Mspltchwder

Male
from Madison, WI

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    • Buddhism

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      Yo,

      I guess I never really bother to mention before, but I am Buddhist.
      Theravadan to be exact.

      That means that I beleive that it takes life times upon life times of meditation to achive enlightenment. Nowm for those of you that do not know, Enlightenment is essencially a state of being. Youare not thinking, or anything like that, you just are.

      Now, i'm not what you would call a monk, but I do have beads. In each bead, I must choose a prayer, or just somethign tothink about. I dont practice Buddhism as a monk would, but I thought the bead i dea wasn;t half bad. If anythign at all it helps with meditaion.

      I only have two beads so far. I have Learning and the gathering of knowledge in general. And the second is The expression and beauty of one's spiritual soul.

      So, I just thought you should all know!

      Late,

    • Alrighty.....

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      Yo,

      Hey guys. I gues si'm finally getting over my buddies passing. I read the comments and i thank all of you for your support, and hope you'll keep giving it....

      I have been at music camp for the past few days, and the people there were so helpful and supportive, i actually was able to smile a few times!

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      That last one is just me zoning out XP

    • To my friends

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      Attention friends of www.Roosterteeth.com , I am writing this message to let you all know that a very dear friend of mine has passed away. He was a very close friend, almost like a brother, and his death has impacted me in a way in which I believe I will never recover. Though my mind tells me that everything will be healed in time, I believe that is the only thing I need right this instant, time. I apologize greatly to you all, but I must have this time to myself, I need to think and morn my friend’s death. I will be gone for several weeks, and I again apologize to all who will miss me. This man was a very close friend, and was usually the one I went to talk to about my problems. He was an infinite source of support and knowledge, he always had some “zen†saying or proverb for any situation I was in. he was an important part of my life and I’m not sure I can even get the proper hold on reality to survive anymore. So I will leave you with a saying…no, more of a belief that this friend imbedded in me. “If you can’t see, hear, smell, taste, or touch someone, then they do not exist. I really don’t understand you Chowder, how can you be sure that this person exist if all your doing is reading something that they wrote or typed out for you? I don’t know, I guess there’s just too much of a possibility that some one can lie, I hate liars.†Now, that’s not precisely word for word, but you get the idea. I don’t know, For once in my life, I don’t know. The people I role play with, I like the conversations we have, and even more so the stories we develop together, But how can I be sure you exist? How can I know that there is someone on the other end of this computer typing out responses? Sure, the cynic would say that “ You can tell someone’s there because your getting a reply!†Well, I am getting a reply, but who’s to say it’s from a person? There could be this vast conspiracy revolving around my life and directing what I do and whom I meet. Now lots of you out there are probably thinking, “Wow, what a whack job!†but how can you prove it? Is there any proof out there saying that there ISN’T a conspiracy? God, maybe Kyle’s death is impacting me a little more than I thought it would, I’m starting to sound like a paranoid skitso….

      I am in such a scary place right now. The world seems to be moving in the opposite direction. Just as soon as I escape the hell’s of catholic prep. High school for a summer of relaxation, all of this drama unfolds in my life. What makes it worse, is that I feel like I want to cry, like I should cry, like I should want to cry….I swear to you the tears are on the edges of my eyelids…and yet I can’t cry. I try to speak and my voice is choked up by a tender sob, and yet the gasps and snorts and weeps of a good cry escape me. Damn it I WANT to cry, and the damn tears wont fucking come out! All my life I had been tortured and picked on because I was the “Fat kid†and hell, I was. By age 10 I was 150 pounds. Fuck I can admit it now, I was a fat ass little kid, and everyone around me made sure to let me know it, every single day. I got all the good names too, and just when children began to learn cuss words. Pain, suffering, tears, blood, and sweat were what made me what I am today. I was born from what makes an EMO, and yet I am not one. Though, from all that I have typed I don’t think I can say I’m not without someone doubting me.

      To all of those whom have ever started a long distance relationship, over the internet or otherwise, has it ever worked out for you? Has the person your talking to ever really turned out to be the person you thought they were? Is the world today that kind? Who is to say, huh? I don’t know. I have this cynical view of life that I know is right, and I know that all the people around me are trying to protect me from getting hurt when they tell me that I should forget about all this internet relationship crap because there is too much of a risk of getting hurt or being deceived. And even though the logical side of my mind tells me that this is what is true and, well, logical….My heart is far to naïve to let go. I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings, I am far to naïve for that mess. My heart bleeds for every living emotion around my. Fuck, I feel bad for trees when people snip their lower branches so they don’t get in the way of anything. I feel bad for mother-fucking TREES!!! And yet at the same time, I don’t want to be hurt by someone who lies their way into my life to manipulate my heart and control me like I’m some kind of puppet. Damn….I’m a prideful, arrogant, overly empathetic, selfish, selfless, naïve, jaded contradiction. Fuck, I NEED a vacation.

      So once again let me apologize to all of you here on www.Roosterteeth.com . I will truly miss you, but believe me when I say that I need this time to myself. Thank you all for the wonderful memories and stories, I will never forget them.

      Sincerely,
      Alexander Thomas Choudoir A.K.A “Chowderâ€Â

      “The key to life, my dear friend, is knowing exactly what you want, and what you need. Once you discover which one is more important to you, dedicate yourself to that, and you will be the richest man in the world, even if you don’t have a cent to your name.â€Â
      The late, Kyle Crawford A.K.A “Ketchupâ€Â

      “They say the best of friends will go together like chowder and ketchup…..yummy.â€Â
      (What “Chowder†and “Ketchup†always said when they were plotting to take over the world with plastic swords and water balloons.)

    • Indubitably

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      Yo,

      This is just an update, nothing special. I might just be role playing way too much. I think i'm startgin to narate myself. You know, i'd be walking down to the lunch room or something, and before i could relize i'd be saying to myself in my head, "After he purchased the soda from the machine, he walked to his table. He set down his...." Yadda yadda yadda....

      Well, i'm not going to stop, but it will help me focus on concentration or somehting. My typing skills have gotten better though, and i like the rythym of pumping out letter after letter at a time..its invigorating!

      Our dear friend Mitsuki_chan has been incapacitated at the hospital for Arrhythmia. It is a disease that causes an irregular heart beat and makes it easily to get sick. If you have a god, pray to it for her.

      There isn't much else, all i have to do is pass my finals and i'll be set for the summer. If ya'll ever need someone to talk to, then i'm your guy!

      Late.

    • Fisrt journal in....four months...wow

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      Yo,

      Hey guys, glad your all still my friends.
      Sorry i kinda ditched you all, but don't fret, i'm making a more definite come back this time.
      If you guys want to chat o tell me anything let me know, and i'll be glad to talk with you any time.

      Late

    • Sorry guys......

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      Yo,

      Hey there everybody. sorry i haven't been on much at all. I have been on Gaia a lot lately, Role Playing and story telling, dressing up my Avi...(www.Gaiaonline.com)
      But, thats no exuce for ignoring my favorite hommies.
      so, i would like to apologize to you guys and i hope that you will forgive me.
      I will try to be on as much as possible from now on.

      Late,

    • I'm yours.....

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      yo,


      I'm taking a brake from the story to be here for you guys.
      recently. i've been "counsoling" a friend of mine about the death of his friend.
      (who killed himself)
      it feels really good to help him, and just to talk to him.
      i guess i have a really good grasp of the human mind, all my english teachers have always said that i get the material better than most of the class, and can communicate it better than they can.
      on more than one occasion, i got up and explained a certain author or consept to the class and everyone got it.
      so.....i'm here to help anyone with any problems that they might have.
      be it:
      suicide
      parents broke up
      girl advice
      social problems
      self of steam issuse
      appearence problems
      boy trouble
      girl trouble
      psicology homework
      anything that might be troubling you....
      and also, because i'm a huge dork.....i invite any and all people to RP with me on messaging, your journal, comments....anywhere.
      so, in short......
      I'm Yours.

      Late,

    • the first raid....

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      (i'm going to switch from first person to third preson, i think it will be easier to tell the story that way)

      The Shining Fist Resistance has many goals. the first of which is to assasinate the now evil King Bloodkritch. but there are other priorities. such as making sure the people of the Bloodkritch kingdom are at peace, feeding the people has become very difficult, the king taxes the farmers of the kingdom so much, they do not have any money to buy seeds and other essentials, so any food that IS grown is sent right to the king and the people go hungry. not to mention that the king imports many different exotic foods, but keeps them in heavily guarded storehouses. this is where our story begins.....

      *KAAAAAABBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMM" A large explosion is heard far off in the distance. the king is startled and grips his ever present glass of wine, muttering under his breath, "scum....". "hey boss!!!! where do you want all the bags of rice?" Boom asked excitedly. "just set them in the cart, i want to get out of here as soon as possible." Axel answers. he turns to Longshot, "what do you see, Longshot?". Longshot is standing ithe middle of the large street in front of the store house, looking straight down the road that leads to the kings castle. "forty, no......fifty elite guardsmen approaching.......20 kilometers and closing". Tiny calls out to Axel, "HEY BOSS!!! KENNY HURT!!!!" (in my creation of tiny, i decided to sacrifice brain power for muscle, so Tiny isn't really that articulate) Axel rushes over to Tiny and sees Kenny laying under a slab of concrete. "what happened kid?" he asks calmly. Kenny looks up at Axel with a confused look on his face, "WHAT.....DO Y-YOU T-THINK *cough*... Axel grinned and began to lift the slab, "good answer kid," he helps Kenny up and hands him to Tiny, "help him back to the cart, and be careful...." Axel is cut off be Longshot, "FIVE KILOMETERS AND CLOSING, BOSS." Longshot begins to fire arrows down the dusty road, picking off guard after guard. Axel decids that its been long enough, "ALRIGHT BOYS!!!! MOVE IT OUT!!!!!!" they all pack into the cart thats strapped to something hidden under a large mound of hay. "wait for it......." Axel says with a grin. he waits un til the guards are two meters from the mound of hay, thren gives the order. "GIDDY UP, BETSY!!!!!!" with that, a humungus dragon, lifts up from under the hay, incenerating the uncomming guards and soaring high into the air! shouts of excitment and victory rise from the group, they have suceeded!

      (THATS RIGHT!!!! DRAGON IN THE MUTHA FUCKIN HIZZOUSE!!!!!)

      Later on in the S.F.R base, the crew goes over the spoils of the raid. "how much did we get then?" Axel asks. Boom answers "we got enough to ffed the whole kingdom three times! we scored the big one!!!" Boom is most excited because he has been waiting to be apart of these big raids for a while, but they always said he was too young, it was also the first time for Kenny, but, he got hurt. "great, hows Kenny?" he turns to Longshot. "Kenny will be fine, he is staying with Carim in the infermary." Longshot says as he drinks a cup of tea. they all look around at eachother with evil grins on they're faces. Axel turns back to Longshot, "well done, Gabriel!" Longshot takes another sip of tea, "i know, i know". Carim is a special nurse, not only is she one of the more beautiful nurses, she also likes to make patients as "comfortable" as possible......lets just say that, she gives new meaning to the term " tender loving care". when she takes care of you, more than your wounds feel better *wink*wink*. Axel says his congrats to the group and heads up to his quarters. when he gets in his room, he goes to his bookcase and pulls down an a bright red book, revealing a secret room with a desk and a balcony. Axel moves over to the desk and waits for about five minutes, then a figure walks in from the balcony and speaks "how did it go today, boss?" Axel turns tp the figure "Just fine Duke, we got plenty of food and supplies, a success. and you?" Duke is the groups spy, so naturally, he can gather information that not everyone should hear, so, Axel and Duke have set up meatings like this to share info. that is vital to the resistance. they speak of new info about the Princess and her where abouts. the over all plan.........is to kidnap her.

      to be continued....

    • i'm meen

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      yo,

      As many of you well know......i am writing a story. check my journals to read it.
      this journal is your last chance to catch up on the story line and characters.
      i'm also holding a cool contest.
      i already have pictures of Eve Bloodkritch(look at Firebabe's images)
      and Axel Bondrousse.(my images)
      the person who can bring me a good picture of ANY of the other characters in the story, wins ten mods.
      i never gave any specific info about what they lookd like, so, if you get close to what i was thinking, then you get and extra 5 mods.
      good luck! and i a preciate it!

      Sincerely yours,
      Chowder.

      Late,

    • Kenny Roxwell.......

      12 years ago

      Mspltchwder

      The last to join the crew was Kenny Roxwell. I found him huddled under a heap of dead people. His family and friends were part of a more “outspoken†group of the Kingdom. They complained about the King’s behavior one too many times, and they were all slaughtered, all except for little Kenny. The people of that part of the kingdom were different anyways, they were a race called Ishballens. They had tan skin, white haisr and the most piercing red eyes. Now, Kenny doesn’t look THAT intimidating, I mean, he is only 15. but, he does have skill with his weapons. They’re Yo-yos…….yeah, you heard me, Yo-yos. But these are not any ordinary Yo-yos, these yo-yos are made of carbon steel, and there is a mechanism in each yo-yo where when the yo-yo is at the end of it’s string, three small blades project out and spin with the yo-yo until it begins to return to the owner, then the blades return into the mechanism. I know…..i was surprised too…..my side is still healing from that. The most amount of yo-yos I’ve seen him use at once is five, but I know he has more. He is still a kid, and even now I doubt whether or not he can take it, but, he has heart and a reason to fight. He hasn’t earned a nickname yet. And he is the last member of the S.F.R.

      if you missed anything, just read the few journals befor this, i'll do my best to get more of the story soon.

      Late,

  • About Me

  • Comments (807)

    • Kagome04

      11 years ago

      hey whats up? How are you these days?

    • Brutalise

      11 years ago

      Oh shit, hey there dude.
      Been awhile since I've see you around.

    • RVBpimp134

      11 years ago

      Holy hell, never thought i'd see you back on dude.

    • keri_2_cute

      11 years ago

      alex its me keri add me

    • Brutalise

      12 years ago

      Welcome dude.
      And in your last journal, I can understand as well.
      When I was like 10-12 years old, I was about the same weight, so I got most of the shit you did as well. But oddly enough, I am not emo. smiley6.gif

    • Peachez_07

      12 years ago

      hey how are you..i am very sorry smiley2.gif



      smiley12.gif
      cool cat

    • O_mally2

      12 years ago

      ya i guess thats true

    • O_mally2

      12 years ago


      Mspltchwder


      #2 Posted 3 days ago (6/01/07 9:39PM)
      I don't know....
      usuyally forum role plays are all unprganized and sloppy...
      I prefer One one One PMs or something like that.

      im sorry but i couldnt help but notice this and i would just like to state my opinion in the contrary to yours... i prefer forum roleplays because when you get more than two people rping you can get more unexpected twists and turns

    • red_head_13

      12 years ago

      hello

    • pielover

      12 years ago

      well you didnt
      n_n

    • pielover

      12 years ago

      i did

    • pielover

      12 years ago

      seen it
      n_n

    • pielover

      12 years ago

      yes
      and
      yes

    • Nomedtac

      12 years ago

      How have you been?

    • Peachez_07

      12 years ago

      READ MY JOURNAL ITS FOR KERI...PASS THE WORD AROUND PLEASE.

    • 2sexyand2hot

      12 years ago

      hey hun look at this it smy IMVU 3d chat i think i look good if you make one tell me so we can add one anothr on there okay
      www.imvu.com/catalog/web_mypage.php/user/13051268
      love you

    • adrian17

      12 years ago

      just wait im still thinkin and if you can comment on the pic

    • adrian17

      12 years ago

      hey man check out my new pic please

    • BasketOfFish

      12 years ago

      Nah, not really. Things just kinda worked themselves out.

      That's mainly why I deleted that journal anyway.

    • BasketOfFish

      12 years ago

      I'm sorry, I don't really remember what it was.

    • red_head_13

      12 years ago

      comment on my journal please

    • 2sexyand2hot

      12 years ago

      well sweetie i'm going to bed if your on tomorrow i'll message you again so we can talk and i'll tell yo how i'm doing
      okay love you bye *hugs and kisse

      Your Stubern Girl
      Keri

    • Nomedtac

      12 years ago

      Thanks man, actually that was my first time showing anyone online my shino attempt i've been meaning to for about 7 months now, but Haven't had the time. Though seeing your headband made me remember it, lol.

      Yeah, i'll be heading to bed in a few minutes, here so goodnight, let us talk again these next few days man.

      And, lets hope those orange leg warmers don't weigh to much.

    • Nomedtac

      12 years ago

      *laughs* Those of us who people consider godly are constantly being overlooked though it's okay we shall just sit and wait for them to realise their faults.

      i'm okay, rather tired, possibly going to head to bed soon, how about yourself?

    • Nomedtac

      12 years ago

      An anime fan, a martial artist, and a role player, how can people not like you? Honestly. *smirks*

    • adrian17

      12 years ago

      its ok i know. but i might have to make him different because hes too much like Rock Lee

    • adrian17

      12 years ago

      as soon as i can. i have a lot of stuff to do besides that. i mean i kinda have to graduate for high school

    • Brutalise

      12 years ago

      Go here and click number 2.13 for info on the Tonberries.

    • oh_la_la

      12 years ago

      hey

    • Lady_hanyou

      12 years ago

      one of my other friends

    • Lady_hanyou

      12 years ago

      hey other brat

    • killer_babe

      12 years ago

      hey wats up

    • chufies

      12 years ago

      lomg time no see how goes things

    • Haisha

      12 years ago

      xD Alrighty Alright
      I added you to my Gaia account :3
      So so so yeah!

      Im happy now xD

    • Haisha

      12 years ago

      lol alrighty.
      I added you to my friends list.
      The account I have is my new one.
      I'm just starting Gaia again.
      I'm Haisha_Hirami
      :3
      just so you know that its me.
      Though I think you'll know anyways xD

    • LadyMouse88

      12 years ago

      I'm great....working on my final papers T_T but all in all I'm good...but happy to hear that your doing well ^_^

    • red_head_13

      12 years ago

      if you say so

    • Firebabe

      12 years ago

      ok what i'll probably do is reply to your message and then get off cuz my mom wants me

    • Firebabe

      12 years ago

      mk but im going to be off and on all day but my laptop is going to get fixed soon so i'll be able to get on a lot more

    • Firebabe

      12 years ago

      i have to get off for a few min but i promise i'll be back on real soon so don'tget off ok ?

    • Firebabe

      12 years ago

      pretty darn good except that my laptop harddrive is shit now so i don't have a computer

      **tear** but i'll be ok i can still get on at school and right now im at my grandma's so what about u ?

    • Firebabe

      12 years ago

      lol yeah i know

      why haven't been online lately?

    • Brutalise

      12 years ago

      Alright, later dude.

    • Brutalise

      12 years ago

      Hey there dude. Haven't seen you on for some time. How have you been?

    • Haisha

      12 years ago

      lol yay!!! Thank you :D I'll add you! You'll be able yto tell its me xD
      AND YOU NEED TO SIGN ON HERE MORE OFTEN!!!
      ;~; our rp is getting so interesting!

    • Tucker23

      12 years ago

      I'd say that's a good position to have.

    • Kagome04

      12 years ago

      This is a message brought to you by Kagome04
      to tell you how cool you are and how much you mean as a friend to her
      a whole damn lot thats how much
      you rock
      !!!!!!!!!
      your an amazing person and she has glad to have met you

    • Kagome04

      12 years ago

      homework is taking up time I'll try to message you tonight but I don't have time

    • Kagome04

      12 years ago

      sorry I was working on homework

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