Kitteh

Female
from Arizona

  • Activity

    • 4 years ago

      Kitteh
    • Gratitude.

      6 years ago

      Kitteh

      Recently a couple dudes who I hold close to my heart sent me a couple things, and I just got around to making a nice little thank you post for them.

      These will probably be hanging in some shrine when I'm 80 years old that reads "My parents lied to me! Talking to strangers on the internet was the best idea ever!"

      Sean, I absolutely (not literally) died when this arrived. This was totally unexpected and this shirt gets worn EVERYWHERE, with the exception of my bed...maybe. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. You're an amazing person and I love you dearly.
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      Lynx, I can't believe you sent this awesome piece of history to me, especially when you've had it for so long. I can't wait to be able to teach Robyn and Griff how to play it, and tell them that a close friend from THE MAGICAL INTERNETS set it to me. You gave me a way to show the babies how much fun I had when I was younger. I'm going to cherish this forever.
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      ALSO, Spammy, you didn't send me anything, but, I do need to thank you for letting me vent such...personal matters to you and feeling 110% comfortable about it. You've been an amazing friend and I will always be here if you ever need anything. Keep being you, because who gives a shit if a stranger doesn't like it. YOU'RE AWESOME.

      On a side note, I know it just ended, but I will be attending RTX next year. If anyone that I have to see ends up not going, expect some angry phone calls, and then some brutal stationary. Not on Animal Crossing, either. LOVE YOU GUYS. :*

      GRATITUDE ALSO TO ERKAN, YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL YOU. I FEEL SO TERRIBLE THAT I JUST SAW YOUR GIFT. THANK YOU FOR THE SPONSOR ERKAN. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! *squealing quietly*

    • Pointless post

      6 years ago

      Kitteh

      But since I sold my 360 I'm definitely going to sell the controller I had for it so I can buy a sponsorship. I'm fairly certain the last time I had one was around a year ago, and I would reeeeeally like one back. That or I would just really like a job.

      If I got a job as a baker I would say "Because I kneaded dough." Yup.

      I hope you all have a wonderful time at RTX. I'm excited to see all of the pictures. Now what do occupy myself with while everything goes on...

    • One year later

      6 years ago

      Kitteh

      Friends, family, it's been a long while, like a hey-sorry-for-dropping-off-the-face-of-the-earth-multiple-times-with-no-intent-of-a-goodbye while. I apologize for that, but right now I need to unleash a few emotions that I haven't been able to, or at least to anyone I know in person.

      I've had a difficult year, and when I say year I mean from this very day of last year, to today. On this day of last year, I had moved in to my second apartment with the father of my kids. I had high (higher than they should have been) hopes that this was it. This would be the last time I would ever move out of my moms. I would make a living with the father of my kids, have a decent family, a decent life (I'm not picky), and be content waking up next to him in this wonderful apartment we had settled in to. Wrong. A week in to settling down some wonderful news was clarified and confirmed. Two and a half years and two kids, and I had been cheated on several times, twice being in the same week I had conceived Griff. I was used for my (my mother's, rather) money. I was fairly certain I was done. Well, That was 9 months prior to me finding out, and I was a week away from having Griff. Result: shove it to the back of my mind and make this dysfunctional family work. July 31st had finally come, and I (gory parts aside) was finally holding my son. Fast forward 3 months and multiple violent fights later, I was done being abused. Moving out willingly was more difficult than getting screamed at daily. I was taking my kids back home, and getting away from something that could have potentially turned physical, how it didn't I'm not sure but I'm glad. After I left I got the rep that I took the kids away from their father and was the worst person to have children with. Welp, smarty me from october to about 4 months ago had attempted to rebuild what feelings we still had for each other, just to find out that sometimes Mommy and Daddy really don't end up together and once a cheater, always a cheater...or worse. Regardless, I have finally dropped the idea of ever having a family with him, simply for the safety of me any my children. I thank my intuition for never letting me get married.

      I had attempted at a relationship with an old friend who was a wonderful father figure since theirs isn't around much, but that wasn't meant to be. No hard feelings, nothing to really say there. In and out.

      So, single mom, not in a rush to find anybody. Hell, I will probably be a single mom till I'm 40. Who the hell knows. What I do know is I am not an independent person. Not physically per-say, (I mean who doesn't love getting to hug or kiss on who makes you happy?) but in an emotionally aspect, as well as a mental one. I have never been good at being alone. Having come to terms with killing off my social life to focus on the babies, and starting up school and a job I had a semi-epiphany. I don't want to raise my children here in Arizona. I want to give them an opportunity to thrive. I want to give them a wonderful education. I want to show them you can literally go anywhere you want if you apply yourself. I want to make legitimate friends (aside from the two friends I have here). I want to go to school. I want to fulfill what I consider a relationship, and have someone to keep safe, and I want to marry them. Whoever I do end up marrying, will be my first and only marriage.

      This is becoming redundant, I apologize.

      I want to move out of country. I want to give my kids the life that I have dreamt of since I was 14. Why not? Oh right, I have to go through dip shit daddy for approval, or go to court, get full custody and then I can work on leaving. Proving him an unfit father would be easy, so I will probably settle with the latter. If I ever want to be happy, I need to leave everything and everyone, and start over new.


      Guys, ladies, I want to thank you. I want to thank you for being some of the most genuine people I have ever known. I want to thank you for giving me a place to come when I felt like I would rather jump off a cliff. I want to thank you for continuously listen to me rant, whether it be on here or teamspeak. Thank you for always making me feel like I had a second home, for never forgetting about me, and even though you never needed to, caring about the little family I created. Sure I have my blood family, my friends have come and gone, but I have never felt more love from a community of people I have never met. Some of you deserve a lot more than you get. Others don't realize how amazing they are. One I would walk to the ends of the earth for. Having said that, I wouldn't be who I am today if not for your love, support, advice, and the fact that somebody actually listened; somebody actually cared.

      I can't say it in person, but I love you.

      TL;DR Story about shitty boyfriend, I'm going to better myself, I love all of you.

    • 6 years ago

      Kitteh
    • Not exactly what I signed up for.

      6 years ago

      Kitteh

      Motherhood should mean loving your kids unconditionally, and kissing a booboo if they get hurt.

      NOT RUSHING YOUR YOUNGEST TO THE BATH TO WASH HIS EYES OUT AFTER THE OLDEST POURED DISHWASHER DETERGENT OVER THEIR HEAD LIKE A CELEBRATORY GATORADE DOUSING.

      Everything is okay. He isn't blind. I am going to kill myself though for not putting that in a better hiding spot...and possibly my daughter. Couldn't tell my mom. Had to tell you guys. Thanks for the out of the blue rant. Love you all.

    • 6 years ago

      Kitteh
    • Cautionary whale.

      7 years ago

      Kitteh

      I've got a little under 7 weeks to go. Which means he could really come whenever he wants at this point. I'm waddling everywhere and I'm ready for it to stop. I need a shower.

      Miss you and love you all <3

      Oh also, this made my year:
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    • Best Laid Plans

      7 years ago

      Kitteh

      If I'm not slightly internet famous by the time I'm 30, I'm killing myself.

      This has been a post.

  • Comments (100)

    • nightwolf12 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Dat avatar mustache, gurrrl.

    • Lynxxon

      6 years ago

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      6 years ago

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    • soundbarrier

      6 years ago

      HI. :)

    • Lynxxon

      6 years ago

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      • Lynxxon

        6 years ago

        And we all miss you! smiley13.gif

      • Kitteh

        6 years ago

        Awhhh Lynx I miss you!

    • soundbarrier

      6 years ago

      DAMMIT GET BACK ON THE SITE. :)

    • FenixDOZD

      7 years ago

      YOU ARE SO HOT

    • Schraver Party Hard

      7 years ago

      Happy Mother's Day!!! :D smiley9.gif

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        Thanks Schraver :3

    • Lynxxon

      7 years ago

      Happy Mothers Day Camille! smiley13.gif

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        Awh Lynx thanks so much. :)

    • isaac89tx FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Shy/Awkward/Anxiety.

      7 years ago

      Hey hello

    • manofchance FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      what happened to your picture you posted smiley2.gif

      but it is good to see you on rt since you have been gone for a while smiley0.gif

    • manofchance FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Here is our happy valentines day video from all the Rooster Speak guys to you and the other rooster speak girls

      Check the description of the video for your specific valentine smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

      I also suggest checking out sailortweek's valentine!

    • Nester82 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Hey Kitteh, I wanted to wish you to have a Happy Valentines Day today! @----- Virtual Rose for you!

    • tweak_weak

      7 years ago

      Why hi there, how are you doing today? I'm Rick nice too meet you.

    • Strutter

      7 years ago

      A kitteh!

      What do I do? I don't speak cat......

    • nightwolf12 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      I have no idea but the problem has now been solved. :P

    • bdoomed No idea

      7 years ago

      MEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW ~ smiley12.gif

      Post edited 2/01/12 1:43PM

    • soundbarrier

      7 years ago

      OH HAI. You got me listening to way more Bayside.

    • RNOblivion FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Neat, I just noticed you're from Az too. I haven't ever run across another Arizonan on here in the last 6 years haha. BTW, you make a good Pikachu.

    • Sephiroth0

      7 years ago

      Hi there. I'd like to personally welcome you into the RoosterTeeth-Xbox Live Community group. Please remember to put the group on watch so you can receive updates about upcoming community game nights.

    • soundbarrier

      7 years ago

      Hi. I'm in Digital Design right now.

      • soundbarrier

        7 years ago

        HURR DURR. You're right.

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        IT'S STILL. YOU CAN DRAW ON A TABLET AND STUFF. HUR.

      • soundbarrier

        7 years ago

        Digital Design isn't drawing. It's design on the computer. Durh.

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        Jesus how much drawing are you doing.

      • soundbarrier

        7 years ago

        Nope, that's Figure Drawing.

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        Cooooool! :D wait is that the naked girl class?

    • Myshu FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold chupariffic

      7 years ago

      Special delivery!
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      "Sit in the box, Phil. Guard the box, Phil. Do everything, Phil! Man, this sucks."
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      Oh no, don't hurt him! He's an only child!

      • Myshu FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold chupariffic

        7 years ago

        Hehe, yay! Glad you like. =P

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        SOOOO OMG YAYYYY.

    • crazyl999 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold crazyl999

      7 years ago

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      • crazyl999 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold crazyl999

        7 years ago

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        Post edited 1/19/12 3:20PM

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

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    • Newbs FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold PM

      7 years ago

      Hey. Why are we not friends on the site!?

    • soundbarrier

      7 years ago

      Best friends. BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

    • Visceral

      7 years ago

      Blarg! smiley0.gif

    • Schraver Party Hard

      7 years ago

      We still miss you! I see your new job has you super busy eh? smiley9.gif

    • Steven FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Boo!

    • RvBCaboose94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Blarg!

      • Kitteh

        7 years ago

        COOKIES?

    • RvBCaboose94 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Thanks for the add!

    • KungFu_Cat

      8 years ago

      Safe to say that we kicked some serious ass?

      I'd say so ;D

    • jack FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold I Like Lego

      8 years ago

      No problem.

    • jack FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold I Like Lego

      8 years ago

      Shhhh... don't tell anyone.

      • Kitteh

        8 years ago

        best delete my comment, then.

    • Schraver Party Hard

      8 years ago

      That was ment to be a Ditto on Will's comment...
      WE MISS YOU!!! How have you been? smiley9.gif

    • Steven FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Yes well, my current phone cannot get it, so that's all that really matters.

      Also, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN

      We've missed you ;_;

    • Leo

      8 years ago

      Sperry's are so comfortableeeeeeeeeeee

    • Schraver Party Hard

      8 years ago

      Where have you been lately Kitteh? We miss you! smiley9.gif

    • ThatWalder

      8 years ago

      Curry C.U.R.R.Y

    • ThatWalder

      8 years ago

      Flood F.L.O.O.D

    • Adamcarl

      8 years ago

      In reply to skieshax, #2:

      Great news! How you liking your new place? I'm gooood :D warm and sunny here right now :D

    • James Volume III

      8 years ago

      I got it from Amazon for about $70, actually. Nice deal from a store in Illinois.

    • Juls FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blam Bitches

      8 years ago

      Oh Miss Kitteh! I misses you too! Where you been hun?

    • Adamcarl

      8 years ago

      Whatcha you doing Kitty Cat? :D

    • James Volume III

      8 years ago

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    • Royplayer89 RTX Guardian

      8 years ago

      It's because you're loved. :3

    • Royplayer89 RTX Guardian

      8 years ago

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    • soundbarrier

      8 years ago

      Guess what? I'm back! But now I leave on Thursday for RTX.

    • Schraver Party Hard

      8 years ago

      Just got back from where? smiley9.gif

    • Schraver Party Hard

      8 years ago

      Sup girl? smiley9.gif

    • James Volume III

      8 years ago

      Ohh, well that's a viable reason. You're excused from not being there. smiley1.gif

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