Leus

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    • Oh. Okay, fate.

      10 years ago

      Leus

      So right before I went to bed tonight my nose became incredibly congested. I was all "wtf are you serious?" So I went to sleep mouth-breathing and woke up a few hours later to my entire skull throbbing in pain. I'm all "whaat the fuuuck?" in my confused, half-awake and pain-stricken stupor, and slowly realize that I must have gotten dry socket*.

      Now, I obviously know that there is much worse suffering than this on the planet, but given my recent extended chain of events that was seemingly still compiling, it was getting hard not to take it personally. But then I realized: Karma isn't unhappy with me. It's just trying to remind me about suffering, maybe hoping to give me a glimpse at that which I know I must strive to change; to reinforce my beliefs. And I also knew that I could definitely not take it personally at that point because, as I said, there is much worse and more prolonged suffering than my own, plus thinking of things in terms of one's own self fulfillment won't benefit the greater good la-di-da you've heard it all before. I'm me.

      So basically, me and God have got it all worked out. Don't worry, man. I won't give up.



      *After having read that article, I see no indication that simple mouth breathing should lead to it--though the need to spit because of my illness (though I always tried to do it creating the least amount of vacuum possible) plus the lack of proper dental hygiene due to me being a pussy about the pain could have contributed--and it also didn't last 24 hours because I drank a ton of fluids and made sure to moisten the inside of my mouth, I guess mistaking what dry socket really meant... But it worked. So whatever.

      Edit: I took NyQuil. Cool.

    • What the hell, fate?

      10 years ago

      Leus

      My life is soo hard.

      So I went up to Seattle last weekend to see David and I didn't get any homework done that I really should have been doing. Then I went to school on monday with a bullshitted version of an outline for this essay for which I hadn't even done all the assigned reading. So then on tuesday I go get five teeth pulled and I discovered that drugs that aren't weed suck. So then I'm poppin' vicodin for a couple of days, stayin' home from school and still not gettin' homework done so it's pilin' up, so I'm all oh I'll get it done this weekend. So then on friday I get sick as balls and am incapacitated through saturday and also I've been bleeding out of my mouth since tuesday because I think I keep blowing my wounds with coughing or sneezing or blowing my nose even though I try to be careful about all that. I'm just glad I haven't puked, that would be terrible.

      So the final draft of that paper is due on wednesday and I still haven't even done the reading for it AND I have a ton of math problems on graphing that have really piled up and I'm still not in a very clear frame of mind from the illness, but I've been trying to get some work done today... And it's not goin' well. This is some inconvenient shit.

      Pardon my language. And my bitching.

      Edit: Aw are you kiddin' me? Now I've got a bunch of cold sores/canker sores/braces abrasions (or ABRACEIONS! lolol) But yeah speaking of which my braces are off next week, so that's a plus.

    • I feel five teeth lighter and on vicodin

      10 years ago

      Leus

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      Seriously the dude doing the surgery (one of my teeth was infused to my jaw bone so there was some surgery involved... I dunno if normal surgery isn't surgery... ...rofl aka if normal teeth pulling isn't surgery.) But yeah so this dentist guy was there like jokin around but also instructing the other guy like super elaborately on how to find the vein for my IV of some sort of drug "cocktail" by his description... But yeah that was not reassuring that this dude had no idea what he was doing, so I think he didn't administer enough crazy drug meddley because:

      So anyway I "went under" only I was semi conscious for like a long ass time as they were ripping my teeth out and I'm sure I couldn't feel the full extent of it because I feel like if I could have it would've been ridiculously more painful but it was still painful and I feel like I was writhing in my chair but I probably wasn't because I feel like they wouldn't have progressed onward had I been. but he must've finally given me a strong enough dose at some point, probably before the jawbone part, because finally it was over and I was all jesus how long was that and they were all two hours and it didn't seem like two hours but it was traumatizing.

      I dunno. And now I've had to eat a ton of my own blood and I feel like that's pretty nasty.

    • Stoners group.

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      Leus

      Hey, if you guys are interested you should incorporate yourselves into the larger stoners group.

      www.roosterteeth.com/groups/profile.php?id=383

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    • I'm in love (and other stuff in my life)

      10 years ago

      Leus

      I dunno if I've ever felt this right.

      Anyway, I thought I'd draw you in with that title promising me being super gay. Don't worry, I probably won't disappoint, but first things first.

      I've gone vegan. I'm not 100% strict yet, although the last time I possibly ate an animal product would have been in the bun of the boca burger I had at a restaurant last weekend. I basically just say I'm not 100% strict in case I somehow accidentally end up eating something with an animal product ingredient. It feels great to be vegan. The food I'm making has never been more delicious.

      Case against eating animal products:
      The animal products industry is the number one threat to life for a multitude of reasons, environmental damage being on the forefront. The amount of food used feeding the animals in the industry is several times greater than the amount of food the industry actually produces from the animals themselves. Eating animal products is less healthy than not. On top of all that, the spiritual path to truth requires universal compassion to all living, feeling beings. The animal products industry involves torture more horrific, longer-term and much more massive scale than any human torture ever has. As Reverend William Ralph Inge said: If they could form a religion, animals would undoubtedly depict the devil in human form.
      Case for eating animal products:
      There is no legitimate case. The only argument I've ever heard is "it's tasty." First, I've personally found vegan eating to be far more delicious than any animal products ever were. Regardless, if that self-serving stance is how you justify making a terrible and destructive lifestyle choice, I can't respect that. Yes, I am passing that judgment. I know you probably feel like I'm being ridiculous since you'd likely respect my decision not to eat meat, but that's because there's an actual reason not to eat meat. This isn't a two-sided debate. There is no reason to eat meat. I still respect you because you're my fellow human and I know there is good in your heart, but know that I don't respect that choice.

      Anyway, now that I've called you a huge dick, let's talk about how I'm in love.

      I'm sure it comes as no surprise to many of you that the person in question is Amanda. We both should have realized this a lot sooner, but it's ok. We've each grown a lot as people in the time we've known each other and our connection has only ever strengthened. I'm moving down to Florida in March to be with her. Also I stopped smoking weed because I realized it couldn't fit into my life if I wanted to be with Man Man (my gay-ass nickname for Amanda). So how's THAT for a sentiment?

      See, it's okay. Now you don't respect me either. :)

      Anyway, that's it I suppose. I could be a lot gayer but I feel like maybe I should at least try to hold onto some shred of masculinity. You guys don't care anyway. Just thought I'd throw down my life and let you all know.

      Peace.

      P.S.: I say anyway a lot. There are many ways. And any one apparently leads to me bein' gay.

    • I could totally be blind.

      10 years ago

      Leus

      So yesterday I was goin' to take a shower and I was all "you know what I'mma take a shower in pitch black darkness." So I did. It wasn't as interesting as I thought it was gonna be. I didn't fuck anything up, except I knocked over one shampoo bottle at one point.

      The end.

    • Please at least read this.

      10 years ago

      Leus

      Here is a short excerpt from the last journal that gets a lot of the point across:

      A major objective of the WTO, NAFTA, and the proposed FTAA is to extend the enforcement of patents, copyrights, and other "intellectual property rights" beyond the borders of the wealthy countries where they are owned. A crucial test concerns the 36 million people who now have HIV/AIDS, most of them in the developing world. The "triple-therapy" drugs now widely used in the United States can keep people with HIV/AIDS alive and relatively healthy for many years, but at a cost of $12,000 per person annually, a prohibitive price for those in the developing world. Recently, the Indian generic-drug manufacturer Cipla offered to provide these drugs for as little as $350 per year. This would make treatment possible for millions of people, and millions more could be saved with relatively modest amounts of foreign aid from the high-income countries.

      The United States, backing its major pharmaceutical companies, has fought to prevent such widespread distribution of generic versions of these and other life-saving medicines. For example, it went to the WTO to challenge Brazil's laws dealing with the manufacture and import of generic AIDS drugs--laws that form an important part of Brazil's remarkably successful AIDS-treatment program, which has already saved 100,000 lives and has cut the number of AIDS-related deaths there in half. (Stung by international criticism, the United States announced in June that it was dropping its challenge to Brazil.)
    • Wow, somehow the world is even more...

      10 years ago

      Leus

      ...fucked up than I thought.

      Fuck what I write. I have a lot of opinions about our psychology, but these are some cold, hard facts that you can't fuck with.

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    • I'm ahead of the game.

      10 years ago

      Leus

      So you know how in my environmental health class I was jivin' about the free trade market even though all I read about was the general status of the environmental condition? Well now you do. So anyway I bust open to the next assigned reading and the title of the chapter is "Tricks of Free Trade." I was wonderin' why my teacher thought it was an excellent post even though it was unrelated. She probably thinks I'm readin' ahead, but really I'm just a brilliant muthafucka.

      Isn't that super cool? I know. Okay you can continue living your inferior lives now.

  • Comments (2837)

    • keiichiro

      10 years ago

      Haha, I actually get that a lot. But, yeah, I'm only 17, turning 18 in a month and a half.

    • keiichiro

      10 years ago

      How old did you think I was or what age-impression did I seem to give off?
      I'm 17, by the way.

      And yup, Barack Obama dinner.

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      Right, which is exactly why they put coke syrup in Pepto-Bismal.

      This is fact, not opinion.

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      Yeah but Coke cures sick feelings in the stomach.

    • TrenDeath

      10 years ago

      I've heard that from a few people I've been bitching to about this. I never really go there, so it's the first problem I've had, but I'm damned well not going back.

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      I love how your comments never add anything at all.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      i was browsin coolians profile and checked out brooke

      whos the douche named danny talking about marrying her

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      happy new year baby

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      In a good way, or in a bad way?

    • keiichiro

      10 years ago

      Love the journal comment. It really adds a range to my views on this bloody world.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      my mom is obsessed with your good looks

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      craigslist guy-Amanda Fleming is now married to Jordan Curry
      me-yessss
      c.g-soo, who's jordan?
      me-my best friend
      c.g-he's cute. (no homo)

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      ...I think I get it!

    • TKdademon

      10 years ago

      Fire Spin is gay.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      this is the one time i wish i knew more about pokemon so we could do a routine

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      people like him more than either of us

    • NicoleAnne

      10 years ago

      Oh yeah? Well I was over at Tom Cruise's house and I found a nickel.
      i don't even want to know what you were doing there.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      get on aim

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      Oh, you have to be dragon.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      probably

      im on percoset and REALLY had to think of how to spell probably

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      no

    • dragonmanweb FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold What's this?

      10 years ago

      Fuck if I even remember now. Something about the questionability of using quantum physics as a basis for anything theological. I gave it up before my mind ran off with it because, like I said, I didn't really want to get into a debate.

      I'm a very argumentative person by nature, and will play the Devil's advocate at times just to start a debate, but didn't feel like it over this.

    • keiichiro

      10 years ago

      I haven't felt like I don't care anymore because I never really care about anything to begin with.


      That's because you're the special case. I'm jealous.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      i trip balls every time i see my avatar

    • Madison

      10 years ago

      I don't even remember.

      Something about Wizardmon5 being my intro to you.

    • TKdademon

      10 years ago

      Happy birthday, fucker.

    • TKdademon

      10 years ago

      She is but girls hate putting up pictures of themselves that actually let you see them.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      did she delete it?

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      to society?

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      It very is.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      hey baby

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      No, you were right. I meant that they took it out of the episode on the DVD, and made it a deleted scene on the DVD. Thus making the series that much less humorous when you watch it.

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      That's more like it!

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      Humba Wumba

    • TrenDeath

      10 years ago

      I'm just trying to figure out if I should sell my wii. I could probably get over half the cash towards a shiny new hdtv.... but then I think maybe they'll come out with the kickass sword fighting / lightsaber / somekinda awesome thing game they should 2 years ago and I'll regret it. But then I doubt it...

      I dunno, I'd keep the wii judt cause, but it's not like I wanna spend all that money on a tv anyways.... I dunno.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      WHEN ARE YOU COMING

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      Writer-An American Egyptian businessman currently living in Egypt-writing a book about spirituality and religion is seeking an English-History major to live in Egypt for 6 months to help write the book. Free accommodations next to American Univ. in Cairo. Generous salary and expenses paid

      i replied to that job listing

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      If that's the case, then this entire conversation doesn't matter.

      Also, congratulations.

      Post edited 12/01/08 5:39AM

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      Thus

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      The funny part is religion's to blame.

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      I was just saying, people who need a religion to tell them those things are the problem with the world. Obviously, I don't. If everyone else does, then what does that say about people and the world today?

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      And yet, I don't.

      I can do this all day, man.

    • amedeus

      10 years ago

      I don't know about you, but most days I tend not to kill people, and if I ever saw an old lady who needed help crossing the street I'd probably help her.

      SO

    • keiichiro

      10 years ago


      I probably wouldn't write that much. I dunno what I'd do if I were in classes requiring that of me.


      Ugh, I think I should just kill the teachers to solve that writing problem.

    • Amanda

      10 years ago

      we're us

    • darwin

      10 years ago

      Wow.

      I couldn't resist how cheap it was. I hope it's good. Your reputation is on the line, sir. ; )

    • reesekindle

      10 years ago

      Yeah it is (the trend thing is). It's freakin' awesome too.

    • griffon FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold create/destroy

      10 years ago

      sounds about right

    • crackerdevil

      10 years ago

      Ya I guess I make it kinda obvious.

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