LUHBTA

Female
from Traverse Town

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    • Oh boy...

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Before I forget. Thank you to all of you who have been commenting my journals. I realize I don't get to comment everyone and say that, so I'm saying it now. I really appreiciate all of you who bother to read this.

      Last night was a handful. I went on AIM after a long time, and this guy that I quit talking to started up a conversation with me. He is one of those high maintenance people who if you say one bad thing, they hate you for the rest of they're life. So in the back of my mind, I said: "Oh, great. Just what I need right now." So, we talked and he asked about how my life is going, and I told him the bare minimal. He asked a couple more questions, and I replied asking him questions, and I have just started to dislike him. He is nothing but a whiner that thinks nothing of others, only himself. If someone has something he doesn't, he will end the friendship with that person because he is too jealous of them. Also, he won't work because he hates to work, and doesn't like to be on a schedule that others make for him. I can not truthfully stand, nor tolerate his attitude toward anything. He is a selfish, spoiled little brat.

      He asked me for my phone number because he didn't want to do IMing anymore. I told him no, that I don't talk on the phone, except for a select few, or emergencies. He called me heartless because I wouldn't give it to him. He said I would get to know him better if we talked on the phone, but I still told him no. I don't even know where this guy even lives, much less know if he is a stalker or something. But, he kept it up, saying that I let him down, I'm a horrible person, etc. Yet, he continued to talk and talk and talk. i would just figure that if someone didn't like someone, they would just ignore them, or avoid them. Nope, he just kept on giving me a guilt trip. But, like hell I would fall for something like that. I did falter though, giving him one of my alternate/emergency emails. I regret doing that. I really have to stop hanging around these people who are just selfish, negative, and have no respect for anybody, much less themselfs. It's taking too much of my energy, shattering my heart, and it's making others around me suffer because I'm in a bad mood or depressed. I think I'm gonna have a nervous break down soon, and I just pray to God that it doesn't happen at school. I'll solve this somehow, I just have to keep thinking about what I should do.

      On the brighter side of news: Only four more days! Yay! Also Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer comes out this Friday too! I'm so excited for that movie! >:3 It's gonna be all: ZOOM, SWOOSH, SPLOOSH, BANG, BASH! (Yeah....that makes sense...)
      Okie. Off I go to study! X3

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      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • One more Week

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Wow, only one more week until this school year is over! It's gone by awfully fast. So many things happened this year, I can barely keep track of them. I know I grew up quite a bit too. Or, hopefully I did. Guess I'm slightly...depressed today. About one year ago, well, probably right on the dot a year ago, something happened, and it's kinda just hit me. Sorry, not gonna tell you guys what happened either. XD;;

      Well,...roughly three months more, and this hell I've been going through will be over....God,...I wish it was done and over with already. I can barely stand the stress anymore.

      Well, other news: I CAN'T WAIT! SUMMER, YIPPEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!


      Until Next Time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • Good Day.

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Hello fellow ppls!
      I'm having a pretty good day, sorry if I annoy. I finally finished my Bleach Hollow Ichigo painting. Which I may say, it came out pretty nice, with a few minor details that weny awry.
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      I also found out that I'm gonna be going to a Bill Cosby show next year! Sorry if none of you are Bill Cosby fans. l:D;;

      About the Honors test: I can't tell ya anything right now. I don't even know if I'll get my results until next School year. Which may I say very much so sucks butt. *shakes head* Ummm, yeah. That's all I gots to say!

      Until next time~!
      ~LUHBTA

    • Honors Test

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Hey everyone!

      Wish me luck tommorrow! I'm taking the honors english test! Hopefully I'll get accepted!


      Until Next Time,
      ~LUHBTA

    • A Beautiful Mind

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Just today, I finished watching the movie "A Beautiful Mind." In my opinion, it really made me remorse about many things, think back on different events, what I can and have done, and what to give up.
      Yesterday, I recieved a letter from my father, a reply to the last letter I sent to him. The last letter I sent him...was one of emotions, thoughts, and events. To write him a letter full of that, if you knew me quite well, is a very big feat. Back to the letter I recieved from him yesterday,...that one letter broke me down into tears. Hopelessness, and fear consumed me since his letter truly mocked me.
      For now, it seems to him I have an identity crisis. It seems to him I have been brainwashed by the people who have raised me and am trying to decide which one of them I should be, not me, but one of them. He says my personality is mixed between my 5 year old self and my present self. He truly is an absentminded fool.
      Next, the cocky fool explains about a child's life as if he knows it in every child. First the child wants nothing but the mother-....forgive me if I stop writing this journal entry, but...I have just figured out something very crucial to my mind and my heart.


      Until Next Time
      ~LUHBTA

    • WOAH!

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      Today's soccer game scared the crap out of me!! We lost 4 - 2, but that's the least of my worries. The first goal they made (by the way, I was goalie.) I almost broke my neck! ToT I went for the ball, but she kicked it out of the way, and my neck landed right on her shinguard! VERY painful. The next goal,...oh boi. I nearly get my eyes kicked in by a soccer kleet! Next I did my famous chicken dance because we had to do a direct penalty kick. That got passed me without any problems. *sigh* Last was a Jesus kick. What's a Jesus kick you say? A Jesus kick is when the ball is coming towards the goal, looking as if it came down from heaven itself, so nicely that no matter what the keeper does, it'll go in. Plus I tripped, and landed on my bum. Today was not a good soccer day. *shakes head*

      But the art show I went to last night was awesome! Very awesome! I even saw a FAMILY GUY statue. Also a pretty cool John Lennon picture. Check out my pictures, I have some of the artwork in there.

      Until next time,
      ~LUHBTA

    • What a night...!

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      On Friday, which was a pretty good day, I went to a dance. (never going back to another one, all they play is RAP. NO VARIETY!) I mainly went because this program was hosting it, and giving away an iPod for free, among other things. My friend picked me up and we went to the dance together. At first, he and I weren't having much fun b/c for one the music sucked, and our friends weren't there until maybe 30 minutes later.
      Finally we were dancing, in seperate groups, but still dancing all the same. Then maybe half way through, We started to dance together. MAN, I never noticed how good guys smell. I was blushing and just trying to keep focus on the dancing the whole time! Just,...WOW. I think I have a crush on my friend now...AGAIN. I caught it last year, and now I may have it once again. UGH! Oh well. That was my Friday night. XD;;

      Until Next Time,
      ~LUHBTA

    • The burden

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      On a sunny, beautiful day during noon,
      a small woman and a tall man stand across a lake,
      on a dock looking at a small cabin.

      "I have a burden." She said to the tall man.

      "What is a burden?" The tall man replied.

      "Something that you carry, that weighs down, or oppresses."
      The girl swung her legs over the water.

      "Like a bag?" He looked over at a car, parked by the cabin.

      "It could be something like that. But this burden is one I carry in my heart."
      An open black box sits idly by the small woman.

      "Why do you carry it in you're heart?" This time, the tall man looks at the small woman.

      "Because it's a burden." A young man exits the cabin going to the car.

      "Does this burden have a name?" The tall man asks.

      "Yes." The small woman stands up and takes the object in the open black box.

      "What is it?" She points the object directly at the young man.

      "Assassination." The young man is dead.

    • Tiny

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      'I think I was meant to be a tiny, and petite person.'

      That went through my head today. I wasn't thinking of anything in particular about this certain subject, it just came out of no where. With my personality, I really do think I should have been placed in a body tiny and petite. But, God has his reasons for giving people certain things. When I think of those reasons,...I think that I'm a great, big wall. I'm not complaining I'm fat, or that I'm too tall, but that's the way I think of myself. Though,...now that I'm rethinking it...I'm more of a sponge, or an old well. I guess that's kinda confusing, eh?
      For the sponge, I usually soak up alot of troubles from others, not that I mind, but I don't let them go until someone squeezes me dry, in other words gets me to calm down. For the old well,...I get to here wishes from from alot of people. Sad, good, bright, all kinds of wishes. I love to make some of those wishes come true. I realise I probably shouldn't do that, since that's butting into other's lives.

      Well, that's the journal of....whenever I get another chance to post another one.

      Until next time,
      ~LUHBTA

    • Lou Costello & Bud Abbott

      12 years ago

      LUHBTA

      For those who know them (I hope you do!), this is a remake of their comical act:
      "Who's On First?"


      LOU COSTELLO TRIES TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM BUD ABBOTT

      ABBOTT (behind the counter at: Super Duper computer store): Can I help you?

      COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den, and I'm thinking about buying a computer.

      ABBOTT: Mac?

      COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou.

      ABBOTT: Your computer?

      COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one.

      ABBOTT: Mac?

      COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou.

      ABBOTT: What about Windows?

      COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here?

      ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows?

      COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look in the windows?

      ABBOTT: Wallpaper.

      COSTELLO: Never mind the windows. I need a computer and software.

      ABBOTT: Software for Windows?

      COSTELLO: No. On the computer! I need something I can use to write proposals, track expenses and run my business. What have you got?

      ABBOTT: Office.

      COSTELLO: Yeah, for my office. Can you recommend anything?

      ABBOTT: I just did.

      COSTELLO: You just did what?

      ABBOTT: Recommend something.

      COSTELLO: You recommended something?

      ABBOTT: Yes.

      COSTELLO: For my office?

      ABBOTT: Yes.

      COSTELLO: OK, what did you recommend for my office?

      ABBOTT: Office.

      COSTELLO: Yes, for my office!

      ABBOTT: I recommend Office with Windows.

      COSTELLO: I already have an office and it has windows!
      OK, lets just say, I'm sitting at my computer and I want to type a my proposal. What do I need?

      ABBOTT: Word.

      COSTELLO: What word?

      ABBOTT: Word in Office.

      COSTELLO: The only word in office is office.

      ABBOTT: The Word in Office for Windows.

      COSTELLO: Which word in office for windows?

      ABBOTT: The Word you get when you click the blue "W."

      COSTELLO: I'm going to click your blue "W" if you don't start with some straight answers.

      OK, forget that. Can I watch movies on the Internet?

      ABBOTT: Yes, you want Real One.

      COSTELLO: Maybe a real one, maybe a cartoon. What I watch is none of your business. Just tell me what I need!

      ABBOTT: Real One.

      COSTELLO: If its a long movie I also want to see reel 2. 3 & 4. Can I watch them?

      ABBOTT: Of course.

      COSTELLO: Great, with what?

      ABBOTT: Real One.

      COSTELLO; OK, I'm at my computer and I want to watch a movie. What do I do?

      ABBOTT: You click the blue "1."

      COSTELLO: I click the blue one what?

      ABBOTT: The blue "1."

      COSTELLO: Is that different from the blue "W"?

      ABBOTT: The blue "1" is Real One and the blue "W" is Word.

      COSTELLO: What word?

      ABBOTT: The Word in Office for Windows.

      COSTELLO: But there's three words in "office for windows!"

      ABBOTT: No, just one. But it's the most popular Word in the world.

      COSTELLO: It is?

      ABBOTT: Yes, but to be fair, there aren't many other Words left. It pretty much wiped out all the other Words out there.

      COSTELLO: And that word is real one?

      ABBOTT: Real One has nothing to do with Word. Real One isn't even part of Office.

      COSTELLO: Stop! Don't start that again. What about financial bookkeeping, you have anything I can track my money with?

      ABBOTT: Money.

      COSTELLO: That's right. What do you have?

      ABBOTT: Money.

      COSTELLO: I need money to track my money?

      ABBOTT: It comes bundled with your computer.

      COSTELLO: What's bundled to my computer?

      ABBOTT: Money.

      COSTELLO: Money comes with my computer?

      ABBOTT: Yes. No extra charge.

      COSTELLO: I get a bundle of money with my computer?
      How much?

      ABBOTT: One copy.

      COSTELLO: Isn't it illegal to copy money?

      ABBOTT: Microsoft gave us a license to copy Money.

      COSTELLO: They can give you a license to copy money?

      ABBOTT: Why not? THEY OWN IT!

      COSTELLO: How do I turn my computer off??

      ABBOTT: Click on "START".........

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  • Comments (1944)

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      it's been hot these past few days

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      of course i do, Lubby.
      and bundle up, too! it'll be cold!
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    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      i don't want you to either.

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      it's a hellish nightmare. the winds are quite literally SCREAMING over here. and our dog was outside in it

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      i've had an off week. but i'm listening to Beethoven's 9th. so it's all good. yourself?

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      brandon is grounded. i can't talk to him on the phone. XD i've got no real homework to speak of because my teachers are all going to conferences. and my artistic skill is somewhat lacking and i'm not really creative lately.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      omfg yaaay you're on!

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      wewt

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      the damn pot i made for you FINALLY got glaze fired.

      i'll have it by monday

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      naw, it's cool. :3

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      aaaaaaaaah. :3 i see.
      s'okay

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      Lubby? where you go?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      you too! :3

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      anyways, my darling Lubby, i gotta go in a bit...one more round of messages and then it's off to bed for me.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      pretty, huh? :3

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      well, i got some good ones.
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    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      naturally. i was just like, "hey. i liked Yoko. i have NO pictures of him in my photobucket! how dreadful. time to fix that." and poof. cute Kurama's everywhere.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      you're welcome! here's another
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    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

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    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      tired. this england thing might actually take place! i'm excited

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i think you should clear that plate and relax.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      it bothers me, cuz i wanna help! perhaps you're just lonely.

      take your time--mom just got home

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      lordy, i hope so.

      and i really hope you get out of this slump soon! you seem so sad lately!

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      X3 you're welcome.

      my poem was more or less about how he's always protecting me and how i feel powerless now that's he's hurt, promising to always be there to console him when he needs me.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      my poem? or my message?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      X3 i'm....okay. a bit pissed myself.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      -poke- why you no say hi?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      yeah....g'night

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i have over 1000...maybe 2000 or so

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      :3 yeah....random images needed to be moved. i have over 1000 in my main folder....

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i was on photobucket uploading stuff.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      X3 i'm talking to you now!

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      yeah, but oh well

    • ryusuke

      11 years ago

      is she still on?

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i was singing "send me to england" all day. XD it's not for sure--it may not happen, but i want it BAD

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      i'm so excited!

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      you're welcome! i'm so glad to see your clean smile!

    • suicidesmile

      11 years ago

      XD I like her chubby little cheeks!

    • inuyasha8794

      11 years ago

      yah i prefer the older one, but then again everyone has their own preference.

    • inuyasha8794

      11 years ago

      i thought the older version of her looked much cuter.

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      XD i love you, you know that? lol

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      well, my body is shutting down due to fatigue and restlessness. plus i've been "on it" for the past week and a half. that's bad. so i'm wiped out

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      hiya! :3

    • _blackrose

      11 years ago

      Lubby? :O

    • Kaze_Sakaku1

      11 years ago

      Hi Lubby!! :3 how are you?

    • Tuckerbdum

      11 years ago

      *waves hapily*

    • _blackrose

      12 years ago

      -pokes- speaking of which, how are things with you-know-who?

    • _blackrose

      12 years ago

      yup....i'm really glad, too. X3 yaay! we're in a serious relationship and have been for 14 months! god i love that guy. X3

    • _blackrose

      12 years ago

      actually....she's accepted it. she wouldn't mind us getting married. she even said that he just might be "the one"

    • _blackrose

      12 years ago

      we can't either.

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