Jenza

Female
from perth | jakarta | melbourne?

  • Activity

    • ESTHER! ESTHER!! ESTHERRRRRRR!!!!!!

      10 years ago

      Jenza

      zOMG Esther!

      Your birthday presents arrived today! I love you I love you I love you!

      Here is a little video where you can see how thankful I am... I can't even talk properly in it because I'm so happy :)

      I seriously love you, girl.

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    • A Room, A Canvas.

      10 years ago

      Jenza

      I'm not sure what caused this sudden urge to post more pics and read your journal entries but.. I DID. And even though I didn't comment on everyone's stuff (I've always been a lousy commenter) I hope you are all ok and getting on with life.

      I have spent the day researching and printing stuff for school. I deteste research. I hate that you don't come out the other end with any physical proof that you've done any work. It's just up in your head waiting to be spilled out onto paper. Annoying. I feel like I've wasted an entire day even though I have actually done quite a lot.

      I am finding myself more and more irritable as my days at art school are slowly coming to an end. Fuck, I hate essays. I have no time to ponder on how close I am to leaving because I have so much fucking work to do. And to be honest, I'm not too upset about leaving my fellow classmates. I am more sad to be leaving the classrooms, workshop and Steps ("Hey, Jen. I'm outside on The Steps. Come out of class for a bit and have a smoke with me. See you soon.").

      Anyway, I go to drown my sorrows on my couch with my ukulele.



    • Hello.

      10 years ago

      Jenza

      I’ve realised lately that I am not quite as happy as I thought I was. I’ve become very good at tricking myself into believing I’m alright. I should be good at it; I’ve been lying to myself for at least 4 years.

      I think it’s time to talk about it with someone.


    • Blogging.

      11 years ago

      Jenza

      Whenever I come back on holiday - especially if this holiday includes very little internet time - I always find myself slow to bounce back into the swing of things. It has taken me two weeks to start making vlogs on youtube, and I have finally started to reply to emails I've received in the last 5 weeks.

      But blogging has always been something that takes a long time to get back into. And I'm very sad that - for the last few months... maybe even this entire year - I haven't been writing as much. I used to be able to write pages! Inspiration galore! Now, there's nothing. Perhaps it has something to do with using up all my creativity at art school.

      Whatever the reason, it's quite a sad realisation. In fact, can I even call myself a blogger?



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    • Jakarta

      11 years ago

      Jenza

      Being in Jakarta has started to give me this sense of calm I can’t seem to find in Perth. Even my own house - which is my very own slice of heaven - sometimes leaves me feeling empty. To me, Jakarta is that defogging button that you press to sort out your windshield. Totally gives me clarity.

      It’s like swallowing The Little Book Of Calm and somehow having it assimilate into my system, which is, of course, impossible.

      I’m taking it easy, taking it slow. Just being.

      I’m loving it.


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    • Hey there.

      11 years ago

      Jenza

      Why does it feel like the older I get the less articulate I become?


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    • Here's to dodging bullets.

      11 years ago

      Jenza

      I hardly think he even realises this, but in 2 days, I'm supposed to be in sunny Bali wearing a gorgeous wedding dress surrounded by friends and family.


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    • Sunday Sads/Monday Melancholy.

      11 years ago

      Jenza
      Sunday evening always has a
      Sense of something good about to end, I know
      We hold our breaths for tomorrow...


      I don't do well when there aren't constants in my life. I hate big happy nights because I know that it won't last. And big happy weekends are even worse because it all disappears come Monday.


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    • don't fight it.

      11 years ago

      Jenza

      I left my heart in places
      Forgot everyone of their faces
      And tried to navigate a broken path
      Of which I may have helped create
      In any incident, this is never no accident
      To stand alone and
      Let the silence make itself at home

      Where has my light gone?
      Where has my fight gone?
      What keeps us burning when the fire is long gone?
      When I can’t relate to that voice without a face
      Should I be afraid is it a voice I did create?


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    • A question for all of you reading this.

      11 years ago

      Jenza

      So, say you are broke. Say you don't want to go out partying because you know you'll spend money that you need for basic stuff.

      And say I am coming to visit.

      And while I'm there, there's this absolutely fantabulous music festival that I want to go to.

      YOU would really enjoy the music.

      And say that I offer to pay for everything because I really want to go. The amount of money it'll cost for tickets and drinks isn't much for me and you would be doing me a favour by going because I don't want to go alone. I don't ask for any money back. The only payment I ask is that you go with me.

      Would you go?



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  • About Me

  • Comments (878)

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

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    • seruko

      10 years ago

      hey

    • mm172001

      10 years ago

      Happy birthday!

    • amber

      10 years ago

      straightening when it's fully long (aka. before i had it cut) took about 25 mins....i have a great straightener.

      currently it takes about 10mins to straight. not too sure if i'm digging it yet or not. it's extra short when it's curly...the layers are...i'll get used to it i suppose, now i know why i haven't gone to a hairdressers in so long....i like having my hair long and not feeling all weird and new.

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      p.s how are you sexy ? smiley12.gif

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Carol's coughing is great...I think they tone that down for the US version of the show. I remember one skit were she is in the Travel agency and a woman across the room asked a question and Carol coughs in her own hand...and then blows it across the room toward the woman who asked the question. Silly but funny.

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Show us your other gun!

      You can flip the image 180 degrees....voila!...the other gun. smiley8.gif

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Oh, didn't you hear, Timothy? I accidentally ate some Magic Mushroom (no... not those types of mushrooms... REAL magic mushrooms) and I grew to 60 ft and turned into a lesbian!

      AND.... 4 more limbs appeared too!

      Yeah BABY! You know EXACTLY what to say to turn me on!

      Jen - You should tell your dad (Steven Spielberg) about that movie concept......it's killer.

    • esther FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      well well well. if it isnt JenzaGONE.
      pm me your address woman so i can send you something for your birthday.
      It probably wont make it in time... but you know, thats really your fault or something or other.

    • BlackMonsta

      10 years ago

      how've you been babe? I haven't been on here in eons lol

    • BlackMonsta

      10 years ago

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    • whadamess

      10 years ago

      Holy crap, I havent talked to you in forever, How ya been girl?

    • esther FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      Hey!
      Was thinking about you today. I hope all is well in your world.

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    • amber

      10 years ago

      aww sugar, i know how you feel. been there before. if it makes you feel any better, i'm at home, sick in bed with some kind of killer flu/bronchitis mix. it's craptastic. smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • cronogold

      11 years ago

      Awww... no running with scissors? That makes me a sad panda.... Happy Friday!! =0)

    • iluvdblchexs

      11 years ago

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    • seruko

      11 years ago

      howdy jen

    • mm172001

      11 years ago

      Upstairs to an apartment not in the basement. I know...tough move!

    • KingOfLemurs

      11 years ago

      So I ran 3 miles and tanned for 2 hours today.

      What did you do?

    • iluvdblchexs

      11 years ago

      I hope you are doing well! smiley12.gif

    • KingOfLemurs

      11 years ago

      I'm going home now though.
      Maybe we'll talk again later.

    • KingOfLemurs

      11 years ago

      Then try I shall.
      If time is not the healer of wounds then perhaps effort will be.

    • KingOfLemurs

      11 years ago

      In case you didn't guess (which I am sure you did)

      Here I am. smiley8.gif

      P.S I didn't run away or log off because I couldn't talk anymore.
      Internet simply went down.

    • ginger_ninja

      11 years ago

      hey. im jamey and just wanted to say that you are very hott. ^_^

    • seruko

      11 years ago

      im doing better than i have been doing

      i don't work tomorow so thats good

    • seruko

      11 years ago

      well hello gorgeous


      how you been

    • camboy45

      11 years ago

      I'm glad to hear that :)

    • camboy45

      11 years ago

      Oh, I see :P So how was the "aftermath"?

    • amber

      11 years ago

      i'm jealous! get a tan for me please! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • camboy45

      11 years ago

      You've been tagged! Copy the journal and paste into your own, changing the answers wherever deemed necessary.

    • bwhorns

      11 years ago

      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/online.php
      dont really know why i do this but look whos first!!!

    • amber

      11 years ago

      you can even meet him smiley0.gif

    • BlackMonsta

      11 years ago

      *hug*

    • camboy45

      11 years ago

      Hey, how you doing?

    • mm172001

      11 years ago

      How's it going?

    • DemoDiver79

      11 years ago

      Alright, Jenzatron. No more of your silly games! This time you're gonna have to pay for all that damage. We're not going to pass it off to the taxpayer like we did last time. I mean really, did you HAVE to go and smash the convention center? Was it REALLY necessary to throw those buses around like that? smiley8.gif

      You pull one more stunt like that and I'll revoke your Rampage Permit! smiley0.gif

    • missperfect

      11 years ago

      o that sux lol i talk to u alot but i never hav sent u a freind request lol
      so here

    • iluvdblchexs

      11 years ago

      Why hello there darlin...how are things?

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I'm happy, Tim. Don't you worry about me.

      That made my day. I am TRULY happy....elated to hear that. I figured your absence(here) meant one of two things and when I saw your journal.....I feared the worse. Well...I'm about to go to bed. Glad our ships crossed in the night for a few moments today.

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      And I miss your smartarse remarks.

      A classy chick....you said arse.

    • missperfect

      11 years ago

      nm so ur getting married

    • amber

      11 years ago

      you can go up to about 10mm and they'll still shrink down to close to normal. if i leave mine out for an hour, or even half, they feel a bit tight when putting my earrings back in. it also depends on your skin and how stretchy it is. just stretch em a lil and see if they shrink back easy. but don't go wasting money on those 'spacers' or whatever they're called. just shove a bunch of 14g cbr's in there every few days...then subway or mcdonalds straws because they're nice and strong. knitting needles cut down or even chopsticks are a cheap alternative as well. and then if you get REALLY desperate, just wrap some duct tape around them and gradually stretch them up even more. easy peasy pie. wow, long paragraph is LONG! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Raptor_Alpha FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I miss your artistic presence......and wit. Don't make me go on Facebook. smiley1.gif

    • BlackMonsta

      11 years ago

      *hug* full of miss

    • amber

      11 years ago

      i miss your face. smiley12.gif

    • esther FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Just thought i would drop a line and say hello.

      "Hello!"

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    • DonutBoy1

      11 years ago

      Hello. How are you?

    • DemoDiver79

      11 years ago

      Of COURSE you're special. I don't pimp my buddies out to just ANYONE... well, maybe I told Amber, too....

      But you two can fight it out for dibs. smiley8.gif

    • mm172001

      11 years ago

      How's it going?

    • whadamess

      11 years ago

      Jason Mraz has a New Album out, I havent checked it out yet though, hope its as good as the last 2

    • amber

      11 years ago

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