LampLady

from CA

  • Activity

    • So different!

      6 years ago

      LampLady

      I don't even remember what random thought crossed my mind that made me want to browse through Rooster Teeth profiles again, but that sure was a trip down memory lane!

      Marb, I had no idea you still updated your profile! that's awesome. I wonder how many of my old friends are still logging into their old Rooster Teeth profiles! Bacon and frits though! logging onto my account as a lot harder than I thought it would be and navigating all the new changes has made me frown and mutter underneath my breath like a crazy person for the last ten minutes.

      I would update more but I'm more curious to see if anyone is still hanging out around these parts :) I'm off to explore all the new confusing features!! ;) I hope to hear from some of you guys! <3

    • A thought

      8 years ago

      LampLady

      That crossed my mind earlier today, You know how much guys hate when girls tell them they see them only as friends/a brother?

      Girls hate it just as much when they constantly have to wonder whether a guy genuinely likes their friendship or mostly just gets close in hopes of a romantic relationship forming at some point in the future. Did you know that once I lost (what am I saying once..) many a times I lost great friends because they grew upset when they realized that nothing would come of it.

      Like it was a waste of time. Like talking to me wasn't worth it anymore if nothing was going to come of it. That... made me feel like crap. And consistently it would happen, I was nice to a guy, I wanted to be friends with said guy and he was super cool, friendly, and willing to hang but eventually you got the feeling that maybe you two were seeing things differently... and surely enough he smiles way too much and a hug lingers for just a bit too long... and you realize you're now in that awkward position again and you're quite possibly about to loose another friend you care about.

      It sucked never knowing and having to wonder someone's reasons for talking to you. Now don't get me wrong - I know there is a COMPLETELY flip side to this story, in which, guy has to suffer through always being the friend and never the boyfriend. I understand that but the only thing I can truly tell you is that if you come in with expectations or immediate hopes you might just turn the other person away. I just hoped I could shed some light on how bad a girl can be made to feel throughout all this as well. If you're hurt, if you're stuck in this rut, to make sure you never make anyone else suffer unnecessarily too. Being genuine friends with someone isn't that bad and you TRULY never know down the line. Something great could come of it, but don't push, don't prod, don't make the other person uncomfortable.

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      And you never know kids, something awesome could happen for you smiley13.gif3313870203_362f21965e.jpg The only reason why I'm mentioning any of this at all is because of how different I've felt within the last few months. Being in my very first (patiently/impatiently waited for the right one) serious relationship one of the ONLY big changes I've felt has been to my social life with existing male friends. They've all taken a shift. The ones who were at least at some point interested in me romantically have now started to retreat/keep distance and are over time accepting the change and being the friends I always hoped they would be. The ones that already were just good friends are even better and more comfortable now that there are set and obvious boundaries. I feel a freedom to freely be myself and interact with men in a way that I didn't feel before because there were always concerns. Were they taking it differently? Was my normal friendly giving this guy the wrong sign? should I let him hug me? will he take that as encouragement? how many times can we hang out before he starts to think we're dating or we could? Should i let him pay for lunch? If I do will he think it's a date? There's just a security that wasn't there before because I know and more importantly, THEY know that I'm no longer single. I'm very happy, but at the same time I'm a bit sad that I couldn't feel that comfort and security while I was single. In any case, there's my 2am thought of the night. I hope you've all had a great Memorial Day Weekend smiley12.gifsmiley1.gif

    • Meerkat Manor: Rant

      8 years ago

      LampLady

      Alright *deep breath*

      So first thing that happens to me this week, Shakespeare dies. Fanfriggintastic *sarcasm* all he was trying to do was defend his little brother's and sisters and some big bully comes into his home and kills him (Thankfully he died later too from that incident) but I friggin loved shakespeare! but thankfully the babies survived this one thanks to the family showing up in the nick of time and beating the twinkies out of them.

      and no surprise Mozart is pregnant again and gets beat up by her mother for it, outcasted, yadayada nothing new there. Her mom makes her leave her babies, they die of starvation as newborns, no surprise at all at this point with this girls dumb luck and choices. Why continue to fornicate when you know you're only going to get savagely beat for it by your mother??

      Then Blossom dies because of carelessness when they stopped watching the adventurous little girl who just wanted to explore and got lost. now my friggin little baby Squiggy dies? because he walked too slow? JUST PUT HIM IN YOUR MOUTH AND CARRY HIM, you lazy inconsiderate jerks! he was helpless and had a bad leg it wasn't his fault smiley3.gif

      UHH!!! I can't watch this anymore, it's too friggin depressing smiley3.gifsmiley2.gif I'm over it. DONE. smiley5.gif I told myself this was it if they killed Squiggy that was it for me smiley11.gif



      .............



      oh who the hell am I kidding, I'm going to go watch more Meerkat Manor. Bye smiley3.gif

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      Ps. I hate you Nikita, I hate you and your gross one eyed evil boyfriend. I hope you and your evil baby killing ways come back to bite you! baby killer! smiley5.gifPPS. I realize this is just nature at work. I promise I'm not crazy lol just .... little off... my rocker? oh forget it. I'm crazy smiley12.gif

    • I have lied

      8 years ago

      LampLady

      greatmumphry:

      I don't curse
      I don't smoke
      And I don't drink

      I've done enough for the both of us! ...I'm having a hard time believing that you don't drink since your avatar is a picture of you with a lamp shade over your head. Whatever you're doing is definitely working!
      Ihadyourgf: Wanna get a fucking beer? Just kidding..
      endicott:i just read your about section. how do you... how do you not drink? you're really confusing me here..

      ..I have something I need to admit.
      128994233909171167.jpg smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif alright, let me correct something here before I get too ahead of myself. I didn't technically lie because I did not start drinking till after my 22nd birthday. I still wouldn't even say I drink because I rarely ever drink more than one drink at any social gathering but I swear to you guys that since I signed up for this website and created that about me info the most frequent question/commented topic about me has ALWAYS related to my lack of drinking.. smiley0.gif

      Phew! I'm glad I got that off of my chest!

      ....You guys have anything you'd like to admit at this time..? to help me not feel so alone? smiley7.gif anyone?

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  • Comments (3086)

    • monopoly_j

      4 years ago

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      MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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    • monopoly_j

      6 years ago

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      Merry Christmas from Monopoly_J
      I hope the Holiday finds you doing well.

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    • primcharly

      7 years ago

      Hey! Long time no "see". Anyway, I was surfing the internets and came upon this video that reminded me of you.

      nextround.net/2012/01/i%E2%80%99m-brian-niznansky

      Take care.

      • LampLady

        6 years ago

        I don't know if I saw this before but HA definitely made me laugh now. Hope you're doing well, friend!

    • monopoly_j

      7 years ago

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      I just want to take this time to wish you a very Merry Christmas!

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      The Reason for the Season!

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    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      oh no haha. It's a joke from this show I was watching. If the talents of Neil Patrick Harris and Harrison Ford combined, then that person would be an unstoppable singing/dancing/acting/IndianaJonesBadass force.

    • ThreadHead FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Hmmmm

      8 years ago

      i did have a ticket but some stuff came up and i was unable to go. :(

      and the pictures are right here

      roosterteeth.com/media/gallery.php?id=22

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      I meant bored with my life...I feel so boring.

    • IdkBlue Praise Newbs

      8 years ago

      WHERE YOU GO?

    • primcharly

      8 years ago

      Hey, what's up? Yeah I check in from time to time but rarely post. I amy start doing it soon though...

      Hope everything is well

    • James Volume III

      8 years ago

      Hey, haven't heard from you in a while. How you been?

      • James Volume III

        6 years ago

        Glad to hear you've been great! I've been pretty good myself, just got a book published and I'm working at a library, so all in all, I can't really complain!

      • LampLady

        6 years ago

        Two years ago?! oh man... well, if you still remember me, sir, thank you for asking. I'm doing great. I've been planted in front of the computer attempting to understand all the overwhelming changes in the last few years to the site but I think I'll be heading off to take a small jog. How are you doing? I hope life has treated you extremely well!

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Yep, it's official.
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    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      No I don't, but I figured it out.

    • BenDornan

      8 years ago

      que? O_o

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      My head has been hurting all day today =/

    • Sleeper8868

      8 years ago

      Thanks!!!

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      But of course...all I think about is food...it's my calling.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      ?t=2008070900000
      Did you make that for me?!?!

    • Garmana FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Chucky my was based off of My Buddy.

    • ThreadHead FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Hmmmm

      8 years ago

      It was only the tutorial level. So not much was spoiled

    • thaicurry tacotacotaco

      8 years ago

      Oh don't worry about the late happy birthday. It's the thought that counts. =)

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Um yea...
      ?
      ??
      ???
      I've got too much time on my hands **shakes head** =/

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Damn you John Lithgow!!!
      ...on to Season 5 :(
      Even though I had seen the spoiler, it was still painful to watch.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      but you know I wake up early..even when I don't want to and I was having trouble sleeping. I was awake around 4 or 5 or so.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Me? I thought you wouldn't be up at this hour! :p

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      yes?

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      It does. They make alot of 'that looks like a heartattack' things.
      Also, are you working today?

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      You can never cancel fish..that's so terrible :(

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      wait..relieved..as in you had suspicions?! *Gasp* I am appalled. :p

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      *fistpump* Orientation this Saturday

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Because I told them to. I didn't want them anymore.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Yes..yes you should **cough** well now that that's settled..
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      You can never get enough of The Cranberries!!! :p

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      8 years ago

      I am, thank you. smiley8.gif

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      8 years ago

      Yeah, 2 years younger than you is robbing the cradle. :X

      I'm doing okay, I had to work, so no getting drunk at noon or anything crazy like that. smiley0.gif

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      8 years ago

      I THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T DRINK.

      Seriously though, thanks for the birthday wishes.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      oh..and that never happened. You made it up. Remember you were so tired..you were talking in your sleep..so it was just a dream.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

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    • Garmana FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Still not sure about Buffy. I still have a lot of other long running shows to watch, lol.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      or 'Big Ol Nasty Fish' ???

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Jellyfish or jelly fish? :p

    • James Volume III

      8 years ago

      Haha, I'd say you got it pretty spot-on, except for Rebecca Black. Oh how I hate her... smiley0.gif

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      I know now that everything involves a British accent, so you don't have to put it, I can hear it already in my head.

      As for the discount, that's fine, I'll live. But hey it's still a discount technically :p

      I should have known you'd like that one...so I've seen em all..I need more!!!

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Ok, listen I'm sorry in advance...Jump
      ...NO I'M NOT :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D ::::D

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Can I borrow Tomb Raider?!?!?!
      No rush, just let me know if I can. :)

    • BenDornan

      8 years ago

      I just noticed something about the date you joined this site. text me if you see what it is :)

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Oh god! What? No! That picture! >_< I did say goodnight, before that. I never saw that message!
      Nooooooo!

    • BenDornan

      8 years ago

      I don't think that could have been planned any better lol.

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      Go on chat real quick?

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      I'm watching Dexter :p

    • Marbiuel

      8 years ago

      No! No! Turn around already! **bang bang**....

    • Brutalise

      8 years ago

      Hey hey. yeah, goold ol' days. And hey they're back! smiley0.gif

      How I'm Doing
      Chapter 1:

      Well I'm in Indiana. Living with my fiance. We've been together for a about a year and a half. Planning on marring her sometime this summer. At the moment as well, I'm working at Stanley Steemer, I'm a cleaning technician's assissant. Working for a cleaning technician promotion.
      How are you?

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