Legos

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    • The Record Continues...

      4 years ago

      Legos

      Wow... I grew up. In a blink of an eye, and here I am. I'm married now, pursing a career I never imagined, working at the dream job. It feels like I'm in a ghost town. I want everything back, but I want everything changed... this must be, seriously, the oddest life transformation for me... I am speechless in so many ways. Life truly stops for no one.

      Jen

    • One of Those Nights

      7 years ago

      Legos

      Where things are just a little altered.

      Colored a little differently.

      And regardless of your past and what is yet to happen in your future.

      You are thankful for this moment

      Right now.

      You're thankful to be alive.


      -Jenn

    • Suprise!

      7 years ago

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      So, I'm one of those people who have to have everything planned out. I have to know what I want to do in the future, how I'm going to do it, when and where it's going to happen. Everything. But sometimes, something happens that changes my plans entirely. Sometimes it's really bad, but sometimes it's really good.

      This time it's really good. :)

      Just out of nowhere, I met someone and everything changed. Every little planned out detail gets to be rewritten. And it makes me wonder, why did I focus so much on those little details? Things can change in an instant, or in a series of late night messages. But now I get to rewrite everything. And I get to do it with someone else that is having to rewrite their lives too.

      And I love every second of it. As crazy and unplanned as it is, it's happening and I'm so very glad that it is.

      Couldn't be happier.
      Jenn

    • College 101

      7 years ago

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      So, I am officially a college student. And so far.. not impressed. It's just so awkward! And apparently I don't make friends as fast and as easily as I thought! But I think it'll get better. It better.

      In other news, I have high speed now. And that means I'll be online a whole lot more. And for that reason I added a few recent pics and got rid of all of my battered High School kid pics.

      So, yeah... that's what's going in Jenn's life right now.

      Peace Out, Girl Scout!
      Jenn

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    • Blissful

      8 years ago

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      So, look who's back!! Finished High School, finally. And not too soon. It is so great to finally be free from the place that has brought so much torture. Admittedly, there were a number of good memories made there, but not enough to make the escape any less sweet!! Now, I can start to live. And for the last few months, I've been away from my crazy family and that was helped a lot, too. I love them all to death, but they are not the people to be around when trying to decide your future.

      At any rate, Life is good for this girl. :)

      Plans for the summer? Have as much fun as I can before college. Right now, I'm in St. Louis participating in a certain singing competition. :) We'll see where that goes. And then back to work, but I love my job so it's all good. I am so blessed. :)

      So, yep. I'm pretty happy. Things aren't perfect yet, but you can't expect everything to happen all at once. And on that note, I'll catch ya later.

      -Jenn

    • 8 years ago

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    • prgmr FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Hey.......... I remember you.

    • blue_17

      7 years ago

      Yeah, can't complain much either. Been so busy with school its ridiculous. Yesterday I had the 24 hour flu and I'm just glad that shit is all over with X_X

    • acrazygamer1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      Jennifer! :)

      how is you?? :)

    • blue_17

      7 years ago

      I'm actually doing okay. How have you been aside from the drastic-ness?

    • blue_17

      7 years ago

      Face from the past, how have you been?

    • Gargrantuan FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Prepare for the Eldrazi!

      7 years ago

      Nothing right now. I am keeping my options open.

    • Gargrantuan FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Prepare for the Eldrazi!

      7 years ago

      I wish. I just go to college and work on that stuff in my free time.

    • Gargrantuan FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Prepare for the Eldrazi!

      7 years ago

      Videos and a few ideas for some series that I am keeping quiet.

    • Gargrantuan FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Prepare for the Eldrazi!

      7 years ago

      Not at all. Just been working on some personal projects and such.

    • Gargrantuan FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Prepare for the Eldrazi!

      7 years ago

      I apologize for the incredibly delayed response but "Hiya!"

    • Drebin

      7 years ago

      Public Relations is the job title. Someone who is in PR, put simply, finds out how to market something to the public. Then they hand it off to the graphic designers to figure out how to stylize it.

    • Drebin

      7 years ago

      Something in PR.

    • Drebin

      7 years ago

      Ah no doubt communications, with a minor in psych.
      Because how people work fascinates me.

    • Drebin

      7 years ago

      Ha, really? That's where I wanna go come Spring.
      Just taking some classes this semester back home to get my grades up!
      I screwed around in college early on. Bad idea, lol.

    • Drebin

      7 years ago

      Oh... well than. Cool beans.
      Where you going to college?

    • Drebin

      8 years ago

      For some reason I don't see you ever really getting on RvB anymore.

    • spartfartmen

      9 years ago

      whats up

    • OfficeJeebus

      9 years ago

      Everyone.

    • Little_Jon

      9 years ago

      Well have been missed. :)

      My holidays have been amazing. I played as Santa with my families Christmas thing. Just finished a 4 day party with my friends. We did a marathon of Metalacalypse, played a ton of Halo 3 and discovered our love for Amped 3. I got a new paintball gun. Spent an entire day alone with my best friend shopping. My holidays have been amazing. :) Oh and got to see my girlfriend. We may or may not have made out in the van. :P

    • Little_Jon

      9 years ago

      Hey, so guess what?

      I miss you. :(

      I know you don't really know me and all, but I still think we've had some decent chats and whatnot. :)

    • spartfartmen

      9 years ago

      OMG you made the lego left 4 dead???

    • Little_Jon

      9 years ago

      I know what you mean. I've had the same problems myself way back in the day. What I found helped is just ot find a few friends I could always talk to about anything. So even though my contact base on facebook and msn is in the hundreds, I only talk to about 5 people consistently. It's been the best thing for me. I don't have to split my time and efforts with people I hardly know or don't care about, and focus only on my friends. Now, the downside of it is that I don't know what's up with a lot of people since I only talk with a few, but that is what meeting up with people in person is good for. THen, when you have a party to attend you meet some new people and can shoot the shit and stuff. Hope that helps... So I'll still be kicking around for you. If you want to cut your ties with me, I'll understand.

    • Little_Jon

      9 years ago

      Well, I'm very glad you aren't dead or something. I miss having a new journal to read from you every couple of days. :P There's almost no point to going onto RT anymore...though I have discovered the forums lately...but it's not the same since those are people I don't know or have really ever chatted with.

    • Little_Jon

      9 years ago

      Duuuudddeeee.....where are you? I miss you!

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Yeah... story of my life =P Well the last 3 years of it anyway lol

      Dont try your psychological womany stuff with me! Not gonna work! I am more immature, get over it =P

      No ill get it when you reply next, cause your gonna tell me... right?

      Ok well you know my friend Russell who I mentioned before, well his full name is Russell Alan Wilkes, so his initials are RAW... now I was talking to one of mine and russells friends called Kelly(I think i mentioned her before lol) and she is always really cheery and happy so you can have a laugh with her and she was saying it would be funny if me and russell got married. And then she said then your initials would be RAWR because my last name is Rogers... And then I went RAWR! In a jokey angry way at the comment and then I started using it from then on it spread like wildfire across the internet and I forgot to patent it so the government stole it from me =( See! History lesson for you to tell your grandkids =P

      =O How can you not believe in magic! You Muggle... =P Im not sure if i believe in magic as such, but I do believe in forces. I dont believe in all the incantations sortof magic but like the natural magic thats around us, like gravity, and wind. Those 2 examples seem a bit like a form of magic.

      You always do such a thing! You was poking my dead body with a stick earlier =P

      Having just brought a pack of pens from the shop and taking them home doesnt count... =P Stop trying to show off! =P

      Okay so when should I expect it to be in my inbox by? =D

    • Little_Jon

      10 years ago

      Me too. :(
      So sorry!
      On the plus side you will not be getting a pair of sandals in your mail mysteriously...

    • Little_Jon

      10 years ago

      *LAME ALERT*: Mom won't let me mail the shoes. :(
      Sorry.

    • Kumiho

      10 years ago

      See how I pay attention smiley8.gif

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      Yeah, it's me.

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      =O How insulting... after everything weve been through together aswell =(

      I cant, im too childish to prove such a thing =P

      Errr... what? =S
      NO! Because them government arseholes stole it from me! I have a whole history and meaning behind it and everything =P

      Having a soul is basically magic, so why cant you just accept that theres some mystical force keeping it there. And when you die, whats the point staying in the body if its no longer got life in it.

      You are a very harsh person, this could be considered a disability... how do you feel now... picking on me just cause im a lower class than you =P

      Yeah but noone carries 12 pens in a purse at once! Thats just stupid and crazy =P

      Ok then, I dont guess anything, but I swear to you, if you send it me, I will give you my opinion on it as if you wasnt even my friend.

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      About 5... or something =P

      Because noone is as childish or as mentally young as me!!!!

      I should think so =P
      Another cool word is RAWR!! =D Cause I invented it... no matter what anybody says... =P

      The soul isnt trapped... its just we dont know how to get it out... but we can leave, if we just knew how to detach it. People say things about out of body experiences... maybe thats what it is.

      Thats a bit harsh! There is really... no need =( just cause my penis is not in the anatomically correct position ='(

      Have you ever in all your life carried 12 pens at once? =P

      Please send me the song, ill be honest with you and give you my honest opinion on it. Im guessing I will like it and that you should continue to sing though =)

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Hey! Theres not many people in this world that I think are awesome! =P

      Mental age then =P So you pick =D

      =O So didnt, I proved I wasnt =P
      Morph is such a cool word =P And yes you are crazy =P

      =D
      Good question but think of it as if your in a machine like a tractor, and it breaks down. In this case, the driver is your soul and the tractor is your body. If the tractor is broke, then the driver is still going but he cant control it anymore. Perhaps a better example was a machine with an enclosed driving area and its locked and cant be opened during the breakdown. So basically the soul is still there, it just cant control the body and cant escape either lol What you think? =P

      Going in a mood ay... how un woman like... *rolls eyes* =P

      It is so possible to lose twelve black pens at once though!

      =O Are you serious? Why not? Either way I still want to hear it... So pleeeeeeeeeease send it me =D

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Then is your return compliment: You are awesome =D

      =O I asked first! No fair!

      Yes we have, I cant remember how it turned out, I remember I had to prove it but cant remember how I proved it lol
      Its weird when the parts of the conversation arent there anymore, you wonder where the hell theyve gone lol

      Thank you =D Make sure you get me a present =P
      And Im gonna go with the whole bodies are a shell and spirits are just controlling them sorta thing. What I find strange is, what is the scientific explanation for memories, dreams, thoughts, feelings. I cant think of anyway science can truly explain that, so there more must be an inner spirit or something inside of us. Cause we arent robots, and i find it hard to believe that thoughts and feelings are caused by hormones or checmicals or electromagnetic waves. Its all rubbish if you ask me. Technically speaking, all science is only theoretical anyway, in a way nothing can be proved properly. I mean we invented most of it. Like(ill probably stray of subject here but oh well =P) mathematicians go on about how Pi links to everything but it only links to everything cause humans made it so... I mean, humans invented maths! Seriously I could right a book on all this. All my thoughts. My thoughts themselves seem like magic. Its just unbelievable that Im thinking of things. Its hard to explain lol and I went way of the subject... In conclusion!!!!!!!! I believe spirits exist and are released when the shell they are using is no longer of use(cause its dead for example) =P

      Yeah, its cause youre a woman, im used to it =P

      Of course there is always a blue pen on hand, otherwise youd have to suffer for a green pen, so you better hope there is always a blue one on hand incase you lose your black one =P

      Lol im sorry... Talking of entertainment... dont you owe me an email with a certain attachment =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Is that a compliment? =P
      If it is, then awwww thanks =)

      Errrrr you think of something =P

      Who says im not a girl? =P

      Yeah im not gonna try and change your beliefs, and I hope you wont attempt to change mine lol Either way, we learn from the teachings of Jesus and the Bible and we believe in God so really theres not that much difference. Ironically, I have been going to church for 3 years now and I havnt even been baptised... but Im getting baptised July 19th =D Question... do you believe in ghosts?

      lol thats a strange way of looking at things. You dont half go and complicate everything =P

      But blue is like black! Its just lighter! Its a brilliant alternative! =P There isnt always a black pen on hand remember =P

      Sorry I wasnt looking when you said that, so if you rolled your eyes or any sortof thing like that, I missed it. In regards to what you said, Finally, thank you, I was sick of trying to explain =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Lol I was a little genius! It all went downhill =P

      Ok then, we need a new subject for this paragraph in the conversation =P

      Didnt I tell you before that I was rubbish at elaborating things. When I say something that doesnt make sense, it usually doesnt make sense to me either =P

      Well more what I dont believe. And its mostly bible stuff. I believe the bible is a book of stories that are exagerated. They were based on a man called Jesus who didnt have any magical powers(thats the exageration) but he was the first sortof person to care about everyone else and the world. He was the first samaritan basically. And he did teach us through his wisdom but he wasnt magical, I dont believe in miracles. Some people say how can you believe in God when so much bad stuff happens in the world, well the way I see it is that although we(well our ancestors) are his creation, he wanted to us to learn things on our own and he didnt want to get in our way no matter what decisions we took like war and stuff. Does that make sense?

      Yeah the good thing about college is working with people who want to do the same thing, cause you must have some similar interests at least. I mean, im on a games development course so everyone has the common interest in games lol So its awesome, Im sure youll enjoy it =)

      =O HOW COULD YOU!??? But Blue rocks!!! Youre not one of them crazy people who prefer pens with green ink are you!?

      I cant, im too rich to explain things =P Id hire someone to explain for you but like I said, im too rich to afford anything =D

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Yeah you shouldve, i mean theres things in life you wanna experience so do it while your little so you can get away with them =P

      I dont think its what I changed about me that made her realise she sill loved me. It was at a time where i needed a job but was being very lazy about it, so I was proving to her and myself that things would be different. But thats the past now, we try not dwell on it and just move on =)

      I never implied you was! I was just trying to say how generous I am but people shouldnt try to get things out of me because my generousity is only when I choose to be generous lol Hope that makes sense =P

      Well tbh, I havnt actually read the book, but I always feel that I can still be a Christian. I probably have different beliefs to most Christians but some similarites obviously to be able to call my self Christian lol

      It does... but college is awesome! Especially when you are on a course that you really like doing =)

      You missed out on...errr... this ballpoint pen =D With its blue colour and everything... dont you feel bad now =P

      =O You are so wrong, it is totally possible to be so rich you cant afford anything =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Good job you was little, you can get away with anything when your little =D

      Yeah, I wanted her back so badly so I just tried to change as much as I can and see if it would work. We got back together like 4 days later =P

      I know =P Im generous but i dont let people steal from me! Youre not stealing, dont worry =P

      But firey pits of hell is the devils domain =P Of course he condones violence lol

      Yeah math is stupid! Especially what they teach in school!

      No it isnt, you quite clearly missed out on something =P

      Yes =D Its why im so rich, but im so rich that I cant actually afford anything. Its strange how things have turned out =P

    • DarthDonut77

      10 years ago

      Awe

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Yeah they always make you sound clever =D

      I could never really think of a style I wanted, because i was too lazy to go with a style that needed work every morning =P But i suppose when me and Melanie had a massive breakup and was split for a month, i wanted to change something so i got it cut lol and that was only last november.

      Ill tell you what you can have 40%, you talked me into it =P

      Woooooooo a christian that condones violence =D Well other than me lol

      Nope in my time im on from 5pm till 1am =P

      Well youll have to! Theres no turning back now, you quite clearly made your decision =P

      Well it would be... Im the designer =P

    • DarthDonut77

      10 years ago

      Well...I'm sorry
      :( go tonight.

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      lol I thought you might, if i use it for the first time around a person they usually had to have me defining it. I only looked it up originally cause I heard it on Family Guy =P And then since I looked it up, I realised, I really am pedantic lol
      And you so was... =P

      Yes i do, ill upload it to my pictures when Ive got some free time =P
      But your not allowed to laugh! Well you can laugh a bit, I thought it was funny =P

      Nope nope, all correct =D If you behave ill give you 12% =P

      Yeah I know, what you gonna do ay, well except bash their heads in untill they see sense =P
      In a non violent way of course *rolls eyes*

      Well the times that I am online are about 12pm and 8pm your local time, so what time are you normally online lol, then add 5 hours, then youll know what time it is over here lol

      Ok... you dont get a share of the millions from the bank job then... you only get a share of the billions from my design... =P

      Oh no, you never realise that ever, thats how good this plane is =D



    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Oh now thats just being pedantic =P

      Lol its funny because my hair used to be about 3 times as long as it is in my picture, I really looked like a girl then =P Melanie called me the 'Blonde Bombshell' at one point lol

      Oh okay, your loss... we shall split it 99/1 To me =P

      Nope, I can honestly say that I never could but if I was gay/bisexual then I wouldnt be ashamed to admit it either, I dont see sexuality as anyones fault, its just personal preference. I mean everyone has personal preferences about other normal things so why should a personal preference about sexuality be a problem.

      Errr im not sure, it usually just says 'Something Hours Ago' What time zone are you in? And I stay up pretty late everynight so its possible im not sleeping when you message me lol

      You make a good point hmmmm, in that case, this could take longer than I thought... perhaps it would be easier to plan a robbery and steal someone elses design =D What do you think?

      How about a specially modified Jet that even when airbourne makes all people on board think/feel like they are still on the ground and not even moving? =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      So you should, its fun to be weird =D

      lol so im just some blondie now... you feel special and you make me feel like some slutty girl =P

      Unless you want it to be kinky...? =P Make some videos... get a little profit out of it... =P

      The weird name aside... would you honestly date a girl? =P

      Yeah but it has to be several days with us, we only say something once a day and then i have to wait till the next day before i get a reply =P
      And yay! Shed kill me if she found out =P

      Awww you got me dreaming now... And i dreamt for so long my chair burnt out, im gonna have to make some blueprints for another chair =P

      What you need a car for!? You can have a jet! A helicopter! A teleport machine! Anything, and you want a car!?
      ...Weirdo =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      You are a very strange female then =P

      Well yeah, your a distance a way but I probably talk to you more than one of my close friends lol And we shall definitly meet up one day, somehow and hopefully not too long away =)

      You make a fair point... maybe we can just hold some dumb people captive for our own entertainment(in a non-kinky way =P)

      lol Lmeanie, I like it =P I think Melanie is better though =P

      Wow, i can get you to forgive me that easily, it takes 3 days for Melanie to calm down after something lol
      (in the off chance that its possible, dont tell her i said that =P)

      Yeah, i should definitly get this chair patented, i could make billions! And then ill buy a private jet and my own island, and then me and you and all the people close to us can live there in peace =D

      Then i guess ill have to buy my own using the money from my previous comment =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      You... You admit defeat? Im... im... im amazed... this moment... its so... so... =')

      =O I would never say that! Only the lives of people I actually care about are important, and even though your like gabillions of miles away, i care about you. So of course your life is important, or at least important to me =)

      Glad we agree on something =) Perhaps we should make it mission of ours to destroy all those stupid people who are ruining our society! =P

      I am not! Starting n...
      I just noticed that if you add the initial of my first name to the word Meanie, you get the name of my girlfriend, ill see if you can work it out =P

      Fine... ill take the high road... I am sorry for giving you the impression i was playing games when I wasnt and for taking a chance of victory of your mispelling of the word 'you're'. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me =)

      Its like acupuncture =P and then the heat on it sooths it afterwards =D You should give it a go!

      By one day... I mean when I have the right type of microphone lol, i hope to get one soon so me and my band can start recording some stuff =) Unless you want to sponsor us and give us loads of money to buy equipment!? =D

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      The wall could be made out of sponge! So ha! proved you wrong =P

      Oh stop being so dramatic! *sigh* women =P You was telling me how good your friends were and your new boyfriend was so life cant be that bad =P

      Yes, my sentiments exactly. Never on me, we are too clever for that arent we Jen =P

      =O Meanie... Im not talking to you anymore... ='(

      Im guessing you know, so no need to waste energy typing it out =D

      Fine.... oooh this is actually quite soothing on my butt =P

      I can put on a deep voice and my voice isnt exactly high. Its sorta in between but more deep. And I can do a very deep growl aswell. Maybe ill send you a vocal sample one day =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      I think all kids hate me aswell... they always stare it me... it makes me want to smash their faces against a wall in a non violent way =P

      You're laughing on the inside ='(

      I swear some people are just stupid, and they try to drag you into their stupidness =P

      =O WHY NOT!? I NNNNNEEEEEEDDD elaboration... PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE! =D

      Im sorry for what ive done wrong that causes me to apoligise =P

      Fine ill get this chair *gets the only other chair in existence* OMG! This one is made of thorns and fire! =P

      *puts on a really deep voice* See, I told you I was a man, even a girl with a sex change couldnt get a voice this deep =D

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Just childcare... yes im crap with children, couldnt be bothered to get that one =P

      Exactly! See, you just want excuses to laugh at me ='(

      I enjoy being smart aswell, i dont really see the point in drinking alchohol when there is non alcholic beverages that taste better =P

      Nope not simple, please elaborate =P

      Finnnne I admit it, im sorry =( Am i forgiven? =P

      EASY!? It is not easy, I have to sit at a computer on an uncomfortable chair and hurt my back!

      That is so not fair... You owe me! Now help =P

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      Shouldnt be too hard, I have a degree in owl training... just give me a sec while i print it off... =P

      Well i meant, i have no idea how to reply to that sentence when I knew i was gonna respond in the alter sentence lol

      Ohhh ok lol, well a lot of my friends dont drink, i do sometimes, but i dont go out to get drunk. And lol, that shows how different our parents are, my dad was the person i got drunk with for the first time =P

      =O That is so not fair! A lack of belief is a bit like a lack of trust... dont you trust me!? and after everything we've been through =;(

      Lol I didnt mean to imply you was stupid, you may know what im was going on about, but i honestly didnt =P I aint playing any games =P

      Ok you go to russia and await my call, I will go on google earth and start looking =P

      Oh! Gee! Thanks! For that very hurtful comment, you should at least give me an idea as to how I can prove it...

    • MLKnightKaon

      10 years ago

      I think it would be so much cooler if everything was delivered by owls, harry potter style =D

      I have no idea how Im supposed to respond to that... =P

      Lol you party animal! I hope you didnt get drunk young lady =P

      YAY! Belief means I no longer have to prove myself =D

      Awwww You are such a good friend =P And since you're such a good friend, im going to tell you that you used the wrong type of your! Muwahahha I win =D
      I dont know what im on about now, just ignore me =P

      Hmmm, how about... russia? Get the big areas out of the way first =P

      =O No fair! How am i supposed to prove that without showing my private parts... I will think of a way... i will not be defeated! =D

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