MyRideIsTex

Male
from Los Angeles de Estados Unidos

  • Activity

    • i feel like how i felt 8 years ago.

      6 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      I am thoroughly confused as to how different everything is.

    • omfg

      6 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      first post in 5+ years. Oh how life has changed.

    • So it seems ironic

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      that now that i can guarentee i'm back for good it's due to similar terms. Jessica dumped me. It was totally depressing and I'm back to my emo old self. I guess i'll be blogging my feelings on here. I've been listening to the police's every breath you take for the last 5 hours. i woke up at 8:15 today with her saying sry she couldnt call last night, and that it was over. happy 4th, right?

      ironically allison sent me that email on the 11th of september. what's up with girls letting me go on america's significant dates?

      i still love her to death, i'd still die for her. i still wish to marry her and father her kids. i'm what...18? oh yeah, my bday was last week. happy 18th. she told me she lost all her feelings.

      but to hell with it, i'm not going to justify being on here, jsut trust emo me. you know you can. sad isn't it? OMFG. WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?


      and i find sole comfort in my new best friend, bianca, who happens to be the "perfect" girl for me. exact match, everything would be bperfect, if i didn't still love jessica and if bianca were single that is. w/e. i need to listen to my music bb.

    • So my mom has a 50% chance of cancer

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      In her bladder. I'm worried as fuck. To top it off my finals are next week. So much to worry about. My wounds have completely healed. My left wrist is still severely sprained. I'm going to see a doctor about it during spring break.

      I'm going to take artsy beach pics next wednesday after my finals are done.

      But...my mom has something in her bladder. She's so worried about it that it makes me scared. She wouldn't even tell me about it until I asked her repeatedly. Why would she shield something like that from me? I understand she wants me to do well on finals, but some things shouldn't be a secret.

      AHh. Well, I'll ttyl. Time to study.

    • i almost died in a bicycle accident

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      NOTE- IGNORE THIS FIRST PART!!!! skip to the paragraphs. the first part is random ranting.

      i almost fucking died, literally

      i can't do fuckign shit because i keep having mental flashbacks of my accident

      i cant fucking think or typw

      i cant do fucking shit

      i keep barely avoiding physical fights with my fucking roomate over FIFA 07 games on the xbox 360, which is fucking retarded as hell because its a motherfucking game

      i cant hang out much with jessica

      i cant fucking get into my classes

      i dont have any fuckign respect

      some fucking random ass bald fat man tried to fucking hit on me during a dance class, WTF

      the police station chrages 44 fucking dollars to view my police report on MY fucking accident where i almost fucking died and they wont just give it to me. bullshit.

      FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk.,



      BREAKDOWNMOTHERFUCKERSMKRWLMRLKQ@#


      MOITHERFUCKING COCK

      ok.

      calming down.

      i'll try to be more coherent.


      A little whiles ago I was involved in a Single Bike Traffic Collision. I have no memory of what happened because I lost consciousness and suffered a severe concussion, small fractures on my left ribs and my sternum, I lost all the skin on my right shoulder, my right arm, my left knee, and part of my cheek on my right side. My wrist was moderately sprained and today I found out my bike is pretty much dead. The chains don't fit, the handlebar is grounded down, it's also heavily bent diagonally, my helmet is cracked and scraped up real bad. If I didn't wear the helmet my skull would have fractured, at the least, if not have broken entirely. I'd be dead now. I keep having these flashbacks but it's in pieces. All i remember is going down this steep hill. I knew i was too fast when i outran a truck going downhill. I remember wobbling, then flying, then the next thing i knew i was all tingly and i heard sirens. I was dumb and said i'd be fine but i couldn't move. i didn't know the date, time, where i was, etc. i suffered minor amnesia. i blacked out. i woke when the ambulance doors closed, gave my emergency contact number, then blacked out. i awoke when they took my into the operating room. I was nicknamed "Trauma Simon" because i was an emergency trauma patient whom they had no name for at the time. they cut off my favorite shirt and then i talked to them about something i forgot. i blacked out again, awoke during the cat scans, blacked out, and awoke in my er rest bed. my parents came asap but didn't arrive til 20 min after i woke up but they and my older brother and sister were worried as heck.

      i was released that night because i had no "severe" problems besides self-fixed minor fractures in my sternum (i keep saying this but it's my breastbone im not sure if they are the same) and ribs.

      in my followup checkup i was better but today i got my bike and it was unrideable. i don't tihnk i wanna ride for a while. as for the first part of this journal, disregard it. i just had to get it out.

      oh, and in case you havn't figured it out, this was why i was gone for a while. i couldnt sit still on the computer for long without having flashbacks. i resorted to games because they kept my mind off anything else.

      my arms healed with major scars now. my face has no scars.

      i have pics if u wanna see ask, ill post it on the journal.

      my head still hurts real bad. there aren't bruises though. earlier i had a black eye.

      i'm so cold right now.

      mrt out.

    • im not gone

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      or dead.

      yet.

      i've got a crap of hw and stuff and my math midterm is wednesday and i failed that class last quarter so i have to pass! i'll be back wednesday night. it's 4:30 am. i need to finish correct my term paper about the emo subculture. i'll let ya'll read it sometime.

      peace out wiggas!

    • i have no idea why

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      but i found out a floormate of mine at ucla uses this site. i went giddy, hugged her, suffocated her in hugs, sang niki fm, hugged her again, and then started to go over past journals. i eventually pulled out an emo xanga and livejournal i had.


      i was so fucking emo! wtf!?!? why wasn't i informed of this?

      >.<

      well, so i guess im back, this time for realz for realz b/c if im lying julie will knock on my dorm door and probably kill me or something cuz shes a crazy asian girl with anime powers...or something like that.

      i've been listening to the fray for the last 8 hours or so.

      i rode a bike again the first time this week a few days ago since i was like 9 due to a traumatizing incident that almost involved my head smashing into a pole.

      i learned the charleston dance.

      i'm going to take fencing, archery, waltz, swing dance.

      i love life.

      i feel a sense of meaningless mixed with productivity, happiness and a newfound definition in life.

      i need to stop making journals like this.

      hey ella, you don't read my journals anymore!

      haha i used to be obsessed.

      hmm, what else?

      eh, more to come later.

      i'm sure a rambler, aren't i?

      thanks for reading this, for the few that still do.

      1.0 4ver.

      whoa my power just flickered.

      no kidding.

      level 49 is the shit, and i'll be here for life. i think i was like 4-9th or something to get to 49 in 1.0 right? eh who gives a damn. it's all about dance parties.

      im a bit sleepy, thus my lack of coherence.

      goodnight...in a bit.


      oh, and if you're wondering, you CAN survive on 2 hours of sleep a night for 10 weeks straight.

      i'm living proof.

      goodbye!

    • I failed

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      my math final.

      This sucks. If not enough people failed, getting under 25%, I need to retake the class. It'll cost hundreds AND more rejection letters from med schools around the country. Crap.

      My Performing Arts Cluster final is tomorrow at 3pm.

      Should I drop Biochemistry to become an English major? =D.

      PS, UCLAFUCKSC.

      Oh, what are your thoughts on Frats? I was thinking of rushing Pike.

      Salutations,

      Brian

    • I just committed Rape

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      to the Chemistry 20A Fall 2006 Final examination.

      ...and it was goooood!

      Oh wow, I owned that test. I'm so happy you won't believe it.

      I also found out that my math final isn't tomorrow at 3pm, it's at 8am. Crap.

      That means less cramming more sleeping!

      Salutations,

      Brian

    • FINALS WEEK

      12 years ago

      MyRideIsTex

      IS FUCKING INTENSE.

      AND IM AT LEVEL 49! 1.0 FOREVER!

      oh, and LA BEAT SC HAH THOSE FUCKERS.

      And for some reason I feel energized right now.

      I should sleep earlier than 5am and wake later than 7.15am. 2 hours 15 minutes a night isn't satisfying...especially if it's 11 weeks in a row.

      My GPA is like a 2.7 or something. Shit.

      Where does all my time go? I'm not active on here, I'm never on aim, I'm always doing something. Perhaps I should train an army of monkeys to do my bidding.

      I'll be on after finals, I PROMISE. If not then well, I'm not. eitherway...I've got lots to tell.

      Love you all,

      MRT

  • About Me

  • Comments (3108)

    • Zack FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Zatch

      6 years ago

      MYRIDELSTEX

      MY FAVORITE PERSON EVER! COME BACK TO MEEEEEEEEE.

    • Barbara FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Dude, welcome back.
      Yeah, things are.. extremely different around here. I'm sure you've noticed.. haha

      • MyRideIsTex

        6 years ago

        Yea it looks SO different! So I take it you work for RT now, haha. That's cool. How did that happen?

        And you're no longer in Canada! Life is going well?

    • Hazorcon

      9 years ago

      Hope all is well man.

    • ELCasper

      10 years ago

      *Come back.
      -_-

    • ELCasper

      10 years ago

      You need to come you dirty nigger.
      I still be lovin you

    • Neoma

      11 years ago

      Summarizing you.

    • capncrunch86

      11 years ago

      hahahah, if i comment here then chris will never find out where his "1 new journal comment is." hahaha, im so sadistic.

      linkage

      there were many times where i was like..."where the fuck is this comment at???"
      and it was probably you every freaking time.

    • Ascendance

      11 years ago

      So did the squid ever learn to play stairway to heaven? Damn that's been forever lol

    • iiiiCracker

      11 years ago

      yeah that was a bad turkey tussle, shit went down and a couple of my friends got into a fight, and all in all i just didn't have the time, sorry aboot that, haha

    • iiiiCracker

      11 years ago

      'Sup wigga?!?

    • magickmaster

      11 years ago

      long time no talk

      how are things going?

    • Spike12

      11 years ago

      Ohshi, you're online! : O

    • acesface453

      12 years ago

      Hey MRT, where have you been?

    • wizardmon5

      12 years ago

      Sent you a friend request for RvB TV memories' sake.

    • H2T3HK

      12 years ago

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH.

    • VICECITY55

      12 years ago

      soo good to see you! =D

    • RedWhispers

      12 years ago

      Danielle misses Brian smiley3.gif

    • deathhappens

      12 years ago

      how many watchers do u have?

    • Zack FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Zatch

      12 years ago

      maybe you should be active so we can be friends. <3

    • PyroChic

      12 years ago

      You will add me won't you?

    • popprincess

      12 years ago

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      happy easter brian!! smiley12.gif

    • BreeBurrito9

      12 years ago

      We need some chattime!

    • ELCasper

      12 years ago

      Dude we never talk anymore. What happened to our awesome conversations?

    • AZX3RIC

      12 years ago

      brian is awesome!

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      Um ignore that last comment. I'm a schizo.

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      I hate McSkanky so much. She had her hoskank friends come over tonight. Worse. Her hoskank friends invited more people. Freaking. Inconsiderate. Rich. Brat. I should cover her Valentine card in like.. Bacteria. Not that it would bother her, seeing as how she's an unhygenic skank who's probably resistant/carrying tons of other diseases.

    • Abandoned

      12 years ago

      bicycle?

    • Abandoned

      12 years ago

      stop leaving tard

    • ELCasper

      12 years ago

      wats this a pic of


      The picture is from the movie Videodrome and it's of the lead character getting his hallucinations recorded.

    • Amanda

      12 years ago

      Me and you rockin level 49 for life

    • HaloHotttis

      12 years ago

      life has been very well !!

      how is college !?

    • 1337ZILLA

      12 years ago

      Hopefully I find out if I got accepted in a few days

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      Gosh I'm bored and should totally be studying for midterms. However, I have the sudden urge to buy a shirt. Oddsauce.

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      ONLY 180? Brian you disappoint me.

    • RedWhispers

      12 years ago

      Mossssttt defffffffiinnnniiitteeelllllyyyy.
      I miss yo' face.
      A lot.
      And then someeee.

      holllluh at me yo smiley8.gif

    • RedWhispers

      12 years ago

      UmHiIMissYou<3

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      Anything smiley8.gif You dirty whore. The video kind. Not those videos. Like let's use that 360 to it's full capabilities smiley0.gif

    • photomaniac

      12 years ago

      nothing to be ready for really. for photo AP i just had to do a slide show, culinary arts iron chef lab on eggs, english a essay on my high school years, and no final for choir. so pretty easy.

    • H2T3HK

      12 years ago

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      Seriously, the lyrics are ridiculous.

    • acesface453

      12 years ago

      Thats the place. smiley0.gif

    • Spike12

      12 years ago

      Im just that good :P

    • H2T3HK

      12 years ago

      BALLS TO THE WALLS.

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      I have an interview tomorrow, so I have to get up early. We should play some games sometime though. Srsly. smiley8.gif

    • photomaniac

      12 years ago

      haha , not much , school. and i can't wait for it to be the weekend. finals are soon. then i get to start new classes. what about you?

    • acesface453

      12 years ago

      SMC

    • 1337ZILLA

      12 years ago

      I applied to University of Missouri, Baylor, and a whole bunch of small colleges around Missouri...

    • H2T3HK

      12 years ago

      I WANT YOU INSIDE ME.

    • Amanda

      12 years ago

      My life is the same, Im a bit more content these days and relaxed so Im just rolling with the punches

    • asopijw65

      12 years ago

      Ohsnap emo oranges? THey look like crying asian babies.

    • Abandoned

      12 years ago

      its better here, you come visit first

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