LUHBTA

Female
from Traverse Town

  • Activity

    • Stomach ache D:

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      I really hate it when I get stomach aches. Usually when I do get them, they breeze over in an hour to two hours. This one has lasted three or four days! @_@;; Gyah, and it's one of the more painful ones too. When I was younger, I had stomach aches at least once a month, and those were f-ing painful. I'm pretty sure most of them were caused by stress...not including what crap I ate too. XD;;

      Well, the last registration of my required school years is tomorrow. I can't believe how excited I am to see everyone again! I've been mostly alone the whole summer, so it's kind of weird I haven't been more lonely, but I'm also use to being left alone and having to entertain myself. ._.;; Whatever.

      I don't know if anyone I know has experienced anything like this within their family, but two of my family members are trying to make me choose sides between the two of them. IT'S SO ANNOYING!! Good thing I'm neutral. It's really pathetic becuase one is 20 years older than me, and the other is almost 45 years older, and apparently I'M THE ADULT. Man, this is going to be very stressful...I just know it. ._.;;

      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • Realization

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Well, I've been reading a lot lately, including the book Breaking Dawn. I do like it, but I'm trying to pace myself with it. I've also been reading a book called the Prince by Niccolo Machevialli (I probably butchered his name very badly...), which in my opinion is fantastic! It's all about how a prince should rule the country and how to go about with war and forgien nations, etc. I guess that type of thing really interests me. It isn't that long at all, only 134 pages at the most.

      I've noticed my heart keeps beating faster and faster every day. It's probably because I'll be in my final year of high school in just three weeks, but also that this is the last year I'll be surrounded by people I've seen my whole life. I'm one of those lucky kids who hasn't moved from my surrounding area all throughout my required school years. To think about moving away from all those faces I see every year, it's a little scary. I'm not a person who will be totally paranoid about it, but it's still scary at the fact I may never see those faces again. I guess that's part of getting older.

      Before I forget, my pictures went awesome for those of you who gave me the advice! I really appreciate it!

      Another thing I'm questiong about my sanity again...about two or three years ago, my mom and I heard a boy doll laughing in her bedroom, both of us knowing there was no doll to speak of in said room. Last night I heard it again, but it was a girl's this time....ugh! Paranormal stuff really creeps me out. ><;;

      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • I can't believe what happened. o0;;

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      I just had to write about what happened to me last night. It's really weird, but also pretty dang hysterical!

      Usually during the school year, I can fall a sleep at the drop of a dime. During summer, it's pretty hard for me to fall a sleep at a regular time. I do work out, but I can't just physically exhaust myself, I have to mentally as well. So, insted of my bed time being around 9 or 10:30, it changes to around 2 AM. (Pfft, all my friends who know me well are probably laughing their butts off, thinking I'm lying.) It's true I tell you! I don't sleep in very long either. Well, in my opinion I do since during the school year I wake up around 5:30 AM. So from about 2 AM to 9AM, I'm sleeping.

      Going into last night, I was watching TV, like I normally do before bed. I see my mom go into the main bathroom (aka my bathroom), which is pretty odd since she has her own. Before that, she turns on the light in my bedroom, then shuts it off. When I see her come out of the bathroom, I ask my mom what's the matter and she doesn't respond. I just shrug it off and continue watching television. 2 AM strikes, so I'm pretty much ready to go and hit the hay. I had forgotten I'd left my window open, so I closed it, heading for my bed. I put my knee up on the bed, and what do I find? My mother in my bed sleeping!

      I basically blinked, exited my room, and fell asleep on the couch.

      9AM rolls around, and I wake up. The first thing I do is call my mom at her work. While we were talking about last night, she told me she honestly didn't know how she got there!

      It was weird. I had witnessed my mother sleep walking.

      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • OMGOSH, I'M AN IDIOT!

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      I have to be the most moronic goalie of all time. I really must be!

      Today at soccer practice, we did a scrimage, or practice game for those of you who don't know. I did this one save landing on my elbow, which you are NOT suppose to do. It started hurting, so whenever I could I took a knee. Well, about ten minutes later, I had to dive again and I stupidly landed on my elbow AGAIN. I stayed down because my elbow got thumped one good, but was up quickly after people started crowding around me. I can't stand being closed off like that, but my coach came over asking if I was alright, while the game continued on. Now this little thing I did, was truly pure idiocy. While clutching my arm, I saw the ball being shot at the goal, so I dived out of reflex and landed on my elbow the third time! XD;; I got up again with my arm in worse pain, and my coach looking at me like I was the most stupid person he had ever seen.

      Coach: "Why did you do that?"
      Me: "*laughing* It's a reflex. I couldn't just let the ball go through!"
      Coach: "You could have stopped, you know."
      Me: "*still laughing* I know."

      I'm still laughing about it. I only jarred my arm, and it isn't that bad, but from my elbow down, it's swollen. XD;;
      My friend who is another goalie told me she owes me three punches to the head for how moronic I was.

      I hope this gave you a laugh!

      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • Memory

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      I guess this really isn't a post, but more of a scramble to write down something that I dreamed about.

      I have to give a small speech tonight in front of alot of people, so I guess this is why I dreamt about giving the speech. (kinda nervous too...phew, usually I don't get this nervous about giving a speech.) At the place, I took a shower. (I can't believe the place actually had a shower...) Sat around at the table, went and took another shower, came back and on the projection in the main hall was a quote I loved, even though the person isn't real at all. What makes me sad is that I can't remember it except the last line.

      "... ... ...And thy branch is fair."
      ~Howard Vice


      It made so much sense, but I can't think of what it was about! ><;; Gyah, how infuriating.
      I'm inspired to write now. I think I'll go and write a small story.

      Until Next Time!
      ~LUHBTA

    • Does anyone have a clue?

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Gyah, I can't help but think of that disney movie: "Get a Clue," after writing down the title of the journal....XD;;

      Has anyone ever been so scared for another person because you realize that you are all they have left, that it makes you fear for yourself as well? I'm kind of in that position right now. It's really the worst fear I've ever had in my life, now that I think about it. That's not saying much since I'm a chicken with about almost everything! I guess it can also be considered a respect of power...
      I also feel so freaking stupid I didn't notice earlier. In my life it makes so much freaking sense that I truly feel like an utter moron, but yet I'm so happy about it, I feel as if I could cry for joy! (It might be the music I'm listening to as well...XD;;)

      I can't believe how fast my junior year went! It was such a ride, although it was freaking frustrating at times. I hope all of you who are in high school are having fun, a little bit of drama, and just a great experience overall!

      Have a great summer everyone!

      Until Next Time!
      ~LUHBTA

    • Bad Eggsalad

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      ><;; I like eggsalad, but why, oh why has it turned against me?! I spent most of yesterday groaning and moaning, can't forget puking, because of the gosh danged substance! My stomach still isn't sitting right...BLEH.

      I'm writing from school and my lunch today is two rice krispie treats, and a nutrigrain apple cinnamon bar...fancy, no?

      Well,...I don't honestly know what to write besides I'm tired, but like a comfortable tired. Happy school is almost over for the day though. No more history projects~! Wooo~!
      *headdesk* I'm drunk, but without the alcohal. DAMN YOU EGGSALAD!

      I hope I'm not actually getting sick...

      Until Next Time~
      ~LUHBTA

    • Happy Mother's Day

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      To all the mothers in the world,

      Have a great and amazing day.
      40.gif

    • Great job people who took the vow!

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      I should be happy because I've had a freaking terrific week. I mean, seriously! I can't imagine having a better week than this!But, I'm feeling pretty lousy to the point I almost want to cry. Most likely I will.

      Today, my teacher showed us a movie on Heroin and high school teenagers. That didn't bring up the best memories. When I got home today and got online, I was reminded that a friend, that I disconnected with because they were getting into drugs, that their birthday is coming up in two days. The last thing I remember about them...is a sick looking body in a hospital bed because of overdosing right around Easter of my first year in high school. The last thing I said to their face was, "you're heading down the path of my dad." They looked at me, and said they weren't. We haven't spoken since. I worry about their well being everyday, ever since I saw the state of their body. It haunts me because I'll never know, and that's of my own choice. I have no intention of ever contacting them again besides to say happy birthday.

      I hope no one ever has to go through this, it's not fair. Maybe it sounds selfish, but to have this plague your mind every single day, it changes you entirely. Or at least it did to me.

      Great job to everyone who did the vow of silence today! I am amazed that everyone kept it up at my school! I wanted to do it, but I knew better than that because I usually can't shut up. Seriously, I highly respect those who took a stand!

      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • o0;;

      11 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Today...I got first place for shotput for varsity. I'm am utterly amazed. I truly am.
      4d984065.jpg

      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

  • About Me

  • Comments (1944)

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      heehee, see you next blue moon. XD
      seriously though, take care of yourself! talk to you soon!

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      no, it's cool! i have to go anyway, so go take care of your tummy. i'll talk to you later.
      and it was GREAT actually catching you today.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i know, right? that must really suck...at least he's out of pain though.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i just looked it up on aol---pneumonia.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      yikes! what of?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      nope, i didn't. what's goin' down now?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      he'll laugh, and simply agree with her father--he sees himself as a horrible man to fall for, and he'll be humbled that he didn't go so far as to forbid him to see her.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      then Zae will pull her into his arms, laughing, and tell her to relax.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      and zae would agree with him, serious the whole time he was being criticized.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      ......kinda evil, aren't you? lol
      Zae'd be the perfect gentleman on the surface. his father was the same way.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      not that i blame her! he's got a psychopathic gene in him. XD
      but he'd come back to her eventually, apologetic and super sweet.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      he'd avoid her, because he wouldn't want her near a "monster like him". and it's true--he IS kind of a monster.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      oops. blame my wifi.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      well, one of the things was that Zae could be on a mission the first time she ever sees him kill EXPERTLY. she walks in to see him slay someone. and she gets freaked out and runs, even though she loves him. he gets really mad at himself and pretty much becomes a mute towards her for a while.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      well, one of the things was that Zae could be on a mission the first time she ever sees him kill EXPERTLY. she walks in to see him slay someone. and she gets freaked out and runs, even though she loves him. he gets really mad at himself and pretty much becomes a mute towards her for a while.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      ......i read. and did laundry. and for some reason, they were really on my mind.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      pocohantas...?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i was thinking about Zae XD

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i'd go slower. based on japanese legends, a woman with a demon in the womb usually carried it for a year--maybe even two. i wouldn't go that long, but perhaps something similar.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      you know, i was thinking somewhere along the same lines. XD

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      shoot. :D

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      true that! well, until we can get those floaty ones in the tree...

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i gotta admit that they got us good. they sure do know how to TP.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      yeah just a little.
      they didn't mean any malice, but it was still REALLY irritating.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      XD read my journal.

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      I was. :D

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      >.>

      .....I don't know.

      :D

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Weirdo, yes, sleep, not yet. :D

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      :D I have a point? XD Swe~et!

      I'm out of it...I can't even think straight do lack of sleep. X3

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      XD Most likely that's why I have that pic as my primary. XD

      Oh, the pictures went well. But it took a while. X3

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Oooh Yeeaah! XD It's just SO funny!

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Sadly, very true. T_T


      XD

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      But we already hung out. :D Yay! And I won't be here the 12th...sadly.

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Ja.

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Oh man! T_T When can you? (day? Throw me a bone here!) XD

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      I meant HOW not Hoe!! XD Oh man! My bad!

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Aww shucks. Hoe about thursday? :D

    • chelis

      11 years ago

      lol actually pretty tired. other then that im great

    • chelis

      11 years ago

      hey how are you doin

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      YAY! :D I know why on Friday! XD jk

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Lol! XD You should.

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      It's true, that's why I like it. XD

      :D I know! If you look at a Cat Scan of my brain, you'll see the number '25' burned on it. :D

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Yay! :D I had to burn your birthday date into my memory. :D And finally, I remember. XD

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      my body won't shut off.
      i'm a vampire; i'm nocturnal.

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Awesome. :D I better NOT make plans for the 25th. <---(right?) :D

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Yeah...we have too...but I have to get a better memory first....or a new brain. XD jk

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Yes...yes it is.

      I just remembered something! :O I was supposed to txt you!!! TT_TT I totally forgot...I'm sorry Allison.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      dork
      i'm actually getting off soon.
      i have six hours of sleep in me for the entire weekend

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      huh!
      well, did you forget your password?

    • Rin_chan

      11 years ago

      Hey Allison! :D You're still awake! :D

  • Questions

    No questions have been answered yet