KaptainO

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from Austin, TX

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      8 years ago

      KaptainO

      'The muffled hum of the dropship’s engines floated lazily about inside Spartan 103 ’s helmet.'

    • Taking Off The Mask... Part Two

      8 years ago

      KaptainO

      Bit of a shock to the system, isn't it?

      They say that they've felt that way about you for quite some time now. They're not sure when exactly this attraction developed, but it is most certainly there. However, they've been squishing those feelings down because they know that they're in a relationship. They don't want to hurt their partner. They don't want to risk losing your friendship. The two of you hardly get to see each other. And even if all these factors were gone, they still feel that they'd have no chance with you anyway.

      But they are quickly proven wrong...

      Taking a deep breath, you inform them that you, in fact, have also been having feelings for them. Small ones, but feelings nonetheless. The occasional daydream of holding their hand... perhaps kissing them, or hugging them for longer than absolutely necessary; or every now and then indulging in that warm fuzzy feeling you get when you hear from them. That feeling you get from them, and them alone.

      Again, a bit of a shock to the system. You both are hit with a flood of emotions; everything from excitement and happiness, to utter disbelief and even fear. But after the initial surprise goes away, and you begin to think more logically (or so you've led yourself to believe), the two of you come to an agreement: you'll continue to be best friends, even with the knowledge that you both like each other as much more than that. As of that moment, all you can really do is wait to see how the situation develops. And the two of you are perfectly fine with that.

      And develop it does. Develop it most certainly does...

    • Taking Off The Mask... Part One

      8 years ago

      KaptainO

      (This was originally posted in my blog at reality2.tumblr.com)

      Imagine yourself in a big, crowded room full of people you’ve never met. It’s lunchtime, and you’re all alone, walking around holding your food and looking for somebody to sit down and eat with. You see several appealing people, but soon discover that they’re already with a group of friends. You’d rather not just invite yourself to sit with them, for fear of a rather awkward situation. So you look instead for a person alone, like you. Perhaps somebody sitting my themselves, or walking around doing the same thing you are.

      Finally, you see somebody. They’re sitting alone with their back to a large pillar off to the side, eating their lunch by themselves. You continue walking, but keep your eyes on them until you finally decide to go up and talk to them. “Hey, do you mind if I sit here?†you ask them. They accept a little shyly, but they still seem quite friendly right off the bat. You get to talking, names are exchanged, and you find that this person is, to be perfectly honest, really cool. The two of you share similar interests, similar senses of humor, similar beliefs, the list goes on. You like them. A lot. You talk for a few hours, well after the two of you have finished eating. You get their number, they get yours. You part ways; it’s back home for the both of you. But you share a quick hug before leaving, with every intention to stay in contact, and to see each other again when you can.

      As the months go by, the two of you do, in fact, stay in contact. Texting, calling, and occasionally seeing each other. You’re quickly becoming very close friends. In fact, they’ve told you that you’re their best friend more than once. They feel that they can trust you more than their other friends. They talk to you about personal issues; you’re the one they come to to vent about school; about life; about their significant other. You feel that you can trust them as well. They’re the person you go to vent about things; to speak to about personal issues that you might not trust your other friends with. Again, the two of you are getting very close. They start to tell you things like, “I miss you†when you’re not around. Admittedly, you’re missing them too. You’re not able to see each other nearly as much as the two of you would like. But you manage.

      Then one day they tell you that they love you.

    • Officially a Hipster

      8 years ago

      KaptainO

      Well, here I am. Sitting in my room, typing up a journal post on my brand spankin' new Macbook! My uncle got it for me for college, and I couldn't be happier to finally have a computer to call my own! I mean, yeah, I suppose you could say that the computer in my house was "my" computer, since I was pretty much the only person in my house to use it, but still. This one is MINE. And for that, I'm very happy. :)

    • SchieBlich Gehend!

      8 years ago

      KaptainO

      Plans are officially in motion to send me to Austria for Christmas!!!!!!

    • Tumbling down the rabbit hole...

      9 years ago

      KaptainO

      So I started up a blog on tumblr today. The reason? I met somebody on Omegle who is started a project called “The Post Fall.†Essentially, it’s meant to be... well, it’s honestly a little difficult to explain. It hasn’t fully taken off yet, but I definitely recommend checking it out, especially if you find yourself in some kind of stressful situation in life (which is why I started following it. If you must know, message me). You can find it at thepostfall.tumblr.com/
      You can also find my own blog at reality2.tumblr.com/

    • “Fake Plastic Love"

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      KaptainO

      At the end of a relationship, everyone always thinks of the one who gets dumped... They’re the victimâ€â€the breakups’s protagonist. They’re the ones who need attention; friends shower them with hugs and reassuring words, and animosity toward the one who broke their heart. The one who did the dumping is always the enemyâ€â€the Bad Guy. An insensitive prick who had their fun, then tossed their lover’s emotions aside to search out another heart to send through the shredder...

      ... But if all the attention is focused squarely on the hero, and the villain left ignored... How can one be so sure that the roles are as black and white as they seem?


      Ok, so that was a post from my journal. I’m reposting it here because I honestly don’t expect to receive much discussion/feedback there. So my question to you is: In breakups, is the one doing the dumping really always the “Bad Guyâ€Â? Think about the potential reasons that would compel somebody to end a relationshipâ€â€especially one that’s been long and successful. If you’ve ever been forced to dump somebody, why did you do it? What went through your headâ€â€and your heartâ€â€beforehand? And what happened/how did you feel afterwards? In other words, what is it like when the “Bad Guy†is really the hero of the story?

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    • "Fake Plastic Love”

      9 years ago

      KaptainO

      At the end of a relationship, everyone always thinks of the one who gets dumped... They’re the victimâ€'the breakups’s protagonist. They’re the ones who need attention; friends shower them with hugs and reassuring words, and animosity toward the one who broke their heart. The one who did the dumping is always the enemyâ€'the Bad Guy. An insensitive prick who had their fun, then tossed their lover’s emotions aside to search out another heart to send through the shredder...

      ... But if all the attention is focused squarely on the hero, and the villain left ignored... How can one be so sure that the roles are as black and white as they seem?

    • A promise between friends

      9 years ago

      KaptainO

      So two days ago, I had a couple of friends over. We went shopping for pillows, then went over to Ihop for a late lunch, and finally came back to my house to hang out, play videogames/D&D, etc. The subject of pointy ears came up somehow, and one of these two friends pointed out that there is now a cosmetic surgical procedure that can make one’s ears pointyâ€'and make it look real. Long story short, we all made a three-way pinky promise to each other that if we could raise enough money, and find a place that’ll do it for us, we’d all get our ears pointed. Dead serious.

  • Comments (217)

    • Ratmaster

      6 years ago

      =(

    • Ratmaster

      7 years ago

      Hey dude?
      You haven't been on in how long? 11 months?
      Where did you go??? D=

    • Veronox

      8 years ago

      I agree completely, HIGH FIVE!

    • Ratmaster

      8 years ago

      . . . FAIL FOR ME smiley4.gif ^_^;

    • Ratmaster

      8 years ago

      Didn't you know? Aussies spend Christmas in summer smiley6.gif

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Whatever happened to your story?

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      having a B2T Coloured test screen cast! come join!

      www.ustream.tv/channel/B2T-Coloured

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      I've been fine smiley1.gif

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      9 years ago

      Hey, I found you using the site member search feature and wanted to let you know about a RvB:TX, a group that is planning a RvB festival in Austin in the near future. Our group already has over 100 members, including Gus, and we're very active. If you are interested in volunteering, giving suggestions, attending, or just RvB in general, please check out our group page here. Also, feel free to check out our dedicated website and Twitter account. And make sure to send this to any friends who might be interested!

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Oh great. . . someone must of kidnapped you and killed you. . .

      Time to plan the funeral. . . wanna be coffin or ashes?

      Post edited 6/09/10 11:08AM

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Hey dude. . . where you go????

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      sadly no I dont =/

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      When's the next chapter going to be posted?

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Why don't you reply to my comments anymore?

      Did I do something wrong?

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      What did you think of my latest story entry?

      Fun fact: I didn't decide to tie it in with "The Vigilus" until the last second.

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      thats ok. . . .

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      So it's been 2 weeks. . . .ever goin to update the chapter? XD

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      When's the next chapter going to be added?

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Feels like today's the day, if you catch my drift.

      (You know what I mean, man. All signs point to yes.)

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      We should totally make a toe sock group XD!!!!

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      lol. . . . .Yes toe socks are awesome! XD

      wonder if there is a group . . . .if not we should make one XD

      Post edited 2/02/10 9:22PM

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Just read it. There are no spoilers yet.

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      A few story questions:

      What army do you want to be in? (America is sort of an antagonist in the way of totalitarian government, so you know. The protagonist's faction are the good guys in beliefs and honor)
      What is your personal motto?
      What language do you want it to be in?
      Anything else?

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Oh lol kool

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      I'll be honest with you... that last comment, and I don't know how to say this in a non-weird way, broke my heart. I never meant to annoy. I'm sorry.

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Chapter?
    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Chapter?

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Darn

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Awesome! smiley0.gif

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      When will you post the next chapter?

    • psyco38

      9 years ago

      ill check later I have RPing to do

    • psyco38

      9 years ago

      yeah I mean seriously I haven't been around

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Next chapter, yes?

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Vigilusssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss?

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Yes sorta creepy. . . . .but I kinda agree with u. . . .it is sorta cute

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      So when is the next chap coming out?

      Post edited 1/17/10 7:53PM

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      When's the next chapter going to be up?

      Also: Check out the most recent Vigilus chapters.

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Thats ok. . . . .

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      So it's sunday. . . .WHERE'S THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!! hehheh just wondering smiley0.gif

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      When is the story going to be updated?

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      Hey
      whuts up?
      Oh and rough estimate. . . .how much longer till the next chapter? smiley0.gif

    • Veronox

      9 years ago

      Can my character in your book come to the aid of the other characters during the coming fight, please?

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      hahahaha
      Sponsors dont have the ads anymore :D
      non-sponsors have to suffer with it XD

    • Ratmaster

      9 years ago

      <------------is it just me or are the side bars look different to u? ---------->
      Bayonetta ------>
      <------random lady
      smiley3.gif

      Post edited 1/04/10 1:11AM

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