Wednesday April 5th, I plan on having a stream to celebrate. Very similar to last year's fun stream, party starts at 1:30pm on my twitch channel. www.twitch.tv/kistynocturn
Highlights from last year will be on YouTube tomorrow as soon as I am home from work, to be the pre kick off to my birthday for Wednesday.
I know I am odd and weird about my birthday a few years ago, I wouldn't say anything but a simple "Thank you" to those that knew when it was coming around. However, I feel like instead of receiving gifts I feel like this is my gift to you all, and sadly I can't buy games for everyone so I play games for everyone, games I like and hopefully everyone else likes too.
Me uncensored, uncut, and very very very drunk, on the day to celebrate by birth.
Now to get serious for a moment. If it were not for certain friends I have met because of Rooster Teeth, Achievement Hunter, and the AH/Let'sPlay Community channel existing. I wouldn't be breathing right now, and I am not talking about the time where I was depressed and in a wheel chair for a while that brought me to the site in the first place to laugh again. I am talking about more recently, as in almost 4 years ago recent. For those that don't know here is the short version I didn't tell many people.
For a few moments I actually considered taking a gun to my head, and I knew where it was along with ammo and everything to do the deed quick and clean, only my mother and step father would be able to find me. As soon as I realized what I was considering, I quickly jumped on Skype and thankfully four friends from this very site were online, and I messaged them going "HELP!" or "Hey you there?" they talked me down without even realizing it. Well two actually knew because of the fact that I typed Help to them. The other two were unaware what I was thinking but knew I was just upset still about my ending marriage. I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for those friends, even today as I struggle to make ends meet, I find that my friends is what keeps me smiling no matter what. You all gave me reasons to keep going.
I feel my birthday should be the time to share and show that I made it another year. My drinking on my birthday is one of those rare times where I get to just let loose in a way that I normally don't show often enough. Wednesday is a celebration that I am still here, I am going to let my hair down in a way that shows I am happy in my life, I am in a place I feel proud of who I am and I get to share what I love the most. Making videos and streaming video games because that's what I like to do.
So 1pm PDT I will be holding a pre-stream set up party and the Party stream will be at 1:30pm PDT. That's CDT 3pm and 3:30pm and for EDT it's 4pm and 4:30pm
The party will go until I either pass out, or 1am PDT at the latest because Thursday is a day to recover and it's the only one I get before kicking into a long work week.