LP4521

Female
from Fargo, North Dakota

  • Activity

    • Goodbye Forever

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      Hi. I'm Kate's best friend Alyssa. Why I'm on here, you may ask? Well, here's why. Last night, Kate was hospitalized because of a suicide attempt. She was found in her bathoom with her wrists slashed, and she was lying in a large pool of her blood. She was barely alive when her housekeeper, Jessie, found her. She woke up around 9 this morning. Only four people were there this morning, including me, Jessie, Selene and Amanda. I was the only one awake at the time. I left to go to the bathroom for a few minutes, and in that time, she found a pair of scissors and cut into the IV tube that was going into her arm, causing an air bubble to get into her bloodstream and go to her heart, and her heart failed. She passed away at 10:00 this morning.

      I will leave her account up here for about a month or so, as a memorial to her. I hope you will all remember her well. You can also remember her by her favorite song, "The Remembrance Ballad" by Atreyu. The lyrics are below. I suggest you should download it. It's a great song.

      These days are closing in
      The end has become apparent
      We’re only here for so long
      Will anyone remember my name
      When time has washed away?
      The dust…of my ashes?
      When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
      What’s out there?
      What is my eternal fate?
      It only just recently hit me
      That this life…is just a state.
      Mortality fading,
      Like the innocence of love,
      I’m scared to death
      Of what’s to become

      Of my immortal soul
      Of this eternal flame, will you remember?
      Will your heart sing with pain?
      Who calls out my name?
      Who can tell me what happens,
      When my eyes close for the last time?
      Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
      What of my soul, what of my soul?

      All those things you couldn’t say, you should have said
      All those “I love youâ€Âs lost,
      Weighed more like lead on your chest.
      All those things you couldn’t say, you should have said
      All those “I love youâ€Âs lost,
      Weighed more like lead on your chest.

      Of my immortal soul
      Of this eternal flame, will you remember?
      Will your heart sing with pain?
      Who calls out my name?
      Who can tell me what happens,
      When my eyes close for the last time?
      Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
      What of my soul, what of my soul?

      If I could take back all those misspent days,
      Every second of anger,
      I would wash my sins away.

      Who calls out my name?
      Who can tell me what happens,
      When my eyes close for the last time?
      Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
      What of my soul, what of my soul?
      Who calls out my name?
      Who can tell me what happens,
      When my eyes close for the last time?
      Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
      What of my soul, what of my soul?


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    • Knockin' On Hell's Door

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      Ever since that fateful night at the Olive Garden, I've been feeling so empty, alone, and confused...I don't know why he did it...he was such a sweetheart...why God? Why do you have to do this to me? Why make me suffer like this? Why did he cheat on me? No one's here to comfort me...well, my friends of course, but not the comfort I need. Robert...why did you do it?! WHY?! WHY DID YOU RIP OUT MY HEART AND TEAR IT TO PIECES?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?!?! *cries* I wanna leave...I just wanna leave this world...there's no point of having my cold, empty shell here on Earth...goodbye...

    • Welcome To Broken Heartsville.

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      Well...last night was probably one of the worst nights of my entire life...last night I caught my boyfriend cheating on me...yeah, cheating on me with some slutty chick. Here's the story - last night I decided to go out to dinner with my friends, so we went to the Olive Garden. After the appetizer, I excused myself to use the restroom, only to find myself with a horrible scene before me. There, right next to the drinking fountain, was my boyfriend making out with some random slutty chick whom I've never seen before. I was heartbroken. I broke up with him on the spot. I went back, told my friends, and we left. They stayed with me the rest of the night, bless their hearts. I'm so depressed. And now I have to face him again on Monday at school. Oh God, is this ever terrible.

      So yea...Welcome to Broken Heartsville. Population: Me.

    • YAY! A Survey I Found!

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      1. Full Name: Katherine Anne Wilcox
      2. Nicknames: Kate
      3. Birthday: September 24, 1990
      4. Place of Birth: Sacred Heart Hospital in Eau Claire, Wisconsin
      5. Zodiac Sign:
      6. Male or Female: Female
      7. Grade: Sophmore
      8. School: North Fargo High School
      9. Occupation: I'm a student, and a bored person.
      10. Residence: Fargo, North Dakota
      11. Screen Name: Yahoo!: falling_bodies4521

      __Your Appearance__
      12. Hair Color: Black
      13. Hair Length: It's short...like, pretty much guy hair short. It's shaggy too.
      14. Eye color: Green!
      15. Best Feature: My eyes! Even though they're hidden by my glasses...
      16. Height: 5'5"
      17. Braces?: Had 'em already.
      18. Glasses?: Yep!
      19. Piercing: 6 in my left ear, 5 in my right.
      20. Tattoos: None yet!
      21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

      ___Your 'Firsts'___
      22. First best friend: Wow...that was a long friggin' time ago...I can't remember!
      23. First Award: 1st place in the spelling bee my school had when I was 8.
      24. First Sport You Joined: None. I'm lazy.
      25. First pet: A hamster I named Mr. Munchies.
      26. First Real Vacation: I went to Daytona Beach a couple years ago...
      27. First Concert: None yet.

      ___ Favorites___
      29. Movie: Walk The Line, Jarhead, and Brokeback Mountain!
      30. TV Show: Viva la Bam!
      31. Colors: Blue, Black, Purple, Red
      32. Rapper: Tupac Shakur!!
      33. Band: cKy!!
      34. Song Right Now: "Wasteland" by 10 Years
      35. Friend: Alyssa!
      37. Sport to Play: None. Like I told you, I'm lazy.
      38. Restaurants: Famous Dave's, A&W
      39. Favorite brand to wear: TRIPP, Adio, Vans, Volcom, Element
      40. Favorite time of day: Dusk
      41. School Subject: Art
      42. Animal: Wolf
      43. Book: Black Beauty by Anna Sewell
      44. Magazine: Electronic Gaming Monthly, Motor Trend, Car and Driver, Hot Rod, Entertainment Weekly, Shonen Jump
      45. Shoes: Converse Chuck Taylors, DC Shoe Company, Adios, Vans

      ___Currently___
      46. Feeling: Tired...I've been going on 3 days without sleep.
      47. Wishing: For chocolate!
      48. Have a crush?: Uh, I have a boyfriend! But yea, I'm crushing on Daniel Radcliffe...
      49. Eating: Jelly beans!
      50. Drinking: Rockstar, baby!
      51. Typing: This survey!
      52. Online?: On RvB, yes. On Yahoo! and ICQ, no.
      53. Song: "One Thing Leads To Another" - The Fixx
      54. Thinking About: SLEEP
      55. Wanting to: SLEEP
      56. Watching: The world news...I'm so boring.
      57. Wearing: Uh...black baggy pants, a black Pink Floyd shirt...and uh, that's about it.

      __Do You Want To__
      58. Have Kids?: Dunno. Maybe.
      59. Get Married?: Yep.
      60. Careers in Mind: I might go to an art school and become an elementary school art teacher.
      61. Where do you want to live?: England!!!
      62. Cars: A Jaguar, A Dodge Charger SRT, a Lamborghini Diablo, a Chevy Corvette Z06, A Chrysler 300C, and a Dodge Ram 2500 SuperCab.

      __Which is better with The Opposite Sex___
      63. Hair color: Brown or Black
      64. Hair length: Shaggy!
      66. Sing with you or dances with you: Dance!
      67. Cute or Sexy: Cute!!!
      68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
      69. Hugs or Kisses: BOTH!!!!
      70. Short or Tall: Tall, because I don't like short guys.
      71. Easy going or serious: Easy going, but serious when need be.
      72. Romantic or Spontaneous: A mix of both!
      73. Fatty or Skinny: Well definately not fat...or extremely skinny for that matter...right in the middle would work.
      74. Sensitive or Loud: Loud! Like me!
      75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship!
      76. Sweet or Caring: BOTH!!!!
      77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Both!

      ___Have you ever___
      78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope!
      79. Had Alcohol: I had a bottle of beer once.
      80. Smoked: Ew, no! It's a gross habit!
      81. Ran Away From Home: Yea, once. Came back 3 days later.
      82. Broken a bone: I broke my finger once.
      83. Got an X-ray and how many: Once when I broke my finger, as said above.
      84. Been in a bad situation: Yep!
      85. Broken Someone's Heart?: No, but people have broken mine.
      86. Broke Up With Someone: Nope. And I don't plan to.
      87. Cried When Someone Died: Yeah, I did when my grandpop died.

      ___Do You Believe In___
      89. God: No, but I believe there is some higher power up there.
      90. Miracles: Meh, it depends.
      91. Love at First Sight: You bet!
      92. Ghosts: Hell yes!!
      93. Aliens: Yep!
      94. Soul Mates: Yes I do!
      95. Heaven: Yep!
      96. Hell: Yep!
      97. Angels: YES!
      98. Kissing on The First Date: No...maybe on the third date.
      99. Horoscopes: Horoscopes LIE!! THEY LIE I TELL YOU!

      ___Answer Truthfully___
      100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: *sighs* Yep, you bet.

    • I'm A Sponsor, Baby!

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      Oh my gosh...WOW!!!!! I'm a sponsor now!!! All thanks to...*checks sponsorship info* torryrocksme!!! THANKS, DUDE!!!!!

    • Meh

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      I'm bored as hell. Pure and simple.

    • *sighs* I Don't Have Much To Say...

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      Nothing really exciting has been going on. The Winter Ball is quickly approaching - it's this weekend, amazingly enough. Votes are in for Winter Ball court...preps won, obviously. I'm still rather excited about going...it's my first dance at a new school, and my first dance that didn't suck ass, because back in Eau Claire, I went to dances, and they sucked big time. *sighs* My sister's still being her whiny, bitchy self...still not knowing that I took her Lexus out for a test drive. It's one speedy little demon. She can't handle the power of that car...she's gonna get herself in an accident the day after she gets her lisence...you watch.

      Well, I'm gonna go now. See ya!

    • How Fun...A Journal With Cars In It....

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      Since I got nothing better to do, and I'm extremely pissed I might as well post this. Why I'm pissed you ask? Well, last night my spoiled sister and my parents went out to get her a car. Do you know what they bought that spoiled little brat? This:
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      A fricken' BRAND NEW 2006 Lexus G6300. And it looks exactly like that too!!!! That sucker cost $28,000. Y'know what mine cost me? $7,000. And my parents didn't buy my car, oh no, my sweet grandmother did. They wouldn't have bought me a car. Anyway, here's my car:
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      Mine's a 1993 Mitsubishi Eclipse. It runs like a champ, but it needs some work...>_<

      And here's my friend Bailey's (BaileyTheKid) car, for laughs!!
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      Her's is a 1988 Pontiac Grand Am. It's a 3.2 litre V6, and it's awesome, from what she's told me.

    • Valentine's Day Goodness!!!!!

      13 years ago

      LP4521

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      Oh, how I love Valentine's Day!!! I got so many presents!! PEOPLE LOVE ME!!!!! Anywhos, here's what I got:

      FROM MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER, ALYSSA:
      -A dozen white roses
      -A BIG BAG O' jelly beans

      FROM MY BOYFRIEND, DAN:
      -A dozen red roses (he gives me a dozen like once a month...but these were RED!!! He usually gives me white or pink)
      -A gold locket with his and my picture in it
      -A big big teddy bear!!! Which I've named Trunks! Dunno why, BUT I DID!!!!

      FROM MY OTHER FRIENDS, SALENE AND AMANDA:
      -A bunch of individual flowers
      -MORE CANDAY!!!!
      -And a little stuffed unicorn, one from the each of them, so I got 2!!!!!!

      Gosh I feel so loved...and then later, me and Dan are gonna go see Pink Panther!!! HOW FUN!!!! Then he's taking me somewheres...Don't exactly know where though...GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO FIND OUT!!!!!

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      HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY FROM ME, LP4521!!!!!
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    • Independent Online's Top 100 Sexiest Men

      13 years ago

      LP4521

      I was bored...so I was browsing the internet on random Dan and Harry Potter sites, when I came across this link. It's a link for a magazine in the U.K. called Independent, and the issue for March has a list of the TOP 100 SEXIEST MEN, so I decided to post it. (Please note: the names in BOLD are the guys I like, or are spiffy, cool, whatever.

      1. Brad Pitt
      2. Jake Gyllenhaal (YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!)
      3. Orlando Bloom
      4. Johnny Depp
      5. Clive Owen
      6. Jose Mourinho
      7. Shayne Ward
      8. Daniel Craig
      9. Simon Jones
      10. Olivier Martinez
      11. George Clooney
      12. Thierry Henry
      13. Robbie Williams
      14. David Beckham
      15. Jude Law
      16. Josh Holloway
      17. Adam Brody
      18. Pete Doherty
      19. Alex Zane
      20. David Tennant
      21. Gavin Henson
      22. Heath Ledger
      23. Leonardo DiCaprio
      24. Joaquin Phoenix
      25. Prince William
      26. Preston
      27. Matthew Fox
      28. Jonny Wilkinson
      29. Jamie Foxx
      30. Vince Vaughn
      31. Hugh Grant
      32. Freddie Ljungberg
      33. Vernon Kaye
      34. Colin Farrell
      35. Dermot O'Leary
      36. Justin Timberlake
      37. Ewan McGregor
      38. Fabrizio Moretti
      39. Ashton Kutcher
      40. Usher
      41. Jason Statham
      42. Eminem
      43. Keanu Reeves
      44. Matthew McConaughey
      45. Owen Wilson
      46. Viggo Mortensen
      47. Matt LeBlanc
      48. James Cracknell
      49. Antonio Banderas
      50. Calum Best
      51. Tom Cruise
      52. Ralph Fiennes
      53. Goran Visnjic
      54. Andrew 'Freddie' Flintoff
      55. Will Smith
      56. Prince Harry
      57. Naveen Andrews
      58. Sean Penn
      59. Brandon Flowers (OH MY GOD, YES!!!! I LOVE BRANDON!!!!)
      60. Colin Firth
      61. Simon Webbe
      62. Pierce Brosnan (Oh come on, he played James Bond. James Bond rules.)
      63. Jean Christoph Novelli
      64. Michael Owen
      65. Gael Garcia Bernal
      66. Carl Barat
      67. Mick Jagger
      68. Steve Jones
      69. Jason Lee
      70. Cillian Murphy
      71. Max Beesley
      72. Paul Bettany
      73. Matt James
      74. Nigel Harman
      75. Jonathan Ross
      76. Lee Ryan
      77. Richard Fleeshman
      78. Jamie Oliver
      79. Steven Gerrard
      80. Damian Lewis
      81. Anthony Head
      82. Jason Orange
      83. Andrew Lincoln
      84. Jody Latham
      85. James McAvoy
      86. Daniel Radcliffe (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!! HE'S ON THERE!!!! OMFG!!!)
      87. Patrick Dempsey
      88. Robert Webb
      89. Adrien Brody
      90. Johnny Knoxville
      91. Paul Walker
      92. David Cameron
      93. James Blunt
      94. Russell Crowe
      95. Ashley Cole
      96. Colin Murray
      97. Ben Shephard
      98. Will Young
      99. Gordon Ramsay
      100. Alex Turner

      OH MY GOD!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY THAT DAN'S ON THERE!!!!! Well I would sure as hell think so...HE'S SO DAMN HOT!!!!! Okay...I gotta go now. BYE BYE!!!!

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  • Comments (17)

    • shadowox8

      13 years ago

      The offer in my comment is open ended, and if you don't want to take it that's fine just PM me or something so I know. I really am sorry. I hope things look up soon, I know they will eventually . . .

      -Shadow OX8

    • DANIEL242172

      13 years ago

      dang i keep finding people with few friends do u mind if i join in ^_^

    • Veela

      13 years ago

      yay!

      I saw that you like Battlestar Galactica smiley12.gif

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    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Are u kidding me??

      Jessica by ABB??

      Sorry, a very belated comment, lol, in regards to the image comment you left mentioning that song.

      I'm like "WOW"! And I will leave it at that, lol

    • crunch_bite

      13 years ago

      Random guessing contest ! Win MODS!
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    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Happy Valentine's Day to you too.. thanks for the comment by the way. Hope the knee will be fine. You shouldn't fall down stairs, just a tip from me, hahaha!

      Later..

    • ej_killer

      13 years ago

      Cool pics!

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Hello! umm... have a nice weekend! smiley0.gif

    • r0xx0rz

      13 years ago

      I'm always happy to accept a friend request from someone who takes the time to comment on my stuff

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      hey there! Thanks for all the comments... I think you ran through the whole gammit of comments possible didn't you? LOL!

      Want on my friends list? There is more journals to comment on! LOL! They're friends only journals. YOu know you want to... lol.... everyone has a curiosity that drives them crazy at times, heh! smiley0.gif

    • dustyrider

      13 years ago

      do you ride horses at all?

    • Zero_skater

      13 years ago

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    • BaileyTheKid

      13 years ago

      Merry Christmas, Kate!
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    • BaileyTheKid

      13 years ago

      CONGRATULATIONS, LP4521!

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      As the award says, you have been awarded fourth in BaileyTheKid's Spiffiest Picture contest!! Here's the pic that won you honorable mention:
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      YAY FOR YOU!

    • killerbisqut

      13 years ago

      BEST LINKIN PARK SONG FAINT

    • kira_elric

      14 years ago

      TAG YOU ARE IT!


      The Game of Tag
      If I tagged you... HA! You now have to follow the rules of the game:

      -You cannot tag someone who tagged you
      -You should tag at least 5 other people (those with 4 or less will be punished by flogging or any other way I can think of)
      -Random tagging is accepted
      -All tagging should be done in the personal comments section on the homepage of the tag-ee
      -Do not eat a live chicken
      -This game is only fun if people participate
      -The goal is for everyone on the site to get tagged EVENTUALLY
      -If you decide to participate, post the rules in your journal or link them to this journal
      -I have a space monkey in my pics section
      -There is no violence until I change the game to capture the flag
      -When capture the flag breaks out, the teams will cluck like chickens until I am satisfied (....???)

    • chaos2go

      14 years ago

      So many good games 0.0 Those games ROCK ^.^

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