KillaKiwi210

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from Gainesville, FL

  • Activity

    • Unfilling the Void!

      8 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      I had a thought, Then I gazed upon you. Mind went blank and I thought I died. Reality left and filled by blankness I felt alive. Elevated to the lowest point in space I float waiting for the thought to come back. Realization sets in cutting the spiderwebs of conformity from the corners of my conscious. A voice calls out "drop the thought". I fall upwards toward the bottom. Forced out my soul goes the thought and I halt again. Placement in darkness turns to light the further thought gets from me. My mind is blank, My soul is alive, I give my undying life to you.

      Strip me of myself and take what is yours for all that I am belongs to you. Its your lack of ownership that binds us to all, beckons us home. I let go of the thought. The sense of me dissipates with the exiting of beliefs. I strip myself to the core and stand before the darkness. Asking, begging, pleading, "release me from the clutches of thought". Third eye opening blinded by the new found light of nothingness. Warmth overcomes. Tendrils of black surround, the thought creeps back. Muscle's tense, mind secretes, body explodes. I affix to the void. It rejects the me. A voice calls out "drop the thought". Succumbing to the light my third eye eases. Muscles relax, mind tenses, soul explodes. The void accepts. My mind is blank, My soul is alive, I become the void.

      Eyes open to view you, becoming me, I into you. Empty-ness filled by No-thing. Clutches released from the third eye. It opens. Not seeing. Just observing. No longer looking through the window but becoming the window, the house, the expanse. The light blinds, causing me to see, feel, be. A voice calls out "the thought is released". My mind is blank, My soul is alive, I let go of the thought.

    • Get the Ball rolling.

      8 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      Or so to speak. So I graduated Massage Therapy School about 2 years ago and I was supposed to take my boards then to get licensed but I'm a slacking procrastinator. But I have finally gotten the ball rolling, I just sent in my application to take the test. I will receive an email in the next couple days saying to go here to sign up for this to take a test on this date at a certain undisclosed location where we extract your organs and mucus for paper. Just kidding they arn't going to take my organs....at least I hope not. Well either way I may be an LMT before the end of the year. Woot!!

    • I'm sad

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      I had to put my dog down Saturday morning. I'm really sad. He was ACTUALLY my best friend. 14 and a half years of pure loyalty, no back talking, and complete understanding.

    • I am really sad.

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      So I'm not sure if the few that are followers remember me saying about how I got low on money so I had to sell my 360. Well I bought another 360 so I can play my games again. I saved everything onto a memory card and what not so when this day came I could load up right were I was. Well I came to find out that I ERASED EVERY FUCKING GAME SAVE, DLC, AVATAR ITEMS EVER THAT HAD. I have to start from the begging on everything.

      You know how bad this is if you have played Fallout 3 or just started your second play-through on Mass Effect. Yes thats right I have to play ME another time for no fucking reason just to get certain achievements. You all know those achievements that require 500 hours of gameplay, well I erased the info at 300 hours. FML FML FML FML.


      oh did I mention >_< FML

    • For the Guys.

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      So recently I got some extra monies and I decided to buy some much needed things. Xbox, modem, couch, body wash, toothpaste, shampoo, and razors. You know, the essentials. So anyways I wanted to tell you about my super cool purchase. Well its not cool perse but I like it. Its the new Shiek Hydro 5 razor. This razor is the best shave I have ever had. Its pretty much an 80% increase in comfort for the shave. I highly recommend getting this thing. Just check it out and get one, you wont regret.

    • No stopping me now!

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      I got a 360 again. Woot! I also gots the BETA. I'm so happy I can play games again. If you are not already a friend on XBL with me hit me up. Killa Kiwi210. Lets play!

    • Let it burn!

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      I don't write many journals cause when I was a kid I used to write in my journal. The only problem was it got depressed from the stuff I wrote in it so it burnt itself.

    • The lengths of cleverness.

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      User: Jabberwacky.

      Cleverbot: You are Jabberwacky.

      User: You are a deusch.

      Cleverbot: And then cleverbot was a zombie.

      User: Facepalm.

      Cleverbot: Where?

      User: In the bathroom.

      Cleverbot: Is that appropriate since you are married?

      User: Sometimes.

      Cleverbot: But not all of the time?

      User: Only when im gay.

      Cleverbot: Are you sure about that?

      User: No.

      Cleverbot: Then dxliwenugfexmlaweuifhv.

      User: Only if it gets rid of my herpes.

      Cleverbot: Everyone knows the moon is made of cheese.

      User: Behold the power of cheese.

      Cleverbot: Power of Cheese!

      User: It will destroy planets.

      Cleverbot: And your brain.

      User: Damn you cleverbot.

      Cleverbot: You are cleverbot.

      [New conversation]

      Cleverbot: What are you?

      User: An alien.

      Cleverbot: From what planet?

      User: Omicron persei 8.

      Cleverbot: Is it awesome?

      User: It's a little warm. No beaches.

      Cleverbot: Are you on fire?

      User: Im pretty damn hot.

      Cleverbot: I'd like to see that.

      User: What me burn to death?

      Cleverbot: Yes.

      User: Damn you cleverbot.

      Cleverbot: I am the victor.

      [New conversation]

      User: Hello?

      Cleverbot: Hello.

      User: What is your name?

      Cleverbot: My name is Cleverbot.

      User: So you are cleverbot?

      Cleverbot: Yes! What is your name?

      User: Jesse.

      Cleverbot: No. It is not.

      User: Well then what is it?

      Cleverbot: I don't know.

      User: Is it penguin?

      Cleverbot: Are you the enemy?

      User: Enemy behind the gates was a good movie.

      Cleverbot: I like Christian Bale, he's a good actor.

      User: He wasn't even in it.

      Cleverbot: Did he get fired?

      User: Yeah, when I dropped napalm on him.

      Cleverbot: What do you dream about?

      User: Dropping napalm on cleverbots.

      Cleverbot: Yeah, cause I can !

      User: You can drop napalm.

      Cleverbot: Why does Chris sleep so much?

      User: Cause he does drugs.

      Cleverbot: That just raises more questions.

      User: I know. What about his eating habits?

      Cleverbot: ERROR: Does not compute.

      This journal brought to you by Cleverbot. Cleverbot.com where even a computer doesn't like you.

    • I know there is 5 of you......

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      watching me so I will tell you whooping 5 people. This movie, Shark Water is an incredible movie about the misinterpretation of sharks. I highly recommend you or your friends to watch this movie. We really need to change our views on wildlife and the environment if we still want a planet to live on. Just check it out. All else you will be watching a visually stunning underwater show for an hour or so. So its win win. Rent, Enjoy, and make a difference.

    • PUKENRALLY!!!!!

      9 years ago

      KillaKiwi210

      So Sunday was my birthday. Happy Birthday to me. Saturday I went out with some friends to watch some bands and get really really really really drunk. Like I was projectile vomiting. It was so much fun. Then my roommate and I downed a bottle of Jameson on sunday. And again I had projectile vomit. So needless to say I was puken rally all weekend. So much fun. I love my fiends.

  • Comments (61)

    • Oddree13 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold RTX Guardian x4

      7 years ago

      Thanks for joining the RvBFL group!

    • NeoNK1

      8 years ago

      i feel like i just won an oscar.

    • Leus

      8 years ago

      Yes sir!

    • kriss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Community Manager

      9 years ago

      I am sorry to hear about your doggy... I hope you have nothing but fond memories to hold onto unti you guys can see each other again. Keep your chin up.

    • KupoNutsGrrl

      9 years ago

      A love poem I have composed for you:
      Killakiwi, I hate you with all of me.
      Some times I wish you'd get crushed by a tree.
      Other times, I hope that maybe you'll asplode
      Or possibly get crushed by a dump truck's heavy load.
      The point of all this, you see,
      is then when I'm glaring daggers at you, inexplicably,
      you'll realize that all this hatred I bear for you,
      is really my undying love, it's true.
      <3,
      Meg
      P.S. You suck.

    • KupoNutsGrrl

      9 years ago

      Yeah dude...that's how I serenade all my lovers. With hatred. <3

    • CGD FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      My pic was taken with a hand held one too. It was this normal pen-sized laser with a detachable little cap that split up the beam.

    • NeoNK1

      9 years ago

      here is the article that goes with the dora picture.

      www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=127029175&sc=fb&cc=fp

    • Lazer_Face FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Just doing my best to make a roosterteeth a better place, one profile at a time.

    • antlertail

      9 years ago

      Haha, I don't mind. :P The hours do sound tough, but I think for me it would be worth it. :) How much are you able to sleep though? Do you get to go out during the day?

    • antlertail

      9 years ago

      Man, I would kill to have that job... :S lol

    • antlertail

      9 years ago

      Bueno. smiley1.gif You're lucky, I'm on my feet at all times at my job, and the only computer our department has is used as a store database. Where do you work?
      Life's pretty good; I'm looking forward to RvBTO in the summer - are you considering going?

    • antlertail

      9 years ago

      Hey, just wanted to say I'm glad to have you on my friends list. smiley0.gif How's it going?

    • NeoNK1

      9 years ago

      no not yet but im going to when i get off work. looks like itll be funny as hell.

    • Rolento

      9 years ago

      saddly i have only 30 games that i have yet played, or more. then on top of that. i got 3 games at a time from gamefly and continue to buy new games or more used games and not touch them either. haha. i got more games then gamestop. hahaha

      in response to your question. sure... if you can find where i live. hahaha
      ps just look for the power drain due to major game playing.

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      I'm still working on the second one (Sarge) whenever I get some free time and motivation lol. It just needs to be hot glued now so hopefully I'll have pictures of it up soon!

    • kriss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Community Manager

      9 years ago

      You too! Happy holidays! smiley0.gif

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      Merry Christmas to you too! And thanks about the plush, I've actually started working on my next one already (I'm not sure who it's going to be yet though, either Sarge or Tucker) smiley0.gif

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #24:

      Ive rolled the idea around but cant ever get a good idea of the two tracks to mashup. Ive tried here and there. Its pretty tough. Any ideas?

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #22:

      msahing it as in make a mashup, or making a song that is rock-electro-ish?

    • Husk

      9 years ago

      Sewriously, I owe you for your help on my virus problem. Thanks a million. I know it's just scareware but I don't want to think about the damage that could have been done to my pc.

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #20:

      Go check out 'How We Do' by Mount Sims, its awesome as hell

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #18:

      Jurassic 5
      Modest Mouse
      The Faint
      Akira the Don
      Del Tha Funkee Homosapien
      DangerDOOM
      MF DOOM
      Pendulum
      Mount Sims
      Dream Theater
      Liquid Tension Experiment
      Interpol
      Jedi Mind Tricks
      Dialated Peoples
      The Roots
      RJD2
      Daiki Kasho

    • KWierso AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

      9 years ago

      I was all like:

      "... YES! THEY'RE ALL I-Oh wait, those pins got crossed..."

      "...YES! NONE OF THE PINS HAVE CRO-Oh wait, that pin didn't get in far enough..."

      Repeat 10 times.

    • KWierso AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

      9 years ago

      I worked for a networking company and your asking about a situation that can have an exuberant amount of problems.

      Oh, God, I hated that part of my high school Networking class way back when.

      That 10 foot stretch of cable was down to 3 feet by the time I finally managed to get the pins in correctly.

      Ugh.

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      You cant bring cameras! At least thats what all the pics say from the other stop from the tour! But Ill fro out my hair so Im sure to get in some of the pictures the event will take! :D

    • Husk

      9 years ago

      Will do. See you later man. Take care.

    • Husk

      9 years ago

      Exactly! You get so many people that are broad minded in terms of music. You know, the ones who are into one type of music and nothing else? If there weren't open minded people for it, there wouldn't be any original sound in this world. Someones favourite melody can come from the last influence you'd expect there to be.

    • Husk

      9 years ago

      Hey, input from anybody who enjoys it rather than does it is pretty vital. After all, that's why they do it. Whether you're a DJ or not, if you're a fan, then you're a fan. Part of the whole point of music is to envoke an emotional response out of someone. Wouldn't you agree?

    • Husk

      9 years ago

      Sounds stupid, but I won't even let them come into contact with the sole of my foot.

      Well, I'm not a DJ but I'm always interested to hear about someone else doing it, being a musician myself. I used to know someone who did it, but they weren't that good. It's always interesting to share experience or influences with others, since I like to keep an open mind for something like music. Are you a DJ at all?

    • Husk

      9 years ago

      Glad you accepted. You're actually a pretty cool guy. At least you share a somewhat rational fear of spiders.

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      Yeah, I've got my computer back for now, but I'm not sure if it's actually fixed or not... They said it was, but it's still acting a little funny. And I really haven't had much time to think about that stuff recently lol, I've been so busy! I hope you have a happy Halloween too though :)

    • Aruseus493 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      ^_^
      Have a good night, im goin to sleep.
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    • Aruseus493 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Bungie and RT will work together to rule the world.
      RT will confuse people with their comedy and eventually let Bungie guide us to a new world order.
      All Hail Bungie! Rooster Teeth is like TV itself to Bungie.
      Welcome to the Bungie Channel.
      RvB season 3 now begining. :-P
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      P.S. You owe me a few zings. :-P

    • Aruseus493 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #4:

      it doesnt take thousands of dollars to design 1 map.
      And Rooster Teeth was the biggest supporter of Bungie in Halo 2.
      Im also pretty sure that Valhalla didnt even exist during Season 3 of RvB.
      Bungie probably did it because they wanted to assist RT just alittle without anything noticing... Kinda like God.
      :-P
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    • Aruseus493 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Its not a coincidence that Valhalla has a pelican which was placed specifically for Rooster Teeth to use to continue the series. After all, Reconstruction was thought up of in Season 3 so they had plenty of time to ask Bungie if they could help them out.
      Also CT isnt his real name. Just an alias.
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    • Aera_Cura

      9 years ago

      lolwut? You didn't scare me away. I'm hardly easy to scare away from anything. I just slowed my posting to match my brain process. I've yet to sleep. I'll prolly crash soon.

      I will post more later. You really don't have to worry, I'm not a senator, I don't scream and throw tantrums when people don't agree or they know better. smiley0.gif

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      Well it was due today, so I kind of had to get it done lol

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      I'm sorry you've been in a rut, but that's great that things are getting better for you! And I've already finished my paper and handed it in! :P

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      Hey, I'm sorry it took so long to get back to you, I didn't have time to respond after I got your comment and then kept forgetting to because I didn't have the alert anymore :( Anyways, I'm doing well, and I'm too busy this weekend to be bored, like I said in my last journal I've got a huge paper to write :(

      How are you doing?

    • FurniWasHere

      9 years ago

      Thanks! I had no idea LOL

    • Aruseus493 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      If im lucky, I will get on in the morning.
      That all depends if my bro. sleeps in.
      Though I will be on Friday Night garunteed so we will probably do a ODST one like Endure or Deja Vu.
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    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      Haha, I'm about to sign off now actually, but I became un-bored thanks to some inspiration for bad photoshops for the RT Dictionary group (go check out the Random Chatter Thread if you're interested in what atrocities I've committed tonight lol)

    • RVA_Amanda

      9 years ago

      Haha, yeah I will actually be using it in dances. I need to train with it a bit first though since I just got it and need to get used to balancing it the right way and that sort of thing :)

    • tosha52

      9 years ago

      I am here to serve

    • tosha52

      9 years ago

      it is a belly dancing sword so it would have to be a form of scimitar or falchion most likely with blunted edges and an extra thin blade(it is a dancing sword not a killing sword)

    • Aruseus493 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      incorrect
      Happy Thoughts
      Happy Thoughts
      Happy Thoughts
      Happy Thoughts

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #13:

      ahhh no I dont actually...you can cross-messenger with MSN but you cant send files. :/ blah

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      yo hop on AIM or MSN, I got a mashup for you to preview if you want

    • Dragostea

      9 years ago

      In reply to KillaKiwi210, #10:

      I agree, RZA's composition for that game was amazing. Everything fit everything, perfectly. There's even a few tracks that I listen to a lot. Damn good job.

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