Lt_amazil

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    • 5 years ago

      Lt_amazil

      well as the days tick by i realize that my birthday is only 3 days away. i take this time to contemplate what has happened over the year and when i think about it i think of community. over the year, and over apparently 5 years i have been clinging to communities. I believe they've all shaped me into the person I am today. It started with RvB and then I went into webcomics. from there i met BCB and it really took it's toll I feel it changed my perspective indefinitely. from then i've been hopping from social addiction to social addiction, now i find myself stuck on tumblr only watching the brony community and being an admin for the GHS community in TF2. In a few days i will be 18 years old, and who knows what will go on. One thing is for certain is that I really didn't change all that much. I yearn for recognition, I've done so in every place i've touched and finally for once i am going to try and do something towards that. I'd been working on a story over a year ago, and it was also about community. It held some of the people here and while i spiraled into story writing and digging into characters I realized that of the some characters based off people here, they had all actually taken more development into something different. Through this I realize that the characters i had made and the first community i had really felt at home with had the best effect on my life. I never had any people from BCB or GHS in the story because I was afraid, but I had people from here because I recognize them and I love them and am comfortable with them. I feel as though i've been away for far too long and thus it reminds me of an old saying I made up a long time ago. "There's no place like Homepage"

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      7 years ago

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      Guys I have some bad news. my brother took the TV monitor for my laptop (to play games in his room) so i won't be able to use my computer. i'll still try to work on stuff through my phone though...so yeah.

    • See you in hell Ricky

      7 years ago

      Lt_amazil

      a great man died today. his name is Ricky Gardun creator of Dumm Comics, and 1930 nightmare theatre. i'm not sure, but i just know he did himself in, there are things even death wouldn't do, and that was take him before his time. i never knew him personally, i can't say i met him in person without it being a lie, but...I felt like a part of me was stolen. I shouldn't feel sorry, i don't have the right to. i never knew the guy, i don't much other than what he did and his name, but i just can't shake the feeling of sorrow. I remember when i first heard of Ricky Garduno. i remember the exact date i found Dumm comics because it was the day "Earthward Ho." ended. the day was june 26th 2009. i knew a lot, but i wasn't as mature, nor did i know as much as i do today. Even still, back then and to this day i knew the constants and the questions. where although religion and the end will always be questioned, death is always the constant. i soon learned how it would always be in life, no matter what we do, how do it, or who we are, nothing will ever change that. Ricky's death wasn't surprising, he showed the signs, asked about the afterlife, and more, but even still it didn't cushion the blow, not in the slightest. it made me guilty still. not for thinking i could change it, or comfort him, or help him. no i felt bad because...i never knew him. I always looked up to Ricky, he was perverted, rebellious, drew, talked, and joked about the craziest things, and was just so unique, so left of center. he seemed like a guy i would love to have known, to be friends with. i feel like there was a purpose that he had not yet fulfilled, that there was more things that Ricky Garduno needed to do. in the end though it doesn't matter. he did the deed, and there's nothing i nor you can do about it. i felt especially sad when i heard about it, because it was HOW i found out. I hadn't been checking up on the 61 comics i read, because i've been busy on another forum so it kept me away. i decided to take the winter break to my advantage and catch up on all the updates i missed. i was going down the line slowly but surely when i finally reached Dumm. i was going through, and stopped at this specific page. dummcomics.com/2011/12/14/rip-2/ at first, i didn't understand, i was trying to think of who it could be, and after reading a comment saying "Ricky was a good man." it thought about Ricky's grandfather passing, but that was awhile back. then re-read it, and realized the word "was." then it hit me like a ton of bricks. i didn't want to believe it, but i found everyone else saying their respects, and i found it to be undeniable. after reading Gabe Swarr's speech i did something i had never done in a long time, something i needed to do. cry. when my dog died i didn't cry, when my grandfather died i didn't cry, and for awhile i thought it impossible. i never knew ricky garduno personally, i can't say i met him in person without it being a lie. i can't say i feel sorry for him either, no this was something he wanted, and did. i feel sorry for myself. i feel sorry for not knowing him personally, for not meeting him. i can't say i never saw this coming, and i can't say it was a surprise. but it is a sad day when another brilliant person leaves Earth...i can't say that he left too early, because i'm not one to decide whether it is or not. so i'll just say this. Rest In Peace Ricky Garduno april 4th 1976 - december 7th 2011

      see you in hell Ricky

  • Comments (335)

    • Sekai08

      7 years ago

      Here's all about it.

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Oh that's catchy smiley0.gif

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Sorry I don't get it

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Sigh... a pity then that monocles are hard to come by in Britain.

      And ninja? Oh purr-leeeze...

    • MiZzPrIcE

      8 years ago

      oooohhh goody!!

      smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley13.gif

      that will be awesome

      an epic deck of cards!!

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    • MiZzPrIcE

      8 years ago

      oooohhh goody!!

      smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley13.gifsmiley13.gif

      that will be awesome

      an epic deck of cards!!

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    • Will_Chutney

      8 years ago

      I love how zombie pirates have lots of heart. XD

    • frenchbum

      8 years ago

      sweet. I rule!

    • tiny_dancer1

      8 years ago

      oh the deck of cards, eh?

    • tiny_dancer1

      8 years ago

      i dont follow.

    • acerflamma

      8 years ago

      Ace of clubs. I should be the Ace of flames but whatever. That's cool! Awesome.

    • runelady

      8 years ago

      8 of Clubs? I should be the Queen of Hearts! smiley4.gifsmiley8.gifsmiley12.gif

    • jokersflame

      8 years ago

      Woo!

      Thats really awesome dude thanks!

    • Leaf

      8 years ago

      In reply to Lt_amazil:

      4 of clubs welcome to the deck


      Umm What?

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      8 years ago

      Sweet. Very cool.

    • Doddsoreric

      8 years ago

      not yet dude, been busy this week. Pretty cool card though, but I would have wanted the ace of spades lol.

    • Doddsoreric

      8 years ago

      All I am going to say is WHAT????

    • firewolfnin FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      spades, the best suit to be a part of.

    • buckeyedon Crackpottist

      8 years ago

      Cool! Can't wait to see the entire deck.

    • Jalnor

      8 years ago

      i'll multi-task because un-watching is too much work


      Signups have to be explicit.
      Always.

      If you hadn't meant to sign up and I'd signed you up, you'd be pretty annoyed too and it might have frelled the game.

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      8 years ago

      Hopefully said feast will involve a nice, juicy ban hammer.

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      8 years ago

      They posted certain characters that caused the right margins of the site to expand really far to one side. Imagine posting the maximum number of images, then making them a horizontal line instead of a vertical one.

      But I really wouldn't care, either except they've been doing it for about a week, and just seem to be getting worse. I'm thinking of asking Cas to step in, but I doubt it would help.

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      8 years ago

      Don't even talk to those two. They're both a couple of trolls who have been butthurt since their old accounts got deleted for breaking the site. They're not going to report anything to the mods, and just want to screw with everyone.

      In short, they're assholes, but not the funny kind of assholes.

    • methusala35

      8 years ago

      hay how ya been?

    • buckeyedon Crackpottist

      8 years ago

      In reply to halo1278, #1:

      They have nothing better to do?? Was pretty cool though

      Very shortly, they will not have anything better to do. The Shuttle Program is to be shut down soon.

    • Jalnor

      8 years ago

      ME A VETERAN i'm flattered!


      As opposed to a first-timer...

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Sorry, were those requests or just ideas? I mean I've already done ones for both Suppi and Rune

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      First Draft

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Somehow that didn't translate into a request.

      Anyhow, surely a creative person like yourself can come up with your own desired caption smiley0.gif
      It can be a self quote or something that describes you in a short and sweet manner

      Heh SatW is a good laugh. Glad you like it as much as I do

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      I don't recall that you ever asked for one specifically

      It's not that big a deal - what do you have in mind? smiley1.gif

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Well I didn't say I wasn't doing requests. smiley1.gif

    • Jalnor

      8 years ago

      Just to make sure I'm reading this correctly, is it 05:00 (as in 5AM) or 5PM?

    • Jalnor

      8 years ago

      Um... well, it's shorter.
      You didn't supply info on the major points that are still missing, though.

      HOW MANY PLAYERS YOU THINK IT WILL NEED

      YOUR SCHEDULE

      THE TIME OF YOUR VOTE DEADLINES AND WHICH TIME ZONE YOU'RE USING

      Add that and I'll put together your news article...

    • Jalnor

      8 years ago

      Quick! Quick! Edit your post to make sure it contains all the necessary data!

      You should provide the following information when you post here:
      smiley9.gif Which thread the game will use
      (Standard, Sandbox, Experiment etc.)
      smiley9.gif What variations (special roles, writing style, setting) you'll use (if applicable)
      smiley9.gif How many players you think it'll need (admins might ignore this if they think they know better)
      smiley9.gif Your schedule
      smiley9.gif The time of your vote deadlines and which time zone you're using


      ...also, if you can clean it up a tad, do. Did you re-write it taking into account all the stuff on the thread? Just 'cos I can still see a redundant paragraph near the top that I called out right way wink.png

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      I was bound to get round to her, as I'm meaning to do most characters anyway. Though the messages are supposed to partially depict their personalities from their point of view.

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Your journal comment smiley8.gif

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Is that a bcbw?

    • SailorTweek FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold RTX Head Guardian

      8 years ago

      The rule goes like this:
      It starts at 8pm. (For people in the states)
      (Now when we say 8pm, that's 8pm in what ever time zone you live in, when it's 8pm there, then that is when it starts for you.)

      Because I'm Pacific, I log on at 8pm my time or sooner...usually 7pm-ish because I love hanging out with these weirdos on skype ^_^

    • darkmatter22

      8 years ago

      all yours enjoy

    • suppi

      8 years ago

      They're in a thread in the group i linked you.

    • suppi

      8 years ago

      It's on Thursday
      Group for future events

    • jokersflame

      8 years ago

      MAFIAANDSHITYEA.jpg?t=1296966084

    • Mesk

      8 years ago

      Yep!
      I liked the NCR in the 2nd game (in fact, during a quest for The Kings, I answered all the questions correctly about the NCR with knowledge from Fallout and Fallout 2 hahaha Shady Sands is the first town you visit, where you meet Tandi. In Fallout 2, Tandi is 50 years older and you help her create the NCR.)

      In my first playthrough of New Vegas, I sided with Mr. House. The Legion is horrific and the NCR would use me as a hitman (as seen when they wanted me to eliminate that King just because if any NCR did it they would be blamed. Mr. House at least had a noble goal at heart. He wanted to preserve the pre-war lifestyle as best as he could. Also, he's centuries old; he's bound to be wiser than anybody alive currently!

      Who did you first side with, and why?

    • Mesk

      8 years ago

      Be sure to! The gameplay is very different, but the story is as immersive as the other games.
      I mean, come on! Who wouldn't want to see the Enclave when it was more powerful and help the NCR be created?

    • Mesk

      8 years ago

      First I read your comment on SuperPrivate's page about Fallout, then saw your page.
      You seem to like Fallout as much as I do! Ever played the first and second games?
      If not, and you are turned off by the graphics and gameplay, I can tell you that you get over those very, very quickly!

      P.S. It's nice to meet you! smiley8.gif

    • Lt_amazil

      8 years ago

      i guess ads still stay

    • keiichiro

      8 years ago

      :o Oh my, I believe I uploaded that like a year and a half ago, actually. Haha, I'm surprise it is still up!

    • keiichiro

      8 years ago

      If only that were true, if only.
      Do you recall what the add looked like? Haha.

    • Sekai08

      8 years ago

      In reply to Lt_amazil:

      Cool! Thank you! bigsmile.png

    • darkmatter22

      8 years ago

      im excited to c some web comicness! !!! ill tell you what im going to send you a PM and please tell me what you think

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