Meil

Female
from Somerville, MA

  • Activity

    • Merry Fucking Christmas...

      12 years ago

      Meil

      Rob was asked to forcably resign today, the day before I have to suffer through an all-hours overnight haul-ass to Philly, to be with my awkward, unhappy, generally miserable and misery-inducing family. My hormones are shot, my mood is impossible and I've felt nauseaous from the pit of my stomach in excess of seven hours now. I want to be HERE. I don't want to go to THEM. I want to solidify this, rectify this, make it all fucking better. I can't. I can't do a damned thing. I'd sell a kidney to science to get this all settled and all right.


      I hate it here. And I hate it home. If I weren't nauseaous I'd eat my feelings right now.

    • Hives.

      12 years ago

      Meil

      Okay, gross as it is, for the past two weeks I've been getting what I call "traveling hives". It looks a lot like someone scratched the everlovin' crap out of me, then it moves. It dissapears. Then it reappears, elsewhere, generally very close to where the last batch was. They come in two forms, lengthy cat-scratch looking ones, and big splotches that seem to have a bit of an epicenter that is at flesh level, while the rest crests up and reddens. Initially I thought that to be a sign of ringworm.. but I remember when I was small a cat gave that to me, and I lost hair. I still have hair. An abundance of it, in fact.

      Anyone have any theories on this? I gave in and went to the medical building--I hate making appointments because they magically multiply. Suddenly one check up for hives becomes one visit to the womin doctor to rule out thyroid issues, one to the allergist to get 21 needles into my arm again, and yet another pending, in case these two falter, and I may need treatment for stress related issues.

      By the way, the doctor telling me "Well, most of the time we never know what causes hives, and we don't really find out, either.." adds heavy to the stress pile.

      I have to go home for XMas, that for one should explain everything clear as crystal. My mother hates my boyfriend, but on a scale, she ranks him higher than me. She thinks I've become a lardass and would pointedly spit that one out at my face. I'm poor, and I've lied to them as to why I'm in such deep shit. And by the way, it's piling like hell since I was out for surgery, and made only a fraction of what I should have.

      Gosh, it's so grand living in an overpriced and unfriendly place where a full-time job consists of a 35-hour week. Just long enough that an after-hours job would likely keep you out till after midnight.

      If someone could send me a winning lottery ticket, I'll not only split it in half, but dedicate any of my accomplishments to your generosity.

      I have another theory as to how to make the money back in a hurry. First, lose weight, Second, become a Troma Films Booth Babe. Third, schmooze at horror cons. Be irresistably charming, cute, and make a point not to diet off the D-cups. Forth, profit by becoming the next slasher-scream queen. Then, I'll aspire to be in a Grindhouse sequal.

      It looks pretty good on paper. Except I don't do topless, I do slightly-covered topless. I have these weird feelings about my nipples--not that you needed to know that.

    • UGH.

      12 years ago

      Meil

      Shannan's now saying she's going to throw the cat in a shelter on Friday. I emailed her before, asking her to look for a no-kill. No answer. It's because she got a bill in her name that she made fucking issue. Pardon my language but this stuff has me so agitated... I'm broke, I'm breaking out in a rash (I think whatever the doc used to clean my nose and I didn't agree so much) and I'm just all sorts of whipped up into a mood.

      I tried to post a help me buletin on Myspace, it won't fucking work. The whole post got eaten. Stupid Myspace. Craigslist add goes unanswered. I can't afford to feed myself, let alone a cat. All in all, money and this and the overhead vacency, the absence of the landlord and the leaking toilet have me close to screaming. I love this building, I do. But my god.

    • I'm a bit of a sick pup...

      12 years ago

      Meil

      I'm fascinated by the poisoning of that former Russian spy. It's a horrible event for a person to suffer, but.. dude it was RADIOACTIVE poisoning. This is a total throwback to the fears of the 50's, the inspiration for Bond villans of yore and the like. The concept of the irradiated person evokes this scifi vibe for me, the likes of which make me want a to put a pen to paper--but I feel a tinge of guilt in geeking out on tragedy. His wife has suffered exposure, as does a defense minister from Italy whom he was talking to before he effectively fell ill. Then there're all the British Airway planes getting scrubbed, and being isolated from too much news about this, I can only picture the pandemonium of people who were anywhere NEAR these planes. Not that I enjoy pandemonium, but if you like zombie films, it makes you think a little. Or.. if you see too many movies in general.

      Oh, and I really enjoyed Daniel Craig as Bond by a lot. He was far superior to Brosnan, because he added soul to it and didn;t seem to be hiding a small penis behind glittery shiny gadgets.

      I'm not too sure what I'm going on about, but I hope to see some explosions soon. Or, I could always look at the shots from Danvers MA's ink plant asplosion. (Which looks like a freaking bombsite, I reccomend checking it out--not a SOUL was injured, though you can see some serious crap happening to the houses around it. They had three federal agencies parusing the area to make sure it was inhabitable and less than intoxicated.)

      Loosely related, i-am-bored.com linked pictures of people running around Chernobyl and taking pictures of the abandoned city. Here they is! I realize I have some morbid interests, sorry if this came out of left field for you! I'm into that entire Urban Exploration stuff. If you've got interest, I know some pretty neat pages for all your dangerious places viewing needs. I'm still afraid to climb into an abandoned building, or the reminants of an amusement park (God those are creepy!) but I'm hoping to obtain the balls one day.

    • HOLY MOTHER OF CHRIST..

      12 years ago

      Meil

      You're going to want to listen to the streaming track on this one.

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    • UGH.

      12 years ago

      Meil

      So.. things are on the downturn but not yet critical.. we're getting there, but not yet. Well, the healing thing is working out so far, except I'm getting bloody snotty post-nasal drip which is pretty putrid in color and oscellates from coming out of my mouth looking a lot like an abortion, and sticking back in my head giving me a piercing headache. The good news is it's not as bad as it could be, and I'm seeing the doc on Monday so we'll see how the recovery really is.

      Details emerge in the fact my roommate decided to give us all of two weeks notice that she's leaving. Deb and I sat down, talked bills (UGH.) and the conversation she had with Shannan. She told Deb on the 17th she'd be leaving by the 1st. Not of January, but December. And that she wouldn't be taking Felix with her.

      I love Felix, but I can't personally afford to take care of him. Anyone in the Boston area want an elderly cat who loves attention, but not other animals so much, please help me. He's a darling, he's the sweetest cat you'd have--he just hates other cats. We have two and he needs more attention than we can give a lot of the time. Email me if you know anyone at all, Grandpa cat needs love, a good home and a lot of attention.

      Back from that, well.. Deb seemed pretty betrayed by what Shannan told her, understandably so. I'm pretty miffed. From the sounds of it it's not so much Shannan's mom's sick, it's more she and her girlfriend can live there cheap, free and collect money to buy a house. And it was pretty guilt free, all in all, for her at least. We still have bills to argue with, we're going to tape up some windows in conservation efforts. We're canabalizing the furniture she's leaving--as well we have every right to, really.

      Money's EXCEEDINGLY tight. I'm kind of trying not to freak out. Then when I calm, I'll try and make sense of the bills. The end of January looks to be a good recovery date, but with all that's been going on apartment-wise, I may have to save rather than pay off bills. And.. you know.. I wanted to start school. I have some serious number crunching, and a possible second job to get or I'm up shit's crick.

      It's alright, I'm not drowning yet. And while it's crumbling some and looking mighty ugly, what's mine is mine. I wanted it, I have it. Now's the time to make the best of it.

    • So, while I didn't come to bitch...

      12 years ago

      Meil

      I guess one can call this a vent. As I mentioned however breifly last night, I had the middle of the inside of my nose straightened, and I had my sinus cavities cracked into and suctioned dry in the culmination of that endless battle with the sinusitis I picked up back at the apartment with Mike. I should submit a bill to my ex-slumlord, but that's getting out of the way here.

      I was told I should take a minimum of a week to two weeks off, it's major surgery without scarring, but major surgery that's easy to forget was major surgery. Still, I was on bed rest for three days straight. I should have stayed in bed further, and did at points where I felt any pressure. Long and short of it: so far this has sucked, expectedly, like most surgeries do.

      I have/more like had this partner in crime Vicki. Who was the most responsible person I knew, she had a get it done, get it done now attitude, she was bubbly and forward. Enter the penis. Not to be curt, but girls get stupid when a phalis comes into the picture. The guy was a friend of hers for years. She took out a huge loan and took care of him, cooinciding with the planning of her sister's wedding. She's with him for what seems like forever, the whole time she bitches. Dumps him ultimately because she feels like he's using her for her car and sex.

      Six months later she asks Rob and me should they get back together. With two tactful but resounding no's, we hear nothing about it. Till she comes to us the monday of the next work week to tell us that he dumped her.

      Um.. wait, when did you get back together?

      She begged him to take her back, 24 hours later, he ditched her.

      So, Rob's out of work all of last week, taking care of me. She calls me on Saturday morning, maybe. Asking me how to get Plan B. Not "How are you?" "How was the surgery?" "Are you alright?" "Do you need anything?" She had an oops, and I'm not to tell my boyfriend, WHO'S IN THE ROOM WITH ME, WHO CLEARLY OVER HEARD.

      Rob comes to work today, she asks "Did you transfer that money into my account?" He borrowed all of $10 from her the week before last, and she gets indignant about it. NOT LIKE WE DIDN'T GET PAID, RIGHT. I'm not saying she should ask him about my surgery, but you can, you know, say hi to him. Remember he's there. That he's supposedly a friend too, right?

      Rob kind of sighs and thanks every available diety that I have "new friends". (I'll qualify that by saying I grew up with the younger siblings of one, and the other I met junior year. We all lived not five miles from each other.) Friends who are responsible--one has a Doctorate, one's in Grad School and just passed her MTEL, I think..the teaching certificate?

      Getting this out, can I ask: Is it too late for an intervention? Is this one sounding beyond help? She never used to be like this. ._.

    • The Grand Return..!

      12 years ago

      Meil

      So I had open-nose surgery, (Septoplasty with something that abreviates to FESS thrown in for s-and-g's) I can't remember if I discussed my promotion to being the one-woman fraud department. I don't remember if I mentioned a lot of things. I'm having something of sinus pain and pressure right now, but not without undue cause--I had my septum straightened the friday before last, and generally healing is a slow process. I'm not good at slow, so I've had a couple unplesant nosebleeds. Rob watched me the whole week, and I've finally gotten back to my apartment. Hopefully he can sleep now. I'm probably the worst patient in the world.

      Anyway, I missed stuff. Lots of it, no less! I'm just saying hi again! :)

    • I'm a terrible person..

      13 years ago

      Meil

      I laughed till there were tears!

      ST. PETERS, Missouri (AP) -- A woman angry that her new puppy had died pushed her way into a dog breeder's home and repeatedly hit her on the head with the dead Chihuahua, authorities said.

      The 33-year-old woman told police she had taken the puppy to a veterinarian, who said it was only 4 weeks old and needed to be returned to its mother. But before she could return the puppy, it died.

      Early Wednesday, the woman went to the breeder's home, pushed her way inside and began fighting with the breeder as she tried to make her way to the basement to get another puppy, police said.

      The breeder wrestled the woman out of her house to the front porch, where the woman then hit the breeder over the head numerous times with the dead puppy, the St. Louis Post-Dispatch reported, citing police.

      As the woman drove away, she waved the dead puppy out of the car's sunroof and yelled threats at the breeder, police said. She later called the breeder and threatened her and her family, according to court records.

      Police said they are considering felony burglary and misdemeanor assault charges against the woman.

    • Damn I'm good!

      13 years ago

      Meil

      Got the job, the apartment and everything. Hot. Fricken. Damn.

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  • Comments (57)

    • PerfectVixen

      12 years ago

      hey baby just dropin by now that i have a computer and internet again...i missed ya very much
      let me know your ok
      Kisses
      Vixen

    • SloeBombFizz

      12 years ago


      Yeah, I like him much better than the pink-skinned, naked variety.

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      Happy Valentine's Day Amelia!

      Long time since we talked, too long... hope you're doing swell... doing good myself. Have a grand day!

    • GirlAverage

      12 years ago

      Tell your boyfriend, I like his boobs too. XD

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    • bigvig Rampant

      12 years ago

      Yeah, I really miss yuengling dark. I worked in Ardmore on the Mainline for about nine months and really fell in love with that beer.

    • GirlAverage

      12 years ago

      I am telling you, you are so NOT! Don't make me come there and pummel you with mine.

    • GirlAverage

      12 years ago

      Pfft, I'll come visit you to play with your's. You are SO not old. : p

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      I didn't know you were still active or on inured reserve or whatever, lol. I hope you're doing well now.

      and ummmm ..... I just deleted you from my list last night, I'm sorry!!!

      Will you accept my friend request?

      I like you alot (does that help any?) smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      Sooooo, are u still active with RvB, I mean I see you haven't been online in a while but don't know if you have abandoned this site or what.

    • C16H14N2O

      12 years ago

      No, I'AM A TERRIBLE PERSON

      It may not seem a big thing but I'm sorry I let your birthday go by without saying anything to you. Belated Happy Birthday Meil!

      In jest... the only time I forget a birthday is when I remember it as of late. Sorry! smiley12.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      13 years ago

      hahaha! uh.... hi! I'm building a trail of comments ever so slowly. It's ok, you're not the only one, I'm leaving little trails on a few peoples profiles, lol. Have a good weekend! ... later...

    • C16H14N2O

      13 years ago

      "Guess who?"

      No, it's not woody woodpecker, it is I, the one that is most likely to comment on your profile when you least expect it, lol.

      Now, even sooner than every two moths, hahaha

      Later.... smiley0.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      13 years ago

      So......
      You been working on your "worst female gamer ever" image? lol

      Yeah, Im bored so I thought I'd bother you this go round. Have a good day! : )

    • C16H14N2O

      13 years ago

      here you go meil, thanks for continueing with me on my new profile

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    • SloeBombFizz

      13 years ago

      Hey Meil, how's life treating you these days? Still loving the new apartment?

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Ok, here's another comment for you, two months later I think, lmao. Oh, thanks for the mod point by the way, lol. At this rate, every time I got a mod point from you for a comment, I would reach level 50 around the year 3000 perhaps, heh!

      Ok, see ya next month Mel, lmao! j/k .. it might be two months again, hahaha, I hope not!

      I'm gonna get some guinness in your honor today. smiley0.gif

    • SloeBombFizz

      13 years ago

      Yeah, Shelia's a big fan of KB.

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Long time .. just thought I'd let you know you're still in my thoughts although you couldn't tell by the amount of comments I leave here, ha! Cheers! Have a Guinness on me.

    • SloeBombFizz

      13 years ago

      Canada is starting to look nice. Toronto is supposed to be a nice larger city and I really liked Ottawa. But I'm not a fan of the cold... Sydney Australia or Perth... if I'm picking at random then those might be nice places.

    • PerfectVixen

      13 years ago

      A day late and a dollar short
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      Happy Valentines Day Vixen Style!!!
      Kisses smiley12.gif

    • grey_starr

      13 years ago

      Happy Valentines you sexy thing...

    • JamesSoprano

      13 years ago

      Congrads on getting the Quote Right

    • SloeBombFizz

      13 years ago

      Hey! Good to see you got a chance to stop by online.

    • PerfectVixen

      13 years ago

      this is you and me baby...heres to cavorting and mass distruction, and bending men to our wills...god we would so rock as Harley and Ivy...Kisses dearist! smiley12.gif
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    • GirlAverage

      13 years ago

      I love you. :3 Lets make with teh sex. {XD omg I'm so awesome.}
      *comes and kidnaps Meil for hours or DDR and Firefly.*

    • SloeBombFizz

      13 years ago

      Wishing you all the best in the coming year!

      May all your drinks come true and make wishes responsibly... or something like that.


      Glückliches Neujahr!

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      HAPPY NEW YEAR !

    • theguyacross

      13 years ago

      How you doing Amelia?

    • GirlAverage

      13 years ago

      OMG You like MoMusu?!?! *joygasms* I'm so gonna hump you.... :O smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Happy Christmas Day!

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

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    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      lmao! A kitten? You pack the kitchen sink?

    • torryrocksme

      13 years ago

      Have a Happy Thanksgiving Amelia.

    • theguyacross

      13 years ago

      Meil long time no see, how you been?

    • PerfectVixen

      14 years ago

      mmm beer and pizza...jsut as good as fetuchini and malibu...thanks for the welcome back...i heart you!
      Kisses

    • LedZeppelin4

      14 years ago

      Little joke 4 you
      On Sunday morning Katie received a telephone call that her grandfather
      had just passed away. She went straight to her grandparent's house to
      visit her 95 year-old grandmother and comfort her.

      When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied,
      "He had a heart attack while we were making love."

      Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years-old having sex was surely asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear, " replied granny.

      "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused, wiped away a tear and then continued, "and if that damned ice cream truck hadn't come along, he'd still be alive today!"

    • selcal

      14 years ago

      Where are the new Meil pics you have been promising...

    • JamesSoprano

      14 years ago

      Hey Meil if you wanna take part in my contest read my journal about it and leave a comment if u leave a comment i will know

    • selcal

      14 years ago

      hey isn't Alan Tudyk, steve the pirate?

    • theguyacross

      14 years ago

      Hey Amelia, like the profile!

    • selcal

      14 years ago

      well judging by the fact that your computer just restarts you must be a Mac user

    • grey_starr

      14 years ago

      The Princess Bride, Hero, and Bridget Jones' Diary make the list... but not Star Wars?!?! come on... and what about Shakespeare in love?... I love that movie! "I don't know... it's a mystery"...

    • selcal

      14 years ago

      I knew the shop would work...it always does...that was in Brussels too, the chocolate was the best i ever had and i don't really like chocolate

    • PerfectVixen

      14 years ago

      hi dahling...missed you and thanks for the lines in my journal...have a wonderful day...talk to you soon
      Kisses
      Vixen

    • selcal

      14 years ago

      Wait Guiness? You are now under consideration of being in a long line of my Drinking Buddies

      Irish Carbombs for those Guiness drinkers in a hurry

    • wolfdragon

      14 years ago

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      hello

    • wolfdragon

      14 years ago

      haha scott's blood in me aeeeee, and yes

    • wolfdragon

      14 years ago

      thanks, thing is i'm 1/8 Cherokee

    • wolfdragon

      14 years ago

      Yes and i reflect it back at you...........wait

    • wolfdragon

      14 years ago

      hello

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