InsaneDC

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    • Update

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      Well a lot of stuff has been going on around me and in my life... this is where I fill you guys in.

      Last Thursday there was a bunch of smoke coming out of the chimney at the Loring Heritage Center. It's a building that's more of a museum for the people who wonder back and want to see what the old loring air force base was like. Anyway, the building is fine but the furnace that heats the building was the main source of the problem. Turns out that the fire department caught the smoke quick enough so that the rest of the building didn't catch on fire, and thank god. The amount of work put into that place and the amount of history inside it is unreal. So there's one thing.

      On Saturday, my dog Gap, the one in my pics that's growling. He had a seizure. It was probably the scariest thing that's ever happened to one of the dogs. And Gap being mine, I was fucking scared as all hell. Though the vet said that most little dogs go though it from time to time I don't really want to see it happen again. I'm taking him and the our other dog Bronx to the vet today to get a check up. Hopefully this seizure was a one time thing.

      I'm still trying to find a job but in the mean time I have a job set up at a local place called Sitel. It's a place that calls people around the country to ask them if they would like more insurance. I wish I could find another job, but in the mean time I found out why I possibly can't. I googled my name the other day and found out that my name, Christopher Jason Johndro, was in one of the local papers. It wasn't for what some of you might think it's for. Turns out that there's about 5 Christopher Jason Johndros up here in Northern Maine. This one in particular has the same features as I do, is around the same age, and has almost the same birthday. And he managed to get caught for like 5+ counts of theft and 1 count of grand theft auto. Awesome right? Well it gets better. Another one of the Christopher Johndros is a drug dealer that lives in a town called Van Buren which is about an hour from where I live. No wonder I can't get a fucking job up here...

      Last but not least I guess I'll update you guys on my court case. Because my lawyer has asked for a jury trial to lengthen out the time that I don't have to go to court we're currently trying to get paperwork done for the DA of Presque Isle. If I can get the paperwork done before I have to go to court again, which is very likely, I probably won't have to go back to court. On top of that the paperwork alone will get both counts of assault out of the system and I can either take a Disorderly Conduct or the DA might even have it dismissed completely because I'm going into the service. Though it will take awhile to actually get the paperwork for that though because I have to get a waiver through the Group Commander and that usually takes about a month from what I've heard. Which means, that as soon as I get the paperwork into the DA I could be looking at one month till I enter the military on my own terms and get the hell out of Maine and get the hell away from the biggest fucking whore/twunt I've ever known in my ENTIRE life.

      So there's your update. See ya around.

      Cj

    • Projects

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      I've started working on little projects on my mother's Mac with iMovie to keep me busy while I have nothing to do at home. Thinking about making a gaming montage of some type but don't really know what to do it of or anything. Remember that I don't have any source for getting my own videos as well as no xbox. Kinda sucks but oh well.

      Also, I found a video recently on my laptop that I guess I forgot about. It was from when Aaron was up here this summer. Here it is. Hope you guys enjoy that.

      Anyway... Valentine's Day... yea...

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • Thoughts

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      I know I should talk to somebody....

      But some things are just better left unsaid.

      Anybody wants to try to pry thoughts from my head you're more then welcome to take a crack at it. I can usually be found on MSN or Skype. And I may tell you things that you'll think this is about. I'll tell you truths that barely anybody knows. But I don't think I could even tell Umpi or Aaron this... what's the right word.... esoteric. Yes I actually used a thesaurus to find a good word. Look it the hell up if you don't know what it means.

      Sorry guys. Wish I could say how I felt. I wish I could sleep at night. I wish a lot of things...

      But this... this stays right in my heart and in my head. That way if one falters, I have a backup.

      Life has been breaking my spirit as of late if some of you haven't noticed. I've been a real mess... I wish someone would just slap me some days to get me out of my thoughts. Others... I want nothing more then to drown in my thoughts. I thought seeing a shrink was supposed to help... For me, it only raised more questions.

      Here's hoping everyone has a Happy Valentine's Day. I won't.

      And I don't want to write any more bullshit about how my life sucks to you guys on here. Yea sometimes someone random comes through with a good bit of advice. And sometimes I get people to just listen. Now... I just don't want to bug you guys with my problems. My problems are my own and I have to live with them and I shouldn't bug you guys as much as I do with them.

      But I will say this. I've been up till 6am the past 2 weeks. I've gotten maybe 4-5 hours of sleep a day. I'm dying inside slowly. I feel a part of me drift further from me every day. This will probably be my last journal for awhile. I don't know.... we'll just have to wait and see I guess.

      Take it easy everyone. I'll still check in from time to time.

      DC

    • Amanda

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      Supposedly Amanda took one of those celebrity internet things on facebook and it told her she looks like Hillary Clinton. I find this hilarious.

      Also, Hillary Clinton hates video games. Therefore Amanda now hates video games. I'm sorry, it's just the truth.

      Boom de ya da, boom de ya da, boom de ya da, boom de ya da...

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • The Military

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      Alright, I feel a need to have to explain my sudden change in heart about the military. I honestly have to say that what I'm about to say is very selfish. The main reason for me going into the military at this point is because I feel that I have no choice and that the military is probably the best solution for me at this current point in time.

      Financially I can't support myself. I'm poor. I have no health care of any kind nor do I have a way to guarantee a way to retire as early as I can with the military. The nicest thing about this whole thing, is that I can finally support myself and stand on my own two feet proud to move on from this difficult point in my life.

      But there's something that's been building inside of me ever since I started considering joining. And that's pride and honor. I will be damn proud to wear the uniform and be there for my country, even if it's just here in the states. I plan on staying as far away from the front line as possible, but, with that said, I also plan on supporting my troops out there on the battlefield. I have a good friend, most of you know him. He wants to be one of those guys out on the front lines. I plan on supporting him in any way possible to keep him in contact with all of us back here in the states. With the bank I'll be pulling in from the military I can say that I will be able to do that too.

      My family has a rich tradition in the military. My grandfather was a tank operator in WWII. I also have a great uncle that was on the front lines at one point in WWII. My dad proudly served 20 years to get to where he is and support my mother, my sister, and me through whatever we've ever needed. My mother was in for a time as well but she got out early for her own reasons. And now me. And I'll be proud to wear the uniform.

      My sister was given a great honor as well when her class visited Washington DC. If any of you know what the Tomb of the Unknowns is, you'll know that it's one of this country's most mysterious monuments. You'll also know that the military has a two man stationed guard outside it at all times. My sister was allowed to place a flower wreath upon the tomb. She didn't know what it meant at the time and still probably doesn't. But it's a big deal. If I could I would be more then honored to be a guard.

      But I'm just saying that I'll be damn honored to be apart of something bigger then myself for once. Apart of something bigger then any of us. While the United States might not always be right in it's choice of deployments, it is the country I live in. I will be damned proud to be apart of the military, the force that keeps her free. The force that keeps all of us free.

      I can't fucking wait to go but at the same time I don't want to. I'm afraid that I'll somehow screw it up. But until I go, I'll be more then happy to keep talking to you guys. Afterall, being back in the military will keep me moving around so I'll still be able to keep my internet friends. I wouldn't trade you guys for anything. And I mean that.

      Keep in touch everyone. It's gonna be a bumpy ride.

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • Regret

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      So I wrote a long journal last night. It was filled with a message of hate and anger. I scared one of my close friends on here because of it. For that I'm sorry. But I honestly don't regret the journal. I still have it stored if anyone is really that interested.

      I do however, regret my relationship with the person I've been fighting with in court for 2 months now. She wasn't worth all the time and effort I had put into the relationship and I hate to say it but it took me too long to realize that. It took me too long to be me again.

      But then about a month after I broke up with her I met an amazing person. A person who accepts me for who I am even if I happen to be a little crazy from time to time. Caley, I have a lot of things that I could say right now. I have a lot of things I wish I didn't think. You don't even know it but you're 10x better for me then that cunt ever was. Too bad things couldn't have worked out differently.

      Adam, dude... I'm sorry about what my journal said last night. Though I did feel a lot of those things and meant them, that was a lot to throw on one person let alone everyone on my friends list and I'm quite glad that you were the only one to see it.

      To everyone else, to say the very least I've not been myself. But after getting out of the courtroom today, I've been in a much better mood. I've been smiling most of the day. Surprise, surprise. But if you see me on give me a shout. I got all day tomorrow and Friday off. But see ya around guys. I leave you with the song I've been listening to as of late.

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • I've decided

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      I am going into the Armed Forces. Into the Air Force.

      I've decided on 3 different career choices. In order from most interested to least:

      Military Police
      Air Traffic Controller
      X-Ray Technician

      I know some of you may not agree with me doing this, but I was damn proud of my parents for serving as long as they did. Especially my father. The biggest reason for doing this is the ability to get retirement at an early age as well as the medical benefits. On the plus side, the military will pay for practically everything to keep me sheltered and keep me healthy so I really can't complain.

      I hope you guys respect my choice here. I really don't expect to just up and leave RvB or get out of contact with you guys for forever. But when I do go into basic that's eight and a half weeks and then the technical training on the certain job I choose to go with could be anywhere from two to fifty two weeks.

      On a side note, as most of you know Aaron is wanting to go into the Army. I'm trying to persuade him over to the Air Force because number one, the Air Force like most branches of the military have a "buddy program" where if you sign up with a friend, you can go into basic at the same time and basically stay together for the first couple of years that you're in the military. Which would be pretty cool to be honest. The number two reason is that the Air Force pays more per month then any other branch of the military. The only problem with that is that they have the lowest average sign-on bonus. Regardless, any amount of sign-on bonus is extra money in my pocket at this point. I also persuaded Umpi to switch from Navy to Air Force because of the pay. If he gets where he wants to in the military he'll be making an extra $2000 a month. I gotta say, that's a pretty damn big jump.

      So there you go. Now all you guys know what's going on. Post your thoughts if you want, and if you don't want to that's fine too. But you guys know me, I'll be around. I don't plan on going anywhere anytime soon. I haven't even talked to a recruiter yet, I'm planning on doing that tomorrow. But I'll catch you guys up when I can when I get into the service. My first big purchase is a new laptop. This one is starting to shit the bed and I want something that I can use pretty much anywhere I go with no problems.

      Anyway that's it for now. I'll fill you guys in when I get more info.

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • Air Force

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      I don't know how many times I've told you guys and my parents that I don't want to go into the military. But the only reason I see it as a good thing, particularly right now, is that I will have retirement money when I get out, I will have a job when I get out, I can go to school while in the military and they pay for everything, they pay for 100% of any health bills while I'm in and it's a real cheap thing when I do get out, and it's just overall a good idea.

      I just wanted to see what some of you think about it before I just go hop over to a recruiter. Granted I'm definiatly talking to my parents first, because they've been in the air force, but I also want to hear what you guys think.

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • Fat bitches

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC

      I got some stuff to fill everyone in on but I don't really know how I'm going to explain some of it. I'll just sleep on it and post it later today. Night everyone!

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

    • Dethklok

      9 years ago

      InsaneDC
      Murmaider II: The Water God

      May the Gods watch over you

      And they consider what you've done

      But now you're hidden way to get your strength
      Deep in a cave, your power has regained
      And your legacy is spread, to the deepest of the sea
      The one that brought them vengeance, that fights for his belief

      He can swim through matter, he has poisoned teeth
      His tentacles have murdered, his scream can kill the weak

      He's got explosives
      CHECK
      corrosives
      CHECK
      A master at the art of murder, mermaids weep the blackened tears

      So you swim towards a sunken ship
      Invited by a soul who bleeds from the lips
      This prophet who beckons you wades in the dark
      Speaks an ancient language, This language is of sharks

      He says you're the one that I decree
      The one that can save us, and set us free
      You've gained the power of a deity
      You have the strength to wake us from this sleep

      And so you swim on
      Swim on
      And so swim on
      Swim on
      Keep swimming now

      And the prophet gives to you this warning
      If this path is chosen, you'll be met with strife
      For you'll be seen as an enemy of the sacred
      And the Gods will curse you for the rest of your life
      And you say

      "I get by just fine,
      CHECK
      I've known much worse life.
      CHECK
      I've conquered dark times,
      CHECK
      They should fear my mind."
      CHECK

      So now you know then go then swim up through the cold then
      Harness your strength
      because one day you may be called
      To meet the mighty gods, deep within the ocean
      And if you're not prepared, your soul will not be spared

      And your eyes have gone black,
      you'll never look back
      You'll never stop swimming, you'll always be tracked

      Your life has transformed, your power has grown
      You minions stretch for leagues,
      for a bloody coral throne

      A crown of murdered foes, will sit upon your head
      Those that wish to challenge you
      Will wish that they were dead

      The beasts of the sea will collect and submit
      Pray for your forgiveness, and live as you permit

      And you'll say:
      I am the Water God

      You will bow to the Water God
      You will live for the Water God
      And you will die for the Water God
      Live for the Water God
      Die for the Water God

      And the deities loom nearer

      They will find you...


      God why am I so in love with this song? Why does it make me want to just start tearing shit up? OMFG BEST. BAND. EVER.

      InSaNeDaRkClOuD

  • Comments (993)

    • UAF_Omega

      13 years ago

      Your xbox harddrive, what exacaly is wrong with it?

    • breath

      13 years ago

      Please vote for me in Ace_AE's contest.

      Thanks

    • UAF_Omega

      13 years ago

      Yeah, it was worth it.

    • UAF_Omega

      13 years ago

      Yeah, it got deleted. I havn't a clue to why or which mod did it. To be honest, nobody was really interested in talking about cept you, me and a few choice others.

    • Pabzlobo75

      13 years ago

      Oh...I found it on google...

    • Pabzlobo75

      13 years ago

      Where have you seen it before?

    • MofuggerX

      13 years ago

      I mean who did them.

    • MofuggerX

      13 years ago

      Exactly where do those drawings of AAK ranks come from?

    • Chaotic117

      13 years ago

      You know what's awesome. I live in Dover-Foxcroft, ME. Grew up in Sebec. Woods boy.

    • FalseHope01

      13 years ago

      Haha...
      Wait... you said Not funny. Okay.
      I want a 360 period. I don't have an Xbox.
      I have a friggin gamecube.
      O.o
      And one game.
      That Harvest Moon: Another Wonderful Life.
      Who's deprived here?
      Haha, kidding. Good luck getting it. Lacking money sucks.

    • 0RedWarrior0

      13 years ago

      Man! How much books of halo do u have?

    • Pabzlobo75

      13 years ago

      lol...i used to think that it was actually spelled like that!

    • FalseHope01

      13 years ago

      Haha, that sucks!
      I pity you, too.

    • Pabzlobo75

      13 years ago

      in response to your image comment:

      you have to click on the Picture to get it bigger so that you can actually read it... and sure take it, just give me credit for finding it plz...

    • ryndarkruler

      13 years ago

      help me win, see my journal

    • pooperscoop

      13 years ago

      STATE:ment of Love:
      The Kiss


      1.
      Kiss on the hand
      I adore you


      2.
      Kiss on the cheek
      I just want to be friends


      3.
      Kiss on the neck
      I want you


      4.
      Kiss on the lips
      I love you


      5.
      Kiss on the ears
      I am just playing


      6.
      Kiss anywhere else
      lets not get carried away


      7.
      Look in your eyes
      kiss me


      8.
      Playing with your hair
      I can't live without you


      9.
      Hand on your waist
      I love you to much to let you go


      Article 2:
      The Three Steps


      1.
      Girls:
      If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.


      2.
      Guys
      If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.


      3.
      Guys &Girls
      Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.


      Article 3:
      The Commandments


      1.
      Thou shall not squeeze
      too hard.


      2.
      Thou shall not ask for a kiss,
      but take one.


      3.
      Thou shall kiss
      at every opportunity.


      * Remember *
      A peach is a peach
      A plum is a plum,
      A kiss isn't a kiss
      Without some tongue.
      So open up your mouth
      close your eyes,
      and give your tongue
      some exercise!!!


      Here are a few reasons
      why guys like girls:


      1.
      They will always smell good
      even if its just shampoo


      2.
      The way their heads always
      find the right spot on our shoulder


      3.
      How cute they look when they sleep


      4.
      The ease in which they fit into our arms


      5.
      The way they kiss you and
      all of a sudden everything
      is right in the world


      6.
      How cute they are when they eat


      7.
      The way they take hours
      to get dressed
      but in the end
      it makes it all worth while


      8.
      Because they are always
      warm even when its minus 30 outside


      9.
      The way they look good
      no matter what they wear


      10.
      The way they fish for compliments
      even though you both know that you
      think she's the most
      beautiful thing on this earth


      11.
      How cute they are when they argue


      12.
      The way her hand always finds yours


      13.
      The way they smile


      14.
      The way you feel
      when you see their name
      on the call ID
      after you just had a big fight


      15.
      The way she says
      "lets not fight anymore"
      even though you know that
      an hour later....


      16.
      The way they kiss when
      you do something nice for them


      17.
      The way they kiss you
      when you say
      "I love you"


      18.
      Actually ...
      just the way they kiss you...


      19.
      The way they fall into your arms
      when they cry


      20.
      Then the way they apologize
      for crying over something that silly


      21.
      The way they hit you
      and expect it to hurt


      22.
      Then the way they apologize
      when it does hurt.
      (even though we don't admit it)!


      23.
      The way they say
      "I miss you"


      24.
      The way you miss them


      25.
      The way their tears
      make you want to
      change the world
      so that it
      doesn't hurt her anymore.....
      Yet regardless
      if you love them,
      hate them,
      wish they would die
      or
      know that you would die
      without them ...
      it matters not....................
      Because once in your life,
      whatever they were to the world
      they become everything to you.
      When you look them in the eyes,
      traveling to
      the depths of their souls
      and
      you say a million things
      without trace of a sound,
      you know that your own life
      is inevitable consumed
      within the rhythmic beatings
      of her very heart.
      We love them for a million reasons,
      No paper would do it justice.
      It is a thing not of the mind
      but of the heart.
      A feeling.
      Only felt.


      *
      This chain started in 1887.
      It is a love chain letter.
      In an hour you are
      supposed to send it to
      25 people.
      It is easy, just look into
      chat rooms and find them.
      Anyway,
      send it to 25 people in 1 hour.
      Now here
      comes the fun part.
      You then say
      the name of the person
      you like or love
      and then the person will say
      "I love you,"
      or
      "Will you go out with me?"
      NO JOKE!!!!!


      NOW
      THE CONSEQUENCES


      The consequences are:
      If you break the chain letter,
      you will have bad luck
      in future relationships.
      If you don't
      break the chain,
      then you will be a
      happy camper!!!


      CoNgRatULaTioNs!!

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