Jessrmh291

Female
from cold place

  • Activity

    • ALRIGHT New Plan!

      12 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      Seeing as it seems ive given up totally on everyone i know on rvb its gotten rather sad. i have decided with 2 special friends' help to make a new account and get a new start. I feel bad 4 leaving everyone to ponder what happen to Jess as i stopped most conversations even in messages; and watch alerts obviously. Hopefully i will get a wonderful new start and then only have the friends who i really want to keep conversation with and limit the people on my friends list. That way i can keep track of the ppl i want to keep track of with out feeling overwhelmed. Talk to ya laterz smiley0.gif
      ps i will be most likely deleting this account

      and thanks for the help Ellis and Kay smiley11.gif

    • nya...

      12 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      but wats that important that ppl would actully want to come and read it.. about my life ne who. not much i can think of. i kno friends are friends and they like to hear from each other so u all have a point there. but i wanna type somthing possitive. and the possitives in life right now have been pretty consitant with my life latly. so its nothing new. though i did go 4 a lil quality time bike ride father daughter blah today.. so i guess thats somthing? lolz well its a journal.. so blah?

      hehe things are going to look brighter soon homefully. as time heals. ^^

    • it ley burns... **sizzle** awww

      12 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      It burns.. becuz i went to the beach. i went with my mom, my moms's sister cindy, and my cousin sandy. i did use sun tan scum (my version of suntan lotion.. got it from my dad , lolz) but my one knee/leg is burnt. and its like.. yo.. burrrrnnn bitches. (haha dawn:P) but this trip was fun. we are going again next week. with out my dad and others around my mom can be ok. cuz i can be my self and dont have to walk on eggshells around her when others are around. lolz

      OO also dawn, i saw that sign on the way there again that said moose. lolz hahahah

      mmm well theres nothing else going on .. kewl. but that was my day trip. woot....... isnt it intresting? smiley4.gif

    • school is comming up soon /cry

      12 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      but maybe i will be more schedualed to getting back on rvb. come one 4 half hour to and hour everyday atleast. i havent been on much and i came back on today and realized how much i missed some of you guys. lolz. i love rvb. its awsome. the ppl on rvb are always so nice and will always listen. ty 4 that!

      lately in my life....
      hmmm ok well i just go on wow and put head phones on to block out everybit of my parents i can ne more. today they have fought 4 over 6 hours. if not more. but atleast 6. most likly more. my mom is just making things worse and worse. she doesnt want to leave my dad. my dad obviously doesnt want to leave either cuz he is putting up with her. ne other guy would of left. .. still playing wow ...
      umm actully this past week i have been thinking bout my ex. im trying not to shove my problems away and hid from them but i dont kno exactly how to deal with it. but least im letting a little bit heal every now and then. crying and such.

      well take care you guys. i gotta read my damn book 4 school. yes they gave me a fucking book report to do over the summer. .. damn tech shcool. its cuz im going into an honors class. pff. bahhumbug. lol ttyl smiley12.gif

    • i wanted to post this a while back.owell

      12 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      If you're bored (which is probably why you're on here) shuffle you're playlist. Then, answer each question with the first song that pops up. Here's my results:

      1. How does the world see me?
      in memory - shinedown

      2. Will I have a happy life?
      a gun shot to the head of trep - trivium

      3. What do my friends really think of me?
      numb-linkin park

      4. Do people secretly lust after me?
      the mission - jag panzer

      5. How can I make myself happy?
      highway to hell - acdc

      6. What should I do with my life?
      clahs with reality - pantera

      7. Will I ever have children?
      touch of red- inflames

      8. What is some good advice for me?
      bleeding mescara - atreyu

      9. How will I be remembered?
      my friend of miser- metallica.. aww but i try to be a very happy person. im very random ne who. lolz

      10. What is my signature dancing song?
      exodus- fates warning

      11. What do I think my current theme song is?
      the rememberance ballad - atreyu. .. wow thats about death. lmao yet its one of my truely favorite songs.

      12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
      cowboys from hell - pantera - hahah

      13. What song will play at my funeral?
      use my third arm - pantera - wats with all the pantera songs all of a sudden?

      14. What type of men/women do you like?
      determined - mudvayne. - good song. but wow didnt think it like that. lolz yet it works 4 my situation right now. and how it didnt work like that.

      15. What is my day going to be like?
      cradle - mudvayne. - i do have it on random huh.

      16. Will I ever have love again?
      remorse of the dead - lamb of god - hahah


      out of all of them artists. soo many i have i got a lot of the same ppl. lolz oh well.
      listening to the red hot chili peppers now so chyea ^^

    • we're not stoned we swear!

      13 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      kay copied and pasted this b/c im a lazy ass bitch.

      ok... this is how it went... i had to go out to the window and remove the chair from the first time jess climbed in then i ran back in, she climbs out and i follow, then we see bear and we run back in the house to get her leash.. (were sneaking out... 3:30) and then we slowly jog to the gas station, tie bear to a pole and go in. by chips, dip, skittles and m-azing bar. then we walk back home laughing our asses off. we get in, i put out bag and shit on the door handel, jess walks in and lets the dog in. then we go back to the window and hop in and we still didnt get the bag inside yet.... we're waiting to hear the rest of the story that my fingers just told us

      P.S- nobody is home, we snuck out from ourselfs, being loud as hell at 3:30 in the morning.
      P.S- my dog is bare.

    • hergitda blah

      13 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      im bored??? chyea.. nothing much going on today. though im bout to head out 4 water ice mablah. yes you all needed to kno that and thats why i created the journal, just 4 that. lolz jk just more boredom and needing of a new journal

    • ive been on rvb

      13 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      nine months... woo.... ...
      damn im fucking bored.

    • look ill be ok

      13 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      i havent given up in life. life just makes some weird turns. in a way they make us stronger and more prepared. things dont go the way they are planned always, i kno. and i also kno that not all things are permanant. so we lose and win some good things. but ill make it though. ill be ok. ty 4 all of you who have sent ur kind words and showed your care. i must say you guys are a great bunch of ppl. im still trying to count my blessings. and im still trying to let things make me stronger and just keep rolling.
      ya, life can throw some pretty rough stuff your way and plenty of it but im still doing wat i can. i cant always dodge things but ill take them by the horns then. and if i fall ill get back up. ill be ok. i havent given up and ppl havent given up on me. so thank you

    • ya.. life.. huh.

      13 years ago

      Jessrmh291

      life just keeps heading down hill dont it. every time thinks start to heel and look up just a little something happens. i cant hold on to thinks i love. like in that song one last breath by creed. he sings bout holding on to wat he thinks is solid and the sollid is who he loves. but love is something with ppl. ppl always change. no matter how much i dont want to change or i dont want some one to change or how much the person dont want to change, we still change. there is no actul solid we can hold on to.
      so like i said. life just keeps heading down hill dont it.
      and yet there is nothing i can reali do about it. i keep trying my best to put problems down and say things could always be worse. and i try to count my blessings. but my blessings just keep falling apart and just become a weakness. and then as its a weakness, life goes after that weakness and makes life worse. i keep trying and i keep seeing things in life just fail and fail. idk wat to do.

  • About Me

  • Comments (710)

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      :) Was sooo nice hearing from you Jess. Thank you for throwing me a bone, so to speak, lol. Hoping we can drum up an on-going communication someday. You take real good care of yourself. Maybe we'll talk again, like we used to.
      :) <3 <3 :)

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Hi - I don't know why I keep coming by here. Other than I miss you I mean.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

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      ZING!

      "BIG HUGS"

      I was so glad to hear from you Jess, sorry I wasn't around that day.

      Memories - wow!

      Am I gonna hear from you again soon? Thanks for being in touch, it was touching.

    • C16H14N2O

      10 years ago

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    • Tihawkie

      10 years ago

      Merry Christmas!

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      E.T. was here
      on this leap year day.
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    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

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    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Oh crap! NOw I have that song title stuck in my head... "good, good, good.. good vibrations"..... SHUT UP BEACH BOYS!

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Sending you good vibrations.

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Alert - heh!

      Oh, remember that time we were going back and forth commenting each other and stuff, then got warned about mod cheating or something like that? LMAO! That was a classic moment. smiley12.gifsmiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Home of the original Jess. smiley0.gif

    • CaboosesGF

      11 years ago

      haha ok.....

    • CaboosesGF

      11 years ago

      hey jess!!!

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Two months now huh? Just came by this profile to blow the dust off of it, lol.

      Get in touch when you can... I guess from Rejuvenation, whichever! smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Jess, Jess, Jess, lol

      You were thought of... just wanted to let you know, you're not forgotten, not by a long shot.

    • C16H14N2O

      11 years ago

      Haven't commented on this profile in months! So here I go! lol

      Feels kinda like home. Gone but not forgotten.

    • connR

      12 years ago

      whats going on? new account? im confuzed... lol, ley burns sizzle aww


      but anyways i made a jessism. ornge. i use ornge allot now... anyways on not on rvb much anymore cuz i have a life now! hooray for me!

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      This is kinda neat, having a little conversation here, instead of the usual message route.

      Well, I'm so glad you're ok and that you're holding up.

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      Jess, Jess, Jess ....

      I hope you had a good Thanksgiving or made the best of it anyway. I worry so much about you since we don't talk as much anymore. Let me know how you're doing when you get the chance.

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      Here's a funny for ya..
      Back in 1850, in California...

      California became a state.
      The State had no electricity.
      The State had no money.
      Almost everyone spoke Spanish.
      There were gun fights in the streets.

      So basically, it was just like California today except the women
      had real breasts and men didn't hold hands.

    • Cry_Wolf

      12 years ago

      i have a new bulletin see what you see in it.....see what you truly see.....it jumps alot i know i do it on purpose for ppl to think thats how i wright its what i do ^_^*

    • Cry_Wolf

      12 years ago

      yeah i know what you mean .........but im always on if you ever need anything im here ^_^* see ya =D

    • Cry_Wolf

      12 years ago

      Hey......im srry i havent spoke to you in a long time ><" i feel really bad....but if you have a myspace or something heres my clicky thingy lol and agian im srry for not talking to you.....im still your friend and all i promise *bows to you*
      www.Myspace.com/onebreathandimgone

    • codysean

      12 years ago

      hi

    • Jessrmh291

      12 years ago

      i remember when u typed this to me. nyesh guys are agrivating . cant live with them cant live with out them

    • kaylasw91

      12 years ago

      i swear im going fucking lezbian... i hate guys, they all piss me the fuck off, jimmy, john, morgan, all of them!!!!

    • oodoughnut

      12 years ago

      gewd im so lewd............bllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    • oodoughnut

      12 years ago

      happy birthday you iz one yeer old

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

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    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      OH that person below (inlovegurl), add her, she's awesome. She lives not too far from me. smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      You know what's plum sweet?

      Sugarplums (all of 'em) lol <---- hey, I have an inside joke to share with you, awwww..... lol. smiley8.gifsmiley0.gif

    • inlovegurl

      12 years ago

      hi wuz up im ashley

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      lmao @ ur title!!!

    • Takhisis

      12 years ago

      thats good to hear, makes me feel better ^_^

    • Takhisis

      12 years ago

      okish, how bout u

    • connR

      12 years ago

      yay ur on!

    • XxHal0PunkxX

      12 years ago

      JESSS!!!!!
      HEY YO JESS!!!
      HEY YO JESS!!!
      HEY YO JESS!!!
      HEY YO JESS!!!
      GUESS WHAT!!!!!!



      COCKATOO!!!
      I LOVE YOU!!!!
      WHY AM I SPEAKING IN CAPS???
      EH WHAT THE HELL, WHY NOT??
      MUAHAHAHA
      ......
      im so bored :]
      love u!!!!!!!!! smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      Good morning!! : )

      Have a good day Jess!

    • falldragon11

      12 years ago

      come to my journal for your mods

    • SpadeEXE

      12 years ago

      Lookin' through your pics, I thought you would like this, the double back flip. Please tell me you already saw it, but there it is again.

    • AznKage

      12 years ago

      hahaa danks fer da comment ^_^
      and fer starters...wa do members do around here?? LOL

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      hello!!! *knocks on head* anyone home?

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    • Amaterasu

      12 years ago

      hey jess, what's up?

    • Takhisis

      12 years ago

      read/comment on my journal

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      so, where you been, haven't seen you in a couple

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      You get the 1st one : )

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    • ziggynewb

      12 years ago

      HEY JESS!!! GUESS WHAT!?!?!?!?!



      tff.


      hahahahahahaha!

    • AntiFlagGirl

      12 years ago

      thanx for the comments

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