Mangf

Female
from Canada

  • Activity

    • Changes.

      12 years ago

      Mangf

      I just got back from an amazing trip on horseback through the mountains.... I will write more details and quotes about it later... if I get the chance considering I don't really have my computer anymore.... considering I just moved out of my house today. Can't stand living with my parents anymore.... enough said. And I might not even make it to grad because of this... depressing or what?
      And I need a REALLY good paying job... right after school is out so I can start paying rent. This is going to be interesting.
      And on top of all that I have been very confused about things lately.... about what I am going to do in life and such... and where I am going to end up versus where I want to end up. I just feel like I am in a dream world right now..... I just wish it still included the mountain streams.

    • Yes... it has been forever.

      12 years ago

      Mangf

      So I guess it is time for an update.
      Umm.... lets see... what has happened since August. Alot.
      Ok bye.

      haha... just kidding. It's funny though, I come on here every few days, but really just to read other people's journals and I rarely comment on them anyway... soo maybe I should start doing that... and start writing journals more often. I got the impression that not many people read them... and not many who do will care anyway. So I think.. "whats the point?"
      Not that I am complaining and being a whiner or anything, because I seriously don't care who reads them... half of the people don't know me anyway.

      Meh. So school started, grade 12, did ok first semester, had fun in art class... and I miss it SOOO much. I always had someone to talk to... unlike now in second semester. *shudders* We are on a week long break at the moment and I don't want to go back.

      What's so bad about the second semester you ask? Well first of all my boyfriend is done school now, he is supposed to be working this semester and he is yet to find a job... slacker. So I don't have him to see at school. Then there is a friend of mine who is working this semester in the RAP program... so I don't see him at school... or at all really. Unless he needs something or other... *cough* pocket rocket *cough* Excuse me... moving along.

      So in school its boring and I am lonely 99.9% of the time. Even in drama... and it seriously makes me think about dropping it.. which is a first. I will just have to wait it out and see... and try to make conversation with people who just ignore me... HA. I just pretend I am invisible and eavesdrop on everyone..HA... there is my fun. Not that there is anything really interesting being said in the first place. -.-

      Grade 12 is coming to an end faster than I wanted it to. There are too many things happening this semester.. I am getting my license soon.. I just turned 18... I wanted to be a kid forever... I still have to order my grade ring... and then I have to find a grade dress... hopefully in may when I lose a little pudge.... trust me I am working on it... I MISS FOOD!!! and when I say food I mean junk food and CHOCOLATE!!

      Ok now I am thinking about food.... going to may chicken noodle soup in a minute, Ken isn't feeling well and I am STARVING. AHH! I love food... and now I am distracted. Anyway..... umm... ya so school is starting again soon... I am trying to lose weight (HA) and I have to clean the house today and go grocerie shopping... mom's bank card WHOOO!! Its going to take forever though.. so much to get and I am going with my cousin and she takes a cubic month in every store she goes into.

      I need to get out more... and like go bowling to the movies.. out for like dinner or something.. but it costs moneys. *cough* Ken get a job *cough* I will hound him about that again today... MUAHAHAHA!... I would get one.. and I should.. but grade 12... arg. It wouldn't be so bad if I actually had someone to talk to and hang with there.. because then it just makes me not wanna be there.. so then I don't go.. and then.. ya. bad me.

      The dance is coming up... March 16th.. don't know if I am going or not. A year ago the dance was on the 17th... and a certain someone refused to be my friend after that date. Meh. Whatever I didn't do anything wrong or disrespectful... I had fun. It was fun. So... I am still undecided if I wanna go or not... we shall see... DUNDUND dunN!! Yes.... I know. I suck. :P Bite me.

      Oooo... I love vampires. ^.^

      Anyway... not much of an update.. I typed a bit.. but.. my mind is on food right now. So I am going to eat... later.

      -B

    • Now...

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      So after yesterday finding a dead rabbit on my porch... and apparently someone else I know had one on their porch too... so was it a coincidence? heh.. whatever. I am not going to think about it.... but just hope that the person who did it is punished.

      So last night.. was my brothers "birthday party" A few friends came over of his, and our two cousins... Tasha and I went for a walk... and on the way back were followed by.... usually it would be a dog.. but no this is a cat.... and a rather small one at that... She is not a stray.. she has a collar with a bell on, and she is like a calico color.. but much lighter...
      Its sad.... like she must have been taken from her mother too young cause when I brought her inside she was like cuddling into my tshirts and trying to suckle from them... it was the sadess thing ever... so I could stick her back outside then.....
      So she stayed until the small hours of the morning... sleeping alot.. she must have been exhausted... but I had to put her outside at around 6 she was meowing too much wanting to get outta my room... so I put her outside... and she is still there.. and hopefully she will still be there when mom and dad go..... poor cat..... we called her Tatur. I dunno if I wanna find her owners.... cause well... they don't seem to care about her much.... and the spca... I dunno. maybe I can hold her until something is done. well anyway..... going to see mom and dad off in a few hours.... Hang in there Tatur.

      -B

    • Not something to wake up to....

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      For one its my brother's birthday, and my parents are leaving for Newfoundland in a few days...
      Mom wakes me up... a saddness in her voice.. scaring me half to death its like 7 in the morning here and I was thinking like "ok.. what happened.. is Dad ok?"... cause well he works night shift and still isn't home yet.... but no it wasn't that.
      Turns out when she went to go outside to take out the garbage there was a dead rabbit at the top of the stairs. Just sitting there all neatly... like it had been put there or something.
      Because in all seriousness... why would a small animal like that climb a flight of stairs and die, when there is a nice bush for it to curl up in... and why would an animal drag it all the way up there and leave it all neatly in the corner... heh.
      so apprently someone left it there...
      I am kinda still freaked out about it too... like its a threat or something...
      but we just came to the conclusion that perhaps someone late last night hit it on the road outside our house.. and just thought that we owned it because we are the closest.... who knows...
      But that is kinda hard to believe as well... that a person... now a human being was kind enough to do that... IF thats what actually happened....
      the poor animal.... it sickens me really..... the only thing I can hope is that he died quickly.
      and that it was actually an accident.
      Well... there is no way I am going back to sleep after this....

      There is some good news at least. I have my internet back... and I have a job finally.

      -B

    • Wow...

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      A 67 camaro is sitting on my lawn.....
      I am going to sit in it.... ya.... sounds like a plan....
      So beautiful!!!!

    • Well...

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      Its already well into summer..and I haven't really done anything exciting...
      Been spending alot of time with Kenneth...which in itself is HEAVEN... but I do have responsibilities to attend to. haha..
      ya still need a job.... don't want one.... just need it... I think I am just avoiding the subject.. ha.
      but I need cash.
      The OLP concert is in 6 days time.... wow.... not long of a wait now... I am excited.. but nervous... and i dunno what.
      This weekend is bound to be interesting.... not so much good... but interesting..... -sigh-
      talk about anxiety.... well... I have enough right now to do me a few years.... it sucks....
      I am freaking out.
      Not going to go into detail... but FCUK!!! its driving me crazy.
      Pain hurts.... ya... talk about stating the obvious.
      Well... once more this is a short journal... can't do much about that, and don't really want to.
      I am happy...... for the moment.
      We shall see.
      Later.

      -B

    • One more...

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      I have one more damn exam and then I am free!!!!
      Well.. not really. because then I need a job for sure.... damnit.
      Oh well... whatcha gunna do.
      Going to Josh's tonight (aka. Rolo) with my Ken... and ya.. I might not wanna stay that long though.. heh. we shall see.. it should be... decent enough I suppose.
      I am hungry.. and I am going to see where my babe has got to. Later everyone!!!
      Happy happy happiness.... <3
      -B

    • I will do better...

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      next year... I will be like.. the top of my class.. every class. I am seriously determined... I let things slide this last semester... which I really shouldn't have. but I am going to kill next year... grade 12 baby. I am going out with a fucking big bang.
      Well... these last few weeks have been eventful.... I feel thin.... like in spirit.. I wish in body. HAHA. whatever... I can feel thin later. I like to eat... and I like to eat what I want, when I want. heh. oh well... this is a short journal. my computer sucks.
      Getting a job soon hopefully... I love Rob. thanks!! :D muahahaha.
      later. Going to call my babes.

      -B

    • Back....

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      Ya.... there is like 6 days left of school... and once again I am skipping... I didn't go at all yesterday... hopefully I will get up off my lazy ass long enough to go for at least last block or something.... i dunno. i might not.
      But mother is going to kill me. if I don't go today.. I need to finish ALL of my homework.... haha... thats funny.
      Very. funny.
      and I feel bad because Ken is with me... we are at Josh's at the moment.... Ken shouldn't miss school either.. and ya.. I feel bad..
      and my brother I think hates me... giving me bad looks and such... heh. whatever.
      -sigh-
      should I go to school.... arg. I really don't feel like going anymore... its pretty sad..... my grades are like.... dead. seriously. as long as I pass... even with a 50. I will be happy... but shit. I needed to do better in bio than that..... for university and such. I guess I will just have to pwn on the diploma exam..... haha. ya.. thats funny too.
      well... I am going to go and hug my Kenneth now... I really did miss him when I was gone... like wow.
      its insane.
      and I still didn't get to see X3.... arg..... I guess I will have to wait until it comes out on dvd..... but too bad. I really wanted to see it on the big screen.
      well ya.. going now. later.
      I am so screwed.

      -B

    • Coming back....

      13 years ago

      Mangf

      ya my flight leaves early tomorrow morning.
      I am at my friend Ashley's now, and getting ready to take a bus to st.johns... I hope the bus ride will be fun.... *twitch* if it has a bathroom I will be fine....
      anyway, I have a lot of homework to do..thank you Brennan for posting the evil social. I won't be back in school for another week anyway... so I will be missing more... man I am so FUCKED I guess you could say... haha. well ya I will see you soon... well some tomorrow.. some wednesday... and the rest monday. later guys.
      I miss and love Ken.... can't wait to see my baby again. <3
      10 days is just too long.

      -B

  • About Me

  • Comments (91)

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      12 years ago

      How's life been treating you?

    • Enemy17

      12 years ago

      hello im Mike from The Devil Wears Prada. check out my band at myspace.com/tdwp

    • inusnoozer

      12 years ago

      ellos

    • finalshadow

      12 years ago

      hi there
      ^_^

    • clone627

      12 years ago

      woohoo canada!

    • Shermin8r117

      12 years ago

      Ok cool.

    • Shermin8r117

      12 years ago

      I thought you said you didn't get on much. smiley1.gif

    • Shermin8r117

      12 years ago

      Ok.

    • Shermin8r117

      12 years ago

      You seem pretty cool so can I add you to my friends?

    • realdeal_55

      12 years ago

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      Merry Christmas to you and yours this holiday season smiley11.gif

      With smiley12.gif ,
      Brennan.
      (realdeal_55)

    • realdeal_55

      12 years ago

      Have a grrrreat Christmas, B.
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    • realdeal_55

      12 years ago

      SOMEONE wasn't in English today...
      I'm not saying any names or anything....
      : P

    • Maanda

      12 years ago

      Amazing beautiful l, best personi've met in my life i love you , you are so dear to me my lovely .
      I owe you the world
      you've always been there .. I loveee you
      p.s B is miiineeeee < 3

    • Maanda

      12 years ago

      PREETY PREETTY LADY I LOVE YOU LOTS AND I MEAN IT , LOTS TOO , AND WOW YOUR AMAZING .. hmm so hes a cuteie :P I love this

    • realdeal_55

      12 years ago

      I don't think you're fat.
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    • BlackMonsta

      12 years ago

      whats goin on brit?

    • Juggalette

      12 years ago

      I MISS YOU BRITTANY.. WHERE ARE YOU..
      I NEED YOU NOW!!!

    • realdeal_55

      12 years ago

      You weren't in class today...
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      We have an exam on Essays tomorrow, to give you a heads up.
      See you in class tomorrow.
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      Peace smiley12.gifsmiley11.gif

    • realdeal_55

      12 years ago

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      Great job on the Grapes of Wrath test smiley11.gif
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    • DragonShade

      13 years ago

      [Sarge Accent] You just got Commented! [/Sarge Accent]

    • envoked

      13 years ago

      hey brittany its sabrina demchuk ijust got an account so can you plz add me ttyl

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Well, I couldn't come hunt you down yesterday, because I forgot I had to MC the Athletic Awards last night, but YOU BETTER BE IN CLASS TODAY, cause I've got nothing to do after school.

      Don't hide, I will find you.
      : P

    • sexxy_neko

      13 years ago

      *pokes your boob and runs away*

      just for something to do

    • Robot3

      13 years ago

      YAY Canada! You Rock! Take care and have fun!

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Social 20- Population- This is the first assignment of the new unit. Like I said, the test is this coming Wednesday.
      page 53-62- One World (Chapter 5- Human Resources)

      1. Why is human overpopulation a global concern?

      2. Why is population growth in underdeveloped nations a special cause of concern?

      3. Why are some nations opposed to the idea of zero population growth?

      4. Some people believe that the cultural and social status of women is the key of dealing with the population problem. Explain.

      5. Read: Progress in China- Page 61. How has China tried to enforce its "one child per family" policy?

      6. Are there any problems with China's "one child" policy?

      7. Can you give four solutions to the problem of population? Explain why these solutions are effective or desireable.


      Hoping to see ya soon!

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Sorry, forgot to tell you that there was no social homework yesterday, there was a guest speaker in.

      Today's assignment was a 6 pages of info about Foreign Aid, followed by 7 questions.
      I'm sorry, but I'm not typing it out. It's too much.

      The test on Development/Underdevelopment (everything we've covered in the new textbook so far) is on Wednesday.
      We got the review sheet today.

      Review- Development/Underdevelopment

      Terms to know: diversity, disprity, interdependance, quality of life, global village, biosphere, hydrosphere, lithosphere, atmosphere, ozone layer, greenhouse effect, acid rain, El Nino, PCB's, League of Nations, United Nations, supranationalism, World Health Organization, Food and Agricultural Organization, UNESCO, security council, transnational companies, economic imperialism, Five Worlds, North/South, infrastructure, primary/secondary/tertiary industries, imperialism, balance of payments deficit, information gap, technology gap, vicious circle of poverty, bilateral aid, multilateral aid, tied aid, World Bank, IMF, CIDA, OPEC, FAO, WH, free trade.

      Review Questions:
      1. Give examples of global diversity, global disparity, global interdependance.
      2. Why is it difficult to compare the quality of life iin developed and underdeveloped countries?
      3. What are the differences between developed and underdeveloped nations? What is the North/South classification? What are the five worlds of development?
      4. How have human beings threatened the atmosphere, hydrosphere, lithosphere. Give examples and explain. How doe these problems represent the need for international cooperation?
      5. Can you identify the role of the following organizations: NATO OAS, Commonwealth, Warsaw Pact, NORAD, ASEAN, OCED, G7, EEC, EFTA, COMECON, Francophonie, OPEC.
      6. Has industrialization imporved the quality of life? What are the advantages and disadvantages of industrialization?
      7. In what way do international relationships demonstrate the struggle between nationalism and supranationalism? Give examples.
      8. What are three benefits created by transnational companies? What are three problems created by transnational companies?
      9. What are the differences between developed and underdeveloped countries?
      10 (is the same as 6).
      11. What are the common problems of UDC's (Underdeveloped Countries)? In what ways are UDC's different from each other?
      12. How have UDC's shown increasing power?
      13. What reasons support the view that developed nations should give more aid to underdeveloped nations? What reasons oppose the view that nations should not give more aid to underdeveloped nations?
      14. Why have some underdeveloped nations like South Korea been successful at improving their economies?
      15. How can developed nations help underdeveloped nations? How can underdeveloped nations help themselves?


      There you go.
      Sorry again about today's assignment.

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Ever notice how on the social assignments there's question marks where there shouldn't be?
      *sigh*
      : P

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Social 20 - Development- Assigned May 23, due May 24
      International Cooperation
      pg 119 - 129 One World
      Chapter 10

      1. Identify and explain three examples of international cooperation?

      2. Explain the competing interests which affect the exploitation of the sea resources?

      3. How deos the issue of international aid present a controversy? What different values are involved?

      4. Give two examples of successful international aid programs?

      5. How has aid been misused in Haiti?


      Today we went through the chapter 3 questions, and he assigned this (fortunately very short) assignment.

    • Tropz

      13 years ago

      Enjoy your trip..
      Have fun at Sam's grad.

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Point issued. You're exempt from this round.

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      I'll miss ya.
      Mainly because with you gone, Josh has no one else to make fun of, so he'll go to me.
      COME BACK SOON!

      : P

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      13 years ago

      I've been doing pretty good.
      I'm about to graduate.

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      13 years ago

      How's life treating you?

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      You're up.

    • hotpinkchick

      13 years ago

      hey sup?

    • hotpinkchick

      13 years ago

      MANFG!!
      lol
      hey sup?

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      13 years ago

      I see you too.

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Weight- ummmm.... uncomfortable stating this... hope that doesn't affect anything.


      That's fine, but I'll mod you down a little for it.
      Sorry, but at least I'm not kicking you out!
      : P

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      13 years ago

      I hope I've inspired you to do something great.
      Maybe you could show me what you come up with?

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      13 years ago

      If you like that, you should check the journal I'm putting up in a few minutes.

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      13 years ago

      And you know you like those full DVD stands in the background. ^_^

    • NXFURY

      13 years ago

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      Rammstein

      You have been marked!

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      I wasn't fighting.. I was saying what needed to be said. fuck it.


      I undersdand that, Britt.
      I interpreted it as hostile, so I took it all down.

      Sorry if I offended you.

      I saved the page before I deleted everything, in case you wanted to save it for refrence or something.

    • Mangf

      13 years ago

      lol!! that is awesome Brennan.
      Fucking hilarious.. hahaha

    • realdeal_55

      13 years ago

      Your M-...
      Wait.
      Nevermind.

    • auron5555

      13 years ago

      hey you gonna accept that request?^_^

    • Maanda

      13 years ago

      CALL MY DAD HOUSE AS SOON AS YOU GET THIS ILL SEND THE NUMER IN A MESSAGE

    • Mangf

      13 years ago

      yes.. even my socks.... paper... everything.... so hungry. 6 hours to go... well... six and a little bit. SO HUNGRY!

    • Azuri

      13 years ago

      On with the Starvathon, eh?
      I know how that is, trust me. You want to eat everything in sight.

    • Mangf

      13 years ago

      =D

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