Ichigo

Female
from Everywhere and Nowhere...Wisconsin

  • Activity

    • R.I.P 12-03-09

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Wow....uhhh...it's been a while..
      Everything was going great and things were looking up even more, but I just got news this morning that a group of my friends from high school were in a car accident last night and 3 of them died. One is in a coma, and the others that were in another car in the same accident are fine but there is a broken ankle.

      Steven, Lauryn, Shanna, and Andy. Andy is in the hospital in a comma right now...we don't know when or if he'll come out of it. If he does, he's going to jail for driving while high and causing an accident, killing 3 people.

      I've known Them since middle school. They were very sweet and eccentric kids. I miss them so much. It happened all so fast. They were in their Senior year of high school and had so much going for them.

      I love and miss you all. You all have a special place in my heart and will always be there, never forgotten. Steven please watch over the girls in heaven. ::Rest In Peace::

      Everything is just happening all at once....I have another date to add to my tattoo....I don't want anymore dates added...it's become too hard to deal with all of this.

    • Well then...Update??

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Uhhh....so yeah...It's been a while...
      A lot has happened lately...

      I guess a main point would be that on thursday I was hanging out with a bunch of friends and we went out to dinner. It was fine until we got to the place. I started feeling really uneasy and my stomach started hurting. After a while my chest was compressing. I couldn't breathe that well. Jenni tried to figure out what was wrong, and help me at least breathe correctly. Didn't work. Almost threw up, I was white as a ghost. I was freakin' out and crying. John was worried and didn't leave my side. We got out of the restaurant and I couldn't even walk a straight line. I barely made it to the car without passing out. It was freezing out and I was violently shaking, John was trying to keep me warm and stable.

      I wasn't able to drive home and John wasn't going to take the risk. He put me in his car and drove me to his house. My chest wasn't calming down at ALL and it got progressively worse. I was taken to the hospital to figure out what was wrong. After that, I spent the night at John's house. I was feeling better the next morning, at least good enough that I could get up and go to school with John so I could get my car and drive home. I slept from 2 PM and woke up 8:45 AM...Saturday morning....

      And now I'm freakin' out trying to get caught up in my math class and figure out my finals for my other classes. GRAH!!! HELP ME!!! I want to be at John's so bad right now...Just so I can be safe....and not go to bed alone tonight...

    • R.I.P Brad Pope

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      10.13.89--11.03.09

      Brad Pope has died due to stomach and liver cancer.

      I'm going to miss him so much.....he was one of the best people in my life. I love him like none other, and now that he has passed, that love will NEVER go away. I was on the phone with him the moment it happened. I don't know how well I can really handle this.....I know all of my friends at school and such and my boyfriend are here for me...but I want him back so much......

      I know Brad is here to protect me still. He was always there for me, through thick and thin......he was like a brother but MORE. If I had the chance, I would have been with him. I know I could have saved him. But it was too late....

      I have a tattoo as a memoriam for him, and I'm going to get it finished in the next week or so. I will post it when I can to show all of you.

    • UPDATE8

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Wow...uh...things have been different the past couple of weeks....School's going pretty well. Can't exactly complain there. The people are amazing. Jenni, Sam, Samsam, Alex, Chris, Alex M, Yusif, Rob, and many other amazing people. I have been dating this guy, john Reilly (Maggie's brother) for over a month now, and he's the SWEETEST guy I have EVER been with. He treats me like I've never been treated before, a princess (gothic princess as Maggie says).

      John bought me PS3!!! SLIM version!! I didn't even ask for it. I was going to buy one on my own, but he got it for me anyway.

      Rob: is my new gay best friend! Same with Adam and his boyfriend Matt.

      PLUNDER!!! RAID AND PILLAGE!!!
      There are 3 things that you need every day. (In no specific order)
      1. Ice cream
      2.chocolate
      3.sex
      The wise words of Jennifer Lee Rea.

      I got a part in the play "Duck Hunter Shoots Angel" I'm Kansas, a 17 year old girl that works in a Gasmart. Not a good education, but sharp as a tack (really smart).

      LOTS of heartache and crying has been done over the past few days. Bad news beyond belief!!! A VERY close friend of mine is about to pass away. That's left me in a very depressed state. Everyone's been there for me.
      So what I'm doing is getting a tattoo next week (my first one) for him. It's a pretty heart design, that's going on my hip. His initials are going to be in the heart. Eventually it'll be colored. I'll try to put up pics as soon as I get it.

      I'm going to miss you Brad. I love you, never forget that. Please watch over me.

      (more updates to come soon)

      -Brain Worm Starving!-

    • UPDATE7

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Well, college classes start tomorrow. I'm freakin' out about it! I still have to get my text books (which I won't get for another few days); have to go get some supplies later tonight (hopefully with Nagoya). I have to drive a freakin' HOUR to school everyday...and I have Math at 9 in the morning 3 days a week. Auditions for a play next week (which reminds me...I need to get the script...).

      FML, I can't help but stress out....This is my first year of college....living at home...Soon moving out and going to be living with my friend Maggie and her family. Need to find a job, and FAST! I can't help my brother move back into his dorm this year because of auditions...We have to use DIAL-UP until the new internet thing comes in the mail or whatever...our contract with the satellite internet is over, so we have to use dial-up...it freakin' SUCKS!!!

      Situation with Cody and Jared...still the same..haven't talk to them in a while...even though Cody said that he would call me back after talking to Jared...I may just call Jared and figure it out with him myself. I don't want to lose them. They mean so much to me. They're like family to me. I hope that they can see that, and I hope that I can prove to them that I'm worth it. I don't give a shit if Cody has feelings for me still or not. He's happy with his life, and I'm happy with mine. That's all there is to it. I may not like the drugs, and I don't want to be around it, but I'm not going to make them stop doing it just because I don't like it. It's their choice, I never was one to make someone stop something just because I or someone else doesn't like it. As long as they're smart about it and don't get hurt or in trouble. I just want everyone to be happy, and I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. When it comes to important things, and the people that I love and care about, I'm 100% dedicated.

    • UPDATE6

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Well, school's starting in a couple of weeks. I'm atually pretty excited about it. I already met some people that are going to be in a couple of my classes. I just need to get my text books....still....hehe. It should be pretty fun.

      I'm moving back with my parents. Things are going to be different and better. I can finally live my own life, and not have to worry about my parents being over protective or trying to change me. I'm pretty excited about seeing them again.

      I'm so fucking done with people's bullshit. I do whatever I can to make them happy and make things easier for them but they just don't see that and treat me like shit. Cody is the number one example of this. I didn't do anything wrong and he being a complete asshole to me. Jared is ignoring me and acting weird towards me as well. Fuck them. Plus others that feel that I betrayed them, for no reason. I'm always there for everyone that I care about and I do everything in my power to make them smile, I put them all before me. I care about them more than I care about myself. And they know that. And they take that to their advantage.

      Why can't people just grow the fuck up and learn to talk to people face to face, and treat situations like adults. And if you really care about someone your supposed to be there for them and help them in their time of need.
      [Idiocracy should be illegal]

      Fucking hypocrites. Rot in hell.

    • Stitched Doll (To Cody)

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Your could stare
      Freezes my heart
      Your grip tightens
      As it throws me against the wall
      Beaten and bleeding
      That's all I'm good for?
      Being used and abused?
      All I did
      I did for you
      But you never took it.
      I wanted to make you happy
      To make your life easier.
      But
      I guess the only way I can
      Make that happen
      Is if I were gone
      I don't know what I did
      To deserve to be treated like this

      So just pull the trigger
      And put me six feet under
      And forget about everything that
      We ever had

      I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect doll
      I'm just stitched up
      From being torn apart so much.
      But this doll
      Is no longer sitting and waiting
      For you
      Someone has alrady picked me up
      And loves me for who I am
      For my Imperfections

    • FAIR

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      Well, I actually finally did something this summer!! I went to the Wisconsin State Fair!! Woot!! It's actually a lot of fun; except when you're with a bunch of assholes that ignore you the whole time. I was with Jared, Kyle, Cody and Morgan (cody's current gf....). And everything was fine at first, we met up with one of my friends, Steve, and a couple of his friends, Miles and Derek. We were all hanging out and and shit but then Jared and Cody and the other two started ignoring me, leaving me behind, not telling me what we were doing. So they basically ditched me. Luckily I was with Steve and the other guys. Those guys are awesome!!

      They're weird, like, ADD/ADHD, randomly trying to make you laugh just by looking at you funny kind of weird. Miles and I went on the Sky glider thing. (basicall like a ski lift) we were talking, and he and I actually had a connection. He knows and understands what I've gone through and helped me a bunch!! I actually kind like him *smiles* =^^=

      I hope to see them again soon. Miles is actualyl doing me the BIGGEST FAVOR EVER on monday. There's this guy, Rain, that cody, jared and I know. and he's OBSESSED with me; MAJORLY. And he's been gone in Oklahoma for a few weeks (thank god) but he's coming back on Monday and having a "welcome back party" so me, jared and Cody are being forced to go. SO this is where Miles comes in. He's going to act as my boyfriend so that Rain will actually take a hint that I'm NOT INTERESTED IN HIM. HE'S CREEPY and he thinks he's a werewolf. (WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW~ dumbass douchebag)
      So hopefully it'll work and Miles won't be killed by Rain. Rain lays one finger on him; I'LL be one that kills rain.

    • UPDATE5

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      It's been a while but now I'm back. I've been out of the house for almost 2 weeks now. (Still am) But this time I wasn't kicked out. I LEFT myself. My parents were and still are being assholes to me and I'm done with their bullshit. I've been staying at Cody's house. Doing chores, watching his litle sisters while everyone is at work. Having time to actually figure things out in my life and finding ways to fix them.

      I have Placemetn Tests this saturday at UW-Waukesha (the college I'm going to this fall) and then I'm going to a commemoration (sp?) // costume party. In Memory of Jessica Porter, a friend of mine and Cody's.

      My dad threatened to turn off my phone if I didn't call him. He can't though, he has no other way of contacting me.

      It's been crazy but things are hopefully getting better. I'm going to the house with Jared and Cody tomorrow night so my dad can talk to me about something.

      See ya later~!! Leave Me Some Love!!!

    • For All Who...

      9 years ago

      Ichigo

      This is for all who love/like nu-metal. And love to see really fucking hot guys play music and sing. And also for those who love seeing a hot girl dancing around. THIS is the video for YOU!!!

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=yO5TblPodmg

  • About Me

  • Comments (2217)

    • BadKarma173

      8 years ago

      Take pics of your outfit then

    • SergeantS0L0

      8 years ago

      can you comment my vid plz?
      www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG69U48osJc

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      its good news come on im freaking out i HAVE to tell you

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      i need to talk to you NOW

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      did you see Katie has puppies and there free and there sooooooooooooooo cute

    • BadKarma173

      9 years ago

      How are you Becca?

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      lol im trying to apply for petco and there starting to confuse me XD so many questions

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      yes yes yes

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      lol oki

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      lol ok so i will go to bed tonight at like 11 or i get up at six so i can shower and then i can come get you at like 8 or like leave my house at 8

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      what time on friday?

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      i looked up camp sights the other night and Ottawa is the only that is open XD

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      you needs to come over and hang out with me im boooooorrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddd

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      the tattoo is doing grate i wash and put lotion on it and if i have a shirt on its itchy so i cheat and have a swimming suit on not a shirt X3 it works.

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      hhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm what do you want to bring?

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      i know i cant wait :3

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      yeps :3 i cant wait

    • Herlock

      9 years ago

      Hello

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      hey

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      ish oki. thats not good what happend?

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      hi hi

    • alucardjr

      9 years ago

      whats new?

    • alucardjr

      9 years ago

      how you doing?

      hope your okay it'z been a while.

    • keiichiro

      9 years ago

      OMG, THAT IS CRAZY!

      1-My boyfriend that I loved with everything I had broke up with me and tried to be best friends with me but apparently lied. I talked to an ex of his and apparently he did the same thing to her. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR THAT SHIT.

      2-Every guy I like lies to me and IT SUCKS SO I GIVE UP ON DATINGGGGG.

      3-College is totally ridiculous but I love it. I really wish I hadn't chosen an early class though because I hateeeeee it. UGH

      4-I'm awesome.

      5-I'm moving into an apartment near December and I'M SO EXCITED YOU HAVE NOOOOO IDEA.

      6-I need a new job

      7-I hate cupcakes?

      8-WE NEED TO TALKKKKKKKK MOOOOOOOOOORE.

    • keiichiro

      9 years ago

      I've been busyyyyy and so much has happened I should write a book about it all.

      AND YOUUUUUU, DEAR?!

    • keiichiro

      9 years ago

      I MISS YOU. OMG I MISS YOU.

    • 2343

      9 years ago

      ello

    • SmithFan6

      9 years ago

      no that wasn't directed at you

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      i know its really stupid

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      yeah i know her words were if your in school by then but the meaning was get out of the damn house.

    • SmithFan6

      9 years ago

      thanks for the comment, but i don't think so

    • wolf_goddess

      9 years ago

      did you get my comment on myspace?

    • FYAjibber000

      9 years ago

      =O how can that last? i mean pretty girl, and single too boot...must have boys lined up with dozens upon dozens of black roses arriving each day=p

    • FYAjibber000

      9 years ago

      single wha?

    • FYAjibber000

      9 years ago

      oh nm nm...just been bored lately

    • FYAjibber000

      9 years ago

      long time no talk my crazy and pretty friend =p

    • Airwalk

      9 years ago

      ello ello ^_^

    • alucardjr

      9 years ago

      mew*

      waves hi

    • Shadowsone

      9 years ago

      giggity

    • keiichiro

      9 years ago

      Ohhhhh, we haven't chatted in forever. I'm so out of the loop ;-;

    • keiichiro

      9 years ago

      OMG, you're with CODY!!!

    • klayman180

      10 years ago

      hey was up sexy???reply 2 my message

    • Ezekillz

      10 years ago

      Ichi-chan...i hope the words of a fool such as me has helped you in someway
      i really am sorry Ichi-chan

    • MrSmillie

      10 years ago

      Hey, i'z reely bored and saw you and thought "hey why not" so, yeah, if you would, like, talk to me that would be awesome! :)

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley13.gif

    • nosferatzu

      10 years ago

      Hiya Strawberry

    • Project01

      10 years ago

      Awwww thats great :D
      Be better keep treating you right.
      Oh hes 3 years younger then you?
      Well sometimes its not that bad as long as he keeps treating you well.
      :3

    • Project01

      10 years ago

      Hell yeah!!
      I'll make the movie more bad ass then it already is X3
      Oh and I see you have a boyfriend now by your status
      *pokes you*
      Who is he sis?
      Does he treat you right?
      Would you say I'd aprove of him if I was there?
      Hm? Hm? Huh? Huh? XD X3
      Can't help it sister thing ya know

    • Project01

      10 years ago

      Awwwz me sowy sis D:
      I wish I could get you a part,
      I know you'd be epic in the movie :D
      Both of us rockin the whole time XD

    • Project01

      10 years ago

      Yesh you indeed hurd that right sis. smiley1.gif
      I mite be playing in the Twilight movies here soon! smiley0.gif
      That would be so cool I'd be a movie star <3.
      *epic exsitedface*

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