Lady_Amaya

Female
from Belen, NM

  • Activity

    • Questions

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      Is it cheating if you are planning on breaking up with your boyfriend? im just curious.

      I found a new reason not to cut and it has nothing to do with you. as i said i am giving up on you. you flirt like crazy then say oh sorry but you have no chance. my love was wasted and i was stupid.

      thats all i have to day for today. good bye

    • The Truth

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      Well, its time i came clean. I'm not better. In fact im worse. The smiles and laughs you hear from me arent real. It's just a way of fooling everyone so they wont worry. I love two guys and neither one of them will ever love me back. I'm graduating this year and i know that once i move out i will quit my meds and my life will go back to how it was years ago. Some of you may remember the me from back then. and you know how bad it got. i guess i should just tell everyone so i dont have to hide it, i am cutting again. dont yell at me cuz its not going to do anything but make it worse. so dont.

      There is so much more. I have been on the verge of tears most of the time. im not suer why. i know crying is suppose to help, but it doesnt.

    • talk about a problem

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      IM SORRY PEZ!!! we need to continue that converstation. i have been thinking alot about it. and yea. so please get on...

      well...i dont know what else to out except for i am finally going to admit that even though he is gone from belen i still love him. i think i will always love him.

    • I hate the hospital!!

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      We had to take jeffrey to the hospital last night. turns out it was just a virus. but we were there for 8 hours. damn im tired.

      I'm writing a short story about the one guy i will probably never have. he knows who he is. my feeling for him never changed. i was in denial. I was hoping if i ignored them they would go away. Well, they didnt. He helped me so much. He helped me put away the blade. He was the only one who had any faith in me. Well, i cant get everything i want.

      Umm.....I dont have school today!!! And night school is over in two days. I'm so happy.

    • I need help.

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      I found out the guy i have liked since 8th grade, has a massive crush on me. His name is Danny. But i love Gilbert. I know that the answer should be simple. things are never simple for me. there is much more to this but i dont feel like getting into it right now.

      I dropped out of the play so i dont care if he comes.

      I won the art contest. yay me.

      i think i need more meds..........my grip is starting to slip.

    • sorry

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      i know i havent been on in a while. i lost my internet. but i got it back.^_^ i am still with the best guy in the world, Gilbert. we went to homecoming. it will be two months on the 6th. im happy. my brother has gone to the hospital twice since my last post. well, the mental hospital anyways. lucky me. night school has been going great. and im finally kicking ass in school. i entered an art contest and im waiting to see if i won. i get money if i win and im going to buy me books!!! yes i LOVE books. im weird like that. i have a huge list of books i want. lol. ummm Brendan is doing great. he is the cutie in my picture. im still in the play. im hoping a certain person can come see it but i doubt he can which is ok. lol well bye bye for now.

    • Gilbert <3

      11 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      He is amazing. I cant believe i found a guy this great. he's cute and shy but wow he is just wow. i could go on forever about him. but lets leave it at that.

      my brother just got out of the mental hospital on friday. he tried to hang himself. he was there a week.

      i got a part in the play so i am so happy. but i have to go to night school.

      Everyone pray for Mrs. Wyatt.


      Stage manager Emily Chavez
      Dr. Gibbs Steven smith
      Joe Crowell Tasha hutcherson
      Hpwie Newsome Sean kapalko
      Mrs. Gibbs Gabby Pedragon
      Mrs. Webb Jennifer Granger
      George Gibbs John Henry Romero
      Rebecca Gibbs Mia Gurrero
      Wally Webb Faira Segotta
      Professor Willard Andy Kirk
      Mr. Webb Jessie Swann
      Woman in the Balcony Mickayla Gilstrap
      Man in Auditorium Stephanie Suarez
      Lady in Box Destinie Baca
      Simon Soames Andrea Mitchell
      Constable Warren Daniel Mcgovern
      Si Crowell shanea hutcherson
      Three Baseball player sean Kapalko Tasha Hutcherson Ben Kane
      Sam Craig Logan Grimball
      Joe Stoddard Rikku Hefter
      Dead Man Andrew Young
      Dead Woman Britny Hicks
      Mr Carter dead Molly Chavez
      Chorus Ashli Vallejos, Bailey Simone robinson Rikku Hefter

    • wow and people call me mean

      12 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      isnt it amazing that people will post cruel and untrue things about other people? thanks hannah that was the perfect end to a perfect day.

      for those of you who DONT know already, my brother has starting biting chunks out of his arm again. i was called to the nureses office to see my brother breeding from a hole in his hand. i just left and talked to wyatt. she gave me a shoulder to cry on. which is more than i could say for some people.

      another thing.. cutting does not make you emo. hannah you dont know shit about cutting or my life or why i did it. and for you to judge something you know shit about its both IMMATURE and STUPID. so maybe you should try to understand it. a certain person we both know did.

    • welll heres life

      12 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      umm.....im sorry pez but i did a bad thing. im sure you know what im talking about. i have a boyfriend and he is great. i couldnt be happier. ummm.....i have so much going on. i am autditoning for the play on the 6th. i want a small part. im in drama 3 and its going to be a very busy year. i also have the best class ever...creative writing. i absolutly love it. its so much fun. i already almost got in a fight with some chick. im not sure who she is. but she annoys me. ummm.....i cant think of anything else except my brother is making life very difficult. cuz he is an @$$hole. lol well bye bye

    • school has started

      12 years ago

      Lady_Amaya

      >_< well today was my first day of my senior year. it kicks ass so far. except for the drama and rumors. yes they have started already. im starting to hate a few people who claim they love me. cuz they dont. they never talk to me except when they want something from me. ohh well those are the things you learn in life. ^_^ there is a rumor already in school about me. all the chicks seem to think i stuff which is completely untrue. damn flat girls with their jealousy. Im going to audition for the newest play. We are performing Our Town. I want a small part, very small part. its about time i get out there and perform. i finally realized most guys just use girls like me and im tired of it. they are assholes who ruin it for the good guys.

      well im done for now. bye bye

  • About Me

  • Comments (40)

    • Omega_loser0

      11 years ago

      seriously im...its much faster, is it David???

    • Omega_loser0

      11 years ago

      jesus, get on IM already!!!!

    • Omega_loser0

      11 years ago

      msg or im me then, you know me, ill listen

    • Omega_loser0

      11 years ago

      lets talk then, im waiting!!! lol

    • Omega_loser0

      11 years ago

      about what?

    • Omega_loser0

      12 years ago

      teh jelousy!

    • Omega_loser0

      12 years ago

      why?

    • Omega_loser0

      12 years ago

      then you should try and stop...

    • Omega_loser0

      12 years ago

      are you really?

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      so why do you leave so long?
      i miss you, misty you cutie

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      lol well your hot

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      yeah you look real great...
      ooh yeah sexy misty! lol

      but i'm not doing much over the summer, camps, hopefully going away for vacation and getting a job over the summer

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      oh i am quite fine thank you for asking
      by the way nice new pics, you look very cute

      not much with me, vegging out: palying electronics and watching T.V, hanging out with friends, and helping out and going to Pennington

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      hey!
      glad to hear from you again.......that sucks though with your bf's using you or whatever
      how is your life good if that keeps happening to you

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      12 years ago

      wow, tis good to c you!1

      So what up !!

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      hey! you haven't been on in ages...
      =(

      so hows it going? hows your relationship going with your bf

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      girl at my school

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      aww thats sweet eventhough i believe i have

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      well thats pretty cool!
      I'm glad you found someone who likes you for who you are!
      =)

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      Hey!
      Whats up?

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      Hey!
      I haven't seen you in a while
      =(

      So how have you been?
      Me and my family went to V.A beach since we got a four day weekend...
      yeah we just got back today
      lol

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      hey!
      whats up?
      Do you have messeneger?

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      so sorry I didn't get your message......
      *gai comp*..
      Please send me a new message saying whatever it is you said earlier

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      you play live?

    • doom_Elite

      12 years ago

      your welcome...you really are

      =P

    • ringmaster15

      12 years ago

      nm just talking to my friend

    • ringmaster15

      12 years ago

      thanks >_<

    • RYANTHEBLANKGUY FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Whats Ryan Playing

      12 years ago

      the link is on my profile ... your just go to find it !!

    • RYANTHEBLANKGUY FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Whats Ryan Playing

      12 years ago

      at a deli!!

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      12 years ago

      just get home from work ... you?

    • red_head_13

      12 years ago

      nm you?

    • drumagurl662

      12 years ago

      nothing realy

    • drumagurl662

      12 years ago

      i have no clue

    • drumagurl662

      12 years ago

      lol

    • drumagurl662

      12 years ago

      nm u

    • RYANTHEBLANKGUY FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Whats Ryan Playing

      12 years ago

      im super tired from work and i think im going to take a nap on this pretty key braad..zzzzzzzz

    • RYANTHEBLANKGUY FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Whats Ryan Playing

      12 years ago

      lol dosen't mean any thing!!

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      12 years ago

      lol .. you would think i look cute as a zombie.

    • meadster

      12 years ago

      have a nice day

    • meadster

      12 years ago

      have fun school

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