LOST687

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    • Betrayed - Avenged Sevenfold

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      I donno why but I feel like posting this song, it just makes me think. About Dimebag getting shot by a FAN! A FAN!! What a faggot. The world lost a patriot. Here's to you Dimebag, here's to you.

      Betrayed

      Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?
      In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
      As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do [finish you]

      I feel it burn inside, burn like the rising sun
      Lifted into the sky, took the only thing I loved
      I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms
      So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar

      A smoking gun in your hand, now don't you realize what you've done
      Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young
      How could you kill the man who brought salvation through your pain
      He must mean everything to end it all this shameful way

      I started here so young and helped you get along
      Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
      Don't live you life in vain, don't take it out on me
      You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
      I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed

      I felt so down now you're around to rescue me
      Every note and every word i'm listening
      Sometimes problems seem too deep to take
      Sometimes I cry thinking my future looks so bleak
      Finally, together we were destined, I know what's best for us in the end
      Someone hear me, someone stop me, someone listen, why aren't you listening?

    • DAH! I think I could die!

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      Man, I didnt eat as much as I wanted to today! SHAME ON ME!!! IM A CONTRERAS! IM SUPPOSED TO EAT A LOT!! Its ok, I saw family and friends so I'm cool for today. I think I will hold a mod contest soon. One thing I am thankful for is my RvB family.
      Good fortunes, luck, and health,
      LOST

    • Dread and The Fugitive Mind - Megadeth

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      Let me introduce myself I'm a social disease
      I've come for your wealth leave you on your knees
      No time for feeling sorry, I got here on my own
      I won't ask for mercy, I choose to walk alone

      What's yours is mine and what's mine is mine too
      If you shake my hand better count your fingers

      What if I do get caught? what if there is no judgment?
      If I'm right I lose nothing, if you're right I lose it all
      I ought to get caught because I'm doing something wicked
      I'm guilty haunted by my fear and the only consequences
      Are dread and the fugitive mind

      You built walls to protect you so no one will infect you
      Pursued by those out there that vanish in thin air
      Come a long way to find what you really left behind
      You don't know when the end is but it's coming fast

      What's yours is mine and what's mine is mine too
      If you shake my hand better count your fingers

      What if I do get caught? what if there is no judgment?
      If I'm right I lose nothing, if you're right I lose it all
      I ought to get caught because I'm doing something wicked
      I'm guilty haunted by my fear and the only consequences
      Are dread and the fugitive mind

      Solos - mustaine, pitrelli

      So I bet you're all wondering why I posted this song. I donno why, just sorta felt like it. Its a good song. Angry Again is better but I was just listening to it. I posted a couple of new pics. They're both about the same age. About 3/4 to 1 year ago.
      Good luck, fortunes, and health,
      LOST

      EDIT: To all the newbs coming in tonight, I DID NOT name myself after that gay ass show! I named myself after my brothers! They were the original Lost brothers and clan. They started with Dune 2000 so Lost wasnt even thought of when I earned my name! On a lighter note please to all you rookies join this game ----> CLICK ROOKIES CLICK!

    • So...

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      To all you guys that know me, know that i like to be non-cohearant (sp?). In other words, I dont make any fucking sense. So at school today... (and the story begins!) in PE (yes im in PE im a lazy ass) a kid named Dario Paicj (prononced Piech) said he was a "Specially trained STD." So we all spazed and ran away from him.... (hes from Bosina and is really stupid!) Then I told AnimeAllie and she just walked away talkin to another guy (thanks for the self confidence boost by the way!(sarcasm, Allie, sarcasm)). Then, school ends 1 hour later and I go wait outside for my dad to come and pick me up. So he gets there and he has my bro (i knew he was coming) and my neice (didnt know she was comin') and we went and saw Doom. Best use of $1.50 I've ever done... I'm serious! I've never been that thrilled in my entire life! It was FUCKING AWESOME! The first person part was like a game! It was AWESOME!!!! I've never wanted to see a movie like that (horror/action) before! I cant believe Sarge became evil!! NOT SARGE!!!! WHY ROCK WHY!?!?!? Well if you havent seen Doom I suggest you to! Then I went to PizzaPlanet and ate. Then i went to my brother's apartment and we chilled for the next 2 1/2 hours. Then I came home about 9:45. So pretty much I just got home...

    • Lost in Hollywood - SOAD

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      LOST IN HOLLYWOOD
      I'll wait here
      You're crazy
      Those vicious streets are filled with strays
      You should've never gone to Hollywood


      They find you
      Two-time you
      Say you're the best they've ever seen
      You should've never trusted Hollywood


      I wrote you
      And told you
      You were the biggest fish out here
      You should've never gone to Hollywood


      They take you
      And make you
      They look at you in disgusting ways
      You should've never trusted Hollywood


      I was standing on the wall
      Feeling ten feet tall
      All you maggots
      Smoking fags on Santa Monica Blvd.


      This is my front page
      This is my new age
      All you bitches put your hands in the air
      And wave them like you just don't care


      All you maggots
      Smoking fags out there on Sunset Blvd.
      All you bitches put your hands in the air
      And wave them like you just don't care


      Phony people come to pray


      Look at all of them beg to stay
      Phony people come to pray


      (The lines in the letter said
      "We have gone to Hackensack")


      Look at all of them beg to stay
      Phony people come to pray


      All you maggots
      Smoking fags on Santa Monica Blvd.


      All you maggots
      Smoking fags out there on Sunset Blvd.


      All you maggots
      Smoking fags out there on Hollywood Blvd.


      You should've never trusted Hollywood
      You should've never gone to Hollywood


      All you bitches put your hands in the air
      And wave them like you just don't care
      You should've never trusted Hollywood


      You know what makes this song so sad? Its really fucking true! I'm serious! I mean look at all the fakes out there that just as killclip30 says "bend with the trend". I'm staying who I am and not a damn person can change me!!

      Good luck, fortunes, and health,

      LOST smiley3.gif

    • hey guys.

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      help me out here and join. please click and join! if you do i mat give you 2 mods. if you havent read my past few journals i encourage you to do so!

      Good luck, fortunes, and health,

      LOST smiley3.gif

      EDIT: here are my stats:

      Global
      You have made 1154 posts, 31 journal entries, and 0 forum threads.
      You watch 25 users, while 16 watch you.
      You have received 256 (mostly positive) mods and given out 258 (mostly positive) mods.
      Journal
      You have made 31 journal entries, with an average of 7.1 comments per entry.
      Your most popular journal was Hey with 31 comments.
      Every 2.99 days you add a new journal, usually on Thursday nights, as with 7 (22.58%) of your journals

    • Nice Guys Finish Last

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      Nice guys don't always finish last
      .....To every guy that says I love you.
      -To every guy that opens doors.
      -To every guy that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road and push her out of the way.
      -To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
      -To every guy that said, "Sex can wait."
      -To every guy that said, "You're beautiful."
      -To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
      -To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (And even a stuffed animal perhaps).
      -To every guy who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
      -To every guy that said he would die for her.
      -To every guy that really would.
      -To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
      -To every guy that treated her like a princess.
      -To every guy that cried in front of her.
      -To every guy that she cried in front of.
      -To every guy that holds hands with her.
      -To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
      -To every guy that hugs her when shes sad.
      -To every guy who would give their jacket up.
      -To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
      - To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
      -To every guy that would give his seat up.
      -To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
      -To every guy that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
      -To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
      -To every guy who told his secrets to her.
      -To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breathe.
      -To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
      -To every guy that believed in her dreams.
      -To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
      -To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
      -To every guy that wasnt just trying to get laid.
      -To every guy that actually listened.

      ---*To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.

      This one is for you.

      -----If you are a nice guy repost this: Title; "nice guys finish last"-------

      -----If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to encompass even a few of these things.....repost it with "nice guys don't always finish last"


      This is very true... LOST smiley3.gif

    • Better Version - Shinedown

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      Better Version -Shinedown

      Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind
      I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine
      It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself
      What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else
      I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
      And if that's what you wanted
      Well then I'm so sorry

      How about a better version of, the way that I am
      How about a better version that, makes me understand
      How about a better version of, the way that I am
      The way I look, The way I speak,
      How about a better version of me

      Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time
      A silver shade, and the design is all mine
      It's just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in
      It never seems to fade away but I pray for the day it ends

      I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
      And if that's what you wanted
      Well then I'm so sorry

      [CHORUS]

      Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned

      [CHORUS]

      Ok, guys/gals its been a while since i posted a song so I decided to post this KICK-ASS Shinedown song called Better Version. If you don't own this CD then you should! Its really good and it really shows the talent of these guys! They're current single is called Save Me. I'll post the lyrics on it soon its an AWESOME song and the solo is soo blues its amazing! The new albulm is TOTALLY different from the old one from what I hear. I don't have the CD yet but I hope to soon! Well I mean I have it on MP3 but not the actuall CD and no I didn't pirate it. This song is good and until you guys hear it you'll have to take my word on it! The whole Leave a Wisper (Shinedown's first CD) ROCKS! The bass is loud the solos kick ASS and the lead singers voice is PERFECT for they're style!

      Good luck and good fortunes,

      LOST smiley0.gif

    • Read, don't question my sanity!

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      OK guys I'm sure you think you know me but you might not yet.

      Here's a list of my weaknesses,

      1.Myself. Yes one of my own weaknesses is myself. Right now I really can't tell who I will be or who I am, but I will make one thing sure: I won't die not knowing who I am! I know what I'm gonna do after I make some money and its not the best plan, there's gonna be a lot of loneliness and a lot of sadness but some people gotta take my "shadow path" and live the life of a Vagabond (for all you stupid people out there it means wanderer).

      2.My puppy (who's hurt right now) Spaz- Who couldnt love a mini verson of Lassie? Well hes almost Lassie, hes got something that Lassie didn't but... well anyway! I love my dog, been shot by bb guns, that the bbs went in and out of my body, for that dog! I could NEVER abandon him, I love him, he's my baby! Got him on my birthday and he's been a blessing ever since! He's tought me a lot about patince!

      3.Emotions- Sure I can seem heartless, but I'm not! I'm a joking kinda guy, and I think thats somthing I can't afford to change. Emotions like anger, love, happiness arn't easy for me to show... I actually have to put effort into them! The people that know me will see me go from happy to depressed in a matter of seconds. Why? Well my dad could die at any minute and really he's what I depend on to see the world! (Also my dog is at his house).

      4.Guns- Who isnt weak when a gun is pointed at a loved one?! I've been shot at! Got grazed by a bullet in the leg! I know I ain't Super Man! I fell on my face and cryed! It FUCKING hurts! All those movies that show guys get shot and keep moving? Those are NOT true, there's only a few 1000 people in the world that could do that!

      5.Change- No I'm not talkin' money! I'm talking going to something to something else. I hate change, it always fucks me up.

      6.Music- Yes its a weakness. I've got Metal in my veins! I can't live with out music, literally I would die! Those of you who know me and think I'm turning Goth, I'M NOT! I'm just letting the Metal take over like it should've 5 years ago!

      7.My guitar- Yes, you read this right! I spend more time practicing my guitar than I do on homework.... in fact I mess with my guitar more than I'm on RvB.

      8.Algebra and complex quantom phyisics- Who the heck doesn't get confused when they
      get to this? I thought I was good at Math, in general, that I could make it in Algebra 1 but man... I got owned this past 6 weeks... and quantom phyisics well you have to be REALLY smart to get that stuff..

      9.Girls- What guy isn't when he asks his crush out? I know I would be, I had enough troble admitting who I like... no I'm not telling! I'm Morman and I wont date till I'm 16 and I like that! A study showed that 95% of girls that dated before they were 16 got pregnant before marrage. I know why God has given us that rule for a reason and that ^ is the reason!

      10.Sucidal thoughts- Who doesn't have 'em, eh? As like Quarintine they've been coming in large doeses lately and don't seem to stop. Strangely I'm still in this world. What/who keeps me going? The people that I know and love. Why I feel this way I don't know.

      My strengths,

      1.History- who can't ase this class? I do it easy! It's simple! All you gotta do is remember a few dates who won a few wars and who lost a few battles and you've ased the class!

      2.My guitar- Yes, my black Peavy Raptor Plus is a strength and weakness! Those of you who know what that looks like well your VERY lucky! I'm probably gonna get 100 messages saying : Whats a Peavy Raptor Plus!? Well its a rockers kick ass guitar, it looks sorta like Quarintine V1's guitar but its slightly different.

      3.Me, ALONE- Now no one take this the wrong way, sometimes I'm just better off alone, as is everyone! But I more than most am better off alone. When it comes to girls I didnt know hardly any till this year (which means I've gotten soft). While ya'll all have plans to settle I have a plan to leave and never come back. Its call the "shadow path". I like the idea. It's me, yes this plan is going to be carried out. So that means that someday I'm gonna leave you ALL behind and become a vagabond (stupid people that means wanderer). Now don't think I hate YOU, I hate who I've become and I need to change who I am and who I will become. If I keep on the same path that I'm on then there might be a few dead friends!

      EDIT:

      By the way:
      YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS::
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      No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless
      __________________________________________________
      I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
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      All questions are COMPLETELY confidential
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      [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]]
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      IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK YOU
      As requested by GD_Freak, I'll let you PM them to me if you dont wanna tell out loud. Also those of you that have already asked me your questions no more.

      I can't think of anymore right now, my music's blocking my thoughts because I have to have it SUPER loud to be able to ignore my brother wailing in the shower (he's 24),

      Good luck, fortunes, and much ,

      LOST out.

    • Strength of The World

      13 years ago

      LOST687

      My story starts the day they said "she can't be found"
      the news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound
      It's over, she's finished, mother lies with my father and sister too
      Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you
      Sorrow swallows my screams

      Strength of the world - is on my shoulders
      Strength of the world - is on my side
      Strength of the world - the one true beholder
      Ice in my veins - for those who've died

      I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
      There's nothing left to say

      Avenge the dead kill all who cross me in my path
      Suicidal, I never planned on coming back
      I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth
      Need nothin', to feel power, and bring the killers to their knees
      Nothin' ta lose vengeance ta gain [you know I'll never be the same]
      So taste my breath I'm close behind you [so desperate on your final day]
      Sorrow swallows my screams

      Sitting in silence with heaven above me I prayed every night by their graves
      While I thirst for closure I feel it grow stronger
      I can't turn my cheek away
      I stand before you; I'll sin when I have to
      But now I leave your side, to avenge my family's pride

      So far forever alone, a greater punishment on me has been imposed
      A killer falling from the light, I'll miss you my family, I'll never be alright

      Thats how I feel sometimes.... please if you havent read my 2 previous journals i encourage you to do so!

      Good luck and good fortunes!
      LOST out!

  • Comments (3790)

    • 1cedGuardian

      12 years ago

      NYO MOAR EPHECTS lol

    • 1cedGuardian

      12 years ago

      Dude this is BITCHING

      "In recent interviews with Jon Schaffer, it has been noted that sometime in 2008 (when touring for Iced Earth and Blind Guardian's new albums are finished) he would like to do an official US tour and record a live album. This has led many to believe a new Demons and Wizards album will not be seen until at least 2009."

    • 1cedGuardian

      12 years ago

      Cool at least its part of the Gibson company

    • 1cedGuardian

      12 years ago

      its ok dude, need help with a solo your in luck i jsut got a webcam so if you can record some audio ill make a solo to it.


      SJIT BTW DOWNLOAD ICED EARTH'S COVER OF KISS'S GOD OF THUNDER JON SCHAFFER SINGS LEAD VOCALS AND LEAD GUITAR

    • 1cedGuardian

      12 years ago

      its ok

    • rowa

      12 years ago

      lol, I'm not gone, I just can never think of anything to say for my journal smiley0.gif

    • SkylarGraves

      12 years ago

      Been a long time eh?

      how've you benn?

    • QuarantineV1

      12 years ago

      resend the info.... I can't get into the old message you sent

    • armenianguy

      12 years ago

      o dude lucky u start be fore me i got 2 weeks till spring and my summer starts june 7.

    • armenianguy

      12 years ago

      ive been good skool is finally coming near to an end wit spring break in 2 weeks and summer vacation in 4 months so its dat time to paintball again.

    • QuarantineV1

      12 years ago

      I meant is there any pictures I have to remove? Or is there space?

    • armenianguy

      12 years ago

      Yo dude wasup! how ya been!?

    • armenianguy

      12 years ago

      Yo dude wasup! how ya been!?

    • QuarantineV1

      12 years ago

      whats gonna dissapear?

    • QuarantineV1

      12 years ago

      Are you seriously pissed? I forgot all about it and had alot going for the past few weeks.
      Just tel me what you don't want and which ones you want in, and I can have it done tommorrow.
      Alright?

    • rowa

      12 years ago

      Hehe you have 69 friends smiley0.gif

    • addboy674

      12 years ago

      around 20,000

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      I'll still find a way to get on don't worry

    • rowa

      12 years ago

      Well, there's a girl that I'm going to ask out when I'm not sick anymore and go back to school..... smiley1.gif

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      oh..well i dont really feel like talking on the phone right now. maybe later mk?

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      I am glad to know I've helped you, if I can I'll try to sneak onto someone's computer, I have my house key with me

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      hahaha =]
      Well im really friggen hyper!! off of coke and chewy cookies!! yumm!! smiley0.gif

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      Well im not saying that you would.
      But you never know!!
      Well i know that you wouldnt.. omgeez.. idk i just confused myself really bad!!! lol

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      Yea. i am. trust me.
      And i dont tell anyone. so dont tell anyone. =]

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      Well i havent really told anybody.. i guess its kindve a 'weakness'....

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      Well most ppl dont really know..

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      I know but i cant do that to someone. i dk why just yet.. i just cant pull my self up to do it..

    • LovelyAngle

      12 years ago

      Josh Murphey.. spl??

    • rowa

      12 years ago

      I wish I had a girl....you bastard smiley1.gif

    • Bucksh0t

      12 years ago

      Lol, sorry i haven't replied to you in a long time...my whole inbox is like that. smiley4.gif

    • nightwolf12 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      Touche. Same situation here, I used to hae a severe case of it but I think I finally overcame it last year.

    • squishyrox

      12 years ago

      ehem

      7. I have 67 people on my friends list, I talk to all 67 of them.

      you have 68 friends...

      smiley0.gif

    • evilcartman1

      12 years ago

      I still say Jesus.

    • evilcartman1

      12 years ago

      I don't know.


      Jesus?

    • evilcartman1

      12 years ago

      Owned.

    • evilcartman1

      12 years ago

      Download it...


      Derrr...

    • evilcartman1

      12 years ago

      When I'm not rushed, yeah.

      Also, you need to get on Yahoo.

    • Nite_Maresz

      12 years ago

      ya.. any time dude. I don't like being sick or other people being sick...so ya...

    • Gael

      12 years ago

      Actually, I was gonna blame Fasching and copious amounts of free alcohol.

    • Nite_Maresz

      12 years ago

      Aweseome, she was most likely happy cause it was your first day being not-single...

    • 1cedGuardian

      12 years ago

      not right now, im going to work

    • Metallica734

      12 years ago

      Yeah I do and thanks...

    • Metallica734

      12 years ago

      My life is just messed up right now...I don't really know what to say right now cause i'm a little concussed after smashing my head from snowboarding

    • Gael

      12 years ago

      Who? Me?!

      >=)

    • dude_stud

      12 years ago

      RvB was getting in the way of his life.

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      I AImed you

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      sry dude my com's fed up and I'm fixing it give me about thirty more secs over here

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      I'm on I'm Rvbchris

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      kk hang on I forgot my thing so I'm signing up

    • green_dog

      12 years ago

      Aim I don't log on much but I will now if you want

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