LostNirvana

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    • I'm popping on here again

      5 years ago

      LostNirvana

      It's like every cringeworthy thing I've ever done concentrated into one place. If there was a reset button I'd have probably spent more time working on my guitar playing and computer skills then pissing away time on here. Alas, I still log in occasionally and remember the good times.

    • Need to browse

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      Constantly changing
      Nothing is fazing
      Death shall linger
      The tip of my finger
      What the fuck happened?
      Are we dead or stagnant?
      Times oh they change
      It's driving me insane

      ARE YOU LIVE
      ARE YOU DEAD
      NEED A GIRL
      NEED A HEAD
      CAN'T FIND IT
      CAN'T FIND THIS
      GIVE ME DRUGS
      GIVE ME DEATH

      I can't find the words
      Stuck in this curse
      Where did you go?
      I want to implode
      A violent eruption
      A lack of subduction
      Rape without foreplay
      Give me more cocaine

      ARE YOU LIVE
      ARE YOU DEAD
      NEED A GIRL
      NEED A HEAD
      CAN'T FIND IT
      CAN'T FIND THIS
      GIVE ME DRUGS
      GIVE ME DEATH

      Can't lose not mine
      Never had a mind
      I swear, straight edge
      Except powder and that
      Need drugs, not hugs
      Not gangster, just thug
      Brain is are broken
      This shit I be toking

      ARE YOU LIVE
      ARE YOU DEAD
      NEED A GIRL
      NEED A HEAD
      CAN'T FIND IT
      CAN'T FIND THIS
      GIVE ME DRUGS
      GIVE ME DEATH

    • 6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… and now shit is borked

    • I break shit a lot

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼̳̤̳̬̪̹͚̞̼̠͕̼̠̦͚̫͔̯̹͉͉̘͎͕̼̣Ì͙̱̟̹̩̟̳̦̭͉̮̖̭̣̣̞̙̗̜̺̭̻̥͚͙Ì̦̲̱͉͖͉̰̦͎̫̣̼͎Í̠̮͓̹̹͉̤̰̗̙͕͇͔̱͕̭͈̳̗̭͔̘̖̺̮̜̠͖̘͓̳͕̟̠̱̫̤͓͔̘̰̲͙Í͇̙͎̣̼̗̖͙̯͉̠̟͈Í͕̪͓Ì̩̦̖̹̼̠̘̮͚̟͉̺̜Í͓̯̳̱̻͕̣̳͉̻̭̭̱Í̪̩̭̺͕̺̼̥̪͖̦̟͎̻̰̞̖̠̣̦̰̙͕͙̹̖͓̥̱̱̱͈̙̮͙͉Ì͓̣̥̳̩̯͇̞̦̱̘̻͕̥̙͆ͣÌ͌ͭ̇Ì̇̋̉Ìͦ̂̃͗͗̋͑̊̈̈Ì̔̾Ì̅ͭ̊̂̓͌ͩ̀͛ͨ͑̉ͤ̓̉͒̉̄ͬ̂̅ͣͧ̓͋ͦ͋ͬ̄̃ͤ̿ͣ̒͑͛̋Ì̈̆ͥÌ͛̌ͥ̓͛ÌÍ©Ì̒̿̉͌ͨͯ̎Ìͬ̄̇ͦͥ͗̋ͥͯ̽ͤ̈Ì̔͌̇̃͂Í̅͛̔̉̃̓̒̽̎̇ͧ̇ͯ̓ͫͣ͂̈̇ͥ̉ͯÌ̃Í͑ͫͤ̌ͯÍÌ͋͒ͥ̋Ìͨ̎̈͊̄ͣÌ̉͛̔̂̄̎ͬ̅̒̔̌ͬ̎̊Í̈Ì̋ͩ͑̾̄ͣÌÍ‹Í‚Ì’Í›ÌÍ‘ÌÍͭ͆͗̆̎ͩ͑ͤ̎͆ÌÍ£Ìͮ͋̒ͯÌ̔̎ͩ̓̑Ì̈Ìͨ̉Í̔ͤ͒͒̓ͭ͒̃ͦ̆Ì͒̿ͫ̔ͬ̈̂̅ͪ͆͌͆͑̋̃ͦ͗͒̂ͮÌÌŽÌ̃Í̆Ì̆Ì̀̚̚̚̚̚͘ÍÍÍ…Í… Ỏ̷͖͈̞̩͎̻̫̫̜͉̠̫͕̭̭̫̫̹̗̹͈̼̠̖Í͚̥͈̮̼͕̠̤̯̻̥̬̗̼Ì

    • Everyone is gone.

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      Every single step I make towards a new beginning is met with some bullshit hardships. Get a new job, make new friends. Suddenly I'm working 11 hours a day, five days a weed, and any new acquaintance met is gone shortly thereafter. No long-term friends, been single for two years, haven't gotten fucked in quite some time as well. This internet doesn't do anything for me either, everyone seems to be disappearing from there as well with little rhyme or reason.

      FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

    • new tattoo today

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      Its getting to be a thing.

    • 2013

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      I love you faggot munching queers! I am twitching on powders stronger then man because baby blues can handle anything. Beats harder than steal. MDMA strong enough to make a wino never forget an if-than variable.

    • Brilliance.

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      I had a dream yesterday that made everything make sense. I keep questioning everything about myself, trying to figure myself out. In my dream, I just had fun and did work. I was being shy, wearing a black t-shirt with my swim trunks because I was embarrassed by my flabbiness. Then when the two girls in my yard were about to leave I ripped off my shirt and started being awesome. I need to rip off this shirt in real life, quit being a shy little cunt and start doing shit. Make new songs, write a book, find the energy when I'm not at work to actually do shit worth doing. Hell yeah!

    • Depression Subsiding

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      I have a steady job and have been thinking about change. Not the kind promised by presidents, the kind where I save up enough to get shit done. I work 11 hours a day (10 on Saturday) and next week I'll be spending 65 hours at my job (59 paid since I get an hour taken off for "lunch") which means that I'll be making a comfortable sum of money. Going to save up for a shitty used car and eventually I have a lot of thinking to do, some changes to be made. I'm happy though and that's what's important.

    • New Song?

      6 years ago

      LostNirvana

      I got some chords ready and some lines I like so I'm just going to post some here and try to form a good song. I already like it more than "Only Getting Worse" which is my best song so far.

      I'm just looking for you
      You're looking for me
      We're both stuck in
      This fucked up reality
      Anatomically speaking
      I'm in the wrong
      But when I see you
      I know just to go along
      I see a girl
      That ain't right
      But I know what you
      Are in the inside

      And they judge us for what we believe in
      But you know what girl I think we might just be leaving
      And you know what, I don't give a fuck
      Because finding you has been such luck

      I'm just looking for you
      You're looking for me
      We're both stuck in
      This fucked up reality
      When I see this girl
      It feels so right
      What the fuck is
      Up with our plight
      Because I see you
      How you were supposed to
      And I see you
      What we wanna do

  • Comments (1868)

    • Firenomad

      5 years ago

      Greetings. How have you been?

      • LostNirvana

        5 years ago

        I've been kinda all over lately. Got a new girlfriend, planning on flying back out to her next week. She's out in NC and I flew out in the beginning of april for a week and a half. I really like her.

    • DiMono FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold It's Back Baby!

      6 years ago

      If you can't play nice, we won't let you play at all.

    • LHSBAND

      7 years ago

      Oi

    • agentindy

      7 years ago

      I'm not really a music person.

    • agentindy

      7 years ago

      I don't even...

    • agentindy

      7 years ago

      What is this?

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Like I said, get better friends. There's no reason to make yourself do shit like that if you don't want to, and no one has the right to tell you otherwise.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      It'll pass. People will forgive. If they don't, find better friends.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Damn, dude. When I drink, I find a cozy spot to sit and then just put back beer until I fall asleep. Its a shame dunk-you isn't as laid back as dunk-me.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Sounds like a hell of a night. Mind my asking what you did?

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Why would you want to do that?

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Friend has some.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      I'm not into funk.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Cool.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      I took a bunch of codeine a while ago. I dig everything.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Alrighty/

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Dear god.

      You're the reason the music industry is dieing.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      A guy I know at school has, like, 3000 something dollars worth of illegal music on his computer.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Fight the powa, brother.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      *takes a bow*

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Of course not, Kellogg.

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Why don't I doubt that you aren't joking?

    • Amazing_Cam

      7 years ago

      Not much. A turtle, you say?

    • agentindy

      7 years ago

      Oh, that sucks man. I hope you recover.

    • agentindy

      7 years ago

      Not much, just academic stuff, and being lazy.

    • agentindy

      7 years ago

      Hey Fluffy, I just realized this was you.

    • Sekai08

      7 years ago

      Not really following the election stuff there. It's always a people-with-too-much-money-wanting-too-much-power race which bores me. And yeah, I kinda miss the Asylum and I kinda don't. Life moves on. I almost got rid of my account because of disinterest, but I like lurking in a few thread that amuse me.

    • Sekai08

      7 years ago

      Still alive, I see. Why the FR?

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Well yeah, exorcising is good for you for more than one reason >.>

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Exorcising is fun.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      I see.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Go against the norm, then.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      o.o

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Wut? No.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      It seemed pretty damn close to what happened back then <.<

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Just finished reading it.
      Couldn't help but feel as though inspiration was drawn from our first meetings >.>

    • megafire

      7 years ago

      Can't say that I have.

      And damn, this sounds pretty damn adictive.

      I need to get one of those.

    • megafire

      7 years ago

      Sounds awesome.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      I'm a responsible teenager... I'm not talking about that kind of stuff when I'm talking about stuff I want to do...

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Nice.
      I don't want to work until college. I want to quit my job now and spend the last half of my senior year doing stuff I want to do.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Nifty

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Not much, just working on getting my newest art work posted.

    • trevor1001

      7 years ago

      What happened?

    • Tzer

      7 years ago

      No, I don't think I was.

    • Tzer

      7 years ago

      Aren't you the guy who was going to shotgun-suicide?

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      I dun like Strawberry poptarts, so it's a win-win.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Ew, no.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Indeed.

    • mah_lazors

      7 years ago

      Needs more poptarts.

    • nvrtrstCHEEZ

      7 years ago

      We can't keep it slammin' because the pony lovers are in that one thread we love so much.

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