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    • what if?

      13 years ago


      WHAT IF:

      » I died?:
      » I said I was dying?:
      » I lied to you?:
      » I lived next door to you?:
      » It was the last day we had together?:
      » I was hospitalized?:
      » I ran away from home?:
      » I got into a fight and you weren't there?:

      WOULD YOU:

      » Be my friend?:
      » Be more then a friend?:
      » Keep a secret if I told you one?:
      » Let me cry on your sholder?:
      » Tell me your deepest darkest secret?:
      » Love me?:
      » Hate me for anything?:
      » Cry with me when I cry?:

      Have you ever:

      » Lied to make me feel better?:
      » Wanted to help me but didn't know how?:
      » Broke my heart?:
      » Kept something important from me?:
      » Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
      » Thought I was Lying about something?:

      ::AnD mOrE:

      » Who are you?:
      » Are we really friends?:
      » When and how did we meet?:
      » Describe me in one word:
      » What was your first impression of me?:
      » Do you still think that way about me now?:
      » What reminds you of me?:
      » If you could give me anything what would it be?:
      » How well do you know me?:
      » Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
      » Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

    • Day #2

      13 years ago


      up untill about 30 minutes ago the nicotine free life was going better... then it seems I had some sort of breakdown...Jon Came in the kitchen to see me huddled, curled up in the corner of the kitchen, tears streaming down my face and a cup of tea in my hands... He kinda freaked... never seeing me like that at any point in time previously... he didn't know how to react... wisly trying to avoid having his head bitten off by the hormonal, nicotine deprived me...
      I don't like who I am right now... Just kind of unsatisfied with my self as a person...I look forward to this part of my life being over... I don't want to be the kind of person that Picks up a cigarrette just because I am stressed... But as every other trial or hard thing I've had to go though (Childbirth included) the phrases that stick with me the most are "This too shall pass" and " I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
      So ... I am trying to look at myself a little differently (As of this second) INstead Of Woe is me... It is now... this too shall pass.... although As I am writing this my mom IMs me to inform me that My favorite snow cone Guy (also who became a dear friend while I worked at my moms restraunt) back in TX Died some time last night... it's sad really ... We (Jon the kids and I along with my family) spent a couple nights a week at his shop through out the summer last year so... I am going to close up this post with a Word For Miggy:
      Miggy, You were loads of fun... your tasty treats brought Joy to my mouth as did your People person personality. I enjoyed our nights at your shop and the fun times we shared..... Rest in Peace My friend... We'll miss you!

    • quitting smoking?

      13 years ago


      Biggest bitch I've ever encountered....Day #1 I'd almost rather die from lung cancer or something... not to mention the amount of depression I am feeling... I'd like to curl up in a hole somewhere :( I don't feel like doing anything but cry... ok enough of the complaining...
      how was everyones day? good I hope... hmm... well I guess I really can't think of anything happy to say... I just feel so Discouraged.. and blah...

    • hola

      13 years ago


      Happy new year everyone! I know I said that earlier... but now it is for everyone!

      I hope everyone had a safe holiday...
      I had a realxing day... I read a book and downloaded a couple episodes of Naruto.. and Jon stained the Shelf he's building for our... game consoles and dvd player aand other entertainment equipment...
      well I wanted to dsay hey so Hey... and I'll bbl.

    • welcome 2006!!!!

      13 years ago



      well I suppose At this time it's not everyone so some of you probably need to wait 50 minutes or so before you read this!

      I hope you All have a GREAT YEAR!

      My new years resolution: As of Midnight tomorrow night I will Be smoke free... meaning I am quitting smoking!!! YAY ME!!!!

    • 20 questions cut short

      13 years ago


      This should be fun,silly,completely outragious.... I promise! Thanks to Zynoth for the copy & paste... which i did see on sum 1 elses when i was browsing the forums!

      No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless
      I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
      [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]]

      And be sure to check back for the answers to your question sometime.

    • Hey!!!

      13 years ago


      Happy New years eve... eve lol
      Hope everything is going well... am at friends house... Jon's helping thier family members move... we're talking about taking the kids to chocolate world though! Sounds yummy... I love that place! anyway I justwaned to drop a note and say hi so the note is dropped ... and Hi!!!! <g>

    • good afternoon every one!

      13 years ago


      I like many others hope you had a merry christmas... Mine was not bad at all .. It's good to have friends who make you feel at home even when you nowhere near it... we spent the holiday with Some people who have become very close to me over the past 6 months... One of them Is a really good friend that I've had for about 5 almost 6 years now... He was Jon's friend first ... Just to point out so I don't incure many rude comments from GSpyda on here if he ever gets around to signing back on! <Gasp>
      anyway at this point I am only rambling... so I'm gonna leave it at this...

    • Merry Christmas!!!!

      13 years ago


      in like 9 minutes and counting!!!

      Due to misc. festrivities there is no garantee that I Will Have the oppertunity to get on here and say Hi and wish every one a merry christmas tomorrow... So I wanted to do it while I had the chance! Sooo.......


      Lov eyou guys and Hope Santa brings you lots and lots of Goodies... Because it's All about the gifts you know..... :::Dodges lightening bolt:::: whew... :::whipes brow:::: That was close...
      Ok so maybe it's not about the Gifts... Its really a time to celibrate the birth of out Lord and savior (I'm sorry if that offends anyone but Really it's the truth)

      Anyway ... Tawmis... behave yourself.... I don't wanna hear bad things from anyone... I'm telling Jon the same thing... although I'll be there to whitness his crazy antics ;)


    • merry christmas averyone!

      13 years ago


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      Welcome to the 2005 Christmas Holiday Edition of “Getting to Know Your Friends!†You know the drill: Copy (not forward) and change the answers to your answers. Be sure to send back to the person who sent it to you. Enjoy!! Everyone has time for a few moments of fun! Don't be a party pooper!!!

      1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?
      Egg nog? how can anyone dringk that? you do know it's Egg Right? ;P........ahem.... hot chocolate

      2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree?
      Don't you Know anything? Santa's Elves Are the Little Peons that Get stuck with the dirty Jobs.... like wrapping gifts, Cleaning out the reindeer stalls, Getting Santa his morning Latte, ect...

      3. Colored lights on tree/house or white?
      a little of both is nice.. but don't over do it!

      4. Do you hang mistletoe?
      One day ... one day

      5. When do you put your decorations up?
      this year being the exception (Due to moving) We put them up the day after thanksgiving

      6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)?
      Hmmm..... I like them all... As long as it doesn't include Egg nog, Seafood or Duck Rabbit or Deer... i think I am good

      7. Favorite Christmas Holiday memory as a child?
      When we were living with my grandparents, I remember waking up, Getting in bed and looking down the hall to see if santa had been there, Sure enough All Kinds of Gifts were under the tree... Including My Brothers Little tractor that Had peddles (Like a 3 wheeler but it was a tractor) and It included a little note saying that Santa would Have to come back to Bring a new wagon because the original one had fallen off of santa's Sled!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I know... But looking back now it's Fullarious!

      8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa?
      Chris (My brother that Is 3 years younger than me) came in and woke me up because He had heard Santa in the living room. so we went out the door, Peeked around the corner and Ho HO HO Sure enough IT WASN'T SANTA!!!!! :( It was my Parents Removing wrapped Gifts From a BLACK TRASH BAG!!! They could have at least had the desency to have a red bag or something?!

      9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve?
      when we were at gammas house we did we'd go over there and "Santa Had come early" and we'd opend presents... we carried on the tradition (With out the Ci Ci's Pizza At Jon's grandmothers house last night.

      10. What kind of cookies does Santa get set out for him?
      Homemade they're the best!!!

      11. Snow ... Love it or Dread it?
      So Far It's Awesome! How horrible am I that I didn't let the kids play in it before it melted down? It's Pennsylvania it's not suppose d to melt... or so I thought!

      12. Can you ice skate?
      Many a good times Ice skating!

      13. Do you remember your favorite gift?
      I dunno... Being a doll collector my mom got me A 1890(?) wax doll A few years back, But... 2 years ago (I think) Jon Gabe me a really pretty white gold w/Diamond anklet... I liked them both... But from Child hood? Gotta Be The Me sized Doll house I got that Took daddy forever to put together... so I hear...

      14. What's the most important thing about the Christmas Season Holidays for you?
      THE PRESENTS!!! OH!!... Oops... Um... Ahem.... I mean.... Being with people I Love... Yeah... Thats It!

      15. What is your favorite Christmas Holidays Dessert?
      all of them! Pecan Pie is a must.... Cheescake... ALWAYS

      16. What is your favorite Christmas Holidays tradition?
      Hmmmm ... I always liked the Advent Calender... But I think Putting the tree up and then watching It's a Wonderfull Life with my parents and siblings eating popcorn and occasionally tossing it at mom or dad or chris... or matthew or Ethan Or Shiloh Never did it to sean nick or Kyrie ;)

      17. What tops your tree? Nothing right now

      18. Which do you prefer: Giving or Receiving? Both

      19. What is your favorite Christmas Carol? "Ring, Christmas Bells" Especially the Trans-Siberian-Orchestra Version <------I have to agree there!

      20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yum? Yum..well... That depends... those fruity flavored ones... not so great... well most of them I like the blue berry and a couple others... But mostly EWW!!!!

      21. If you could spend Christmas with one person who would it be? there is no 1 Option... right now it's depressing to think about being so far from home and all

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