestly, I can't remember.

    • insane_eevee

      12 years ago

      wow just realised you havent been on for 6 months…
      yea…

    • Neoma

      13 years ago

      gayrickybob.ytmnd.com/

    • Evil_Nixon

      13 years ago

      Oh yes, Dr. McNinja rocks!

      Yeah, I do play a lot of instruments, but that's due to a high boredom level.

      Post edited 4/27/06 7:25PM

    • Dopp ROLL TIDE

      13 years ago

      I'm STILL ALIVE!!!! MOUHAHAHAHA!!!

      Damn, I was going through my old comments and saw one of those posts. You had a hit put out on me... yeah, obviously you didn't hire Boba Fett...

    • ToxicWaltz

      13 years ago

      yep..thts wat i do wen i hear tht song cuz its amazing!!!!!

    • Yunie_Chan

      13 years ago

      Oh yeah. Grrr... Watch out. You wouldn't like me when I'm angry.

    • Physalis

      13 years ago

      o well. i still like the comment. if you find some good rap, then point me in that direction. I'm still into heavy stuff like rock, metal, and then i also like classical.

    • Minx

      13 years ago

      For Whom The Bell Tolls just happens to be my favorite Metallica song. \m/
      Joey Jordison is like a man possessed when he plays the drums, it's amazing to watch.

    • jokingclown

      13 years ago

      Liberals = cool.

    • AmandaJ3162

      14 years ago

      Well I appreciate the "critique" but I am not looking for a machinimator because my current one is not capable. I personally think that the filming and editing for Episode 1 was superb.
      I'm looking for a new machinimator becuase my current one will not have the time to be a devoted machinimator becuase she will be focusing her talents on another series that will be coming up soon.


      By the way. I'm the current machinimator.

    • butch

      14 years ago

      excuse his rudeness, i see your full of political idea and artistic desires. then why do insist on bringing down something that is really good, and just ignore church he tends to get a little "over zealous" when people treat twokinds this way, but over all i agree with church. Please stop posting on the twokinds fourum, make your own dedicated for the anti twokinds.

    • Siege

      14 years ago

      So you liked Battle Pope eh? My favourite joke in the whole issue was the crucifix with the "Made in Taiwan" sticker on the back.

    • NotPollution

      14 years ago

      Wonderful.

    • Governator1

      14 years ago

      HOSTILE WILL PUMP YOU UP.

    • CerpinTaxt

      14 years ago

      mmm Rage Against the Machine

    • darkLoki

      14 years ago

      and what does that have to do with anything?

    • Hagbard_C

      14 years ago

      Holly shit man, your selection of music rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • MattZombie

      14 years ago

      Thanks for the freaking comment : )

    • willhung5678

      14 years ago

      i hate everyone

    • HeavyYeti

      14 years ago

      Ummm...hi?
      Lol...I think you being from England, the definition of Liberal there is different from here in the States....
      which would make us...the same? I don't know...anywho, you like Nintendo! And Equilibrium! And rock!

    • reSpawn

      14 years ago

      Add me to your Friends list, especially if you hate liberals.


      ...hey, what's with the change of heart? ;c)>

    • 5atan

      14 years ago

      how did u get the screen capture? ROM?


      yep.

    • Yunie_Chan

      14 years ago

      You're going to love this...

      I get to see Lamb of God live in concert this month!!

      I'm totally posting pictures!

    • jro_19

      14 years ago

      I like Liberals. Especially the ones that truly appreciate latex clad women.

    • Stalker362

      14 years ago

      I got that Burger King pic from a freind who decided to post it in my April Fools thread on another forum.

    • AndyissXe

      14 years ago

      ah... sorry to come off assholeish... people ride my ass all the time for being edge... i just thought you were another clit-sack

    • holpar

      14 years ago

      like you selection of TV shows...

    • SloeBombFizz

      14 years ago

      If you don't like liberals, you don't like me.


      No problem, there.

      Nice statement. Succinct and direct - as it should be.

    • Fireball DRUNK

      14 years ago

      Thanks for the comment =D

    • ThGrimReaper

      14 years ago

      That's a welcoming little "about" section...

    • holpar

      14 years ago

      Good list of TV shows

    • holpar

      14 years ago

      Great list of TV shows.

    • DoodIRule

      14 years ago

      i am a badass.

    • 3v3ry7h1ng

      14 years ago

      Why do I have to Cut My hair????

    • Kschenke

      14 years ago

      I'm actually a conservative, but agree to disagree!

    • holpar

      14 years ago

      Grim's adventure is one of my favs. I loved "here thar be dwarves" "Little rock of horror" There's another fave and the end sceen looks like the begining of Conkers, It is too funny . Hey thanks for stoping by. :)

    • kafeenaholic

      14 years ago

      Blarg, I hate Kid Rock, blah, blah, blah....

    • reSpawn

      14 years ago

      If you don't like liberals, you don't like me.


      ...I hate everyone, can we still be friends? ;c)>

    • ToolPackinMa

      14 years ago

      Effin A... YEAH! :)

    • Jiggady

      14 years ago

      Nice....Farenheit was awesome.....

    • MajikAly

      14 years ago

      He he. Sankoo for comment. Yes, gay Willow, *the only willow* owns. And her evil vampself more so. ^ o ^

    • Dementia

      14 years ago

      Hey great TV shows. I've watched all of them; especially neon genesis evangelion which is my favorite anime series and has the greatest movie to go with the series.

    • Kamikaze

      14 years ago

      Hey look, I'm all up in here.

      You know what's not funny? That you have Little Big Adventure 2 on your favourite games list.

      IT'S SITTING ON MY DESK RIGHT NOW GET OUT OF MY BRAIN YOU CLONE *plays*

    • AngeDeNeige

      14 years ago

      i guess? lol

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