11 years agoKrane
When you know you want someone to be happy, and every fiber of your being wants it, is it okay to let that someone go? If they might be happy with someone else, is it fair to want them to yourself, even if they might be happy elsewhere? As you now may be guessing, I'm talking about Natalie and me. She knows and so dose the rest of the world that I love her more than anything on the face of this planet, or in any micrometer in the universe, but would it be fair to her if I wanted her to be with me, when she could be happy without me?
When you know that your happiness is something youÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ve never felt, until a special someone came and showed you what itÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s like, would you ever want to let them go? When you had never been shown love from a single person you looked up to or felt love for, and someone loved you with every fiber of their being, could you let them go? Again, IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢m talking about Natalie and me. When I was a senior in high school, I had gone through some rough times, but when we started to become closer, and love each other, I had come to the fact that I had changed, not all at once or in any short period of time, but that I was changing, and that I hadnÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t felt the way she made me feel before.
Love is fickle, and itÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s strange, and hard to describe. I want her to know that no matter what happens, that no matter where she wants to be, that IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ll always love her, and I want her to know that in my pain, her happiness is what will bring me joy. Sure, at first it would hurt to see her smile and hold on to him, but she would be happy. I shed a tear while typing this because I know deep down inside I never want to lose her, or let her go, because no one has yet to make me feel like its worth it to go on, she has shown me so much and losing her is one thing that WILL hurt, and WILL be a hard thing to do, but her being happy is what will show me that she is in a better place. My pain will subside, and my tears stop falling, but my love for her will never fade. If she decides to leave me for him, but she wants me back because she feels the same way that I do for her, then I will welcome her into my arms and hold her so she never feels alone, I WILL take her back and keep her, and feel safe in knowing that she loves me the same way.
My peace is that which has not yet been found, I try to hold myself and pray that I will finally find the peace IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ve been searching for since my parents split and have yet to show a love that can rival that of mine for Natalie, but my peace will go on disturbed, until (at least in my mind), Natalie finds that she belongs with me, and stays with me. My peace is at rest when she comes to meÃ¢â‚¬Â¦and never leaves my arms, so that I can hold her, and know she is mine.
I love you
11 years agoKrane
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