IAMCHURCH

Male
from Oklahoma

  • Activity

    • E-Suicide

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      I'm removing my profile soon. I have nothing left for me here. My AIM is Austin is IAC if anyone needs to get to me.

      Thanks for the memories, everyone. It's been two wonderful years. I'll never forget you all. I'll never forget how I met the love of my life. I'll never forget the early struggle for awards. I'll never forget -100 karma. I'll never forget making amazing friends. I'll NEVAR 4GET.

      GG guys, GG.

    • ...

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      People need to think before they act. That shit gets old quick. And it's funny how people like that wonder why they can't have a stable relationship.

      In other news...I need help beating Halo 3 on legendary. Srsly, people.

    • I just spent...

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      ....an hour and a half regaining a bit of my sanity.

      I'm trying not to fall deep. I can't let myself get hurt again. I have a backup, though. This is my last go, and if it doesn't work between us, then I'm gone with no qualms about never talking to her again. I won't go into the details about how I've stuck around longer than any other guys did, or that I'm the only one willing to deal with her weaknesses.

      Just know that I'm not going to get hurt again. I refuse, and I'm not going to let it get that far unless she matches it 100%.

    • *sigh*

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      I have to fix my Jeep. I need the engine rebuilt. It's gotten too old and driven too hard. That trip to Mississippi did it in. Since I've been back, it burns oil like cigarettes. I made sure to keep enough oil in it, but it's burning off way too quick and has lost a lot of it's power.

      *le sigh*

      This does NOT help out with all that's going on. I wanted to get GH3, but I see that that's not going to happen on account of I have to spend $500 on the engine, and I'll have to replace the clutch soon.

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    • I need help, apparently. : T

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      Well, psychology wasn't so great today. Apparently I have some major stress issues, and if I don't get them fixed, I could get really sick, soon. I had every condition he mentioned about having dangerous stress levels. I have each one of them at the current moment and for the previous month.

      He said that people with these stress/depression issues should go for walks/runs, and be active. Well, I've been doing 2 miles each day, did 6 today, and still losing weight, but nothing has helped. I've even been trying to play the xbox, but with no success at dropping this burden.

      He also mentioned that if this keeps up for a couple months, the person will develop serious illness(es) from it. It's been going on for around a month so far. I really hope I'm okay. Or at least that I make it back to normal. I can feel myself becoming nothing. I'm forgetting Jeska, but not what we had. I wish I could forget what we had, but remember her.

    • McDonalds is hurting me.

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      Ugh....do not want. smiley2.gif

      Woke up feeling like crap. Intestines feel like their in a knot.

      Also, I keep getting random FR.....it's for those that have been watching me, not dating service. I have gotten 5 FR from 16-20 year old girls within 2 days. Sorry. Still "into" someone right now.

      Oh, and I might have my own apartment in less than 6 months. I still need to fix my Jeep. That'll cost about $500.

    • Thoughtlife

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      And my heart,
      Left my chest,
      So forgive me.
      As you leave to find
      That next something new

      But I can't
      For the life of me remember when
      You changed your words from "I love you"
      To say you don't know

      Just know that you can't
      Take back what you said
      Darling, I'm not in the forgiving mood
      You kept on replying, it was all in my head
      Well your just a liar, and I've got proof
      I've got the proof

      So with these few words you'll erase me
      Two years of our lives, meant nothing for you
      But this fool, that you made of me has a lesson learned
      You can't trust a lover, who was never afraid...
      ... of the end

      Just know that you can't
      Take back what you said
      Darling I'm not in the forgiving mood
      You kept on replying, it was all in my head
      Well your just a liar, and I've got proof
      I've got the proof

      I would have offered my life,
      Take you home, made you my wife,
      But hearing you now,
      Filling your mouth,
      With the cowards lies,
      Your just a disguise.
      Of the girl of my dreams
      But I know she's waiting for me

      So I'll open my eyes,
      To the day that's before me,
      And leave here to find
      That next something new

    • HA HA HA HA / I'm going insane :'(

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      She bought a commitment ring to show him commitment.....with the money I gave her!

      Talk about a *MAJOR* slap in the face.

      Apparently, I shouldn't find this funny, but I guess it's one more spot in my mind where I'm losing it all. I think she needs to grow the fuck up and learn when she's found someone who was willing to treat her like a queen. I sacrificed for her, and she's going to be this way? Screw that.

      Wow, her new boyfriend has a couple bands.....that really makes him a good person. Not. The guy is an insecure prick who gave me shit for mowing yards when I was actually willing to spend over half a thousand to see her. He barely visits her and complains about gas. The fuckwad can't even type a comprehensible sentence. Oh, and he's been smoking since before he was 11. No thanks.

      Even though I'm really done dealing with this, I'm not done dealing with her. Things were great when nobody else was in the picture. I loved her, she loved me. It was genuine. Things went downhill when she fucked him on the day I was supposed to be there.

      So, I would be done dealing with her completely except for one fact. I promised that I'd take care of her one more time when he fucks up. Now, I have never broken my word, and I'm still not going to, but if we aren't together after this episode, then I'm done. I will have no qualms about leaving her if she ever pulls this shit again. I haven't done shit to deserve it. I've only been there for her and loved her. Never hurt her, never broke her down, never lied. I've been the good guy, but she's fucking that up each day that she disregards everything I've done.

      Well, as many of you can tell, my sanity and rationality have been deteriorating thanks to this bullshit. I hope that maybe I can salvage something of myself someday. I really wish she would be the one to help me back, but I don't have any faith in her anymore. She will have to prove that she misses me and wants me back......which I don't see happening anytime soon.

      Jeska, if you're reading this for some reason, I will be there for you. Yeah, I'm a bit pissed off and quite frustrated, but I made a promise and I will be sincere if we talk. I do care, and I can't stand to see you hurt by another guy that you place all of your faith in. I guess it's just that I'm a bit protective. I don't know how, but I still love you.


      So, here's to my friends, the people who actually care about me. I like you all. Thank you for being there for me. I really appreciate the honesty you guys give.

    • So, um...yeah.

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      I don't think I've been this pathetic in a long time. I miss her a lot, and it's killing me slowly.

    • Dear Love,

      11 years ago

      IAMCHURCH

      Please cease to exist in my mind. You cause me to stop listening to my friend, "reason", and he's a smart fellow. Now, I'd hate to have to shoot you out of my head, so would you kindly leave me alone?

      Thanks.

      Sincerely,
      Austin

      PS. You may be an awesome basis for writing movies and songs, but you aren't welcome inside to mess with me.

  • About Me

  • Comments (2619)

    • tmoneynyy

      11 years ago

      Goooooooood!

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I was very tempted to buy the Voyager Megatron and other Leader Brawl I saw merely to sell them....

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      Heh, right.

      I have a feeling something is going "go down".
      Word.

      No, it's just Boyfriend is still acting over sweet and I'm thinking that isn't going to make me forget.
      Erf. Stuff. Blah. Mer.

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I can't see how some of these people are paying $60 for a $10 figure. Sure you get it sooner but come on.

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I almost caved and bought Bee for $20 and Arcee for $15 online. Plus shipping...

      Must hold firm.


      ... That's what she said by the say.

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Keep an eye out on an extra if you see anything.

      I plan to buy all the Bee's I can find (If I ever do) and sell the rest on ebay. I'll also not jack the prices of them right off the bat like most people do.

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      They do have a toy section but I never thought to look there for Transformers. I called the one nearest here and the woman couldn't find any.

      Then again, I called Wal-Mart and the guy said they didn't have any Transformer figures... When I was there a couple of days ago and saw their rather huge display. I may just have to go there and see for myself.

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I heard a rumor regarding Concept Bumblebee....

      KOHLs.... Lots at KOHLs....



      I may try to see if this is true tomorrow.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      lolassesoffat

      You owe me a picture of this beast of which you speak.

    • HeavyMuffins

      11 years ago

      You know you love it <3

    • KUfan61

      11 years ago

      BTW DO YOU LIEK STALK ME?

    • KUfan61

      11 years ago

      Thanks, I couldn't remember where it was.

      I thought it was on my dick , my bad.

    • HeavyMuffins

      11 years ago

      blow meeeeeeeeee

    • superguy727

      11 years ago

      I just saw that, I lol'd so hard

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      About section still makes me laugh~

    • EvilCplGoat FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      those mods i sent your way was to make it look like you have a +1 flamebait in that comment! hehehe

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

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    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      Oh, dats a lot.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

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    • JackassIam

      11 years ago

      Maybe. Might be better for tomorrow night since I can't work OT.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      Wee.
      Wait that's a long time from now.
      Shoot and drat and bummer.

      Maybe I will eat today.

      Yeah, so all of yesterday afternoon/evening and all of today I've been all up and over and around SG.
      Now I'm editing the pictures a bit.
      Suppose I'll upload them somewheres eventually.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      We should do the camming of web today.
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    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      Har har.

      I did get a few pictures.
      I made a video about it.
      So at least dressing up wasn't a total loss.
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    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I've always been "into them". I just didn't really start collecting them till last year.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      The addition to your About section made me roffle and etcetera.

      Hiya.
      I got all dressed up for pictures, but there's no one to take them.
      I can manage I suppose.

    • Lux_Tannin

      11 years ago

      actually no I dont add many people at all anymore....I think maybe 5 in the last few months....mostly I delete them ....like people I dont talk to much or who arent on anymore or who havent been on for a month or more...kinda like that

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Just found Leader Brawl and Voyager Thundercracker at Wally World.

      Also got some more Real Gears, score.

    • KUfan61

      11 years ago

      ....

      My brother just snuck on my profile. He ment to send that to dan, as in the RT staff.

    • KUfan61

      11 years ago

      Hiiiii Daaannnn. Hows it been?

      Dude, serioulsly FR NOW.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      Your "trickery" makes me love the space bar even more.
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    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I pre-ordered one on Amazon for $40 today but it won't ship till October.

      I may look around here for some more figures but I'm less than hopeful that I'll find anything.

    • Magnus_Bjorn

      11 years ago

      File does not exist.

    • Magnus_Bjorn

      11 years ago

      File does not exist.

    • callahan

      11 years ago

      *shudders* thats wrong :P

    • spikep

      11 years ago

      Sweet! Man that's awesome, maybe one day we both get to work on the same big job

    • CELTICPRED

      11 years ago

      Edge has been on Raw for the last 3 years, then was sent to SD, and has had 3 title reigns, but then a month ago, ripped his pec muscle, he'll be back in 3 months.

      Lita retired last year.

      Edge has been a hardcore heel the last 3 years, he screwed Cena out of 1 title, screwed him after an elimination chamber match and got the title, and then attacked Undertaker after a hell in a cell match and took his title.


      Bischoff got fired in 2005 in a storyline. Regal became the new GM just 2 weeks ago. Coach has been handling similar duties at the "excecutive assistant" to McMahon for the last year and a half or so.

    • CELTICPRED

      11 years ago

      Jeff left 3 years ago and went to TNA.

      Lita stayed on Raw in the divas hunt, and eventually got into a legit relationship with Edge. Matt got pissed off, there was legit hatred between Matt and Edge, eventually Edge beat Matt in a match which sent him to Smackdown permanently.

      Then Jeff came back almost a year ago, and has been in the IC title hunt.


      And yes, Cena is an enormous fag. He was one of my favorites when he was a heel with the rapper gimmick.

    • CELTICPRED

      11 years ago

      Thank God it was only one week that we had to put up with the bitches. I'm actually looking forward to this storyline, it looks like it could be funny, and it eventually leads to a feud between Triple H and Kennedy.

      Mr Kennedy was a successful wrestler in OVW under the name of Mr. Anderson.

      He was brought to WWE and changed his name to Mr. Kennedy.

      He had a long tenure on Smackdown, he's defeated 7 or so former champions, and was then brought to Raw in the draft a couple months ago.

      He's a great in ring wrestler, and he went to LA and took acting classes to improve his Mic skills, he's one of the best in the biz and one of my personal favorites.

    • CELTICPRED

      11 years ago

      It's been shitty not having him around.

    • KUfan61

      11 years ago

      U R DUMB.

    • KUfan61

      11 years ago

      Fuck you.

    • superguy727

      11 years ago

      You don't think I saw that in your journal smiley8.gif ? Look what I did. It says over 350 views, so I got a good couple hundred people with it smiley0.gif

    • Cheesiest

      11 years ago

      Hahaha, you are gonna make some great friends, but even better enemies!

    • Cheesiest

      11 years ago

      hahahahha, once you get others to fall for it, life is all great.

      Post edited 8/27/07 2:14PM

    • Cheesiest

      11 years ago

      It's all in the art of magic!

    • Cheesiest

      11 years ago

      That's a good one, so is the song "Paper Thin Walls" off of the same album. There are 7 albums, i acquired them all over the past 3 years.

    • Adelaide

      11 years ago

      Ah, sweet.
      I accepted. xD

    • Mortikie

      11 years ago

      Absolutely.

    • cutmeugly

      11 years ago

      Errrr, I'll call soon. smiley1.gif

    • HeavyMuffins

      11 years ago

      No more watch space :/

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